Story: After she was forced into the palace, she always drank dodge soup, but the emperor said, "Give birth to a child and let you go"

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Before entering the palace, I had married someone, who was the younger brother of the current saint and a famous sage king for his military achievements.

1. It is difficult for husbands and wives to accompany each other

"Li Cheng, double into the cave room——"

The red candle shines high, and the dim candle shadow faintly sways on the red brocade quilt. After Jing Cheng and I walked into the cave room together, the booing of the young master outside the door gradually subsided.

I was wearing a red hijab, and the crown on my bun seemed to weigh as much as a thousand pounds, which made my neck ache. Today's red tape has made me tired, so I stretched out my hand wearing several bracelets, waved it into the air, and said with disgust: "Ah Cheng, come and lift my head." ”

Zhao Jingcheng smiled, sat down next to me, and quipped to me: "So you can't wait?" ”

Even if my nature has always been informal, I can't stand his jokes. When he picked up the scale rod and lifted my red hijab, he saw the crimson floating next to my cheeks, and couldn't help but smile, "The rouge that Grandma smeared for you today is inevitably red, or are you afraid to see me?" ”

I glared at him angrily, about to wave my hand at his chest, but he quickly avoided it, grabbed my wrist and pulled me into his arms, "What? I let you do the usual competition, and today's cave night still wants to fight with me for three hundred rounds? ”

I knew that if I came hard at this time, he would not let me go. So I changed tactics. Er, I threw myself at him hard, and I pressed down on him.

Zhao Jingcheng was caught off guard and looked at me with some surprise, I put my hands against his ear, looked straight into his deep eyes, and for a moment indulged in the reflection in his eyes.

Zhao Jingcheng did not have time to return to his senses, when suddenly a whisper came from outside the door, "Your Highness the Xianwang, General Lu said that there is an urgent order, please go to the study to talk in detail." ”

I hurriedly got up from him and saw that he was looking at me with a look of guilt, and I had to smile, "Okay, General, in short, you are now my Shen Shuhua's person." ”

His face was very deep, or a little distressed about me, and he kissed me lightly on the forehead, "Wait for me to come back." As soon as the words stopped, he left resolutely, and I looked at his back in a red dress, and my heart was lost.

He is a well-known victorious general on the battlefield, the sixth prince of the royal family, and the favorite brother of the saint today. His identity is so special that he acts involuntarily, and I don't blame him.

But I didn't expect that it would be the last time I would see Zhao Jingcheng.

"His Royal Highness the Wise King has been martyred." Gonggong Li proclaimed his will in grief, and I raised my head in disbelief and sat on my knees on the cold ground. When the people in the Xianwang Mansion heard Li Gonggong's words, they all fell to their knees and did not dare to get up.

There was a slight cry from the Xianwang Mansion, and the maid Zhichun supported me and comforted me with sobs: "The princess should be well considerate." ”

I stood up with Zhichun's hand trembling, tears flowing from my sour eyes, I walked at the entrance of the main hall, holding the pillar next to me, looking at the sky with a sluggish look, and my mouth kept muttering "Ah Cheng"

I don't know what happened next, and I fell ill for a month. My mother and father came to see that I was so sick that I almost fainted in my father's arms, and she twisted her handkerchief and looked up and cried, "My poor Hua'er! ”

I became a widow in January, and this is already well known in Beijing. Everyone in the world said that the xianwang was young, a dragon and phoenix among the people, and the battle achievements of the general Changsheng were widely spread among the people, and he died on the battlefield in this battle, and I don't know how many military generals were hurt by this.

The people were even more sad about Princess Xian, and heard that she and The Xianwang had a friendship from childhood, and the two were very compatible. In this way, Princess Xian did not know whether she would not be able to think about it, and went with the Xianwang.

When I woke up, the first thing that broke into my eyes was my mother's crying red eyes, and when she saw me wake up, she hurriedly summoned Lang Zhongzhong to come, and I weakly raised my hand to wipe the tears from my mother's cheeks.

"Mother, Ah Cheng is gone." When I saw the white lantern with the word "Dian" written on it outside the door, I couldn't help but lie on Ah Niang's body and cry bitterly.

"Hua'er is not afraid, the mother is here." My mother gently stroked my back, and she pretended to be strong and leaned her head back, so as not to let the tears flow down.

