"The Year of The Life"

Enter the year of the Natal Life today. I still don't want to get up in the morning, not why, I just don't want to think, lying in bed, thinking about what? There is nothing in fact.

Yesterday, it was found that one of the transplanted Zhao Cai trees had died, and the remaining one was taken to the sun. This morning, I found that the re-cuttings that had been trimmed did not work well.

The meal that I got up early to eat was the leftovers of yesterday morning, and I ate it again when it was hot, and suddenly felt necessary? It was originally cold, hot and too hot, and it needed to be cooled before eating. It's a lot of work.

Suddenly I remembered the millionaire basking in the sun on the beach saying to a beggar, "Why don't you ask to make money?" " story. The beggar's answer was: The result of my efforts to make money is to bask in the sun like you, but I am now basking in the sun. This story was read when I was in junior high school, and at that time I always felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't say it, and now that I think about it, this lazy logic is still quite intimidating.

Watching a video two days ago, Teacher Guo (Guo Inheritance) said: "We have all seen people who want to eat, but who has ever seen someone who wants breakfast?" If he could get up so early, would he still go to ask for food? "When I think about it, it makes sense. But if it had been 15 years ago, I would have been a neck-and-necker, and I would have had to fight with him for a red face.

People always mature slowly in this way. The process may be a little earlier or later. But it doesn't delay you from making a meaningless confession at the end of your life—think about it, what else am I not going to do? What else is there to answer? It doesn't really make any sense. Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, and they should not be horses and cattle for their children and grandchildren.

You yourself are not having a good time, you have not struggled to recognize your own position, you go and ask the child, that is also murder of him.

I lay in bed and wondered: Am I going to be here for the rest of my life? Although I have already made ideological preparations, when I really face this matter, I am still a little unwilling. For a moment, my heart was empty.

Yesterday's repair of the fortune tree is not good, just like this unsatisfactory life, but it still has to be broken by the hero, it is already dead, is it still left for the New Year? The effect of cuttings is not good, but it is better to have some hope than to give up. Sometimes when I think about it, I am not the smartest and hardest worker in my class, but from the current state alone, I am still the best in the eyes of thousands of people——— and I have single-handedly achieved from the countryside where generations have cultivated to the city with stable work. Why? I have been thinking, and I always feel that one thing can be copied, that is, no matter what I encounter, no matter what blow I encounter, I will never give up, set a goal early, step by step, even if I am repeatedly frustrated, even if I am getting farther and farther away from the goal, I still have not given up.

Yesterday's leftovers I came to eat today, not to say anything bitter, not to say anything hard, but to find that this hot and cold leftover is similar to the dialogue between the millionaire and the beggar. Hot leftovers seem to be a waste of time, a waste of energy, a waste of gas... But killing the bacteria (those who couldn't see the danger), I ate it and didn't feel uncomfortable. The beggar seemed to see through the red dust, triumphant, and had the upper hand in language for a while, but in fact, the hardship and lack of dignity of begging for food were only in his own heart. If he could really give up his dignity and the hard work of begging for food, how could he beg for food? When I really understood this, it was 15 years later.

Yes, you have never seen a beggar who asks for breakfast. We can sympathize with those who have suffered from natural disasters, but when we are physically and mentally sound, what do you think those who are born and are not perfect are trying to do? Each story is used to motivate yourself and nourish your emotions, and you can only make this story compare with you to find more comparability and integration, rather than using abusive emotions to argue. They are all adults, and they don't have to run all the way to death anymore.

Study well every day. Chairman Mao said. Very rustic and functional. As long as you don't give up, there's always a door open for you.