(xxiv) The ending
Qiu Heng sealed the door of my palace, saying only that the empress dowager and the emperor had a gap between the palace gate and closed themselves, but they came to our palace for dinner under the banner of seeking forgiveness every day, and everyone in the whole palace praised Qiu Heng's filial piety.
Ah Yuan's injuries finally gradually improved and she could get out of bed, and she was familiar with the internal attendants of the Si Li Prison who had come to deliver meals every day, and she could hear some news outside the walls of my palace.
"Some time ago, the emperor selected a large number of show girls to fill the harem, and the one who came out on top was Zhao Shangshu's younger daughter, who had been promoted to the concubine position in a short period of time." Ah Yuan served me and said to me at lunch.
All the dynasties and dynasties have been the same number of paths, and it is nothing more than to support new henchmen to balance Lin Yan, and I feel a little bored to fiddle with the food in front of me.
"Everyone in the palace was saying that Concubine Zhao was very lucky, and the number of times she slept was not the most among these show girls, but she was pregnant with a dragon heir in a short period of time, which promoted her from a noble person to a concubine." Ah Yuan's words actually aroused my interest.
"She's pregnant with Dragon Heir?" I laughed, and since I was claustrophobic, my mood had not been so cheerful for a long time. Do the math, this is already the third pillow person in Qiu Heng said that he was pregnant with his child, this time, who is this child?
"The empress dowager is also happy to hear this news, and do the math, this little prince wants to call your grandmother," Ah Yuan did not know what I was thinking, and laughed with me, "If you take this opportunity to forgive the emperor, he comes every day, and he is also very filial, so it is better to take the little prince back as soon as possible." ”
"Yes, the jade is getting bigger and bigger," I put down the chopsticks, it is time to pave the way for the jade.
Qiu Heng came to dinner with me as usual in the evening, but he never cared whether I had a good look with him or not.
"Why is it that today's face is even more ugly than in the past?" The palace people were still making vegetables, and Zhen Heng asked me.
"The face of the Wai family he once looked good," I raised my hand to stop the palace people who were cooking, "today's dinner is not in line with the appetite of the Wai family, all withdraw it." ”
The palace people looked at Qiu Heng in a huff, and Qiu Heng waved his hand to signal them all to go down.
"The meals sent every day are what you loved to eat as a child, you are not hungry for meals," Zhen Heng looked at a plate of squirrel fish in front of him, "I remember that the meal at that time was very shabby, you look forward to eating squirrel fish every day, you quietly sneaked out of the palace to catch fish, and when you came back, you were caught by Mamma." I remember that you were crying all over your body and saying how much it hurt to hit the board, but at that time, I felt that if you were willing to cry for you, it would not hurt at all. ”
I looked at Zhen Heng in front of me, obviously the same eyebrows as the white and melancholy teenager in the memory, but I couldn't find the slightest familiar taste that made me feel at ease in the past, I couldn't find the eyes that once looked at me gently and could turn into a lake of water, and now these eyes, cold and deep, with a chill that people can't see clearly, make people afraid.
"I heard that a concubine is pregnant," I raised my chopsticks and clipped the eyes of the squirrel fish, "this child is the eldest son of the emperor, if I become your concubine, childless heir, what should I do?" ”
"You've finally figured it out." Qiu Heng put down the chopsticks in his hand.
"You claustrophobic me for months, I have been doing nothing all day, thinking a lot of past events, but also thinking about a lot of the way back," I poked the fish eyes in the bowl, "when I entered the palace that day, I was alone, abandoned by the matriarch, from a small nobleman to this day, during which all kinds of heartache and dangers are known only to me, I really don't want to go again." If I want to give up everything I have now and stay with you, you should also give me some assurances. ”
"What guarantee are you going to make?" Zhen Heng looked at me.
"Give Yu Yu the identity, if Yu Yu is a prince, with his back to Lin Yan, no matter which son of yours succeeds to the throne in the future, Yu Yu will become a thorn in his eye." But if It wasn't for the prince, he would have to go to the fiefdom to separate from our flesh and bones, and I couldn't bear it," The fish eyes in the bowl were finally poked, and I put down the chopsticks, "It is better to say that the little prince was seriously ill and died, and the empress dowager was worried about being too sick to eventually go with the little prince." ”
"It's easy for you to take off your status as empress dowager and re-enter the palace, but how easy is it for Yu Yu to talk about it?" Zhen Heng frowned slightly.
