In my third year in the cold palace, I actually had a pregnancy, and when the doctor came to diagnose the pulse, there was also a little surprise and a little doubt in the eyes that looked at me, presumably I had already begun to doubt my medical skills.
When I asked the color screen to send the doctor away, I also stuffed a lot of silver into the doctor before finally asking the doctor to swear not to publicize this matter with his own medical ethics.
However, who knew that this doctor was so unruly or secretly reported this matter to the emperor, saying that he did not want to bear the great sin of deceiving the king.
When Caiping told me about this, I was taking care of my flowers and plants in the yard, and after hearing about this, I cut off most of the pot of orchids I had just cultivated with a shake of my hand, and I was in pain for a while afterwards.
"Miss, why are you so calm, this is a great sin of killing the head." CaiPing hurriedly stomped his feet and said to me.
The color screen was a handmaiden who was brought into the palace from my mother's house by permission of the emperor when I entered the palace, so I was always called a young lady.
"Afraid of something, the soldiers will come to cover the water and sleep when they encounter difficulties." I didn't respond salty to the color screen.
Although I was calm and relaxed on the surface, I was still a little flustered in my heart, after all, how should this child be explained, but not to the emperor, but to the former ministers of the palace concubines, the crime of killing the head was not originally, after all, this child was the emperor's, but the color screen had never been known.
"Miss, how can you be so confused, no matter how you can't do such a thing?"
Caiping Xu felt that I had put a green hat on the emperor, although I was in the cold palace, but how to say that I was still the emperor's concubine, both his woman, and now I was pregnant in the cold palace is a great sin, but I did not say this to the color screen before.
Although I was in the Cold Palace for three years, the emperor would always come, and this matter was only known to me and the emperor, I thought that life would go on like this, but who ever thought that I was pregnant now.
But I think I would like to see what the emperor's attitude is.
"Rest assured, I'm already in such a field, what am I afraid of?"
I am naturally not afraid, from the moment I was imprisoned in the cold palace three years ago, I have been fearless, whether I kill my head or live, I don't care, but who would have thought that there would be this child.
Three years ago, the Xia family rebelled and cut off the door, and I should have been executed as the daughter of the Xia family, and it was the emperor who forced everyone to let Ru Concubine Xia Xueying survive, but since then she has spent time in the Cold Palace.
Then the emperor came, and that was the last time he came to see me in the open, and he said that he couldn't stop me, but he had too much involuntaryity as an emperor. I told him that Daddy and the Grand Madame had not been good to me since I was a child, so even so I was not sad, and I smiled when I saw the relieved expression on the Emperor's face.
In the mid-autumn of the fifteenth year of Yong'an, the former emperor invited the courtiers and their families to a lively banquet, and I was fortunate to be brought into the palace by my father. At that time, the emperor was still the crown prince, and I Xia Xueying was only the daughter of the Xia family, and I was very different from him.
Even though I was in an inconspicuous corner, he told me he still saw me, and I saw him, and I smiled at him, and then he told me that he thought my smile was so beautiful, like a good wine, and I told him that it was my heartfelt laugh.
It's just that he doesn't know why I'm from the heart.
It was also on that day when I was admiring the moon, I sneaked out of the crowd but got lost in the huge palace, and I met the prince again, he said that his name was Li Jingrui, and it was at that time that I learned that he was the prince, and I also told him who I was.
On that day he took me through many parts of the palace, and I asked him how he could tell the difference between so many palaces that looked like this.
He hadn't spoken for a long time, and when I looked up at him, he just smiled, and the smile was very good-looking, but there seemed to be a little bit of meaning in that laugh that I couldn't read, and at that time I felt sad or confused, but then I understood that he was only very good at disguise, so that the smile was mixed with a few points of falsehood.
However, what happened later always had to be known later.
That year, Li Jingrui asked me if one day I would like to live in this palace, and one of these many palaces will also belong to me.
I was very happy, if so, I thought I could see him every day, and after I nodded my head and said I would, I saw him smile again, and I didn't know if it was fake.
Jing Heng three years, the first emperor mourning period ended, I entered the palace, the palace people came to proclaim the will when I was with the color screen in the backyard punishment kneeling, Daddy was anxious not to find a talent to go to the backyard will be found from me from the Grand Lady.
After the declaration of the will, I was stunned for a moment, thinking that he still remembered the original promise, I think I should be happy, but there seemed to be tears slipping from the corners of my eyes, and My father said that I was crying with joy, but when it was true, I thought I didn't know it myself.
In this way, I became Li Jingrui's woman, and there was a place for me in this great palace, but later, Changle Palace became a cold palace.
Since then, I have also been happy, with the color screen, the Ministry of Internal Affairs is sometimes perfunctory, I watched the color screen quarrel with them a few words, but I am just a sinner, after being able to survive has been a great gift, I do not ask for anything.
I originally thought that I would only spend the second half of my life with the color screen in this cage, but who knows, the next year, Jing Heng's sixth mid-autumn night, my Changle Palace suddenly had one more person.
According to the rules of the palace, the Emperor of the Mid-Autumn Festival would feast on the courtiers and their families. I calculated that it had been a full eight years since I first met Li Jingrui that year, and eight years ago, Li Jingrui asked me if I would like to be in this palace, and eight years later, Li Jingrui appeared in front of me again.
Li Jingrui appeared at the palace gate wearing a dark robe, Xu in order not to let people notice, I even thought I was hallucinating, but when I slowly approached, I found that it was Li Jingrui, whom I had not seen for two years.
At that moment, I panicked, I quickly opened the color screen to drag Li Jingrui into the inner temple, I asked him what he meant, and he kept looking at me, the look in his eyes was a tenderness I had not seen for a long time, I could not tell whether it was true or false.
But I was still happy, I was glad he came to see me.
Li Jingrui said that he missed me too much, so he simply came to me, and since that day, he always came to see me every three to five minutes, and sometimes stayed in the Changle Palace, waiting until Pingdan and then secretly left, but I have been hiding from the color screen.
I have always wondered how he had hidden from everyone, but I had never asked him, thinking that he was the emperor, he must have his own methods, and such a day had been until these days, but had ever thought that now I was pregnant...
【II】
The doctor told Li Jingrui that I was pregnant for three days, and the color screen had been worrying about it for three days, and I was basking in the sun on the rocking chair in the courtyard to watch her walk around in front of me, and the color screen still muttered something from time to time in the mouth, and I thought the color screen was cute.
But at the moment, I can't tell the truth about the color screen.
"Miss, it's been three days, why hasn't the emperor moved?"
I replied without hesitation: "Who can guess the emperor's mind?" ”
The more the color screen looks at me like this, the more I have the strength to hate iron and steel, but it is also to beat me and scold me for not succeeding, so I have to eat and drink every day and hang in front of me with a sad face.
"Regardless of the horizontal and vertical, the emperor came to kill the head and I also went with the young lady."
The color screen shook for a long time and finally gritted his teeth and stomped his feet and said this sentence.
The appearance of the color screen made me almost squirt out a sip of tea I had just drunk, but I still just smiled and laughed, or I could not tell the truth to the color screen.
Or maybe I don't know how to open my mouth to the color screen...
After lunch, Caiping helped me to take a nap, but as soon as I met With Zhou Gong, Caiping ran to wake me up in a panic and told me with tears that the emperor had come.