After a while, my father also came in, and the generation of magnificent Wuhou now had some gray hair, and I looked at my father, not wanting him to grieve for this, and forced himself not to let the tears continue to pour out.

My father sat on the edge of the bed, his hands trembling slightly, and I felt my father's calloused right hand Mosuo on the back of my hand, and said in vicissitudes: "Hua'er, mourn." ”

I sobbed quietly in response to my father, "Baby understands." ”

I was born in the wuhou family, and I was strictly taught from an early age, and my father often strictly regulated my words and deeds, and he once said: "The more I am in a high position, the more careful I should be in my words and deeds." "I didn't quite understand it when I was a child, but I didn't dare to disobey my father.

My father was the general of the Imperial Court Zhengyi Pin WuHou, and my mother was the Former Emperor's personal title of Lady Zheng Erpin. Since I was a child, my family style is solemn, and I grew up with my father who has been fighting for many years to learn martial arts, and my temperament is not as delicate as that of ordinary women.

When I first met Zhao Jingcheng, I was on the martial arts field in the palace, when I was only eight years old, and I had only been practicing martial arts for a year and a half, and I was proud of myself, thinking about how to show my skills in this martial arts field.

I saw a tall man not far away waving a spear, so I ignored my father standing next to me, and completely forgot what my father had said in my ear many times before he took me into the palace, "Don't walk around tomorrow, if you have no intention of bumping into some nobles, I don't guarantee that you will have a few heads cut off." ”

Although the words are ugly, the reason is also clear.

Aggressiveness took over my mind for a moment, and I stepped forward with an arrow, waved a side of the soldier, and stabbed at the man in the martial arts field, who first flashed his eyes and then competed with me.

On the field, my pink dress and the white clothes he was wearing were like a brilliant peach blossom blooming in the spring. After a dozen rounds, I fell behind, the two sides closed their backs, he bowed to me with a fist, smiled brightly and said to me: "The girl has conceded." ”

Naturally, I knew the number of rituals among the people who practiced martial arts, so like him, I responded: "I am willing to bow to the wind, why should I accept the words?" ”

I straightened up cheerfully, and he was getting up. Before I could ask the man's name, my dad strode toward me and tugged at my sleeve to signal me to stand behind him.

Only to see my father he was waving at the young man in front of him, and his tone was full of respect, "See Your Highness the Xianwang, the little girl is young and does not understand things, and she is disrespectful in front of Her Highness." Hua'er, quickly pay tribute to His Highness the Wise King. "My dad gave me a look of reproach.

I gave a slight blessing to the young man in the direction of Fangcai, learning the etiquette of everyone's bridesmaids, but the words were blunt: "His Highness the Wise King is a good skill, and I hope to compete with His Highness the Wise King again in the future." ”

My father listened to my words, and the reprimand in his eyes was a little heavier. Suddenly, His Royal Highness smiled softly, and my father stretched his eyebrows.

The boy's voice was as clear as spring water and said to me, "Well, I'll try again later." ”

I raised my head righteously, like an arrogant warrior, and replied in a firm tone: "Next time I will not let you win again." ”

My father was already anxious to pull me away, and after bidding farewell to His Highness the Wise King, my father lowered his voice and reprimanded me for the recklessness of my behavior today, and I did not listen to a word.

Suddenly thinking of something, I turned and waved at the Sage King, "Don't forget the agreement between us!" ”

When I say such a thing at a young age, it is really true.

Whenever I recalled the scene we first saw, Zhao Jingcheng always had to tease me, he said: "At that time, I just casually responded to your words, but you went to the truth." When you turned and waved at me, there was a light in your eyes, and I couldn't push it, but since I agreed, I went to you. ”

That's why there will be a visit three days later, and there will be so many competitions and so many feelings between me and him.

2. Deep palace mistake for life

With a will, I entered the deep palace and became the most difficult mystery in the harem.

Today's holy lord has included his sister-in-law who has just entered the harem, and the upper and lower levels of the inner palace do not dare to say anything in the open, but privately they have already speculated about it.

I sat in the vast Yonghe Palace, my face did not change color, and I always showed the public with indifference. The other eunuchs and slaves in the concubine palace came in with generous gifts, and I was dressed in palace clothes and sat on the bed, with empty eyes.

