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After Jin Yong wrote "The Legend of the Archery Hero", the image of Huang Rong in his pen was on the paper, and the Luoyang paper was expensive for a while. However, all readers are intoxicated by the book, but they are bitter that there is no girl like her in reality, and they can't help but beat their chests and feet, eager to be born in the book to see the beauty.
After 1983, they stopped looking for it, closed the book, and stared at the TV with their eyes fixed on it.
Because this lively and cute girl appeared.
People remembered her name, her name was Weng Meiling, which was very good.
In 1985, the famous actress Weng Meiling committed suicide, everyone did not want to believe it, people fell into mourning, and the Hong Kong media interviewed many popular stars on the matter.
These artists are sad, nostalgic, and sad to say, "It's a pity, such a good girl." ”
But one person said something different, he thought for a moment, and said heavily: "The world is unpredictable, maybe when I am in the same situation as her, I will make the same choice." 」 ”
He is his brother Zhang Guorong.
On That April Fool's Day 18 years later, we also lost him.
Oh, yes...... Who says the pain of being alive is not greater than the fear of death? Zhang Guorong was able to have enough mind and body to not easily blame, perhaps, it was precisely because he had already keenly felt Weng Meiling's pain, right?
This year marks the 36th anniversary of Weng Meiling's death, a life that stopped at the age of 26 for so long.
What did she go through at what she was supposed to be at a clear and gentle age?
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"Whoever thinks I should be satisfied, should be happy, right?" But if I told you that I had nothing at all and accomplished nothing, would you believe me? ”
——Weng Meiling's words in an interview with reporters.
In 2021, if you want to see Weng Meiling, you need to fly over the blue sea and sky, flying over a distance of 8800 kilometers.
After her death, she was buried in a cemetery outside Cambridge, England, which was simple and quiet, but to this day, a few white flowers can occasionally be seen next to her grave.
They were all left by the tourists who came to find this beautiful person.
The beauty has traveled far, and those who have stopped here will surely recall her voice and smile until the memory ends abruptly at the end of spring when the pomegranate blossoms bloom.
May 14, 1985.
Weng Meiling's body ingested excessive gas, and when she was found, she could not be rescued and was sent to a public mortuary in Hong Kong.
If there is the most gentle way to die in the world, this may be one of them, and there is no pain for me.
Weng Meiling still looks the same as before, still so gentle, stubborn and playful.
However, the more this is the case, the more cruel it is to the living.
Tears flowed down her side, and the cries and cries of her mother lying next to the body made everyone cry.
Her mother, Zhang Ming, had only one child, and she only had Weng Meiling.
That's her baby, all she has, now, is gone.
The man Weng Meiling had once loved was standing next to her, still couldn't believe that everything had just happened.
Not long ago, they also joined hands to visit relatives in the United Kingdom, and they are about to achieve a good story.
Then, the end of the two is yin and yang.
Before she died, Weng Meiling once left a sentence: "DARING, I LOVE YOU." (Honey, I love you)
But her boyfriend, Tang Zhenye, could no longer let her hear his response.
Inside and outside the hospital, some people, in addition to grief, looked at this popular TVB actor, looked at this big brother of Liang Chaowei, Andy Lau, Miao Qiaowei, and Huang Rihua's "Wireless Five Tigers", and their eyes were full of endless hatred and hatred.
Weng Meiling was born in Hong Kong in 1959.
Her father was a customs crewman, but her mother had no name, in other words, Weng Meiling was an illegitimate daughter.
Therefore, in Weng Meiling's file, her place of origin is always filled in Anhui, which is her mother's hometown.
Although we still don't know weng Meiling's father's real name and where he came from, we know that Weng Meiling was loved by her father when she was a child, and his father liked this porcelain doll-like girl very much.
He placed Weng Meiling and her mother in a large villa in the mountains, hired servants to serve them, took good care of them, and let Weng Meiling attend the best English school.
Weng Meiling's life as a child was like a princess.
However, the weather is unpredictable, people have bad luck, Weng Meiling's father died when she was seven years old.
However, Weng Meiling's father did not close his eyes for a long time.
According to Weng Meiling's uncle, "At that time, this man did not close his eyes, and I said to his body: 'You rest in peace, Meiling and her mother, I will do my best to help them, and I will also provide Meiling with college and let him get ahead.'" ’”
After saying these words, he only blinked.
In this way, a promise was made between the two men.
Weng Meiling had unparalleled good luck, only to see her uncle regard her as his own, raise her as if she were her own, and never give up at all.
Later, when she was in college, she studied fashion design, which also influenced her because of Weng Meiling's uncle's talent for painting.
Even when she entered the show business circle, she was reminded by her uncle that if not, in a parallel world timeline, Weng Meiling would have become a costume designer in Hong Kong.
So we also think that if this really happens and we don't see her face on screen, she's not as famous as she used to be.