I confess that these days I have been expecting something from the Emperor, and I seem to have seen this scene today, and he came to see me with great joy and wanted to take me out of here, perhaps at midnight when he dreamed.
When the color screen lifted me up from the noble concubine, she cried and asked me how to be good, and I still said the phrase "soldiers will come to cover the water", only this time my face seemed to have a smile.
As I spoke, the emperor had reached the inner sanctum, and I looked at him, and he looked at me, and I could see the joy in his eyes.
He stood in front of me with great vigor, the joy on his face could not be hidden, I thought, it is this love, why should I bother in this cold palace.
"Cher, I've come to pick you up."
Li Jingrui's voice was very gentle, and he was not afraid of being an emperor in front of me at all, as I remember, as if he was only like this to me.
Caiping listened to Li Jingrui's words with some doubt, I saw that her face was full of puzzlement, perhaps she was still thinking about how the emperor could be so happy now that her lady had committed such a terrible disaster.
"Cher, rest assured, if I take you away today, no one will stop you."
Li Jingrui seemed to see through my thoughts, I was really worried, I was worried that I had made a mistake, I was worried that he was tied up by the harem of the former dynasty and abandoned me, fortunately, I won.
I just looked at him, from beginning to end I couldn't say a word, just smiled at him, tears in my eyes, I thought, I am thankful, after all these years he loved me consistently.
Li Jingrui originally wanted me to move away from Changle Palace, but I told him that I had been in this Changle Palace for a long time and did not want to go elsewhere, so Li Jingrui asked the people of the Ministry of Internal Affairs to reorganize the Changle Palace on the grounds that I was pregnant and unable to move.
My Changle Palace was as glorious as it was three years ago, and I had restored my status as a concubine, but I always felt that something was missing...
All this came so quickly that the color screen was busy counting the details of the palace, and was busy picking a few competent palace people to serve me, and there was no time to ask me for such details.
After I entered the palace that year, these were handled by Caiping, and I would only drink tea and watch her busy work inside and out, and now that I am pregnant, Caiping will provide me like a baby, and I feel that it is even worse than Li Jingrui.
Later, I told the whole story to the color screen, and the color screen seemed to be a little annoyed, as if to blame me for not saying it to her in the morning.
"Or, now that the young lady is keeping the clouds open and seeing the moon, I am happy to see it." After a long time, the color screen said so.
I know that the color screen has suffered a lot with me in the past three years, I have seen it in my eyes, and I also feel guilty about her.
Maybe because I was pregnant, I became sleepy, and when I woke up from a nap, it was already a thin day, but I always hated this time the most, and every time I was depressed, it seemed that it was from that year.
On the willow branches of the moon, Li Jingrui also came with the moonlight, which was also the first time he came to me after the door of Changle Palace opened.
Li Jingrui said that he should not be angry with him when he told me not to be angry with him, but it was actually approaching the Mid-Autumn Festival night feast, and he wanted to do it himself, and also to let me appear at the banquet together.
Then I remembered that it was almost the middle of the autumn again, and it had been so long.
"Xue'er, when you give birth to a prince, it is good to be my queen." Li Jingrui, who was having dinner with me, suddenly said so.
His head had never been raised, his tone was light and leisurely, and he said the matter of Li Hou so simply, but I thought that I might not be able to achieve my wishes, and the matter after Li Hou was so big that it could not be Li Jingrui alone.
"The emperor is talking nonsense again."
Only then did he look up at me, and he probably understood my concern, because because for my father's sake, the courtiers of the former dynasty might not agree, but at this moment, his eyes looked at me with determination, as if to make me believe him.
Of course, I can only listen to this on the spot, and I will never take it to heart.
For several days in a row, Li Jingrui stayed in the Changle Palace, which also caused other concubines to complain one after another, and even more, they scolded me for being a charm lord, and I never paid attention to it.
……
In the afternoon, I was taking good care of the orchids that I had accidentally cut before, and Caiping told me that Song Jieyu had come, and I didn't react much when she saw me, and Caiping added that Song Jieyu was Li Jingrui's favorite concubine before I regained her identity.
"Since you have come, let me see you, for there is no reason not to see anyone." I replied carelessly, saying that I would not forget to instruct The Color Screen to hand over this pot of orchids to a competent palace person to take care of.
When I looked at Song Jieyu, who had some resemblance to me between her eyebrows, I seemed to understand why she was deeply loved by Li Jingrui, but unfortunately, she didn't seem to notice that I was somewhat similar to her, or that she didn't care about this at all.
After Song Jieyu saw me, she was also respectful, but I could feel a little disobedience from her words.
Song Jieyu's purpose here was nothing more than to see where this Concubine Ru, who had been deposed three years ago and was now pregnant, was sacred, after all, she had entered the palace after I entered the Cold Palace.
Song Jieyu's words are stingy, but I listen to it, but I think it is ridiculous, she does not know that my present day is not her unscrupulous approach, or it should be said that someone is willing.
"The lady should take care of herself." Song Jie blessed herself.
After saying this, she left, and the rest of me listened boringly, but this sentence made me think that this Song Jieyu was a little different.
Caiping said that I was in the concubine position, and actually let a concubine treat me like this, if it was passed out, he was afraid that Zhang Jieyu and Zhao Jieyu would come to find trouble.
I told the color screen that it was a pleasure to do so and so, and the color screen did not speak, only a blank look at me.
In the blink of an eye, even on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Li Jingrui also specially sent someone to Changle Palace to ask me to dress up well, and I knew that tonight's Mid-Autumn Festival banquet, Li Jingrui also specially asked me to appear in front of everyone tonight.
The color screen was grooming me, and I was still thinking about what would happen to Li Jingrui if she didn't get her wish.
I appeared with Li Jingrui at the Mid-Autumn Festival Night Feast, and at that moment there were thousands of people greeting him, and he took my hand and settled me next to him.
I looked away, but there were many people with surprise in their eyes, but I saw acquaintances in one glance among the many unfamiliar faces.
She is now Li Jingrui's concubine, and she is also my playmate since childhood, I remember that she has loved Li Jingrui for a long time, but now that she is Li Jingrui's concubine, I don't know whether to congratulate her or feel sorry for her.
Because I know that Li Jingrui does not have her in her heart.
"Princess Ru's sister finally kept the clouds open to see the moon, and hongu congratulated her sister." Princess Yuan smiled happily.
She said the same thing as the color screen, but sometimes I don't know whether this so-called keeping the clouds open and seeing the moon is good or bad...
【III】
When I talked to her again, she deliberately distanced herself from me, and I still smiled at her sincerely, but the smile on her face seemed to be a little stiff.
In a trance, I seemed to see that when she was playing with me when I was a child, and it was as if I had taken her to meet Li Jingrui, when the red plum was in full swing, xu was under this cold wind, and maybe Li Jingrui said two words to her, and I saw that there was an extra crimson on her cheek.
At that time, I joked with her that if I had any intention of Li Jingrui, I would one day enter the deep palace as a concubine of Li Jingrui, and she told me that her aunt had been a concubine of the former emperor and had settled in the deep palace, and outsiders seemed to be supremely honored, but they were depressed all the time, and in the end they did not want it themselves.
But who would have thought that she would eventually follow in her aunt's footsteps.
The Mid-Autumn Festival night banquet is also so boring, remembering that when I entered the palace with my father, I felt novel about everything I saw, but now I have long felt commonplace, and I listened to a group of courtiers and concubines saying that the congratulatory messages I listened to with Li Jingrui actually yawned several times in a row.
