Yang Lili's journey to find love is outside

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Ten years have passed, and I left the place where I used to work and returned to my hometown to become a teacher.

In the past ten years, I have met a person who treats me very well, who is loyal and honest, and his work is quite stable.

Mom and Dad liked him very much, and he loved me very much.

Soon we got engaged, and then we got married.

The night I promised him a marriage proposal, I couldn't sleep all night.

It's been too long, and I can't remember what Han Yu looked like in this decade of staggering time.

Only my love for him lingered in my bones, the room was turned off, and a dark patch like a dense net imprisoned me in it.

In the darkness I seemed to see Lin Hanyu, he said he loved me, he said I gave up on him, he wanted to leave me.

I looked desperately in his direction, but I couldn't see his face clearly.

I called him hysterically, but he didn't stop for me like the last time, it was I who lost him.

The human world is too lonely and lonely, and the shackles in the world are too many and too tight.

I am too lonely and weak in this world, and I am more and more eager for love and warmth.

I was half forced and half willing to betray Lin Hanyu, betrayed me and his love.

My husband and I have a two-year-old daughter, and my life is gradually buried in ordinary and warm days.

People around me are envious of my life, envy that I have a stable income, an affectionate husband, and a lovely daughter Li Nianyu.

But they didn't know that I wasn't happy, I didn't dare to think about Lin Hanyu, and I didn't even dare to call my daughter's name.

You see how ridiculous I am, I want to commemorate Lin Hanyu in my life, but I don't dare to call my daughter's name. I love Hanyu, and I am also afraid of everything about Lin Hanyu, because they remind me all the time that I love him, but I betrayed him.

I thought I was going to live in pain, to live in contradiction and finally numb for the rest of my life, until someone knocked on my door.

Han Xiao grew old very quickly, not at all like a person of his age.

He gave the bouquet to my little daughter, touched her head tenderly, and asked her what her name was.

While fiddling with the flowers in her hand, the little girl obediently replied, "My name is Tingting, and my name is Lin Nianyu." ”

He froze for a moment and looked at me meaningfully.

"Lily, I can let you see Lin Hanyu again."

I stood in the studio, looking at the recliner and feeling mixed.

When I heard that I could see Han Yu again, my whole body froze in place, everything around me was blurred, I could only hear my heart beating, at that moment I especially wanted to see Han Yu, I was eager to fly over immediately, but now when I could really see him again, I was a little frightened.

Ten years on, I'm no longer young, my skin is no longer smooth and firm, and I'm married to someone else. If I saw him, in what capacity would I be able to present myself?

Han Xiao seemed to see my doubts, he looked at me tenderly, and handed me the instrument covering his head, "Lily, Lin Hanyu also wants to see you again." ”

I lay down on the recliner, closed my eyes, and my mind went into the game.

This is Lin Hanyu's home, exactly the same as ten years ago.

I cherished touching the leather sofa, Lin Hanyu and I had quarreled here, and we had also tested each other's intentions here, but the two people were too awkward, and neither of them would show their hearts first.

"Lily."

I looked in the direction of the sound of the clear column, and Lin Hanyu stood by the dark red carved railing on the second floor and looked at me and smiled.

The sleeves of the white shirt were slightly rolled up, revealing a small section of white arms.

The broken hair on his forehead slightly covered his eyes, but it could not hide the smile at the corners of his eyebrows.

Ten years have passed, everything has changed in the vicissitudes of sangtian, only he has not changed, still as spirited as in the past, let people see ten thousand years.

Once they could not see each other, there were all kinds of thoughts and love that they wanted to tell him, but now they were really relative, but all their feelings were like fish in their throats, and they couldn't even say a word that they hadn't seen for a long time.

I rubbed the cup uneasily, lowered my head and did not dare to look at him directly, and could only glance at him for a moment with the afterglow.

"Lily, have you been okay all these years?" His warm palm rested on my hand and looked at me softly.

"Well, I'm doing fine, you... All right? ”

"I'm fine too, just... Miss you very much. ”

He pulled the cup out of my hand, one hand clasping my ten fingers, the other pulling me into his arms against my back.

"Lily, I miss you very much." He whispered in my ear, and every word was spoken.

My heart tightened with his soft words, how can I tell him that my closeness to him is a deception, how can I say that I have become someone else's wife, and I have the right to say to him that I also miss him, miss him, love him...

"I'm sorry, Han Yu I..."