"Ah Yuan has been with me for many years, and you first made her a concubine, the reason is that after a drunken spring supper with her, she was pregnant with an heir and hid it in the folk, and now you find out that she has specially taken it back." The child grew up fast, but after a few months, his appearance was different from now, plus I had been very protective of Yu yu before, and only a few people in my palace had seen him, and no one could recognize him. After entering the palace, you can drop blood in front of the ceremonial official and admit that you are your parent, "I looked at Qiu Heng," and then put the jade in my palace to raise, so that our family of three can be reunited. ”
"If you need an heir to lean over, and the children born to Concubine Zhao are entrusted to you, why take such a big risk?" Yu Yu is the parent of Yuan, and you should believe that Zhen will always make him stable for a lifetime. Zhen Heng hesitated for half a moment, but finally refused.
I no longer looked at Qiu Heng, just looked at the plate of squirrel fish in front of me, which was the result of what had been expected for a long time, but my heart was still cold, "You are worried, imperial concubine, general, plus a prince, and another Wei family." Concubine Zhao is pregnant and supports the Zhao family, wants to suppress Lin Yan, and is also afraid that the Zhao family will be difficult to control after the power is getting bigger and bigger, so raising her child for me is an excellent balancing act. Zhen Heng, you are a natural emperor. ”
"Ah Xie," Zhen Heng sighed, "since you know that Shuo is now the king of a country, there are many things that you can't help yourself, and some things you have to consider, and you can't take the old path of the former emperor anymore... ”
"Why do you have to say these grandiose words," I interrupted Qiu Heng, "you don't like Jade, why?" Why did you not like the child I gave birth to for you in nine deaths? ”
Zhen Heng raised his chopsticks, hesitated for half a moment, and then put them down, and a pair of cold eyes looked at me again, "This child, but you risked giving birth for the sake of the heirs to get the favor of the first emperor." From the moment he was born, his eyes looked at the former emperor, others taught him to call the father and emperor, and the call was also the first emperor, as long as he saw him, he would uncontrollably think of the days when you were with the first emperor, and he would be angry and crazy. ”
"Then how can you ask a concubine who has been insulted by you to willingly bear children for you?"
"Lin Xian," Zhen Heng raised his hand and threw the squirrel fish in front of him to the ground, interrupting me, "Zhen Heng's patience with you is limited." ”
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, not wanting to look at the incomprehensible person in front of me again, Zhenheng quickly calmed down, and his hand gently touched my cheek.
"Well," there was finally a rare hint of compromise in Zhen Heng's voice, "if you insist, you will rely on you." ”
"She was not from a high birth, so she sealed Zhaoyi, and after a few days, she asked the Celebrant to choose an auspicious day to be crowned." Yu Yu's tone became more and more peaceful, but a pair of eyes were still thin and cold, "Yu Yu will send Yu back, and after she seals Zhaoyi, you and Yu Yu will take the fake death pill together, and the rest will be handed over to Yu Yu." You just have to sleep, wake up, and it's all over. ”
After Zhen Heng left, Ah Yuan hurried in with the palace people, "The slave maid heard it outside and was throwing things again, is Niangniang hurt?" ”
I looked at Ah Yuan's pale face, not absolutely beautiful, but also beautiful, the palace people next to me hurriedly put everything around them in order, I raised my hand, let them all retreat, leaving Ah Yuan alone.
"Since the Wai family entered the palace, you have been accompanying the Wai family," I took Ah Yuan's hand and let her sit next to me, "you know so many things about the Wai family, why did you never think of betraying the Wai family?" At that time, any enemy of the Wai family in this palace was much richer than the glory and wealth that the Wai family could give you. ”
"Slaves have known since childhood that slaves who are bought in like slaves are inseparable from the palace in this life, that is, they sell their masters for glory and get silver money, and slaves have no relatives and where they can spend. Follow the mother-in-law, eat and wear well, and how can people's hearts be insufficient to swallow the elephant. Ah Yuan's head hung low.
"So on that day, for the sake of your family, you can even save your life?" I looked at Ah Yuan.
"Slaves were bought into the palace when they were very young, they had no power and no power, and they rarely received good errands, and at that time, no one in the palace regarded slaves as people, and they did not have enough to eat and wear warm clothes, and they were assigned to serve their wives, which was the only errand that slaves had received for so many years that they could eat and wear warm." Ah Yuan finally raised her head, "The slave maid is grateful to Niangniang in her heart, because Niangniang, the slave maid feels like a person for the first time in all these years, a respected person." ”
I gently shook Ah Yuan's hand, my heart was slightly tight, Zhen Heng had not left me too much time, these days, I have too many things to do.
Five days later, the superintendent hurriedly pronounced the holy decree, and Ah Yuan wept and bid farewell to me and moved to a new bedchamber. On the same day, Kuniyu finally returned to my side.