Thinking that I am here is useless, I am only afraid of ruining the mood of some people, so I simply plan to go back to the palace to sleep.
But who knows, I just stood up slightly and said that I was leaving, the Yuan Concubine got up, the Yuan Concubine wanted to take advantage of the emperor's happiness to take the power of the six palaces into place, but did not think that I and her were such a coincidence.
I thought no one had seen me and sat down again, but it seemed that no one really noticed, except for Li Jingrui.
Li Jingrui didn't care about Princess Yuan's words and only half of it before he turned to me sideways and asked, "What, Xue'er is unwell?" ”
Princess Yuanfei listened to this and suppressed her words, thinking that Li Jingrui did not listen to what she said at all, and for a while the concubines were silent, and their faces looked at each other, as if they were waiting for how Yuanfei would end.
Li Jingrui looked at me, I was stupid, and it took me half a moment to understand what Li Jingrui meant, it was because he didn't want to pay attention to Concubine Yuan, so he knew that I had nothing to deliberately nervous about me.
Poor me, I want to be Li Jingrui's shield, but I am afraid that Princess Yuan will hate me after today.
"Emperor, the concubines are indeed unwell, and the concubines want to retreat first." I continued along with Li Jingrui's words.
"Even so, nao will accompany Xue'er, and now that you are pregnant, you should be the most important."
Li Jingrui seemed to see through my mind and knew what I would say next, as soon as he said this, I didn't know how to refute it, but I mourned for the concubine who was still kneeling in front of Li Jingrui.
Although I know that she loves Li Jingrui deeply, although I know that I will definitely offend her by doing this, I must put Li Jingrui first in everything, and he will take me out of the cold palace and fulfill my promise that day, how can I not consider him.
"Here, the Yuan Concubine will accompany you on your behalf." Li Jingrui did not forget to say when he took me away.
She looked up at me as I passed the Princess Yuan, and I saw that her eyes were full of resentment and a little unwillingness, and although I knew that I was sorry for her, I did not regret it.
The next day, sure enough, the Yuan Concubine came to Changle Palace.
After Li Jingrui left last night, the entire Mid-Autumn Festival banquet also became tasteless, and the concubines of the palace were unwilling, especially the yuan concubines.
Therefore, I think that today she also came to ask the teacher about the guilt, but I wanted to hide but I couldn't hide.
The color screen urged me to go out quickly, no matter what, I should also make friends with the Yuan Concubine, after all, I am also a playmate with her since childhood, and now that I am in the deep palace and have no mother to rely on, I should be extra careful.
Caiping always told me how to do it, which reminded me of the teachings of the Grand Madame before entering the palace, but I also told Li Jingrui that the Grand Madame treated me badly.
Princess Yuan was sitting on the pear blossom wood eight immortal chair in the main hall of Changle Palace drinking tea, I did not go out to see her for a long time, she was not in a hurry, but still calmly waited for me to taste tea.
This is also what I secretly looked at before entering the main hall, and I still remember that in the early years, when she was still in the middle of the word, her temper was the most impatient, but it was also straightforward.
It seems that this long-term residence in the deep palace has smoothed out human nature.
"I also ask the sister of the Yuan Concubine to forgive me, I have been snoozing a little lately, and it is my sin to let my sister wait for a long time."
Before I had even stepped into the main hall, I had already explained it to the Yuan Concubine, and after saying this, I took a deep breath before stepping into the hall.
Snoozing was just an excuse for me, but I didn't know how to deal with her, or maybe I felt a little guilty.
I feel guilty that Li Jingrui left the Mid-Autumn Festival feast with me yesterday, but that was not what I wanted.
"The sister is pregnant, naturally she snoozed a little, if you say that it is okay to wait for a long time, it is also the sister's palace that this good tea attracts me a few points, the emperor spoils the sister, naturally there are some good things to think of the sister, but ... In the end, the emperor is still a little willful. ”
Although she was smiling and moaning to me, it was not difficult to hear that she had the meaning of complaining about me, where she was saying that Li Jingrui was willful, and it was clear that she blamed me for always being out of place.
It seems that this time, I am determined to be the wronged head.
"That's what Sister Yuanfei said."
I really don't want to refute it, think about what the color screen said, more is better than less.
"You have just left the cold palace, everything should not be too anxious, since you are pregnant, you should focus on the child, don't use all your heart and mind but in the end it is not worth the loss."
The Yuan Concubine did not call me a sister this time, presumably because she already hated me or left our past behind.
But it is also said that I have a husband with her, if I really love deeply, how can I tolerate it, even if that person is the emperor, even if I have some concern.
"What the Yuan Concubine said is extremely true, but you and I may not be able to teach anyone who will take their turn."
Since she hadn't called me a sister, I really shouldn't have called her a sister, at the moment we were all palace concubines, and as far as I was concerned, she really didn't have the qualifications.
Soon she left from Changle Palace, and when she left, she looked at me with deep meaning, and I didn't care.
It's just that I heard that soon after Princess Yuan left me, she was given the right to temporarily preside over the affairs of the Six Palaces, so Li Jingrui's few concubines still went to Daoxi as many as possible, but I didn't go.
First, I didn't care about this matter, and second, I was afraid that if I went, it would make people laugh, so I didn't find myself bored.
When Li Jingrui came to Changle Palace again, he asked me if I was angry about his decision, and for a moment I was a little stunned, and I wondered why Li Jingrui felt that I would be angry when I handed over the power to handle the affairs of the Six Palaces to Concubine Yuan.
Maybe it was because he asked me before that I was good to be his queen.
While giving Li Jingrui a dish, I said, "The emperor also knows that I never care about these things." ”
Li Jingrui sighed and nodded slowly, I felt strange, I don't know why he was like this.
Earlier, Li Jingrui ordered someone to send a few pots of autumn chrysanthemums to the Changle Palace, and the color screen was accompanying me to watch the palace people who delivered flowers come in and out of the main hall door, and suddenly Li Jingrui's Zhao Gonggong came to me with a fire.
"Concubine Ru, go and see, the emperor is throwing a tantrum, and no one is allowed to enter."
When Gonggong Zhao said this, he was almost crying, so I hurried to the Qinzheng Palace to see what was happening.
When I arrived outside the Qinzheng Palace, I saw Song Jieyu, who had just been scolded and driven out by Li Jingrui, shedding tears, and when she saw me coming, Song Jieyu panicked and wiped away her tears with a handkerchief, and then looked up at me and left.
After I went in, I saw that the music on the case in the Qinzheng Hall was messy, and there were still many pieces of ornaments in the Qinzheng Hall on the ground, and I looked at it for a while with pain, but this was all the silver of the white flowers.
"Get out." Li Jingrui didn't even raise his head, only heard footsteps and said loudly.
After I spoke, Li Jingrui looked up at me and said that he didn't mean it, but he just didn't want to be disturbed by others, and I wasn't a bystander.
Li Jingrui as an emperor is stable, that is, when he was still the crown prince, he was a moody and angry person, but today he can have such a big temper for some reason.
After seeing Li Jingrui, I learned that the reason why Li Jingrui had such a big temper was because someone in the former dynasty mentioned the matter of Li Hou again, saying that just as the country could not be without a master for a day, the harem should also have its master.
And the empress who is expected by everyone is naturally the Yuan Concubine Gu.
The Gu family of the former dynasty was the only one, and the harem had a concubine as the master, if this was the case, the world should also belong to the Gu family.
