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Things are people and things are not things, and tears flow first

author:Ancient Xiaoyue Hzw

I had a toothache for several days, and finally went to see it today. It hurt when the doctor cleaned up first, and the husband held his son and watched worriedly on the side. Suddenly, as if in a different world, ten years ago I was still in school, but also a toothache, my father and mother accompanied me to fill my teeth, at that time I could be like a child around my parents, after mending my teeth, my father and mother bought me a big bag of food, because I still had to go back to school, I took a big bag of things back to school, just arrived at the dormitory, my mother's phone call came, the specific content of the phone can not remember, nothing more than some pain or not? Words of concern about whether you can eat or not. At the time, I didn't think it was anything, and I took it for granted that I enjoyed the love of my parents.

Today, my mother has been dead for two years, and when I am sick, I often think of my mother's caring words and distressed eyes. Because my son was watching my pained expression next to him, he had a little urge to cry, and my husband took him out to play. When he rinsed his mouth, he looked at the door, couldn't see his husband and son, and his heart suddenly panicked. Coming out of the dentistry, the doctor said I could not eat, so I was worried about what my son would eat in the afternoon. Because the husband was busy with the business in the store, he simply hugged and patted it, saying: "It hurts, it's all right" and went to get busy.

I know that I can't be around my parents like a child now, and I know that what I have on my shoulders now is the obligation to be a wife and the responsibility of being a mother, and I know that my mother must be watching me somewhere now. When I really faced these things, I found that the thoughts in my heart were so deep.

Mom, in the next life, change me to be a mother, you as a daughter, let me love you as you love me!

Written on the evening of April 20, 2014

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