She didn't have as much starlight on her, all that surrounded her were all kinds of materials that could help her make clothes, and her mind was only on cutting...
Will everything be different?
If so, is she still alive now, and at her age, is she already teasing her grandson and raising her for a long time?
Adults have known for a long time —
There is no if in this world.
After her father's death, Weng Meiling herself and her mother had no name, so she could not be accepted by her father's family, and she could not get a penny of inheritance.
Although he received help from his uncle, his life was still difficult and difficult, until his mother married his stepfather, and he was better.
However, when her mother immigrated to England with her stepfather to do business when she was 11 years old, the young Weng Meiling stayed in Hong Kong to be supervised by relatives and friends.
It was not until the age of 15 that Weng Meiling was sent to The United Kingdom.
During the eight years of living in Britain, Weng Meiling worked and studied while helping to make dishes in the Chinese restaurant opened by her mother.
Busy every day, in this experience, Weng Meiling has developed a character that can bear hardships, she has gradually matured and become stronger, but because of the experience from childhood to adulthood, she has also bred sensitivity and stubbornness in her mentality.
It is difficult to say that this did not set the stage for a tragedy that would follow.
After graduating from high school, Weng Meiling entered the University of Cambridge and the Central College of Art in the United Kingdom with excellent results, studying the subject of fashion design and the work she longed for
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During this period, Weng Meiling also experienced the first sweet love in her life.
She fell in love with a Dutch boy.
But this is a love that is not blessed by the family, and her mother strictly forbids Weng Meiling to associate with others.
There was no way, the two had to sneak a date, and the boyfriend even called Weng Meiling was a huge trouble, so he had to get rid of the taxi driver to be the microphone for the two people.
I don't know how much I paid for it.
The boyfriend even proposed to Weng Meiling, but the glue-like two people were finally discovered by Weng's mother and forced the two of them to break up.
Weng Meiling was hit hard, and even swallowed a large number of sleeping pills to commit suicide, but fortunately, Weng Meiling found her in time and sent her to the hospital to wash her stomach, which saved her life.
Later, the two people broke up completely and there was no contact.
Only many years later, Bob, a cambridge high-achieving student in the Netherlands and Weng Meiling's boyfriend, did not know when to register a website to commemorate Weng Meiling, until last month, there were netizens who left messages on it.
Moreover, careful people found that although he already had children, for some reason, he did not register his marriage with his current wife.
When the reporter wanted to interview him, he said he did not want to accept any interviews.
He's getting older, and that site staying on the Internet seems to be enough to represent a lot of things.
In 1982, Weng Meiling returned to Hong Kong.
She soon shone like a comet across the sky in asia, but only for three short years.
She originally wanted to pursue a career in the textile industry she loved.
However, her uncle persuaded her to participate in this year's Miss Hong Kong pageant.
She thought about it, approached the photo studio and took a group of photos at random, looked at it, was satisfied, and went to register. In this photo, she is young and beautiful, full of lively atmosphere.
This photograph is also embedded in the tombstone outside Cambridge.
Because she was not superior in height or skin color, she only won 15th place from thousands of people.
By the way, the Hong Kong sister of that year was Liang Yunrui, and now she has long left the show business circle, and her fame is far less than that of Weng Meiling.
It is more necessary to mention that the runner-up, she is the famous singer, jewelry tycoon, real estate dealer Kwong MeiYun, once and the gambling king He Hongshen passed on the scandal, and Zheng Yutong's son has fallen in love, and now has a value of more than 500 million yuan, but still single legend.
Then again, this result and this ranking are already very good for Weng Meiling, but she feels that it is not enough.
Hong Kong TVB, also known as TVB, took a fancy to this lively girl and signed a contract with her.
She became a young and lovely host.
This young flower was soon favored by the crew and invited her to participate in the TV series, which was the "ThirteenThirties" that changed his fate.
She also met her own bad luck in this drama, and Tang Zhenye, who was still deeply loved before her death.
The two people had an affair because of the drama, and Tang Zhenye was not only handsome at that time, but also particularly concerned about Weng Meiling, and it is for this reason that Weng Meiling, who lacked the care of her relatives in childhood, fell in love.
Until the end of his short life, he could not break free.
Later, Weng Meiling tried the most important play in her life, "The Legend of the Eagle Hero", and she won a big victory among many competitors.
"That's her." That year, Jin Yong pointed at Weng Meiling and said.
Needless to say, Weng Meiling ushered in the biggest climax of her life, and after the release of "The Legend of the Eagle Shooter", the praise continued, and everyone knew this lively "Pretty Huang Rong".
A hit, the whole of Hong Kong knew her.
What many people don't know is that when filming the legend of the archery hero, Weng Meiling accidentally injured her eye while shooting martial arts shots, and Tang Zhenye also learned to cook soup, and went to the hospital every day to accompany her, one step at a time.
The sweet love affair made both of them happy, and looking back now, it was probably the most enjoyable time of her life.