How could Li Jingrui not understand such a truth, and besides, it was Li Jingrui who had selfish intentions, he wanted me to be the empress, and he had promised me.
Just as I entered the palace many years ago because of Li Jingrui's promise, now the empress's promise is also to be fulfilled.
It was only when Li Jingrui mentioned that he wanted to make me empress, and he was already quarreling, saying that I was the daughter of a criminal courtier, saying that my pregnancy was unknown, and whether I was a dragon descendant was not yet known.
Even more, they took out the fact that I took Li Jingrui out of the table early at the Mid-Autumn Festival banquet that day, saying that I did not know the general body and was not worthy of the position.
I listened to this only as a joke.
"You're still smirking here, I'd love to kill them all for you." Li Jingrui said angrily like a child.
"The concubines have not been angry, and the emperor does not have to be angry, they say theirs, the emperor and the concubines understand in their hearts." I said as I sorted out the folds on the table for Li Jingrui.
"Cher, do you believe me?"
Li Jingrui suddenly asked me very solemnly, but I didn't know how to answer, I believed him, over the years he did not do what he said, but I did not believe him, in fact, he had many things hidden from me.
"Concubines naturally believe in the emperor." I said after thinking for a moment.
After I said this, Li Jingrui's eyes had a trace of sadness: "But somehow, since the Cold Palace, I always feel that there is a lot of strangeness between you and me." ”
"You are worried a lot, so don't you say that the previous dynasty is scolding me, how can I do it?"
When I said this, I bowed my head, I didn't dare to let Li Jingrui see my eyes, I was afraid that he could see through it again...
Li Jingrui had not come to changle palace to see me for several days, and Li Jingrui's move made the yuan concubine in charge of the harem seem to see something unusual and had begun to treat Changle Palace badly.
After Caiping went to collect the moon case and returned, the more he wanted to talk about it, the more angry he was to tell Li Jingrui about this matter, and I said that more was better than less.
"Even if it is harsh treatment, the Yuan Concubine really does not dare to really reduce the food and clothing of the Changle Palace." I confidently told the color screen.
After all, I was pregnant with Li Jingrui's child in my belly, and it was expected that Concubine Yuan would not dare to rebel against Li Jingrui.
After waking up from a nap, Caiping told me that Song Jieyu of Anqi Pavilion was pregnant, and Princess Yuan was very happy after hearing about it, and ordered someone to seal a lot of things, and I knew that after that, she also let Caiping send some things.
But after The color screen came back, she told me that she had just left on the front foot, and on the back foot, she saw the people of Anqi Pavilion throw out the things I sent.
I told Caiping to go with him, and Song Jieyu felt that I had divided her grace and hated me.
Since Song Jieyu was pregnant, Li Jingrui rarely came to Changle Palace, even if she came, she only accompanied me to eat and left, and I also ended up with a clean and comfortable, Li Jingrui left, and the trouble that the harem concubines were looking for was also far away from Changle Palace.
On this day, when the doctor came to ask for a pulse, he talked to me about Song Jieyu's fetus, and the doctor said that Song Jieyu's fetus was larger than the fetus in the same month, and he thought it was because of his good appetite.
I asked Taiyi if the fetus was healthy, and Taiyi told me that there was no major problem. After the doctor left, I let the color screen secretly inquire, and when the color screen returned, it was just snowing outside, and the new year was approaching, and I was also going to the pot.
CaiPing told me that there were many supplements given by the Yuan Concubine on weekdays, and Song Jieyu used the supplements given by the Yuan Concubine every day in order to appease the Yuan Concubine. I looked at the snowflakes outside and said to the color screen, "I'm just afraid that this Song Jieyu doesn't know yet." ”
After listening to my nonsensical words, Caiping was full of confusion and frowned at me to ask what I meant by this.
"Did you give these supplements for free when you were a concubine?" There must be some price for Song Jieyu. "I still haven't made it clear, but it's enough for that part."
The color screen seemed to understand and nodded without asking more.
And I did say a word, and within a few days, news came from the Side of Anqi Pavilion...
【IV】
Li Jingrui was the same as me, when he got the news, he ran to Anqi Pavilion, originally the color screen did not let me go, saying that I would also produce, worried that I had a bad pool, I also felt that it was okay, the reason why I had to go was only to worry about Li Jingrui.
The moment I stepped into the Anqi Pavilion, I heard the scream coming from the hall, it was not easy to give birth to a child here, but although I had not yet given birth, I had also seen others give birth to children, and none of them had been as "tragic" as Song Jieyu was today.
It seems that the sentence I said to the color screen before has indeed come true.
Li Jingrui was standing with her back to the door, and the palace maid of Anqi Pavilion was busy, and when she saw me come in, she couldn't care less about the ceremony, but the Yuan Concubine saw me and took the initiative to greet me.
"My sister is also close to the pot, how can I come to this Anqi Pavilion for a walk, I really should raise a baby well." I don't know if because li Jingrui is there, Princess Yuan is even extremely nervous about me.
Li Jingrui heard Princess Yuan say this, so he turned his head to look at me, and I could see from his eyes how worried he was, I don't know if he was worried about Song Jieyu, who was giving birth, or worried about me.
Before I could salute Li Jingrui, Li Jingrui helped me to sit down, and The Yuan Concubine fang reached out to help me and was replaced by Li Jingrui, but I thought that Li Jingrui must have done it on purpose.
Before I came to Anqi Pavilion, I had already heard that the Gu family seemed to have the intention of rebellion, and the Gu family's children had frequent troubles recently, but they were all quelled by the Gu family with extraordinary means. However, the emperor was bitter that there was no evidence, and he was not completely sure to take down the Gu family, not to mention that Gu's parents and sons still had military power.
Since the fourth year of Jing Heng, the Gu family has gradually acted in a brazen manner, and the Yuan Concubine also entered the palace in that year, and it is true that Li Jingrui should have known the intentions of the Gu family, and because of this, Li Jingrui was so angry when he said that he was choosing an empress.
All of this was enough for Li Jingrui to implicate his anger towards the Gu family on Concubine Yuan.
When Li Jingrui sat down next to me, I was about to persuade him to be more relaxed, don't be too anxious, and the doctor also hurried out and knelt in front of Li Jingrui and said: "Emperor, Song Jie's concubine has a great difficult birth, plus Jie Yu's private use of inducing labor, now I am afraid that the mother and son can only save one." ”
The unspoken meaning of Taiyi is to let Li Jingrui make a choice.
And I was a little surprised, although I knew that her son's difficult childbirth was inevitable, but I did not expect that she would actually use the inducing thing privately, but I understood why Song Jieyu was like this.
Now the only pregnant person in the palace is me and her, who if mr. Wang is the eldest son of the emperor, and Song Jieyu dares to take such a risk, it is for this, but now this result is really not worth the loss.
"Please also ask the emperor to keep the crown prince safe."
She bowed her head, and I couldn't see clearly what kind of expression she had on her face at the moment, but I expected that she must have her selfish intentions.
If Song Jieyu died this time, then Princess Yuan would definitely raise this child on the grounds that she had always been good friends with Song Jieyu, so even if Li Jingrui did not allow her to be pregnant, she could have this child.
This abacus is really good.
"Bao Song Jieyu is safe." Li Jingrui only said these few words coldly.
