#Film & TV Miscellaneous##Paladin Legend III##Zixuan##Forestry Ping##徐长卿 #
If you have emotional problems, you can always come to me and talk about it
Let me be your best listener and listen to the truest voice in your heart
Author: Hua Yu Chi
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Note| the TV series is different from the original
Even at the last moment of his life, when he was lying on top of her and protecting her with the last bit of strength, he still wanted to ask her who the person in her heart really was.
"You tell me, in your heart, who else has been there?"
However, he still did not hear her answer, let alone get the answer he wanted.
As his soul drifted, he finally heard her say:
It's you, it's always you, Liu Fang is you, Kare ping is you, it's always you...
However, he thought in his heart, Lin Ping is Lin Ping after all, he has an independent soul and individual, and he has his own emotions and thoughts, how can others replace him?
At that time, she still didn't understand that even if she was reincarnated, she was not alone.
Zi Xuan's obsession and obsession eventually fulfilled herself, but she mistook others.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="17" > was never him</h1>
Zi Xuan, the mother of the earth, the descendant of Nuwa, and a person who is involved in the third life, not abandoned, she suffers from love and suffering three lives, love is her persistence, waiting is her fate.
But those who bear the fate of the people are the most unbelieving.
She was never willing to lose anything.
That was when they first met.
At a good age, they met at the bustling lantern festival.
At the Lantern Festival that year, the lanterns on the street were reflected in the distance, full of shadows in the sea of lights, zi xuan in the girlhood was innocent, pure and lovely, simple and tenacious, daring to pursue true love, was a cheerful and frank Miaojiang little girl, she avoided the sight of the holy girl alone, but when she fled, she accidentally bumped into a man wearing a white robe and wearing a horse mask, and it was at that moment that their sights met.
Among thousands of people, they met.
A few years later, Zi Xuan remembered this incident, but she also forgot whether this incident was her blessing or her misfortune.
She only knew that Gu Liufang was a disaster that she could not escape in this life.
Even if she didn't believe in fate anymore, she had to admit that she had planted it in this man.
Later, they met again, at a festival.
It was also at that time that she foolishly held the "Book of Poetry" and began to learn "crabapples are pale, white dew is frost," and even remembered the phrase "the so-called Yi people are on the water side" forever.
It was also at that time that he promised her that he would marry him in the future, and that he would fulfill his vow of "holding the hand of his son and growing old with his son".
……
But it has never been a matter of course.
Even if they finally choose to fight against the world and challenge the greatest ethics and morality in the world for the sake of love, their love is still not recognized by Heaven.
When Nüwa Temple woke up, The Holy Nun told her that they were after all, and that there was no difference between them and each other.
But she didn't believe it, she was still so convinced that her Liu Fang would come to her.
In the second life, Zi Xuan, in the extremely painful waiting for a hundred years, borrowed wine to pour sorrow, disguised as a charming appearance, but still deeply loved her lover, although she was connected with Forestry, she was eventually separated from each other in pain, and finally left regrets.
The person she loved was never him.
Whether it was Lin Ping or Xu Changqing, these people had never been what she wanted.
Her obsession was always just a Gu Liufang.
But in the past, she was always the only one.
Every time, she first went to take the initiative to find the "he," don't you know, he is gone, that is, he is already gone, there is no reincarnation at all.
Even if they were all so much like him, it wasn't him after all.
She has been obsessed with the past, has been living in the past, has always sealed herself in the past, and has always stayed in the same place, after all, she is the only one.
She was born of love, but she was also trapped by love, these obsessions, trapped a descendant of Nuwa, all the resentment and hatred, love and separation, hate for a long time, can not be asked, can not put down all included in it, but ah, that teenager, the joy and laughter on the shore of the crab leaf lake, the twilight, after all, can not go back.
All of it was just her self-deception.
What she loved was never him.
For him, she was ashamed, but her affection could no longer be given to others.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="95" > sometimes sober love, often more painful</h1>
And since there are people in this world who can't let go of such obsessive obsessions as Zi Xuan, there are also those who are more awake and learn to let go than her.
Sometimes sober and restrained love is often more painful.
Just like Xi Yao, she understands very well that Fei Peng is Fei Peng, and Sedum is Sedum, and there is no such thing as a person.