"Concubine Niangniang, the emperor has passed on the news, today's bedtime, and I hope that the little lord will be ready to prepare." The father-in-law of the Department of Internal Affairs said in a sharp voice, and I glanced at him and said lightly, "Get out." ”

The father-in-law swallowed his spit, and originally wanted to emphasize how to deal with the first time he went to bed a few times, but he choked on his words and slowly retreated.

I looked at the magnificence of the palace and couldn't help but sneer. As soon as I entered the palace, I was given the title of concubine and given the word "zhen" as a title, which was a warning to me that I should abide by the virtues of the palace women.

At night, the remnant moon gradually rose from the branches, the night birds outside the window whispered, I sat in front of the dresser, the palace maid who was close to me was greased and powdered, I looked at myself in the mirror, my cheeks were red, my red lips were feminine, there was a little flower between my eyebrows, and the depths of my eyes were calm like a pool of stagnant water.

The Emperor walked in, and I blessed him like a marionette. His face was resolute and cold, and he looked very similar to Ah Cheng, but the temperaments of the two were completely different.

Ah Cheng smiled warmly and warmly, but the person in front of him was feminine and indifferent.

He asked me if everything was okay to enter the palace? I'm back to good.

Speechless, silent.

I have hostility and hatred towards the Emperor in my heart. Only a month after my widow, he actually forced me to enter the palace as a concubine by holy will.

"The Holy Will is hard to resist, Hua'er, I have wronged you." Before I entered the palace, my father cried out to me.

Where did the grievances come from? I spent the rest of my life in exchange for the glory and wealth of the Shen family's generation or even generations, even if I died in the palace, I recognized it. This was what I said when I was gambling, no matter how unwilling I was, I couldn't take the lives of hundreds of people in the Shen family to fight.

My arrogance and arrogance in the face of the imperial power were nothing more than the tantrums of a child.

What I do not obey is fate.

The light of the candlestick fell on the ground, I looked at the ground, saw the emperor reach out and gently put his arm around my shoulder, I resisted, forced myself to resist the rejection of him in my heart, got up and said: "It is not early in the day, the emperor rests." ”

The Emperor chuckled, "You are now a concubine of Yuan, and you still have the sixth brother in mind?" ”

The sixth brother is Zhao Jingcheng.

I was angry, he shouldn't have mentioned Ah Cheng. My face darkened, and I looked directly into his abyss-like eyes, "So what?" "I'm just telling the truth.

I wonder what's wrong with this sentence? Zhao Jinghuan listened to this, coldly lowered his face, the smile at the corner of his mouth disappeared, he pulled me into his arms, I had to sit on his lap, his warm breath blew on my neck, I was afraid that he would do something, and I quickly broke free.

He said in a calm voice, "Auntie, forget the sixth brother." ”

I was shocked and had a terrible thought in my head.

In fact, Zhao Jinghuan and I have known each other before, he is Ah Cheng's second brother. Later, Ah Cheng often took him to the mansion to look for me, and unconsciously, the three of them gradually became acquainted.

However, I am more kind to Zhao Jingcheng, because in my cognition, Zhao Jinghuan rarely laughs, and he always likes to stand aside and indifferently watch me play with Ah Cheng.

I also said in front of Ah Cheng, "Has your second brother been so cold since he was a child?" ”

Ah Cheng said that the second brother, who had no birth mother since he was a child, had always been raised by the empress dowager's side, and his temperament was lonely and cold, but he loved to practice martial arts, and his qualifications were much better than his idle prince.

I was dumbfounded and muttered, "People are princes, so naturally they are better at learning than you." I didn't care that Ah Cheng's face was stunned, and he swung his sword to himself.

I turned, the blade out of the sheath, pointing to Zhao Jinghuan not far away, his figure was long, the temperament around him was cold, I inadvertently glanced at him, his eyes were deep, after seeing me, it seemed to smile slightly.

After that, Zhao Jinghuan also practiced martial arts with us, and I rarely talked to him, but I heard him and Ah Cheng say a lot of things, most of which were tactical tactics in the book of soldiers. I read less, naturally I don't mix, those things will only make my head bigger.

The only hub between me and Zhao Jinghuan is Ah Cheng. But now, Ah Cheng's death, that already weak love is even more gone.

"It was you who killed Ah Cheng." My tone was flat, my eyes filled with unspeakable anger, he held my waist, his head resting on my shoulders, and I felt his lips press against the skin of my neck.

"Auntie, Ah Cheng died of martyrdom, why don't you understand?" He was playing with my green silk, and I couldn't stand it, so I elbowed back and tried to get up and use some force to break free of Zhao Jinghuan.