Princess Yuan opened her mouth as if she wanted to persuade Li Jingrui, but Li Jingrui said to the tai doctor before Concubine Yuan: "Don't hurry up and do what You want." ”
When the doctor got the order, he immediately went to do it.
It was a little difficult to think that Li Jingrui had made such a decision, and I saw that his hands were clasped tightly after he commanded the Tai Doctor, and he was still a little trembling, and I knew his embarrassment, but he still had to cut off the idea of the Yuan Concubine.
Princess Yuan didn't say anything more, and at such a juncture, maybe everything she said was wrong.
Somehow, I actually remembered Li Jingrui's smile when I first met Li Jingrui many years ago, and I don't know if he is as elusive as he was to Song Jieyu today.
"Congratulations to the emperor, Song Jieyu was born, she is a prince, and her mother and son are safe." The Tai Doctor hurriedly ran to Li Jingrui and knelt down in front of him.
And the palace people in the Anqi Pavilion also congratulated the emperor and then fell to their knees, and the Yuan Concubine also said hello to Li Jingrui when she saw the situation, but I was thinking that Xu Was Song Jieyu who heard that Li Jingrui wanted to protect her before she was so angry, and the mother and child were safe.
However, this is also good, Song Jieyu's idea of surviving the Yuan Concubine is also broken.
And Li Jingrui's solemn countenance finally eased a little, but he did not look at Song Jieyu and the child, leaving only a holy will of Jin Song Jieyu as Zhaoyi and took me away.
From this moment on, I didn't know anything about Anqi Pavilion, but one thing was very clear, Li Jingrui didn't trust this matter at all, and he was worried that he was just worried that he would let the Gu family get his wish.
Emperors have always been ruthless, and now I have finally seen it, fortunately, it is not for me...
Song Jieyu has been raising her body since giving birth to the crown prince, Xu is because of the previous adventures, and now her body is deteriorating, but I always forget that she is now Song Zhaoyi.
However, Princess Yuan actually went to Anqi Pavilion to work hard, and if she wanted to come to Song Jieyu, she would not think of YuanFei's intentions before and now, because she hated me, she always had to make friends with Yuanfei.
As soon as the Spring Festival had not yet reached the Lantern Festival, I began to see red in pain, and the color screen quickly asked people to invite the doctor to come, and she was always with me.
Soon, the Tai Doctor came, and So did Li Jingrui and Concubine Yuan.
The inner hall of the Changle Palace was as busy as anqi Pavilion that day, and to me, everything around me seemed to have been blurred, and I could only feel the pain of tearing, like being stabbed by several fiery blades.
The color screen was wiping sweat for me, and kept telling me to work hard, but I felt that I had no strength.
I was not going to die, at this moment, I seemed to see his smiling face at the Mid-Autumn Night Feast that year.
I still seem to hear that Li Jingrui seemed to want to come in with me in spite of the obstacles, but princess Yuan knelt in front of Li Jingrui and said, "In the place of the delivery room, if you enter, I am afraid that there will be a disaster of blood and light."
And I finally gritted my teeth and gave birth to the child, and there was a sense of relief, and at this moment, I was extremely awake.
I listened to the crying of the child, listened to the sobbing of the color screen, and listened to the doctor report to Li Jingrui, but my brain was blank.
Just as Li Jingrui wished, I gave birth to a prince, but this is not as I wished, I would like this child to be a princess, maybe I can live a worry-free life.
Soon, Li Jingrui was standing in front of me, he looked at the child, and then looked at me, and he was overjoyed. Everything today is different from that day when Song Zhaoyi was waiting for Song Zhaoyi to give birth in Anqi Pavilion, and I told myself that it was worth it.
I heard that the former dynasty had mentioned the matter of lihou again, and it was still not as good as Li Jingrui's intentions, so the empress's position would only be vacant, but I don't know if it was deliberately angry with those old men in the former dynasty, or how, after the next dynasty, a holy will of Li Jingrui came to Changle Palace.
Li Jingrui made me a noble concubine and gave me the right to preside over the six palaces, while the Yuan Concubine only had the power to associate the six palaces, and I thought that with such a move, the Yuan Concubine would definitely hate me.
But everything, let it go.
Princess Yuan and Song Zhaoyi came to ask me for peace after I was born, and Song Zhaoyi also came with her child, but the two of them still spoke with thorns, and I also responded without a word.
"After all, Yu'er is the eldest son."
I don't know why the Princess Yuan wanted to say this, as if she was deliberately reminding me, I didn't intend to pay attention to it, but I just looked at the corner of her mouth and couldn't bear it.
"Well, who knows what will happen in the future?" I just said lightly, and after saying that, I didn't forget to take a sip of the newly sent Longjing.
Princess Yuan's face turned green after hearing my words, but I didn't have words in her words, but I just felt that Li Jingrui was physically strong, naturally it was not yet the time to establish a prince, and besides, even if she was a prince, what was the use of only being a prince for the eldest son and not for the virtuous son.
However, Princess Yuan felt that I was cursing this child, and said, "Why should the noble concubine be so vicious, but it is just a child." ”
I almost took a sip of tea and squirted out, where do I mean this, obviously she misinterpreted it, I was about to open my mouth to explain, but I thought that the explanation was useless, but it was better not to bother with my tongue.
"What do you like to think and think, Hongu is tired, so I won't listen to you two here." After saying that, I waved my hand impatiently to signal the color screen to send the guests.
Caiping also unceremoniously "please" these two people to go back, Yuan Fei and Song Zhaoyi are reluctant to leave the Changle Palace, they are not unwilling to leave the Changle Palace, but do not want me to be above her two, to suppress them everywhere.
After the two left, the color screen gave me a few thumbs up, and said that I was so tough for the first time, and I had just gone with it before.
I glanced at the color screen and said somewhat contrivedly: "I am already a noble concubine, naturally I have to have a noble concubine's appearance." ”
The color screen was amused by me like this, and I laughed along with it, and the two of them did not care about the image like this, and Li Jingrui's voice came from Yi'er: "But I have encountered something happy, so happy." ”
We both quickly shut up, and then asked Li Jingrui for peace, and Li Jingrui lifted me up, as if she also wanted to share joy and asked me what was going on.
I just told some jokes with the color screen.
Li Jingrui had to listen, so I casually said a prevarication, and I couldn't let him know that Princess Yuan and Song Zhaoyi had come and said those words.
After lunch, I asked the people I served to go out, even the color screen. Li Jingrui was writing, and I was grinding next to it, and from time to time I secretly looked up at Li Jingrui's appearance when he was serious, although I had seen it many times, but this time it was only me around.
Looking at his handsome side face, I thought I could understand why Princess Yen was so intoxicated, but later he seemed to fade the emperor's shell only when he was with me.
"What do you think I wrote badly?"
I rarely have any exposure to piano and chess, except for a good hand. I simply pretended to be contemptuous and said, "That is nature, and nature is not good than mine." ”
He was not angry, he smiled and hugged me into his arms, put his head on my shoulder, and asked me to write to him, now it was only me, and we were like ordinary couples, which was also his wish.
I unabashedly showed my hand for Li Jingrui, although he always knew that my writing was good, he still wanted to praise me a few words, saying that he was really ashamed of himself in front of me.
When I looked at him, I just happened to look at him, and the next moment, he kissed me like a dragonfly, and the heat in my heart instantly surged to my face. Li Jingrui also laughed heartily when he saw my appearance.
"I'm already a person who has my child, how can I still be so shy, don't you think of something?"
