Re-reading the novel "Strange Clouds and Late Returns", I once again felt the "extreme pain of youth" and "the love of the most beautiful".
Ann was destined to be strange to the two men, one to forget, the other to keep each other. She did not deny any of her feelings, Yun Twilight was the most beautiful stroke in her youth memory, and Lu Shaochi was her lifelong entrustment. She loves Yun Twilight, but she loves Lu Shaochi even more. ”
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > (i) At the worst, she met the best person of her life. </h1>
When she was 16 years old, she experienced the unbearable weight of her life, she was slandered as a helper, angry with her mother, and then watched her father jump to her death in front of her eyes, and even her boyfriend yun twilight who had loved for 3 years left her.
It was an indelible darkness in her life. Under various stimuli, her congenital heart disease developed for the first time. "Her rare heart disease has passed the incubation period, and once it is induced, it will be frequently sick until death."
So "she came every day as the last day, telling herself to be happy, to be strong, to be worthy of herself." ”
In those years, she lived a very difficult life, but no matter how difficult it was, she survived.
At the height of her life, she begged for food at the hospital gate.
Lu Shaochi, from a privileged family, is a true proud son of heaven, a medical wizard, and the youngest director of cardiac surgery.
The first time he met An Yimo was in the intensive care unit, where she was sentenced to death by the doctor, but she stubbornly survived and was discharged from the hospital. She never seemed to know what fear and grief meant, and was always smiling, and he fell into the smile of this optimistic girl.
Once, he met her at the hospital gate who only needed money for food. He asked her why she was asking for food at the hospital gate, and she said that even if she fainted at the hospital door, the hospital would at least not see death and not save her.
Two people who did not match in terms of family, wealth, status, and knowledge actually became boyfriend and girlfriend in the second year of acquaintance.
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > (ii) "She finally understood the weight of this feeling and finally made up her mind to entrust herself to him completely." ”</h1>
Lu Shaochi received a strict education from an early age and did not enjoy the spoils of his parents. An Yimo's appearance seemed to let him see the look of his inner desire for the favor of his parents when he was a child.
Her love and hate were written on her face, childish, always grinning widely, making him both angry and distressed. He spoiled her and coveted her dependence, which seemed to somehow compensate for his own inner desire for intimacy.
His mom didn't like her, he didn't care. Her disgraceful past was revealed, and he didn't mind, just chafing himself for not showing up to her earlier to protect her. She was wrongfully discredited, and he trusted her unconditionally to help her deal with those who maliciously slandered her.
He understood her and felt sorry for her. He knew she was only superficially strong, but in fact she was easily injured.
Lu Shaochi was so good to An Yimo that she met the best person in the darkest time of her life. He was pointed out for her for his misconduct in his private life, and even his professional ethics was questioned...
She didn't mind what others said about her, but she couldn't tolerate him being wronged and smeared like this, affecting her future, so she had to be strong and face him together.
She loved Yun Twilight for 3 years, and then spent 6 years to forget him. She knew that she had not completely let go of her first love during that period of time, but Lu Shaochi had "been accompanied for more than two years, and the care of her father and brother", and the two had experienced so many things together, "She finally understood the weight of this feeling, and finally made up her mind to entrust herself to him completely."
Lu Shaochi helped her find herself, and having him by her side was her greatest confidence and encouragement. She had always insisted on doing a job she didn't like, an entertainment journalist, just to get into the newspaper and help her father fulfill his last wishes. And he and his father told her to let go of her obsessions, to live for herself, to do what she really liked—game planning.
After learning that she was likely to have only 3 months left to live, he still gave her a twelve-carat diamond ring.
The moment she saw him take out the ring, she felt sweet and touched in her heart, but she was worried that she had not yet let go of her feelings for Yun Twilight and could not give him wholehearted love.
Carefully, he saw the hesitation in her eyes, and he was afraid of rejection, so he pretended to be relaxed and said, "You don't think I'm proposing, do you?" It's just a normal gift, I saw it beautiful in the United States, and I bought it, it's not worth anything. ”
He was so attentive to her feelings, so careful that he even proposed marriage.
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > (iii) "I have always believed that people who love each other will still be together. ”</h1>
Lu Shaochi went to the United States to find expert friends to study the treatment of her in order to find a friend to study her treatment, and when he returned, he resisted the pressure from his mother, the pressure from the negative impact of the failure of the operation on his future, and resisted the pressure that if the operation was not successful, he would lose her pressure forever and operate on her.
The operation was successful! But at their wedding, he disappeared. Because he thought that An Yimo's favorite was Yun Twilight Han, he wanted to complete them, but he couldn't watch them together, so he chose to go to Kenya to become Msfs Without Borders.
Unexpectedly, he was armed in Kenya. feign. The elements were taken hostage and then killed...
An Yimo was pregnant with Lu Shaochi's child, endured the grief of losing Lu Shaochi, and forced herself to raise a baby with peace of mind. Then, after giving birth to their child, she handed the child over to Lu Shaochi's parents and ran to Kenya to accompany him and search for his memories.
When she had determined her intentions, before she could talk to him, he left.
So she blogged online, using pictures and words to remember him. She recorded her daily life in the form of a diary. She also wrote down her own story with Lu Shaochi.
There will always be unexpected miracles in the world, Lu Shaochi is not dead, he has come to find her! She could finally tell him in person that she loved him!
He said: "I have always believed that people who love each other will still be together. ”
< h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > (iv) conclusion</h1>
Lu Shaochi is really a very perfect person, and he gave An Yimo a perfect love.
He trusted her unconditionally, and no matter how others smeared her and wronged her, he chose to believe her.
Fromm, who is revered as one of the founders of "psychoanalytic sociology," famously said, "Love is essentially giving rather than receiving." ”
Lu Shaochi loves An Yimo, he doesn't care about the difference between her family, wealth and knowledge and his own, he loves her only because she is her.
He gave her trust, tolerance, pampering and protection, and never asked her for anything.
There may be such love in reality, but it is really rare.
Many people will consider each other's family background, income, wealth, knowledge, etc. when choosing the other half. And when love encounters opposition from the family, how many people can resist the pressure and move forward at all costs?
When people are in love, they can't help but compare their own efforts with each other's efforts, comparing who loves more and who loves less.
When seeing that the other party has suspected intimate behavior with other members of the opposite sex, who can trust unconditionally without suspicion?
Who can not ask questions when the person they likes is wronged and smeared, but only completely trusts and defends the other party?
Love is not possession, it is fulfillment. When he mistakenly thought that An Yimo's favorite was Yun Twilight, despite the pain in his heart, he still chose to fulfill her, as long as she was happy.
Roland said: "When you really love someone, you will forget your own bittersweet gains and losses, and only care about the other person's bittersweet gains and losses." ”
At this point, Lu Shaochi did it. An Yimo is lucky, there is a person in this world who loves her only because she is her.
If An Yimo had let go of his love for Yun Twilight Han earlier and loved Lu Shaochi wholeheartedly, they might not have had to go through so many twists and turns. However, if the last two can be together, those twists and turns will only make the two people's hearts more firm.
Love someone, as long as you are sure, you must tell the other party earlier, do not let the other party's heart hang, nervous. After all, not everyone in the world can love as firmly as Lu Shaochi.