A heart-pounding encounter

Jia Pingwa said: "Women under the age of twenty-five are beautiful!" I think that's pretty true. It is precisely because women have not experienced the complicated things in this world, so the pure soul maintained by the girlhood is reflected in the appearance, so delicate, so beautiful and moving, so intoxicating. Like a flower in the morning that is not stained with any dust, so clean, so beautiful, so spotless under the moisture of the dew! After a day of wind and rain, sun and rain, it has become what people often call the residual flowers and willows, and no one will pity and no one will pay attention to it, and soon it will gradually flow into the dust and mud.

I am telling a story like this today, reflecting the transformation of a woman from beautiful to determined and ruthless, hurting the people who have loved her for a long time, and many years later it is still unforgettable.

She was exactly twenty-five years old when I was dating her, and we broke up just before she was twenty-six.

Now I still think of Li Yuan from time to time, my heart is like a thousand arrows piercing my heart, eating and sleeping can not be normal, just to cover up the traces of being with her in the past, it has already exposed my miserable mentality.

I put the two-person photo frame of the two of us that I often placed on the table into the drawer, and I couldn't see it, and my heart was pure. Once upon a time, our accidental photo of Geng Rui made parents and relatives boast for a long time.

It was taken at the prairie ranch, and she was smiling like a flower on a horse, and I stood on the back of the horse with the reins in hand, snuggling up to her body. The brown-red horses leisurely bow their heads and graze. Our expressions are in perfect harmony with the gestures of the horses, as well as the light of the mountain, and it is not a rare good photo. Maybe participating in the competition, because it fully and truly reflects the deep love of young men and women, will also win the grand prize!

However, the strong love cannot resist the impact of the prospect. She was determined to go abroad, with lofty ambitions, and not for someone like me to live in peace. The heart-wrenching pain lasted for a long time.

Red, fruit-like thing, but not fruit, not as big as the fruit, but red and red, delicate, from the thin skin can see the inner flesh, red and yellow, rich and seductive, salivating.

oh! It is the fruit of a towering tree, and in the summer the birds eat it as food. But it was not good to eat, and the birds were like diarrhea, making the trees everywhere on the road, but adding a notoriety to the red fruit.

Li Yuan's downstairs was such a sight that I still thought it was a hint to her and me years later.

I first met Li Yuan on my way to fetch water at school. The political law of that meeting, the water still has to be brought back from the boiler room far away with a hot water kettle. Every time after lunch, on the way to the boiler room, men and women are in an endless stream. Girls tend to carry only 1 8-pound kettle, while boys can carry 2, or even 3 or 4. On the one hand, it is really powerful, on the other hand, it will definitely meet the girls in the class on the road, which can show that they are diligent and powerful.

Of course, there is often a careless "bang" sound, the hot water bottle is broken, and the mercury-plated pot slag in a pool of water is shattered to the ground, shining, and the eyes of the people are dazzled. There are diligent people who will quickly find brooms and dustpans and clean up the slag of the broken kettle, while the uncultured will never return.

I also encountered such a thing when I was boiling hot water, I and the second elder each carried 2 pots to fetch water, just turned a corner, I saw a familiar girl in the economic law system, not tall, but beautiful and moving, only black, we call her black in the pretty. She lifted a pot and walked back with a roommate while talking. I don't know what she said, the flowers and branches of her laughter trembled, this laughing body was shorter, her hands were also shaken wider, "bang", the pot bile fell down, shattered a slag, leaving a pool of water.

Kurori was shocked, and the classmates who knew her around her quipped to her: "Blossom, please eat melon tonight!" One or two, bitch! ”

Hei Li glanced at him, turned around breathlessly and ran away, saying as he ran, "Think beautiful, a bunch of idiots!" ”

We all laughed at her, she is a public lover on weekdays, a wink is a piece of the puzzle, "eating melon is talking about friends", this kind of joke she does not know how many times she has opened up with everyone.

When we came back from fetching water, we saw a girl in a white T-shirt and a red dress sweeping the slag of the kettle on the floor, but obviously from the shape, it was not black and pretty!

We were both curious and admiring, and when we looked closely, it was a girl in a dormitory with Lu Yuan, she was tall, her skin was white, her face was full of oval shapes, and the flowing child in front of her forehead was rolled up. I have seen her on weekdays, but I have not spoken, but I know that she is a girl with big eyes, a high nose, and a smile, nor is she a class cadre or a student union cadre, and she does not show the mountains and dew, as if she does not exist. Only slightly heard Lu Yuan say that she is a Baoji person, studying very hard, there are relatives in the school, and she never goes to the public bath in the bath.