Li Jingrui looked at me with a slight lightness in his eyes, and I was suddenly embarrassed and angry, but I pinched him for a while.
"You know, I felt a little real when I was with you, Cher, it's good that you've always been by my side."
With so much affection in his eyes, I leaned over him and whispered a good word, and he seemed to be smiling, but there seemed to be a long sigh in this laughter.
However, not long after, Zhao Gonggong hurriedly called Li Jingrui back, and when he left, I was writing that Lang rode a bamboo horse and went around the bed to get green plums. Cohabitation in the long dry, two small guesses.
Bamboo horse Qingmei, that is, I am with him, but I always feel a little lost when I read it.
On the sixth day of the first month of May, it was raining outside, and today was also the day when Li Jingrui chose concubines, and since I was a noble concubine, I should take good care of it, but I was unwilling to include other women in the harem for Li Jingrui, so I simply said that I was sick and let Concubine Yuan do it.
As if she had received a great gift, the Yuan Concubine did her best to take care of the scenery and scenery of the concubines, and the color screen accompanied me to take a look at it from a distance, and I saw those few women who were like flowers and jade, and I didn't know whether I was envious or sorry for them.
How many people have always been trapped behind this red wall, Yuan Fei is willing to do so, Song Jieyu is like this, and I am no exception.
"Miss, it's windy outside, let's go back." The color screen saw that I was a little hurt, so she said to me.
However, the reason I was hurting seemed to be because it was time for me to go back and coax the child.
Originally, it was a newcomer entering the palace, Li Jingrui should be like one of them in the palace, but he came to my palace, he seemed to have a heart, I let the people around me retreat, but I did not ask a reason.
He made me very depressed.
The next day, the newly entered palace girls should come to me to ask for peace, and the color screen woke me up early, saying that it was the rule for new people to enter the palace, and I, as a noble concubine, should be bowed down by them.
But I yawned in my heart and angrily cursed this Rausch rule, not letting people sleep peacefully, I was going to coax the child, and I had to manage the harem for Li Jingrui, I really wanted to be more and more angry, I knew that I should not have promised him in the first place.
But I still let the color screen and the palace people dress up for me, and I was helped by the color screen to the front hall, and the girls who had just entered the palace were already waiting for me, and the moment they saw me, they asked me for peace.
I waved my hand and didn't forget to yawn and tell them to hurry up.
"Hongu is not a person who likes to make rules, and if you are alive, you don't have to let Hongu and the emperor bother at all."
Under the color screen, I only said a few words in a human-like way. It seems that my noble concubine is really unhappy.
Later, I listened to each of them talk about their own, and when I listened to them, I was sleepy, and when the color screen saw me like this, I claimed that the noble concubine was unwell, so I sent the girls away.
And everyone left, but one of them stayed, and I felt curious, so I looked at her carefully.
This girl was born very good-looking, hibiscus face willow eyebrows, laughing and two pear swirls, this life of good-looking girls can always attract me a few points, and I seem to have seen her somewhere.
"Noble concubines don't come unharmed."
Her words made me suddenly have spirits, and sure enough, we both knew each other, and I looked at her carefully, but she did not identify herself, and she looked at me with anticipation in her eyes, as if reminding me of something.
I looked at each other with Cai Ping, and there were many people and things in my mind, and finally I remembered that she was Chen Jiajia, the younger daughter of Chen Shilang's family, so it was indeed time to say that it was okay not to say anything else.
In the early years, Chen Jiajia's father was also a student of his father, after his father's death, I entered the cold palace, Chen Shilang also occasionally entrusted people to send me some things, I have been reading his good, today his daughter entered the palace, I will naturally take care of it.
And Chen Jiajia was also crowned a concubine as soon as she entered the palace.
"Don't come unharmed, this is really the old man's meeting."
The deceased in this palace already had a concubine, but she didn't seem to want to mention it from the beginning, as if playing with me was an unbearable past.
"Chen Shilang is fine."
"Thanks to Niangniang's blessing, the father is all right, but he said that he had not seen Niangniang for a long time, and the concubine asked Niangniang'an."
I nodded, and after a few words with Chen Jieyu, I asked Caiping to go to her palace with some gifts with Chen Jieyu, only to see her today, I realized that some things are destined to be unforgettable, love or hate...
【5】
Li Jingrui seemed to like Chen Jiajia very much, and Chen Jiajia was the first to accept the favor when he entered the palace, and during these days, Li Jingrui except for the occasional visit to Changle Palace, the rest of the time was in Chen Jieyu's Lingyue Pavilion.
This caused many concubines to resent, and there were also three or two teams that came to the Changle Palace to ask for peace.
"Noble Concubine Niangniang, you don't know, that Chen Jieyu is now favored and arrogant, and we sisters can't get into her eyes at all."
Speaking this person is Xu Meiren, the appearance is born handsome, a pair of peach blossom eyes are particularly attractive, but between the eyebrows is also flattering, Why Chen Jiajia accepts the favor I don't know, but I do know why she is not liked by Li Jingrui.
And as I listened to their tongue-in-cheek accusations, I thought that Chen Jiajia could even take away most of the grace of the Changle Palace, what use were these words to me.
In the end, this empress's treasure book is all here with me, and this matter of advising the emperor is naturally done by me, but this kind of thing has always been thankless. However, in order to avoid them having to carry a few words every day when they asked for peace, I still told Li Jingrui about it.
Sure enough, Li Jingrui complained that I was because he didn't come to my Changle Palace often, which was the excuse to say that he wanted rain and dew to be evenly wet.
After this day, although Li Jingrui did not often go to Lingyue Pavilion, my Changle Palace had become the place where he stopped every day, originally Chen Jiajia was spoiled and they could still cry to me, but today it became me, and they had to scold me behind my back.
Although it is advice, it is useful, but it is not all useful.
Sure enough, since Li Jingrui lingered in my Changle Palace, these concubines were not as good as in the past, that is, they came to ask Ann to retire early, and they thought I was selfish, but this was not my control, I really wanted to cry without tears.
But they always had to comfort themselves and let them go with them, and it was enough not to cause trouble in this palace.
But I always thought it was simpler, how could this harem woman be so simple, estranged from me, and became closer to the Yuan Concubine.
However, in a few days, the reputation of the Yuan Concubine was very good, and she had a virtuous reputation everywhere, and I became the thing that came out of the cold palace to charm the Lord, and I was not surprised, if this is what the Yuan Concubine wanted, then she got her wish.
It's just that whenever she sees me, she always has to taunt me overtly and covertly, even that Song Zhaoyi has followed the dog fighting force, if it weren't for Li Jingrui spoiling me for a few points, I was afraid that I would have been swallowed alive by these lives.
However, if it weren't for Li Jingrui pampering me a few points, I would just be a waster in the cold palace, and I wouldn't have given birth to these things.
Good or bad, who can say.
Li Jingfeng made The Yuan Concubine empress, and the ceremony after the sealing was set for the seventh day of the first month of July, which was a good day.
Suddenly, under this holy will, the color screen also let the people in the Changle Palace hide from me at the first time, but as soon as the holy will was issued, I actually already knew that it was not someone else who told me, it was Chen Jiajia.
I rushed to the Huayang Palace of the Yuan Concubine with the Queen's Treasure Book, and Caiping asked me what I meant, and I bluntly said that I already knew, and Caiping begged me for forgiveness, I just smiled and told her to get up, and I wouldn't blame her for hiding from me.
