early morning.
The sun shone through the curtain into the bed, and Chiaki woke up.
Looking at the messy clothes on the ground, and the strange man who was asleep next to him...
Qian Qiu was overwhelmed.
It was her first...
Netizens.
Yes, the first one.
There will be a second, a third, a Nth...
Netizen face base does not seem to be such a face, right? What's going on with this woman?
It goes back three months.
"Diary of the Achievements of a 38-Year-Old Divorced Single Woman Trying a Blind Date APP"
38-year-old Batuichi single woman doing matching app
The heroine, Chiaki Matsumoto (Sasuke Yamaguchi), is divorced and single and is a freelance illustrator.
The experience of falling in love with a man only stays with the ex-husband.
Therefore, even if you are 38 years old, you still maintain a beautiful vision of love.
But the reality is harsh.
At this age, where is it so easy to appear around the corner to meet the love of the dog blood plot.
Recently, a friend gave her a strong Amway dating software, known as a fast track with handsome guys.
At first, Qianqiu was still twisted and kneaded.
Afraid that his address would be leaked, he specially ran to the coffee house to play software.
But this nervous and expectant feeling made her find the feeling of hiding and reading the little h-book before.
After the successful registration, a large wave of small brothers struck, like to slide right, the two sides slide right to match successfully.
Sunny warm man, mature uncle, milk dog under the year, sexy muscle man...
There's always one for you.
Qian qiu was dazzled to see, what face, what sense of security and privacy, all of them were left behind.
Soon, Chiaki was successfully paired up and began her first date.
The other party is also a 21-year-old handsome guy with glasses.
When Qianqiu came to the place of the face base with a flood of girlish hearts...
Which one are you, big brother?
When you come up, you will be unfavorable and encounter serious deception.
Out of courtesy, Chiaki still made a date with a hard scalp.
But the other party has always cared about whether she lives alone.
In the end, on the grounds that he could not catch the last train home, he wanted to borrow a night at Chiaki's house.
As soon as he came up, he made this "overnight" request, but Qianqiu resolutely refused.
Isn't it dating software?
How the purpose is so obvious.
After returning home, Chiaki finds that the pairing relationship between the two has been dissolved.
Friend Li Xiang told the truth in one word:
But then there's a more direct one.
Ah this, though, are all adults.
But duck doesn't have to be sex with one mouth.
Soon Qianqiu found out where this is what a dating APP.
Dating APP = About Gun APP.
No, the college student she was dating, who had known each other for less than 5 hours, hit a home run.
At first, the boy proposed to go to Qianqiu's house to "paint", but after being rejected, he explained everything.
"I'm not going to do anything, I'm not going to do anything, I'm not going
...... Isn't this particularly familiar?
Also give Qianqiu a hat, as if the man does not mean this, but the woman is not pure and thinks more.
Well, all this was said, and in the end Chiaki agreed to take him to the house.
As the first gay man to come to Qianqiu's house for the night, he was really a serious painting there.
Well? It seems that it is really a good young man who does not covet women?
Misunderstood him earlier?
But the next second, the painting style turns.
He looked at Qianqiu affectionately and kissed her gently.
The next second, just pounce.
"Wait a minute! That's not true!
What's going on? Does this begin? ”
This trick is quite slippery.
The next day, after the boy left.
Qian qiu immediately shared with her colleagues that she seemed to have found a heartbeat.
But when you pick up the phone, you can see that the boy has disassociated with her.
I was excited for half a day, and finally found that the other party was just cheating.
I have just regained the expectation of love, and I am instantly disillusioned.
Looking at Qianqiu's sad face, her colleague comforted her, there is no need to be so careful, just take the kidney.
"Don't you usually register several?"
There is no need to be distracted
Feel free to use it."
But not all dates are ready to go out of the way.
For example, this little brother with an actor's dream, he uses dating software just to meet the world.
The first time the two met was just to taste the food and take a walk along the river to take pictures.
It's like love.
The second time we met, we simply went to the cat café to pick up the cat and read comics.
On the side of the road, it is natural to hold up the small hand and talk about everything.
Even going to Qianqiu's house is just a simple recitation.
Tired, just quietly holding her to sleep.
Before going out in the morning, there is also a platonic hug.
In this twenty-two-year-old boy, Qianqiu seemed to see the ideal type she wanted.
Such a simple embrace captured her heart more than the collision of flesh.
Just when Chiaki thought she had found a soul mate.
Here comes the reversal.
On this day, the boy suddenly picked her up and pushed her.
He also asked her solemnly:
"Don't you do it?"
Ah this, didn't you say well to be each other's soul mates?
How did you get to bed?
Qian qiu did not want to break this beautiful relationship between the two and repeatedly refused.
But his scumbag quotes were released one after another.
Listen, is this talking about people?
Dare to love such a beautiful picture in front of you, it is all a foreplay foreplay.