"I know." He hugged me tightly, although he had already seen everything and already knew that I had deceived him, his tone did not have a little wave, peaceful and unkind, "Han Xiao told me, Lily, I don't care, the only thing I care about the most is you." ”

Even if everything is false, even if the beginning of the story is just a whim, he doesn't care, he only cares about the person in the story, the person he puts on the tip of his heart.

He kissed my forehead softly, against my forehead.

"Lily, let's go see the stars together, I heard there was a meteor shower tonight."

He looked at me softly and smiled, his deep eyes shining with light.

"Okay, let's go see the stars together."

Tonight's wind was so strong that I couldn't open my eyes when it blew. There was no trace of light in the black sky, it didn't look like the human world at all, this eerie forest had some hellish meaning.

Has Han Yu been living in such a space since I left? How did he sustain himself over the years?

"It seems we're early, and the meteor shower hasn't started yet." Let's go, let's go into the house and come out later. ”

He looked up at the sky and showed a very ordinary expression, as if the world should have been like this.

He took my hand and pulled me toward the house.

"What's wrong?" When he saw that I was not moving, he took me and took me and gently rubbed one hand in his palm.

"How did you get through all these years?"

He froze for a moment, and then showed a very gentle and calm appearance.

"Since you left, the world has collapsed. Except for me, everyone disappeared, even the sky was no longer bright, and I experienced the life of an Antarctic penguin and a polar bear in the polar night. ”

He smiled low as he spoke, as if he had seen a humorous joke, but he froze when he looked at me.

"Why are you crying?" He wiped the tears from my face with his fingertips.

"I'm sorry."

I'm sorry I made you lose your family and life, I'm sorry I let you live in such a dark place for ten years...

Sorry, Han Yu sorry!

"It's okay, Lily, it's not your fault, we're not wrong."

He took me in his arms and gently patted me on the back, "Lily, you know, the moment I met you, I felt that everything I had experienced was worth it. ”

"Lily, I love you!"

As soon as his words fell, the sky lit up instantly, and a series of meteors dragged their long tails across the boundless night, even if this beauty was fleeting, but it was at least brilliant, blooming, and amazing.

"Lily, make a wish." It is said that the wish to make a wish to the meteor will be fulfilled, and now there are only two of us under this meteor shower, and I believe that the gods will hear your heart. ”

The bright yellow light of the shooting star spread all over his body, and although he stood beside me, I suddenly had a feeling that he was far away from me, as if I was about to lose him.

This made me very uneasy, and I took his hand and held it in the palm of my hand, "I think..."

Yeah, what do I want to do?

I want to make a wish to let me stay by Lin Hanyu's side forever and never leave him again.

But what about my parents, they are so old, can they withstand the pain of losing their daughter?

What about my daughter? She's still so young, she can't live without her mother's love...

I finally had concerns, my love for him was not pure enough, and I was tripped by the world and ran to him.

I was ashamed and terrified, and I looked down at him, I was afraid to see his lost expression, afraid that he would see my hesitation.

"I think Lily can live happily in that world and forget everything here." Lily, you want to be happy. ”

He knew, it turned out he knew what I was thinking.

I jerked my head up at him, his body nearly transparent, and the hand I was holding was cold and piercing.

"Han Rain! You don't want to go!" I wanted to hug him, but my hand couldn't grasp him at all, he was now like a layer of fog, and his hand scattered as soon as he touched it.

Han Yu's eyes were hazy with a layer of water vapor, and he raised his hand to touch my head.

"Lily, I'm sorry I can't accompany you to the end. I wished to see you again. Lily, forget me, live well, don't be trapped by this virtual space, love yourself well, I will love myself. ”

He kissed me lightly on the lips, it was a very unreal kiss, I could not feel his body temperature and the touch of his lips, but my heart was tightly pinched and hurt.

He and I were so close, but so far apart.

I watched as his fingertips slowly dissipated, then the body, the neck.

"Han Yu, I don't want anything, I just want you, I just want to be with you, Han Yu, you don't go, you don't go!"

I reached out and touched his face that was about to dissipate, trying to keep him, but I couldn't do anything.

"Lily, if I had the next life, I would have fallen in love with you at first sight." Lily, in this life you let go of me, in the next life we are together okay? ”

He looked at me, reverent.

"Well, I'll wait for you in the next life."

I smiled at him, and he smiled softly at me.

When the meteor shower is beautiful and comes to an end, I watch him dissipate little by little, and finally disappear forever in the boundless sky as the meteor light ends.