When I arrived, there were many concubines congratulating him, and I walked straight in, and now I have to call the yuan concubine a queen mother.
"The concubines have seen the empress dowager."
Seeing me salute, she did not call me up at the first time, but played with the tuan fan in her hand.
Song Zhaoyi, who was nearby, did not forget to say a sentence when he saw this situation: "This emperor has always been more attentive to Niangniang, and I heard that this jade handle tuan fan was obtained by the emperor from Shudi, which is rare in Beijing." ”
"This is also an ordinary object, but this embroidery stitch is very rare." The Yuan Concubine said that the corners of her mouth rose a few points, and wrote all the pride in her heart on her face.
"This shows that the emperor is attentive to Niangniang, which is unique to Niangniang, and no matter how hungry others are, they will not be able to come."
Song Zhaoyi lengthened his tone, how could I not know that these words were deliberately said to me, but I never rarely saw these objects, I only hoped to hand over this queen's treasure book, early on, and ended up pure and comfortable.
"Noble concubines, please get up, the palace and Song Zhaoyi laughed and forgot about you, and the noble concubines forgive me." The Princess was still smiling, but I didn't know that this was showing off to me.
Song Zhaoyi, who was beside him, quickly answered the conversation: "This is not right for the concubines, but the concubines are also telling the truth, and I hope that the concubine Niangniang is not strange, this emperor is like a mirror in his heart, who should be the empress and who should not be the empress, that is self-weighed, and now the empress dowager is born noble, this queen throne is not her, you see the concubines are born like this, in the end there is no such life, you say it is not a noble concubine Niangniang." ”
The color screen behind me was about to stand up for me but was stopped by me, and I barely squeezed out a smile to respond: "Song Zhaoyi is self-aware." ”
"Concubines are naturally self-aware, but I am afraid that some people do not have the self-knowledge of concubines."
Song Zhaoyi's words caused the people present to laugh at me, some of them were laughing at my origins, some were laughing at my favor and now it has become a joke, it seems that in their hearts, it is really gratifying for the Yuan Concubine to become an empress.
However, although I am too lazy to deal with the harem disputes on weekdays, I can retreat if I can. But that doesn't mean I can kick their noses in the face here today.
What about the empress, it was just a big trick, how could Li Jingrui's mind be so simple, but unfortunately, they had never thought about it.
I looked at Song Zhaoyi's face and said with a similar pride to The Yuan Concubine, so I said: "It is also thanks to Song Zhaoyi's self-knowledge, otherwise Song Zhaoyi, by virtue of her own merits in giving birth to a great prince for the emperor, how can I let the emperor make a noble concubine, after all, this child can have the ability to stand firm, Song Zhaoyi, do you think what the palace said is correct or not?" ”
I was still smiling, watching the pride on Song Zhaoyi's face disappear in an instant, followed by anger, but she dared to be angry and did not dare to speak. Although she relied on the concubine who was about to become the empress, she was a Zhaoyi herself after all, and I knew that she had at most a few words of yin and yang weirdness, but she tore her face with me, and she did not have the guts.
Probably because I had never confronted anyone, they thought that I didn't have the guts, and now that I said this, the whole Huayang Palace was silent, and I also saw the Yuan Concubine sitting on the main seat sink her face.
These words were said to Song Zhaoyi, and they were also said to her.
If it were not for the new empress's gesture, Song Zhaoyi would not dare to shout like this, and since she could abandon the past, I could do the same.
"Empress Niangniang, today I will not quarrel over the mouth, but bring this Queen's Treasure Book, and in the future we will be able to get along with each other, but before handing it over to the Empress Niangniang, the concubines still have a few words to offer, and I hope that the Empress Niangniang will not be too hasty in everything, it is easy to backfire, but such a reason niangniang should understand."
After saying that, I left the Queen's Book, and I looked at her cold eyes and left satisfied.
After coming out of Huayang Palace, the color screen told me that she even wanted to clap her hands for me, and said that I was too easy-going in my daily life, so that people felt weak.
I knew that I was not a weak man, and as I told the Queen, it was too hasty and counterproductive...
【VI】
On the seventh day of July, after the sealing ceremony, I got Li Jingrui's permission not to participate, and I listened to the bells and drums, and I couldn't help but look in the direction of the Xuanzheng Hall, and the color screen thought I was sad, but I knew that I was just sorry.
Since Concubine Yuan became an empress, my Changle Palace has also been deserted a lot, and there will be no concubines who come to please Ann every day, even Li Jingrui only comes once in a while, and Chen Jieyu has become a regular visitor to me here.
At the beginning of August, Xu Meiren was pregnant, Li Jingrui allowed Xu Meiren to move to the Empress's Huayang Palace to live, and the Empress helped raise the fetus, I know, this also means that the Emperor has announced that this child will be the Empress in the future, if the Empress is benevolent, maybe she will be left alive after Xu Meisheng's upbringing, if the Empress is cruel, only afraid that the Crown Prince will land, there will be no more Xu Beauty in this palace.
The life and death in this harem can never help themselves, how many people's lives and deaths, but also the thoughts of others.
It's just a pity that this beauty doesn't have much background, even if she dies, she can just find a reason.
Soon after Xu Meiren was pregnant, Chen Jieyu, who had not come for a long time, suddenly came to my palace, and I looked at her as radiant as ever, it seemed that this Xu Meiren was pregnant and could not take away half of her glory, and I still carefully took care of my pot of orchids.
"Niangniang's love for this pot of orchids must be very promising, but the emperor gave it to Niangniang?" She asked me with a little tentativeness.
I chuckled and said, "It's just an ordinary orchid, it's just that Hongu was bored and liked to take care of these when he was in the cold palace, and then he got used to it when he came out. ”
"It seems that Niangniang is really used to it, and she has forgotten why she had to take care of her in the first place."
When she said this, there seemed to be a bit of a strange complaint in her tone, and I was stunned for a moment, perhaps I did not know the meaning of this, but I finally understood.
I looked at her, and her eyes were full of complaints, but I also understood that she thought I would change my mind, but there were some things that I could not forget after all.
"Chen Jieyu is relieved, this good play has just begun." I still chuckled, although it was just an understatement, but there was nothing so simple in it.
"Niangniang didn't forget, if Niangniang really forgot, then it is inevitable for the concubines to remind Niangniang, but even so, the concubines still can't help but say, now that Gu Shi is an empress, Niangniang you can't help but be more difficult."
"Do you really think that this empress throne of the Gu clan is so secure?"
The Gu clan has been arrogant in the DPRK over the years, and the gu family's sons are even more arrogant in the Gu clan, and it is enough for Li Jingrui to be dissatisfied with the fact that the previous dynasty has mentioned the matter of the establishment several times, but now it is so sudden that she has become an empress, behind this, it is self-evident.
Xu is to see that I have a confident look, Chen Jieyu will no longer say goodbye to me, in fact, Chen Jieyu is also a smart person, naturally can understand the meaning of this.
For two months in a row, Li Jingrui did not come to my palace, but only occasionally let Zhao Gonggong come to ask for a few warm words, and I even turned away Zhao Gonggong as if I was angry with him, and then even Zhao Gonggong did not come.
Caiping also did not know why I and Li Jingrui had become like this today, even my Heng'er was sick and had not come to visit, I called Caiping several times to please, he was deaf, and then Caiping came back to tell me that the empress came to tell me that xu Meiren's abdominal pain was not stopped, and Li Jingrui went to Huayang Palace to see Xu Meiren.
