There is a difficult scripture in the family

To outsiders, I'm doing well. My husband has achieved the position of an executive in the company, and I myself am also a small department head, which is also very good in our small third- and fourth-tier cities. Two children, one son and one daughter, daughter junior high school, middle grades. Son kindergarten, lively and cute. The in-laws and parents are currently in good health. What's not to like?

In fact, what worries me the most is my brother. When people see this, they must think that I am a Voldemort. My brother is different from ordinary people, not because he is talented, but because he is not a normal person. Listening to grandma, my brother was just born white and fat, very cute. A few months later, he was frightened by my parents' quarrel, and I was not impressed by the specific symptoms because I was only 3 years older than him. Mom said her brother had been taking medicine until he was 6 years old. Long-term treatment, resulting in the younger brother's slurred speech. I remember, when I was a child, naughty children chased after my brother and shouted "little dumb". I used to think how nice it would be if my brother were a normal person, but it was impossible. Sometimes I feel that it is very humiliating to have such a brother, and sometimes I feel very sad for my brother, if he is not frightened, and grows up healthy and healthy, what will it be like? I think my parents must have regretted it the most, if it weren't for the impulsiveness and irritability of their youth, they would now have children and grandchildren around their knees. But there are no ifs in life.

Now his parents are alive and he can take care of his younger brother. When my parents were gone, as my brother's only relative, the responsibility of taking care of my brother fell on my shoulders. I feel a heavy burden on my body.

"There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain", this is what my father used to say. Now I can only try to make myself strong, and only when I am strong can I hold up a piece of the sky.