However, in the days that followed, Weng Meiling seemed to have stepped into the abyss.
Because both people are at their most popular, they often need to separate to go to different crews to shoot scenes, gathering less and leaving more once it often happens... These two young lovers naturally often quarreled, got angry, and finally broke up unhappily.
In this battle, there may be no winners.
But Weng Meiling is always a person who is easy to hurt, she has always been very affectionate about feelings, in the face of this man, she found an opportunity and said to him:
"Let's get married."
Tang Zhenye refused, on the grounds that he still wanted to develop his career.
Weng Meiling is desperate, she chooses to wander the nightclub, wants to numb herself with alcohol, wants to make herself forget all this.
However, it is often the wine that goes deep, the emotions come like a tide, trying to escape, the end of the psychedelic thoughts, or the man.
Tears are like a fountain.
Moreover, Weng Meiling's career is also in the downhill road, the pressure is getting bigger and bigger, and she carries the "Huang Rong" persona on her body, causing people to think of Huang Rong when they watch her plays.
Her tense thoughts grew tighter and tighter, and people became more and more tired.
The mood is terrible.
Her good friend Xia Shuling also committed suicide in 1984, and a reporter asked Weng Meiling what she thought of the matter.
After Weng Meiling expressed her remembrance of her friend, she said seriously: "I will never be so stupid as to commit suicide for love, and the loss of love is really a waste of time and spirit... Are you worth sacrificing for someone who no longer loves you? Besides, I know... Didn't have the courage to commit suicide. ”
Now it seems that Weng Meiling said it like the opposite.
At this time, Weng Meiling heard someone say that Tang Zhenye had found a new girlfriend, and she repeatedly confirmed that she made many phone calls without responding.
She was really panicked.
In tears, she swallowed four sleeping pills and prepared to commit suicide.
But he regretted it so much that he quickly called the doctor.
However, such a move did not "scare" Tang Zhenye, but he felt that Weng Meiling was more like making trouble without reason, so he wanted to leave the "trouble" of her even more.
However, from our point of view, we can only see that Weng Meiling is just a poor and helpless girl.
The light in her eyes dimmed.
Even in order to stimulate Tang Zhenye, she met Zou Shilong, who openly showed favor to her, and she accepted it, completely ignoring that Zou Shilong was a famous playboy - he was also Mei Yanfang's public boyfriend at that time.
At that time, Weng Meiling and Zou Shilong were dancing in the disco, but when Tang Zhenye passed by her with his girlfriend, Tang Zhenye did not seem to mind her dancing with other men.
The rift in the relationship is hard to repair.
Weng Meiling was discouraged.
Sometimes people will find her crying alone in the corner of the set, looking very lost.
What can make her light up the last glimmer of hope is that when TVB wants to shoot "The King of the Bridge King", let Tang Zhenye and Weng Meiling cooperate as lovers, which is also a window for them to get back together.
Weng Meiling had some expectations.
However, when these two people posed as a special dear person at the urging of the director, all the staff sensed the stiffness and helplessness of the two people, and it took a long time to finish shooting.
Anyone could see that the two of them were struggling.
After the shooting, Tang Zhenye left without a word, without waiting for her.
That night, Weng Meiling, who was completely desperate, was drunk.
The next day, Tang Zhenye came to Weng Meiling's home, packed up the clothes placed here, and left silently.
It's like an iron heart to end this relationship.
On May 3, 1985, Weng Meiling participated in the "Celebrity Charity Competition", which was her last appearance on television.
After that, she went to a feng shui master and unrealistically wondered if it was because of the feng shui in the family that caused the two to break up.
From May 10 to 12, Weng Meiling, at the invitation of Zou Shilong, visited Macau, and after being photographed by reporters, Weng Meiling found that photos of Tang Zhenye and other women playing also appeared in the newspaper.
On the evening of May 13, Weng Meiling called Tang Zhenye.
He didn't reply, so Weng Meiling left a message - "If you don't reply to me, you will never hear my voice."
On May 14, Weng Meiling's heart stopped beating.
Many people attended her memorial service, and Tang Zhenye wrote a link that read: "Dear Meiling, I will always love you deeply."
Holding a bouquet of roses, he pinned the flower to Weng Meiling's sideburns, and folded a comb in half, half next to her, and half left for himself—a local etiquette for a married couple to never say goodbye.
Since then, there has been no more Weng Meiling in the world.
Rest in peace, the path of reincarnation will not stop.
The world is so wonderful, full of endlessness, maybe... People who like her will be able to meet her again one day in the future, and next time, please stay with us for a little longer.
From that day on, for many, May is no longer an ordinary month, this wonderful late spring and early summer day, the pomegranate flowers are bright red like fire, the sun is warm, and the warm breeze is gentle.
However, this season has left a beautiful woman forever, and the white locust flowers are in bunches, like the plain white placket when she left.
"I'll never see her again."
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