Receiving "The wish of this life is by your side, you are by your side," he chose to leave

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A few years ago, my father had a serious illness, spent all his savings, was still in debt, and his mother was not in good health, so he had to go to the hospital every two weeks for a review.

Because this ex-husband doesn't ask, he still speaks harshly.

When my father, who was still in his hospital, yelled at me in the hospital on the third day of the Chinese New Year, I made up my mind to leave this person.

But the ex-husband did not want to divorce, I sued the court, although the divorce was granted, but did not win the custody of the son, the chicken feathers lived in the same place.

In order to escape from real life, the unit called for participation in the "poverty alleviation" and sent cadres to the western countryside to serve as the first secretary.

I enthusiastically signed up and came to a village called "Changting" thousands of kilometers away from my home.

Wen Xiaoze, engaged in real estate development in the provincial city, encountered the "ecological rectification" incident, the project was stopped, and finally the built house was demolished, and Party A's project funds could not be settled, but the wages of migrant workers must be given.

In this way, not only did she have nothing to lose, but she also owed millions to the bank, and the daughter-in-law led the child away from home, and when she was desperate, she had to return to her hometown in Changting and do some small business.

After I came to the village, I wanted to get rid of poverty and call for vigorous development of industry, Wen Xiaoze was a person who had seen the world after returning from the provincial city.

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Changting village is sparsely populated, the natural conditions are backward, rely on the sky to eat, most of the village's prime-aged laborers go out to work, leaving behind is called the "993861" troops (that is, the elderly, women, children).

It is more difficult to develop the industry, after research, it was decided to plant peppers, although it is a small industry, but the return is fast, do not need a strong labor force, after planting the elderly, women, children can manage, pick.

But everyone is full of tongues, worried about sales, worried about the harvest, and some say that planting peppers all their lives is planting a little bit of their own food, where more than a dozen acres, dozens of acres have been planted.

When the industry could not be promoted, Wen Xiaoze stood up and expressed his willingness to try to plant 50 acres, and if he succeeded, he could provide planting experience for everyone and take the lead.

Driven by Wen Xiaoze, 20 households in the village planted 870 acres, so we cooperated and worked together.

Everything is difficult to start a business, and the lease of land, seedlings, and transplanting are very smooth.

Fast forward to autumn, when everyone is immersed in the joy of harvesting, in early October suddenly rainy, peppers can not be picked, days of heavy rain washed away the road, people can not travel, peppers can not be pulled in the city can not be sold.

More than 20 villagers surrounded me in the activity room of the village committee, saying that I had made a mistake in decision-making and asking me to compensate.

I have repeatedly said that I have reported to the leaders of my unit and colleagues the difficulties encountered in our village, and they are also contacting the major fruit and vegetable supermarkets in the city to try to minimize the losses.

But the villagers ignored it, saying that "the silver in the hands is not as good as the copper in the hands."

The village committee is full of people every day, noisy, and the rain does not stop, I am anxious, only hoping that the rain will stop early and the road will pass early.

Wen Xiaoze was afraid that he really couldn't look at it anymore, and said to the people surrounding the village committee, "The impostor secretary is not for us, this rain cannot stop, and no one can do anything."

This does not work, I set up a chili cooperative, at a price of 1 yuan per catty to buy, after the rain stops, you all go to pick, how much is counted, regardless of quality.

The villagers dispersed and went home to pick peppers in the rain.

This is the solution for me.

Fortunately, at the time of the introduction of the national "consumption poverty alleviation" policy, our peppers were not only listed in the largest fruit and vegetable supermarket in the city, but also booked by the canteen of the provincial government, and promised that any agricultural products in Changting Village would be given priority to the canteen of the provincial government.

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Afterwards, I asked Wen Xiaoze, why do you have to do it? It's a lot of money, and if it doesn't sell, you're going to lose a lot of money?

Wen Xiaoze said lightly, in fact, I did not deliberately do anything, but I don't know why? I want to protect you and make you suffer a little less sin.

Fast forward to the early winter, the road that was washed away by heavy rain also entered the maintenance stage, and the town of Xiasha, where Changting Village is located, informed us to send personnel to a meeting.

