I am a Shaanxi person, currently working in Shenzhen, the father 13 years to go, the mother, 17 years to go, are sick, the family conditions are not very good, from childhood is a poor family of children, I have done everything, sometimes really want to change the fate through their own hands, may be difficult, really difficult, in this society, rely on relationships, rely on money, I can't account for that, before opening a shop, large and small have been tossed, have not made much money, now in Shenzhen to work, a month almost income of ten thousand, there are objects, not yet married, I began to panic, because I was thirty years old soon, I was not married, the house, the car, nothing, life has passed a large part, people often say thirty and standing, you must give yourself an explanation, within 10 years, you at least do something, but I, nothing out, just thirty, parents left early, can only rely on themselves, but afraid of not giving the object a future, suddenly feel that I can not find the direction of life, you say, what should I do