Qian qiu knows that once a relationship occurs, she will never be treated sincerely by the other party again.
One is determined to do.
A resolute resistance.
The two of them pulled back and forth for 6 hours.
It is said that there is this spare time, directly bored to sleep it is not fragrant?
Tossing to the end, Qianqiu was tired, and really did not have the strength to resist, so he also compromised.
The ending after the clouds and rain, everyone guessed it.
As soon as the boy lifted his pants, he sat and played with his mobile phone.
In the face of Qianqiu's crying, he greatly changed the image of the warm man in the past, and coldly replied:
"I don't understand at all, why you are angry, I can't understand at all"
A phone call ensued, and the boy disappeared completely.
Qian Qiu was indeed hit.
After the mixed feelings, I can only comfort myself as an adult.
In order to ease her emotions, she put her mind on the next date.
Gradually.
One paragraph after another, she began to get hooked on this feeling of "making friends" quickly.
I dated different men one after another, but only as lovers for one night.
For her it was a thrill she hadn't experienced in the last 38 years.
Qianqiu has been constantly lingering on these men, in fact, just to escape from loneliness.
Live alone for a long time, facing an empty house.
Her heart became more and more empty, and she even began to worry about whether her old self would still be so lonely and lonely in the future.
Her heart was erratic and empty, and she just wanted to fill it quickly.
This way of making friends is the fastest way.
It's easy to hand over the body, but it's even harder to exchange it for a true heart.
Physical pleasure briefly filled the void in her spirit, but when it all faded, it still couldn't change an empty heart.
A brief moment of pleasure is like a placebo.
If you keep injecting, you become addicted.
With this addiction, Qianqiu began to become uncontrollable.
Even in the end, I asked out 20 men in two weeks, and even my friends were shocked by her.
Chiaki herself admits that she has completely let go of herself, and that she has lost to loneliness.
It wasn't until a new model she met behind her that she gradually began to want a stable.
It was the longest she'd had in a relationship in all of a while.
The first time the two meet, it is also an idol drama-like plot.
On the phone across the balcony, the other party's healing smile seemed to pull Qianqiu back to her girlhood.
The latter two lived together and slept in each other's arms every day.
In the evening, Qianqiu washed her hands at home to make soup and waited for him to come home from work.
This sweet atmosphere made that Qianqiu rekindle the thought of home.
Until this day, Chiaki found that her menstrual leave had been delayed.
I began to wonder if I was pregnant.
It just so happened that the news of her friend's pregnancy made her look forward to it even more.
This desire for stability has sprung up again.
But reality is always a reminder of her.
A popular 24-year-old boy raising a child with a woman who is nearly 40.
Just think about it and you know how unrealistic it is.
She persuaded herself to calm down.
But in the end, I couldn't resist asking the other party.
"I ask you, if you're really pregnant."
How about sir down? ”
The little model did not answer the phone, but glanced at the phone.
Suddenly, he said that the agent wanted to send him a copy of the information and left.
Since then, I have not returned, the news has been read for three days and have not returned, and I still play the set of disappearing.
Blame someone else?
Blame yourself.
Qian qiu was once again taught a lesson by reality - to place his expectations entirely on others, and in the end he had nothing.
Coincidentally, at this time, she learned the news of the sudden death of her friend Rika.
It was like an invisible bomb that exploded in her heart.
Li Xiang has always been her biggest spiritual pillar.
The sudden death of his friend seemed to take away the last bit of strength of Qianqiu's body.
Only then did she understand that no matter how much the short-lived pleasure of the flesh was piled up, it could never become a spiritual force to support her in the face of life.
Instead of filling the empty heart, you can empty your body.
Open the dating software, it is still an endless stream of love messages.
She was not interested, and finally uninstalled the software.
In the end, can Qianqiu really quit the dating app and find herself?
Uncle Meat doesn't spoil.
Talking about this Japanese drama is not because of how eye-catching and large-scale it is.
Rather, it essentially pokes at a certain real state of modern man.
lonely.
I don't know how to live with myself yet.
Older age, divorce, blind date, almost the key words of the whole play are presented in the title.
But in fact, it has nothing to do with gender, marriage or not, or age.
The lifestyle of the current crowd is accustomed to fast-paced and networked, and it is increasingly difficult to establish emotional trust between people.
Most people obviously live like many friends, and the mobile phone information is constant.
But the heart always feels empty.
Under the lack of emotion, it exposes its own vulnerability, a habitual dependence on others.
A heart that has nowhere to go can easily resort to indulgence in desires.
These desires are like a thin layer of sugar coating, which makes people unable to extricate themselves.
But when the sweetness fades, only bitterness remains.
There are many ways to escape loneliness.
Don't expect others to fill it.
Because he also has no time to take care of himself.
And more importantly, what exactly do you want?
Only you know.
Edit: Quasimodo's New World