Once desperate, thinking that the sweet love ending must be a lover finally become a family, unfortunately, our love, after all, is the end of no disease, when we are bloody with each other, the words become insincere, a sentence "no longer have to wait for me" to replace the original "next time we meet together", I know that between us, the excitement and joy that have not been seen for a long time is only once, we have to face the helplessness of dragging on or separating. We didn't say goodbye or say we were sorry, but we all knew in our hearts that our love was over!
Thank you to us who once loved, and it was good that we were not together.
meet
When I met you, we didn't expect anything later.
I don't remember what the first sentence you said was, and I don't remember whether it was you who added me or me who added you, and we became each other's QQ friends.
We didn't intersect before, we weren't born in the same province, we didn't go to the same university, we didn't read the same major, we were probably born in the same year, the same year of the college entrance examination, the same year of college.
I'm in Yunnan, you're in Xi'an.
Maybe the place where you were born once had Jiangxi University of Finance and Economics that I wanted to study, maybe you studied medicine, I have some admiration for you, and the finance I read was what you think is the best major at the moment, or as many people say: people always have a persistent preference for what they don't get, so we pay special attention to each other.
First acquaintance
You're different from other boys, you don't like to play games, and so do I. I don't like to play games, and I don't like boys who play games. We can talk to each other for a long time, talk about school, talk about roommates, talk about university teachers, talk about their ideals, talk about their imaginary love!
Just out of the college entrance examination, we are like a wild horse that has lost its reins, the classes in college are boring, we all have a lot of time and youth to waste, and the online world is our paradise for each other.
Later, we exchanged phone numbers, you used to call me every day, we were like friends we had known for many years, there were endless words, but we didn't see each other, we lived in our own world.
misunderstand
After half a year, we were strangers who knew each other best. I don't remember what we talked about, I said the shortcomings of my body, you said: in others are shortcomings, but in you are the characteristics. A vulgar person like me, hearing such a creative praise, is very good for you.
I love romance novels, and all my fantasies about love are novels. When I was reading a novel on the Internet that day, I saw a particularly favorite sentence: Ren Si Nian grew into a dense tree, and the thick of ren man tree drifted into a sadness that thought of you. I copied this sentence and sent it to you, and you praised me for my literary style and used it as a signature until now.
Maybe it's that sentence is too blunt, or maybe your understanding is too deep, so you say you want me to be your girlfriend.
We who went to college, who are already adults, are no longer children. I know that we are thousands of miles apart, and it is a virtual love, and in the end it is just "seeing the light and dying".
meet
On National Day in 2007, you said that you were going to come to Kunming from Xi'an to see me, and I thought you were joking and casually agreed to you. At that time, none of us had a video. I said can you recognize me, maybe we shouldn't know each other even if we meet! You said that if you recognized me, I would definitely be your girlfriend. We laughed like friends we'd known for years.
I was going to pick you up at the train station, but it turned out that I took the wrong bus, I didn't get to the train station, and then our mobile phones were out of power, and the contact was completely broken, I guess, you must have lied to me, so I went back to school.
At five o'clock in the afternoon, you contacted me and said that you were at my school gate, and I kept apologizing while running to the school gate, and sure enough, it was you who called out my name first.
We walked around the park together, took pictures together, like friends we had known for many years, and at the end of a short vacation, you made a train back to Xi'an.
You started to think of yourself as my boyfriend and started to demand of yourself by the standards of a boyfriend. You will call me a lot every day, you will say good morning to me, you will say goodnight to me, you will pay attention to the weather in my city, you will remind me to bring an umbrella when it rains, and you will dress more when it is cold... You can easily detect my unhappiness, you will send me all kinds of snacks that I love to eat and novels that I love to read, and you will work with me to plan our future. You said you would come to the city where I would be.
See parents
About the future, about the future, and even talked about meeting parents and getting married.
In the summer of 2008, you took a vacation first, you went to my city to wait for me to take a holiday, and then sent me home, but I did not dare to let my parents know, because my father has always been very strict with me, always saying that even if you are in college, you must study hard and are not allowed to fall in love. After sending me home, you are on your way home, and you make a train from Kunming to Nanchang.
In July 2009, you graduated from college while I was in my senior year. You started your internship, only to go back to your hometown and become a township hygienist. You said that when I graduated, I could go to your hometown.
That Spring Festival, you said you were going to take me to see my parents, and I really went. That year there was no online ticket, I queued for a day, there was no ticket, I could only buy station tickets, for our love, 30 hours of green-skinned train, station tickets, I really bought.
It was the first time I left my hometown.
When I got to where you worked, I met your colleagues and met your mom and dad and grandpa with you.
The days I arrived, it kept raining. I've been afraid of the cold since I was a child, and the days there are really cold.
I don't understand the dialect you speak, and I don't know what you, your colleagues, and your family say about me.
afterward
In April 2010, you asked me to apply for your public institution there, and I went from Kunming to Nanchang for the exam you said.
The day I arrived, it was still raining. I spent 10 days in your city, and it was sunny and rainy. I started catching a cold on day 2 and didn't get well until I left.
The exam was not ideal, perhaps because of my own carelessness, you found a teacher's job for me, I did not like, did not go.
In July 2010, I graduated and worked for a securities company in Kunming, and then I went to a branch in Yunnan, where we were farther apart, and your phone number was less, stubborn as I was, and I didn't call you. We went from a few calls a day to a phone call for a few days, and then, we stopped in touch.
finale
Knowing your news again, it was a year later, I heard that you quit your job as a township hygienist in a hospital in Nanchang.
Then you contacted me on QQ, you said you have a new girlfriend, is in the same hospital as you, she is a nurse, gentle and kind, a bit like me, you said that after all, once loved, just because of the distance, we are not together, hope to be friends, if you come to Yunnan tourism, will contact me. I rejected your kindness, stubborn as I was, and deleted all your contact details.
Two years later, I met the right person.
You have crossed thousands of miles for me, I have fought for you, and now, we are all married, my groom is not you, your bride is not me, between us, I am not seen in this life! Not a pity, but it's good now!