I panicked, shouting Zhao Jinghuan's name, tears flooding my eyes, and I hoarsely said softly: "No, please." ”

His movements were obviously delayed, looking at me crying, his hand randomly wiped away my tears, got dressed, and left the Yonghe Palace.

The bed was disheveled, and I held my body, thinking of the long night in this deep palace, I could not suppress my tears.

Before leaving the Yonghe Palace, Zhao Jinghuan said a word coldly, "In a month, I will come to see you again, Auntie, the life of the Shen family is all on you." ”

Zhao Jinghuan did something to coerce me with the life of his whole family.

After that night, I thought calmly for a long time.

Zhao Jinghuan has no humanity, and for his own selfish desires, he will not hesitate to kill his brother. Otherwise, why did Ah Cheng die so strangely, go on a crusade on the wedding night, and then martyrdom. Otherwise, why did he put me into the harem as a concubine in spite of the big deal, I don't believe all this is a coincidence.

I can't let Ah Cheng die for no reason, I want to live in the palace with his hatred.

After thinking about all this, I smiled helplessly. My life is never in my own hands, I am a military general's concubine, not for myself, but also for the interests of the family.

"You, go and ask the emperor." I pointed to the little palace girl in the courtyard, and it had been more than ten days, and I couldn't even call the name of the eunuch palace girl in this palace.

I stood in front of the main hall of the Yonghe Palace waiting for him, when I was wearing a flowing color dark flower cloud brocade palace costume, wearing a little green step shake, my face was like a peach blossom, and my eyes were red and my lips were red.

Later, Zhao Jinghuan said that the smile of me standing in front of the Yonghe Palace alarmed the crane that stayed for me in the lake of his heart, and after it flew away, the surface of the lake rippled.

On that day, I said to him, "How about you promise me the glory and wealth of the Shen family, and I accept joy to you?" ”

His eyes wandered over me, and he rubbed my fingers and said, "Why do you think you promised me this?" ”

"You want me." I smiled playfully, and there was a hint of femininity in my eyes.

Without the slightest hesitation, he said yes, then stood up and carried me to the bed.

This game, we all thought we would win.

3. The calculation of the deep palace

Half a year later, I became the most favored little lord in the harem. The other concubines openly flattered me, but secretly said that I was charming and seduced the monarch.

Naturally, I couldn't get into the sand in my eyes, and I couldn't tolerate these words in my ears. But I didn't want to use my own hands to deal with them, so I wrapped my arms around Zhao Jinghuan and blew the pillow wind in his ear.

I didn't care about these short and long words before, looking at the acacia flowers blooming in the courtyard, my eyes were wooden, and I said that the harem was a land of cannibalism. Once I wanted to marry a loved one, dance with him with a sword, have another doll, and have fun with the family.

Now that I am trapped in this palace, I am accustomed to seeing the quarrels between concubines and concubines, and the open and secret struggles, even myself, are involved in the calculations of this deep palace woman. Shen Shuhua, your former arrogance was also unconsciously swallowed up by this tiresome secret fight.

Ah Cheng is the only thought I have ever had in these countless days in the deep palace, he is the brightness that I hide deep in my heart. Naturally, I will not forget what he said to me, and whenever I think of Ah Cheng's smile, I can't help but wet my eyes.

The relationship between me and Zhao Jinghuan was just a scene, he used the so-called imperial power to suppress me, but I had to submit to him. Every time he stayed in my palace, he always liked to hold me and talk about many, many past events.

He said that he had been treated coldly by other princes since he was a child, mocking his birth mother as a lowly body. He had been dormant at the queen's knees for so many years, waiting for the day when he could stomp them down hard.

"There are only six brothers, and he never despises me." Zhao Jinghuan said lightly.

Speaking of Ah Cheng, my body trembled slightly.

But you still killed Ah Cheng, didn't you? I would never say such a thing. I smiled weakly, and he wouldn't see the sarcasm in my smile.

I let him hold me and continue, he buried my back, and said in a muffled voice: "The day I met you, it was like a bright light shining into the bottomless abyss." ”

"Auntie, you are my light." He said softly.

And I just think it's ridiculous.