After another three days, the internal attendant next to Yu Yu came to my bedchamber, and he handed me two small porcelain bottles, "Niangniang, according to the emperor's orders, this white is for the little prince, and this red is for Niangniang." ”
"I am tired of Gonggong Li," I took out the silver money and gave it to him, "Grandpa Li went to bring a message to the emperor, saying that the Wai family and the little prince were waiting for him to have dinner together." ”
When I take the small porcelain bottle to see The jade, he will wake up to a nap and call his mother and father with a milky voice. I smiled and touched Yu Yu's head, "Is it okay for Ah Niang to feed Yu Yu a piece of candy?" ”
XuanYu obediently swallowed, Xu was too bitter the pill, Xuanyu frowned, but there was still time to cry, the effect of the medicine had already made him fall asleep.
"Don't blame the mother-in-law," I suppressed my heartache, almost greedily touching The little face of TheRashi, and then raised my hand to let the nursing mother take him away.
When Zhen Heng came to my bedchamber at night, I was picking up a piece of squirrel fish in front of me.
"Today's appetite is good," Zhen Heng sat across from me, looking much more relaxed than usual.
"Yu Fang has already taken the medicine and gone to sleep, but I still want to see you again," I smiled, "and when I wake up again, the past is over." ”
"Also, since then, Lin Xi is gone, but there will be one more imperial concubine in the palace," Qiu Heng's mood seemed to be very good, "Ah Xie, what you couldn't give you before will be given to you in the future." ”
"The emperor is in such a good mood today, so can he forgive Ah Xi for some of the things he did?" I put down my chopsticks, picked up the towel and gently wiped the edge of my mouth.
"What?"
"The river next to the emperor's tea garden, one day in a bad mood, added something to it, this thing is not a risk to life, but it will make people lose their fertility," I laughed softly, "I want to come to the emperor to drink a lot of tea." ”
Zhen Heng's face gradually turned white, and a pair of eyes flashed with terrifying anger.
"Therefore, the child in Concubine Zhao's womb, the emperor can go to check it out well, what I added to the river is not a day or two, this is all into the bone marrow, there is no antidote."
"Lin Xi, at this time, are you still joking with Tongyuan?" I could see that Zhen Heng was putting up with me.
"How can it be a joke, you go to Dr. Xu Tai to test those tea leaves, it will not be clear," I played with the veil in my hand, "you should be glad, at least there is still Jade." ”
"That medicine, you've already fed him?" Zhen Heng's hand seemed to be trembling.
"After feeding, the medicine is very good, just after eating it, I went to sleep," I looked at Zhen Heng, "how, how do you feel after knowing that you are dead?" ”
"You know?" Zhen Heng suddenly stood up and raised his hand at me, but in the end he did not fall, "You crazy man, you all know, you still feed him, he is your biological son!" ”
"Isn't my biological son your own?" I laughed out loud again, I haven't been so happy for a long time, "It was you who killed your only heir with your own hands, is this throne worth it?" You won't have any more loved ones. ”
"Lin Xi, you crazy man, you...
"Poof," my throat suddenly sweetened, and a mouthful of blood spat out, staining the veil I was holding in my hand red.
"Ah Xie," Zhen Heng stopped his hand, and hurried to my side, "you, what's wrong with you?" ”
"I made a bet on whether you are really cold and cold-hearted," I wanted to push away Qiu Heng, but there was no trace of strength on my body, "I exchanged my own medicine with Yu Yu's, obviously, I lost the bet, you really killed Yu Yu." ”
"Spit it out, quick, spit it out," Zhen Heng patted my back with one hand, squeezed my chin with the other, and there was obvious panic in his voice, "Tai Doctor, quickly pass Tai Doctor." ”
"The medicine you gave yourself, whether there is any salvation, you know best in your heart," I think at this moment my smile must be a little frightening, because I am vomiting blood uncontrollably, "Yu Yu is not dead, I sent him to the General's Mansion, you can send someone to pick him up." ”
"If you dare to die, you will definitely kill your maid," Zhen Heng's eyes were red.
"You can't kill her, but you have to treat her well, I divided the tiger charm into two, one with Lin Yan, the other with him, if you treat her well, maybe one day, she will give you her tiger charm to seduce women's hearts, isn't this what you are best at?"
"Ah Xie, you are calculating with your own life." Zhen Heng's voice was trembling.