A good impression is like a tender bud that will grow. In the past four years, this bud has grown silently and secretly, and unconsciously, it has already borne strong fruit in its heart.

Although there were only more than 800 people in a grade of political science and law at that time, after four years, there were many unfamiliar people in the class, let alone in the department.

In this way, we graduated, I joined the work, and after a year, I gradually stabilized. At this time, Lü Yuan and Li Yuan were both graduate students in civil and commercial law, and when I went to see her, Li Yuan was often there, which became the reason why we met again.

I saw her, but I didn't say much, but I had a better impression of her. She smiled like a flower, and when she saw people laughing first, a breath of youth swept over her face, making people feel refreshed and extremely happy.

I also have the heart to meet her, looking for opportunities from time to time. That day, Lu Yuan told me that Li Yuan was going home and had a lot of things. Naturally, I arrived at the school gate early to wait. Sure enough, not long after, she came out carrying many things, and she was not surprised to see me at all, smiling at me, looking very happy, maybe Lu Yuan told her. I had already called for a rental and went to the train station with her.

This was actually the first time I had talked to her so closely, and I was so interested, so funny, and addictive. It seems that the time to go to the train station is very short, and it will be there in a short time.

At this time, it was difficult for me to separate from her. When I gave her a long bus, I went up myself. We found a double row seat with no one in the back row, and we got into a hot chat again. The car started, I felt it, but I ignored it, until the conductor came to the front, I looked at her, a helpless look: "What to do, I might as well send you to Baoji!" She had infinite shyness in her eyes, her face was red, but her smile hung at the corner of her mouth, revealing her white and neat teeth.

I have been to Baoji several times, but this time it is different, so new and exciting, so that the dull scenery along the way is particularly vibrant.

To go to her home was to cross the river, in the family area of a state-run factory, a typical working family. The house is a two-bedroom and a living room, clean and tidy, my mother is a polite person, she is also li yuan called her after we first arrived in Baoji. Her father has been absent from home for many years, working in Shenzhen, and somehow a person, as seen in the photo, is also a technical elite.

So for her mother, to say surprise is also surprised, to say that novelty is also novel, and there must be a process of turning in the heart. In short, my mother interrogated me for a long time with a scrutinizing gaze, and I naturally confessed honestly.

Dinner was plentiful and full of home cooking. After spending some ordinary time in the past, there was suddenly a man in this room, but he was particularly born and energetic. The mother and daughter were also very excited between words, and from time to time there was a pleasant laugh. In particular, Li Yuan's voice is as pleasant as a silver bell!

After the meal, Li Yuan performed the piano for me alone, and the foundation laid from childhood marked her current unique charm as a woman!

The joy and pleasure lasted until more than ten o'clock in the evening, and I said goodbye to the hotel outside to rest. Li Yuan shyly told me that her mother let me sleep at home, in her room, a warm room full of girlish flowers.

Although the bed was narrow and narrow, it was soft and fluffy, and when I slept on it, I could smell the fragrance of a girl who had been deposited for many years.

A night of excitement, a long time to sleep, intoxicated in the dream do not know where to go, do not know whether it is a fairyland or an illusion!

The next day we met to go to Guanshan Ranch to play, and there were days of talking and laughing, fairy-like along the way. On the way, he met Geng Rui and his girlfriend, who were playing with him from Xi'an, so they traveled together and stayed overnight in a ranch yurt. So there is that pair of blue people leading horses that make people see extremely heartbreaking.

In the days that followed, everything on my side went forward as planned, going to see her several times a week, giving her gifts, and inviting her to dinner.

Every time she saw me there, she was fragrant, which made me feel the unique atmosphere of women, and my heart was crazy. When she couldn't help it, she didn't fiercely oppose it.

This went on for more than two months, but I found that she gradually changed, and when she spent time with me, she had more phone calls and was across from me when she listened to the phone.

Deep down I sensed that she had changed her mind!

In the days I spent with her, I knew that her ambitions had always been lofty, and she was determined to go abroad and go to Canada. However, according to the actual situation, she needs a strong guarantee and a certain material foundation, but according to the current situation of their family, it seems that it is not enough.

Her phone was transoceanic, and there was a man on the other side of the Pacific who was willing to vouch for her and provide financial support. It is said that his father was contacted by many people. She agreed, regardless of whether the man was blind or crippled. Hopefully, I have always thought so in my heart that I have seen her being abused by this blind man or a cripple many times in my dreams. I rushed forward again to theorize and tear people apart.

……

A few months later, during the Mid-Autumn Festival, she sent me a text message thanking me for my love for her and wishing me a happy other. This is also a wasted consolation for me.

At this moment, my numb heart that hurt earlier was like a torn wound, "drip" and "drip" bleeding non-stop.