"Nian Yu go to sleep quickly, otherwise you will not be able to get out of bed tomorrow."

"Mom, can I sleep later, I haven't seen a meteor shower tonight."

"Is it?" I looked out the window, a curved moon hanging leisurely in the night, the waves flowing.

"Mom, look at the meteors."

A light quickly swept through the night sky, and by the time I retracted my sight, Xiao Nianyu had already closed her eyes and clasped her hands together in front of her chest to make a prayerful wish.

"Mom, lie on TV, there's only one meteor tonight, no meteor shower at all. But what if you didn't make a wish, Mom? ”

"It doesn't matter, Mom had already made a wish when she watched the meteor shower."

"Mom, what a wish you made?"

I didn't say a word, and looked out the window, and another meteor quickly swept through the air.

"It's an agreement with a person."

Han Xiaofan

I was the founder of that game company, and when I started recruiting game experiencers, I knew the game had bugs, but I didn't find out what it was.

I knew that for safety reasons, I should pause the game experience and find problems to fix bugs.

But the company has spent so much time and money on this project that the company can't afford to wait.

So I recruited the first game experiencers with a fluke, but I was just in case the game still failed.

The code of the game that Yang Lili experienced was constantly changing, and the staff could not control it at all.

To make matters worse, the rules that could have been entered into the password to exit the game have also lapsed.

After sleepless research, the programmer and I finally found a way to make Yang Lili quit the game, that is, to make the male protagonist of the game, That is, Lin Hanyu, have a good feeling for her.

So I decided to enter the game myself as an assist to help Yang Lili quit the game as soon as possible.

After coming to the game, I observed that the relationship between Yang Lili and Lin Hanyu was not very good, and they seemed to be in conflict.

How can this work, according to this, when will Lin Hanyu's favorability reach 100%, I have to help them.

The first time I actually met Yang Lili, she was huddled in the crowd and held up her mobile phone to me, and a blinding flash of light came at me.

I think she is really a stupid and troublesome woman, but in order to have contact with her, I took the initiative to approach her and take a picture with her.

She blushed and was wrapped in my arms, her eyes looking straight into the camera, and her whole body was stiff.

I'm done thinking about it, she won't look at me.

If she looks at me, what will Lin Hanyu do, I am still waiting for Lin Hanyu's favorability.

At night I was at home thinking about Yang Lili's performance during the day, a strong headache, Yang Lili, your self-consciousness as a raider? Don't be stupid, go and give me a guide Lin Hanyu!!

I opened my phone irritably and saw that the photo I took with Yang Lili was recorded and uploaded to the Internet.

I hadn't read the content carefully, and I suddenly remembered the sound of machinery in my ears, and Lin Hanyu's favorability had grown! But why did it grow?

I carefully read Lin Hanyu's information again, and I found that he was a very dull person for feelings, maybe he liked Yang Lili but did not find it in his heart.

If I appear next to Yang Lili as a love enemy, will he see his heart quickly because he is jealous?

I thought so and did the same, I asked Yang Lili to make me makeup, and when Lin Hanyu appeared, she pretended to be intimate with Yang Lili.

I heard the pleasant announcement of the long value of favorability, squinting my eyes in the direction they were leaving, and it really worked.

But before I could implement my next plan, the headquarters sent me a message saying that they had received instructions from Yang Lili to apply to leave.

How does this work, the game is malfunctioning, she can't get out even if she enters the password ten thousand times. I can't let her lose the password, can't let her find out that the game can't be played.

No one knows that the game is malfunctioning except for the core people inside the company, and I have to keep the company's stock price.

So I hurriedly dared to come to the park, let her stay outside the words, and took the initiative to extend an olive branch to her. After a grudging wait, fortunately she stayed.

I once tested her attitude towards Lin Hanyu, and she either avoided it or didn't want to mention it again.

I thought to myself, she didn't want to attack Lin Hanyu, everyone couldn't go out.

I was anxious, but my face was calm. The most important thing is to stabilize Yang Lili first, let her temporarily give up the idea of quitting the game, as for Lin Hanyu, I will find a way to match them later.

So I always racked my brains to be good to her, and I was good to her and she was good to me.

I found her to be an optimist and she was super gentle and kind. Every day, her eyebrows are bent, and she has endless stalks in her stomach.

I think she was also stupid, such a thin person resolutely blocked in front of me when the bastard rushed to me. Pushed in, he immediately got up and continued to block in front of me.