"I have been thinking, how to retaliate against you like you, life is never the most important thing for you, if you take your life seriously, you will not be able to get to where you are today in any way," Zhen Heng's hand finally let go, I tried to control the increasingly soft hand and grabbed the veil to wipe the blood from the corners of my mouth, "I thought of the best way to retaliate against you, you are so proud and conceited, only by destroying your obsession, can it really sting you." I am your obsession, an obsession of youth, so I am going to take my own life to get revenge on you. ”
"Since you want to kill Yu Yu, then the medicine given to me will definitely make me lose my memory, if you can imprison me for the rest of my life, but the obsession in your heart will be lost." But I just want you to ruin your own obsession with your own hands," I struggled to stand up and approach Qiu Heng, "how you remember me later, do you remember that I and your father and emperor are happy with each other, or do you remember that I let you cut off your children and grandchildren, this obsession is ultimately to make you love and love, hate and hate, and from then on it becomes a thorn, rooted in your heart." ”
"And Yu yu, you can't kill him, because this is your only heir, but you can't love him because his presence will always remind you of what happened today, and you can never forget that you killed me with your own hands."
"Hahahaha," I looked at Xiao Heng's miserable white face and smiled, "you are destined to be a lonely person in this life, you have no father, no mother, no brothers and sisters, your pillow people are plotting against you one after another, your only heir is also a bone spur-like existence in your heart, hahahahahaha, lonely." ”
"Lin Xi, you crazy person," Qiu Heng pushed me down, and then he sat down on the ground and picked me up as if he regretted it, "Tell Me, you have a fall in your heart, haven't you?" ”
"In my life, I have loved a teenager who caught and fished for me," I already had the strength to say a complete word, but my heart was full of revenge-like pleasure, "Then, what I loved was your father, and you, I did not love for a minute or a second." ”
Junheng, that's what I want, I want you to live with this thorn for the rest of your life.
"Pass on the doctor... This is the last sentence I heard, a heart-wrenching sentence.
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"Ah Xie, Ah Xie," who was calling me, I opened my eyes in confusion, my whole body seemed to be scattered, and I was greeted by a faint candlelight.
"Thank goodness, you finally woke up," Lin Yan's hair was untied, and his eyes were slightly blackened, and he looked like he hadn't rested well for many days.
"I," I wanted to speak, only to find that my throat was dry and hoarse, Lin Yan hurriedly brought the rice soup at the head of the bed to me, and a lamp of rice soup went down to my stomach, and I felt that I had really woken up.
"The emperor did not know what was crazy and refused to bury you, and a group of ceremonial officials knelt for three full days before the emperor sent your coffin to the imperial tomb, but it was his own imperial tomb." Ah Yuan is about to go crazy," Lin Yan looked at me, "fortunately, Ah Yuan is clever, saying that he will guard the tomb of the seven seven and forty-nine days for you, and enter your mausoleum, so that we have a chance to release you." ”
"You were only about three days away from us at first, and you didn't think that you would stay in the coffin for nearly ten days, and the alchemist who was looking for medicine for me was also frightened, saying that no one had ever taken his suspended death medicine and then took the antidote for such a long time, and he didn't know if he could wake up."
"Yu Yu has been taken to the palace, exactly as you expected, he woke up with amnesia, but he was a baby, and those memories were not much," Lin Yan said, "The emperor changed his name to Nian Qing." ”
"I'll have to bother my brother to take care of me more in the future," my voice was still hoarse.
"She is your child, me and Ah Yuan will always take care of him, but you, now you have to take good care of yourself," Lin Yan sighed softly, "it is so easy to get rid of that cannibalistic place, what are your plans in the future?" ”
"I want to walk around and see," I turned my head to look in the direction of the door, "since I was a child, I have not lived much for myself, I have always been driven forward, and now I have walked around the ghost door, the past is over, and I should also live well for myself." When the body is well raised, I want to see if this southeast, southwest, and northwest are all like the books. ”
postscript
The Founding Chronicle records: In the thirty-second year of the Wancheng Jing calendar, the Hundred Mile Yuan unified the kingdoms and established the Fu Dynasty, and the history was called Emperor Wen of Fu Taizu.
Later history records: In the second year of Fuyunjing, Empress Lin Xiaoxue and Emperor Jing kept filial piety for more than three years, and were praised by posterity. In the ninth year of Fuyunjing, Emperor Jing died of illness, and Emperor Ziyuan succeeded to the throne at a young age, and the general Lin Yan of the Pillar State assisted the government. In the sixth year of Fuyun Yuan, Emperor Yuan was pro-government, Emperor Yuan was filial, Loved the people, diligently governed, and created the prosperity of Yunyuan.
Another wild history records: Emperor Yuan's biological mother Wang Yuan, the empress dowager Lin Xiao's maid, beautiful and scheming, was favored by the Yongping King after he was drunk, and hid his son in the folk. When King Yongping succeeds to the throne, he will take his son back, and the mother will rely on his son.
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Article name: "Hard to Hate"
Article author: Xiao Jiu
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