That day I put on an off-white cotton jacket and walked to the place where the road was being built, and the car could only be parked on this side, and we had to walk through the dust and the mess of rocks, walk over on my own, and then take a motorcycle on the other side of the road to the meeting place.

When I was about to climb the rock pile, Wen Xiaoze rushed down from the car breathlessly, laughing and saying that it was good to come.

Go, I grew up here and know that there is a dirt road that can go to town, that is, a big circle, I ride a motorcycle to send you to and.

I think it's too troublesome, it's okay to express that you can climb over from here, Wen Xiaoze said, it's the white jacket that hurts you to come and send you.

I suddenly felt very warm in my heart, how gentle a person who even hurts your jacket should be.

I have lived half a life, I have never been treated gently, and in the previous marriage, there was no understanding, care, love, responsibility.

Only vicious words, irritability, and insults along with my parents, sitting on the back of a motorcycle, somehow, I burst into tears.

Life is so strange, everyone thinks that you are very happy, can give you shelter from the wind and rain, in fact, the biggest wind and rain in life are brought by him.

People who have nothing to do with you are actually people who can give you the greatest tolerance and respect.

Wen Xiaoze was obviously a little overwhelmed, and said nervously, it doesn't matter, if possible, he wants to pick you up and send you for the rest of his life.

I was silent.

It is not my most beautiful years now, nor is it my shining moment, even very messy, very sleepy, and even unwilling to open my heart to accept a person again.

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But Wen Xiaoze continued to do some small things that he thought he could, saying that it was not easy to come from the provincial city, he raised his hand, but it could make me suffer less.

During this period, I advised Wen Xiaoze to get up from where he fell, owe millions of debts, and how to repay it in his hometown?

You have been working in the construction for more than twenty years, the connections are still there, the workers are still there, it is better to return to the old business.

Wen Xiaoze said that knowing you, let me have a goal again, willing to try.

It is also to catch up with the opportunity, the clarion call of the national poverty alleviation campaign to comprehensively get rid of poverty has sounded, and the resettlement sites and housing projects require accelerated progress to ensure that poor households can live as scheduled.

Because Wen Xiaoze had experience in doing engineering, he successfully contracted several resettlement projects in foreign settlements, and in addition, he never defaulted on the wages of workers, and his former workers came back to work.

The only difficulty was that there was no start-up capital, I helped him guarantee the loan, and the local government promised to advance part of it in order to speed up the progress of the resettlement site.

In this way, all the difficulties were solved. The progress of the project and the accounting of the final payment are very smooth.

Unexpectedly, in less than two years, Wen Xiaoze not only paid off the arrears, but also made a lot of profits.

In this way, we have done a lot of meaningful things together and walked through many hardships and hardships together.

Wen Xiaoze never said the word "love" to me, but everything he did deeply warmed me, made me feel at peace in my heart, and had the strength to deal with all kinds of things in the world that needed me to do.

He gave me full freedom, tolerance and respect, made me more confident, and thought that this person might be the right person in my life.

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What really made Wen Xiaoze famous in a war, and his value doubled was that he acquired the famous rotten tail building called AnJia in the provincial city. The project of the rotten tail building is actually not large, but because it affects the entire cityscape, it involves the interests of more than 600 creditors.

The government attaches special importance to it, is determined to reorganize, originally planned to take the road of bankruptcy reorganization, but also wanted to save the enterprise and protect the greatest interests of creditors, but because the debtor was really unable to bear the corresponding responsibility, it had to break the boat and directly bankruptcy liquidation.

In this way, the existing assets will be auctioned, but the house involves too many creditors, and the contractor triangle debt is constantly sorted out, and no one is willing to take over, Wen Xiaoze smells the opportunity and bids at a very low price.

I'm afraid that in response to a sentence that Wen Xiaoze often said to me, if others owe you, someone will always repay you in another way.

Those two years were the dividend period of real estate, the house was built smoothly, and a professional sales team was hired.

In addition, the location is not bad, and it is sold out quickly.

Wen Xiaoze only took four years to complete the leap from debt to over 100 million.

