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It is also the second day of the second month of the lunar calendar, a day that I will never forget in this life, a day that makes my heart ache. Others were celebrating the dragon's head, but my heart was raining with thoughts, dripping, gloomy and sad, lingering.
Three years ago today, the person who loved me the most in the world, my dearest mother, left me forever. Since then, my mother has become a permanent memory in my life.
The song "Only the mother is good in the world, and the child without a mother is like a grass", which tells the sadness of the child without a mother.
Although I have grown up, without my mother, I have lost the most confident reliance in my heart, and I have lost the purest care and love.
Whenever I hear others calling out to my mother, and "mother" has become a never-responding cry to me, let me shout, "Mother, mother", I can no longer hear the familiar response.
On the day of my mother's death, I should have gone to the grave to pay my respects. However, due to the impact of the new crown virus epidemic, it is inconvenient to go back to my hometown, and there is a son in the third year of high school at home to review and prepare for the exam, so I did not go to the grave of my mother, which also made me feel more guilty.
But I knew my mom would understand me. Because her old man is afraid of causing trouble to her children, she hopes that her children will be healthy and safe.
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Modern society, developed science and technology, convenient communication. At present, in order to reduce human contact, many things can be solved through the Network. People-to-people communication, not necessarily face-to-face, can be contacted by phone, text message, QQ, WeChat and other ways. In particular, WeChat's powerful social functions can turn tianya into a close proximity.
Looking at the WeChat video of my sister giving my mother a grave, I thought that if there was also WeChat in heaven, it might be able to soothe my feelings of missing my mother.
If heaven also has WeChat, my mother is the first friend I want to add. When I miss it, I talk in voice, chat in video, and see how each other has been lately.
I want to say to my mother that your departure and the current covid-19 epidemic have made me understand the importance of health. Therefore, in order to better care for my family and enjoy life, I will take care of myself and make my body healthy and healthy.
When you were there, I was in the midst of the blessings, and after you left, I really grew up. The flapjacks and dumplings that could be eaten with the movement of the mouth are now no longer in thought, and can only be reluctantly practiced by hand. After several failures and attempts, I have finally taken it down. During the New Year's Festival and winter solstice, I will also make dumplings with full confidence.
Your beloved grandson is taller, too tall to tiptoe to tiptoe over the door frame. Maybe it's the study that bothers, maybe it's the diet is a bit picky, and the young man is still thin. But as a student, it's better to be thin than fat.
When you first left, I felt sad and sad and couldn't help myself. Who knows that after the sadness, it is difficult to dispel the thoughts that are entangled in the heart.
At home, I can't help but think of you when I see the daily necessities you buy for me; walking on the street and seeing the gray-haired old man with a figure similar to your back; and in the supermarket, when I see the dishes and fruits you like to eat.
Mom, are you okay in heaven? Are there any troubles and ailments there? Since it is heaven, there should only be joy and laughter.
They all say that there are thoughts in the day and dreams in the night. Yet you rarely come to my dreams. I missed it so much that I could only look through the photos in the photo album on my phone. Yet every photo touches the most fragile nerve in my heart. Those beautiful moments have become distant memories.
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The song "If there is an elevator to heaven" tells the cross-talk actor Yue Yunpeng's unforgettable thoughts about his father. Unfortunately, there is no elevator to heaven, only the land that can never go back.
There are not too many ifs in life, and there is no WeChat in heaven. There are more and more friends in the circle of friends, but there is no one I miss the most. Wanting to talk and chat with my mother is only a luxury that is difficult to achieve in this life.
The death of my mother made me feel the pain of losing my loved ones, and also made me feel helpless in the face of life and death. In addition to life and death, everything else in the world is a small matter. So even if I feel very sad in my heart, I will force myself to be happy and smile at life.
Although I can't talk to my mother's WeChat video in heaven, I know that my mother wants me to smile and be happy.
Life is always a little unsatisfactory, and the biggest regret is that "the tree wants to be quiet and the wind is not stopping, and the son wants to raise and not to be treated." When my mother was alive, she always thought that she would honor the elderly and come to Japan for a long time. Didn't take my mother on a trip, didn't cook a few meals for my mother, didn't chat with my mother, and always felt that she was impatient...
In order to make up for the regrets in this life, I prayed over and over again, hoping that my mother in heaven would be happy and happy from suffering. If there is an afterlife, I look forward to our continued frontier, embracing each other, and reliving the affection of mother and daughter!