I think she's really cute and greets the dogs that pass by her, and sometimes the dogs are led by their owners, and she secretly raises her hand to the dogs without the owner's attention and greets them with that standard Disney princess gesture. When they are discovered, they will immediately stop looking over and walk away pretending that nothing has happened, but the roots of their ears are red.

I thought she was interesting to me, but then I found out that she was a big fanatic, and when I saw a handsome person, I would show the way I looked when I first saw me. At that time I thought she had taken a fancy to me, and it turned out that it was just an exposure of her crazy nature.

I invited her to dinner, and I wanted to take her to Western food. With an elegant Western restaurant and romantic music, I think that would be a great place for a date.

appointment? How could I have such an idea?

She said that there are some delicious things in Western food, and there are only a few expensive dishes.

She said she took me to a good place, she took me to the night market, then to the fly house, and it tasted really good.

She stuffed a can of beer, and her mouth kept talking about her past, she said that when she was in college, she loved to visit the night market, and she liked to buy a leek box at the night market and eat it with her roommate all the way back to school, but because the leeks always stuffed her teeth, she didn't eat much.

After saying that, she smiled embarrassedly, and her face became red from drinking, which was really cute.

She and I walked all the way home to take her home, humming softly along the shaky road from the wide asphalt road to the potholed gravel road.

It turned out that when she was drunk, she was like this, the whole person was silly like a cat, light and bright.

I followed her, retreated slightly, and quietly extended my arm close to her side a few inches away from her, holding her vainly.

I happily looked at the long shadow of me and her hugging by the street lamp, and a trace of sweetness quietly appeared in my heart.

I was just about to pull out my phone and take a picture of the shadow, but she suddenly turned to me.

Oh ~ fortunately, my hand withdrew quickly, and I was not found.

She looked at me slyly and asked me why I wanted to help her, if I wanted to soak her.

I knew she was joking, but I was so bright that I wanted to tell her that I liked her, but no, the time was not yet right.

So I also half-jokingly complained that she exposed my mind, and then greedily hugged her.

It turned out that hugging someone I liked was such a feeling, and the sweet threads crawled into my heart, and I wanted to hold her a little tighter and tighter, and I wanted to lock her in my arms and never leave her again.

The sound of increasing favorability sounded in my ears, and I looked up doubtfully, and Lin Hanyu was standing in front of me.

His liking for Lily grew again, Lily, and we were not far from home. When the time comes, I will no longer have to suppress this feeling of myself.

But I didn't expect Lily to leave in the end, and this time I really couldn't keep her.

The secret of the company could not be discovered by her, so I thought about it for a long time and decided to take the sword to the side.

I contacted Han Xiao's fanatical bastard, and the man was fanatically in love with Han Xiao, so he would definitely do what I asked him to do.

I asked him to kidnap Lily and contact Lin Hanyu to save her. I think people will always be able to see their hearts when they are lost, and I want to use this kidnapping incident to let Lin Hanyu see his feelings completely, so that Lily and I can go home.

But what if I made a wrong judgment, what if Lin Hanyu's feelings for Lily were not so deep? No, I can't go wrong.

But in the end, I made a mistake and made the decision that I regretted the most in my life.

The bastard was out of my control, and he threatened to kill Lily.

I broke down completely, and I begged him to stop but he threw his headphones on the ground and crushed them.

I ran from the monitoring room all the way to the underground garage, and at that moment I felt that this was the longest road I had ever walked in my life, Lily, you must not have an accident.

Before I could get into the underground garage, I was sent away from the game.

I knew Lily was injured, it was the one she had in the game, it was me. I knew she was recuperating in the hospital, but I didn't dare to see her, and what face did I have to see her?

For the sake of the company's long-term transfer, I still haven't stopped the company's game experience project.

But this time I killed two people, my employees and game experiencers, who were stuck in the game and couldn't come out again.

It was my greed that hurt Lily and they did.

I was sentenced to prison and regretted day after day.

I know that something is wrong with this nascent industry, and it will definitely cause a sensation. Will Lily know about me, will she forgive me?

Sure enough, she knew about me, and she came to the prison to find me.

I looked at her eyes red, the hand holding the phone was shaking slightly, she asked me is Han Xiao?

I said calmly on my face, but in my heart I felt guilty and had a glimmer of hope for luck.

When she heard me say yes, her eyes suddenly lit up, and then she asked me how Lin Hanyu was?

At that moment all the light in my heart was extinguished, I was too greedy, and what was a person like me asking for?