Even if the man who hugged her under the sacred tree really looked like him, it wasn't she he loved.
The past is the past, and it is impossible to keep it forever.
She knew that the person who had spent life and death with her would never come back.
Whether it was the hugs she had once had under the sacred tree, or the night talk, in the end, she was the only one left to remember.
Even if it was a pity or a fulfillment, she didn't want the person who wasn't him.
Another example is the millennium waiting and waiting of the dragon flower.
No matter how much Dragon Kui believed that that person was the brother she had been waiting for for a thousand years, they were still different after all.
The so-called reincarnation of the leading edge has never been a false proposition.
As a netizen commented at the bottom:
"She loves Gu Liufang, but he is Lin Ping."
For her, it was Gu Liufang who was in love with her, not lin ping, let alone Xu Changqing.
All she remembered was the past.
Do you know that the day of yesterday cannot be left behind, and a person who always chooses to put himself in the past hurts others but also hurts himself?
When I was young, I saw the deep sadistic love between them, and I never felt pain in my heart, and when I saw the ending, I was even more sorry for such an ending.
But now, I understand.
In the face of the righteousness of the world, some love, some affection, is not impossible to exist, but they are destined to be lighter than those things that are more worthy of protection.
The person who provoked first every time was always Zi Xuan, not his Forestry Ping, let alone xu Changqing.
From the moment he picked up the silk spar that belonged to her from under the tree, he was doomed to lose.
Not because of the memories of her past life, nor because of the temptation between her confused feelings, but because she deserved it, but when he chose to give up everything for her, she did not choose to cherish it, and for such an ending, anyone who saw it would be heartbroken.
Zi Xuan's growth from an ignorant and naïve girl to a tough waiting person not only means that she has to give everything she has, but more difficultly, in fact, "let go." ”
I love you, cute but let me learn to let go.
Whether it was Lin Ping, who died for her, or Xu Changqing, who was willing to put down the righteousness of the world, they were not Zi Xuan's true fate.
Zi Xuan is Lin Ping's inner demon, but gu Liufang is not Zi Xuan's heart demon?
When she chose to leave her mission and the righteousness of the world behind her in love, the love between her and him was doomed to be a fruitless obsession.
Seeing each other and arguing, how ruthless it is, forgetting the water none of them has drunk, but the responsibility they should bear, they still have to bear after all.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="96" > was never just her obsession</h1>
Zi Xuan is selfish for love, not only bound herself, but also affected others.
As a descendant of Nuwa, she did not perform her duties; even as a mother, she was incompetent, in order to continue the frontier with her lover, she used the water spirit bead to seal the growth and development of her daughter Qing'er; in order to maintain her youthful appearance forever, to love Changqing forever, and to steal the immortal heart of the demon respect Lou... Pile by piece, it is all her efforts for her own obsession, for her own obsession.
But even if it is persistence, when it is time to let go, it is time to let go.
After two hundred years of three lives and three lifetimes, in the end, Zi Xuan still gave up her children's love for great love, she felt the happiness brought by love, but also suffered from the pain brought by love, and in the end they could only be different from each other, and from then on they were strangers.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="98" > has never just grown</h1>
In fact, all the aura aside, they are just ordinary people.
More than that, what they have to face and endure is never just the struggle of ordinary people.
The theme of Immortal Sword III has always been "growth." ”
Whether it is Jingtian, who was a little in Yong'an at the beginning and eventually became a great hero of salvation; or Xu Changqing, who was responsible for guarding Cangsheng, from the lost path of love to Xu Changqing, who eventually assumed the responsibility of guarding the world, and even Zi Xuan, who finally learned to take on the responsibility of Mother Earth, or even the dragon flower with a thousand years of obsession and fate, and finally martyred with a sword.... They are all growing up and moving towards their own path.
Even if they continue to suffer and lose on this road, what they do can only go strong in the end.
No matter how much they lose, all they can do is dry their tears, raise their smiles, and start facing each day again.
Whether it's picking it up again or learning to put it down, it's their own story.
People watching the play are crying, but what about the people in the play?
We don't know.
Author: @ Hua Yu Chi, freelance writer, focusing on women's growth and emotional writing, a cheerful and food-loving woman.
Love the beauty of words, sell words for a living, and believe that one day you will achieve a better self.
At present, the writing is shallow and still being sharpened...