The color screen told me this, and I could only sigh, although there was also a bit of a strange complaint, but I knew that he was the emperor, and he had always been how he wanted to be, and it had always been so...
Heng'er had a fever and cried all night, and I didn't close my eyes all night. Heng'er was well, it was a few days later, but in these few days, Li Jingrui had never even sent anyone.
However, I also heard that for Xu Meiren and Yu'er, Li Jingrui was particularly attentive.
Suddenly, Ru Guifei, the charm lord of Changle Palace, fell out of favor, which was a well-known thing in the palace, and seeing that the degree of eating and wearing in this Changle Palace was no better than before, Xu was no different from the former Cold Palace in a few days.
The color screen saw the situation, worried about Heng'er's suffering, that is, let me think of a way to go to Li Jingrui to hang around, or let Li Jingrui remember the past, even if it can't be restored to the original, don't be bitter Heng'er.
Caiping also did not forget to complain that this imperial love is very shallow, that is, in the blink of an eye, it has been another situation, the past has become a cloud of smoke, and these words that Caiping said when he held Heng as a child are really amusing me.
Seeing me laughing, the color screen also said that I was stupid, and I had not yet seen which lady fell out of favor and could still be so happy. I only said that everything has a cause and effect, and Li Jingruo treated me like this, and so did I, and Empress Gu was even more so.
"Almost there."
"What did the lady say?" What's coming soon? My clueless words made The color screen ask with a puzzled face.
"Fast is fast, and one day you will understand."
The color screen frowned at me, and the expression on her face seemed to ask me if I was crazy.
On the sixth day of october, the Gu clan wanted to rebel, and the matter was exposed and cut off, and the Empress Gu abolished her posthumous position and moved to the Cold Palace to listen to the fall. When I heard about this, I was very calm, because I had already expected such a day.
That day Heng'er was ill, and when Chen Jieyu came to visit, she told me all the words that Chen Shilang had told her, and Chen Shilang said that the emperor had secretly sent someone to investigate the affairs of the Gu clan, but I was afraid that there would be a conclusion after a while.
The screen asked me why I could be so calm after hearing such a big thing, and I only said, "As I told you that day, it's fast." ”
It was also today that Caiping knew what I meant that day, Caiping narrowed her eyes at me, and even secretly asked me if I had the ability to predict the prophet, I laughed at her is really whimsical, I told her about Chen Jieyu's coming, she finally understood, and also apologized vigorously in the direction of the Qinzheng Palace, saying that she should not have complained about the emperor's spit so fiercely before.
When I laughed with the color screen, Li Jingrui came, and I knew that when the dust settled, he would definitely come to me for the first time, which was a futile explanation, and always had to say and listen to me.
I looked at him as if he had lost a lot of weight, Xu was a tricky matter for the Gu clan in recent days, so he couldn't take good care of his body, I looked at him stunned for a moment before hurrying to ask him for peace, Li Jingrui lifted me up and let the color screen go down, leaving me and him alone.
"Cher, would you like to listen to me?" I looked at him with a sincere look in his eyes and asked me.
"If the emperor has anything to say, he can say it, but he still cares about whether the concubines are willing or unwilling."
I was deliberately angry with him, why didn't he explain it to me early in the morning, if it weren't for the fact that he secretly let Duke Zhao come before he went to Huayang Palace that day, I was afraid that I still didn't know anything.
When he saw me like this, he took me into his arms and coaxed me like a child, and I wasn't really angry, just to see his attitude.
Li Jingrui also said that he wanted me to be an empress, and I did not force this, I told him that if I was an empress, I was afraid that I would have to think a lot, but I was just an ordinary concubine, so I didn't need to think about it, and he didn't want me to be bound, so he went with me.
On this day, Li Jingrui stayed in Changle Palace, but I had a dream, and it was the first time in such a long time, I seemed to dream of the person who smiled at me that year, but he gradually left me, let me cry desperately and never look back, I seemed to wake up crying, and Li Jingrui coaxed me to sleep.
When I got up, Li Jingrui had already left, and when I heard Caiping say that Li Jingrui was worried that I would not be able to sleep well, he told them not to disturb me, just waiting for me to wake up, and Caiping also said that Li Jingrui treated me for another day before, and if he really had only me in his heart.
He has only mine in his heart, and I am sure.
With an early meal, I asked Caiping to accompany me to a cold palace to see the waste, and Caiping also said that the place could not easily go to try to stop me, but I said that the right should be that I went to see the deceased, and the color screen could not help me, so I had to accompany me.
This cold palace is gloomy, I don't see the day, as soon as I entered the palace door, I felt a cold breath coming, I couldn't help but stand up, I didn't think that Li Jingrui was so cruel, he actually let the abolition of the queen live here, the color screen felt afraid, and told me to leave, but since I came, I still saw it well.
I pushed the door in, and saw Gu Shi sitting upright, wearing a goose-yellow old palace dress, casually pulling up a bun, and the hairpin on the head I remembered, it was the first birthday she and Li Jingrui gave her, she stayed for so many years.
Gu Shi was not surprised to see me, she should have expected me to come to her.
"You came to see my joke." She said coldly.
"If you think so, then it is, and I laugh at the fact that you have been deeply in love but have been in vain." I also speak my mind bluntly.
At this moment, she looked at me with surprise in her eyes, and after a fleeting glance, she was full of ridicule, I knew the meaning, and I knew that she would definitely mention the past, and I was not even as good as her.
"It seems that you have forgotten, and I should have thought how persistent you were, but it was just immersed in the present."
"You're wrong."
"I was wrong, I was wrong from that day, and my mistake was that I was kind on that day, so that the emperor could successfully keep your life." She didn't have the dignity she had just had, and yelled at me like a madman.
Gu Shi finally talked about this past, I did not know the truth when I first entered the Cold Palace that day, but in the end I still knew, the tragic case of my Xia family full of doors was caused by the Gu clan, it was Chen Shilang who found out the truth, and specially let people tell me in the Cold Palace, and it was precisely like this that I began to plan to leave from the Cold Palace.
Even Li Jingrui was also the one who bought someone to create the accident when he first met me, so that he could still read me, and tell him to be willing to withstand the pressure of the former harem but still came to me without hesitation.
But I still pretended not to know anything, waiting for this day, I can remember the old love with her before, but from the beginning, her Gu clan never thought of the old love with my Xia family, my father and Gu's father are old acquaintances, but he still hurt me.
"Today, wrong is also right, right is wrong, even if you get something, he has never had the slightest love for you." 」
Even though I said this, Gu Shi still stubbornly believed that Li Jingrui was willing to set her up as the queen, and now that he had not killed her, he was affectionate to her, but I only felt that she was a crazy demon.
"You're not going to end well." She said hysterically, as if then I could really fulfill as she said there would be no good ending.
"I never thought I'd end up well, and besides, I came today to tell you how you thought your backing came to be, and it was me who wanted you to be the empress." At this moment, I stood in front of Gu Shi like a winner, but I knew that what I could win was just a defeat.
The Gu clan wanted her to become an empress, so I pushed the boat along the water and really let her become an empress. These were all things that I told Li Jingrui that day, and because of this, the Gu clan was overwhelmed and gradually grasped by Li Jingrui.
They made my heart die, and I wanted them to taste it...