I also completed the task of poverty alleviation, ended my life in the village, and returned to my original unit to continue working.

No matter how busy Wen Xiaoze is, he will take a day every week to accompany me to watch a movie, or visit the park, or cook a meal together, or do nothing without a word.

It was good for my parents, sons, siblings, and couldn't fault anything.

The eyes are stable and comfortable, and the heart is calm and peaceful. I once thought that my life was slowly climbing up from the bottom of the valley, and Wen Xiaoze was sent by heaven to compensate me.

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Recently, Wen Xiaoze seems to have not returned for a long time, carefully calculated, really more than ten days have not returned, this has never been before, there will be no incident, right?

Every day, the information is sent, the phone is called, and then the people are now The general manager of Wen, so busy. Besides, we have been together for almost seven years, and we can be like before.

I couldn't help but laugh dumbly, all of them were in their forties, still tangling with the shape of men.

"Didi" sounded twice, prompting WeChat to send a message. "Baby, all I want in my life is that you are by your side, by your side." It was sent by Wen Xiaoze.

"Haha, are you old, still say this, we are slowly living day by day." Wen Xiaoze's message seemed to reassure me, and I blamed myself for thinking wildly.

Although I said this, my heart was still very warm and determined, and I slept happily in this affectionate encirclement.

6:20 a.m. Alarm clock woke me up, I picked up the phone confusedly, Wen Xiaoze actually sent me a message at 3:07 a.m., opened a look, there was only one sentence "Baby wants me to go back, what should I do?" ”

As soon as I grunted and sat up, drowsy, my whole heart sank, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and read this sentence over and over again.

I seemed to see it swallow me up little by little with its bloody mouth, and I didn't have the strength to dodge.

No wonder Wen Xiaoze did not come back for more than ten days, he was hesitating, tangled, and choosing. When did he and his ex-wife have an ambiguous conversation? And it's already getting to the point where you want to go back?

So what am I? What are our relationships of seven years?

Although I know that they have a lot of contact on WeChat, I have always thought that it is because of the baby, so I have never said half a word, and I have never stopped him from seeing the child, because I understand that he not only has me, but also a father.

The past scenes were replayed in front of me like a movie, and when my father was rescued in the emergency room, Wen Xiaoze said that he was not afraid, there was me.

Helping my mother cut shredded potatoes, the result was thicker than chopsticks, making my mother laugh.

Whether eating at home or out, he filled my bowl with dishes I liked to eat.

I went to his office, and he always picked me up at the door and took my hand and walked to his office.

Once we were chatting and saying who was very good to whom, he casually said, "I thought I was in pain enough. "I realized that his heart was hurting me.

Their company wanted to do an event near my unit, originally he did not have to personally fight, he said, thinking that he could stay with you for five or six days, I came to preside over it. I realized that he wanted to stay with me.

It usually takes two hours to get back to where we live from his construction site, and once walked for almost three hours, and I asked him how to slow down today, and he laughed and said, It's raining, the road is slippery, you can't make you a meal, you don't want to die. I realized that he had come back before I left work to make me a meal.

Is all this fake? Can you fake such a true feeling?

I once thought that I had been hit by love, and my life was slowly and smoothly, but in fact I fell to the bottom of the valley deeper than the last time.

I stood in front of the window, from dawn to darkness, from darkness to dawn, and I told myself that I had to have my own bottom line and pride.

I think that love is never a multiple choice question, it is not that you have chosen me, I should be thankful, but I am your unique.

Whether you are poor or rich, whether you are sick or healthy, no matter what happens, as long as you have a breath, you will climb to my side.

And Wen Xiaoze clearly made a choice, he put me and others on the scale of his heart, weighing, comparing, and choosing.

Wen Xiaoze, Wen Xiaoze, just like your name, I promise you to be dashing and free, but you don't have to be deeply kind to me.

Although I have the answer, why does my heart hurt so much? Why is it so reluctant? No matter how hard it is, the decision should not be more than 24 hours, and after 24 hours I must do what I have to do.

The sky was gradually turning white, and I knew that it was about to light up, and time was not waiting for me.

I picked up my phone and sent Wen Xiaoze a word "points."