I once asked Zhao Jinghuan why he wanted to kill Ah Cheng. He did not comment, "Auntie, no one in this palace is clean. He looked at me tenderly, palms caressing my cheeks, and there seemed to be irony in his tone, "Auntie, haven't you also learned to kill people with a knife?" ”

My eyelashes fluttered, looking into his eyes, at this time there was no longer the tenderness of Fang Cai, his eyes were cold and lustful looking at me, And Er smiled again, "Auntie, you can rest assured, I only protect you thoroughly." ”

His so-called murder by knife refers nothing more than the wind that I blew in his ears in the past, his personality is uncertain, he is feminine, cruel, and he is paranoid about me.

If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have said those words in front of him. Because Rong Concubine had clearly opposed me and said that I did not know shame, I mentioned a sentence next to Zhao Jinghuan's pillow that day, and a month later the news came that "Rong Concubine died of illness."

At that time, I didn't dare to think about it too much, and I thought that Rong Concubine was really ill. Yet I still had nightmares for several nights.

My thoughts stayed in the matter of Concubine Rong, Zhao Jinghuan took my expression under his eyes, he smiled lightly, playing with my hair, "Auntie, I shouldn't have said that." ”

He pulled me back with a word, and I smiled stiffly, "No problem, the emperor is right, no one in this palace is clean, and I am no exception." ”

He seemed to be unhappy with me saying this, and his brow furrowed slightly.

I took the initiative to smooth his brow with my fingers, he grabbed my hand, wrapped my waist, and carried me into the inner temple, I thought it was just a bland pleasure of fish and water, but I did not expect that night his eyes were feminine but with some fierceness, and he said to me with red eyes: "Auntie, I will never do this again, will you forgive me." ”

I understood that he was blaming himself for his sarcasm against me. I stroked his hair like a mother who tolerated her child's mistakes and said softly, "I don't blame you." ”

He kissed me as much as he pleased, but I was acutely aware of my superiority, and his almost paranoid love for me was my sharpest weapon in the palace.

I am his light, the only pure whiteness in his dark years, and how he can bear to let me be defiled by this endless calculation.

I turned my back on him and my smile gradually became clearer. After understanding that I was his weakness, I had a few more chances of winning the game.

After every time I accept the joy, I will order someone to send a child avoidance medicine as soon as possible, and I don't want to conceive his child at all.

Zhao Jinghuan knew about my drinking of the avoidance pill, but did not discourage me. Until today, he said to me with all his tenderness, "Auntie, shall we have a child?" ”

With a hint of disgust in my eyes, I quickly sank and said in a cold voice, "I don't like children." ”

His face showed a momentary loss, he didn't say anything, and left the palace.

In order to pass the time, I ordered people to set up a stage in the Yonghe Palace, and also sent the palace people to the concubine palace one by one to say go.

Fortunately, they are all willing to come. On that day, I was specially dressed up, and many concubines praised me, and even the empress dowager praised me for looking much better than when I first entered the palace.

The empress dowager is dressed plainly, but her temperament is the best. After talking to her for a few words, I learned that she had lived in this palace since she was a child, was the niece of the empress dowager,and was also the cousin of the emperor.

"Concubine Niangniang is now a person on the tip of the emperor's heart, and it is really a blessing for her sister to come to Niangniang's palace to watch a play." Qin Guiren's eyes fell on me, as if wondering what kind of ability I really had, and could get the emperor's exclusive favor.

Just watch a play, How Laifu is not blessed to say one. I thought so in my heart, but I still couldn't help but be polite to my mouth," my sister said with a smile, in the future, you newcomers will be favored, but don't forget your sister's good. ”

Qin Guiren heard this and smiled shyly.

"I heard that before the virgin concubine niangniang entered the palace, it was His Highness the Xianwang..." I don't know which concubine who does not understand the rules, this word together, my body is stunned. Fortunately, the empress dowager snatched up the conversation in time, with a dignified look, "It's done, the play is about to start, let's all sit down." ”

The concubine was not good enough to say it again, and everyone understood the deep meaning of the empress's words and sat down obediently, but few people calmed down to enjoy the play.

Today's play may be boring, after the play is over, the empress dowager said a few words of greeting and left, and the other concubines did not stay for a long time, and also left. I just felt that I was really tired after this scene, so I dragged myself into the house to take a nap.

When I woke up, I saw Zhao Jinghuan sitting on the edge of my bed, wearing a dark black Xuanlong cloud pattern robe, looking more accommodating to usual. I sat up and asked him how he had come.

"I heard that you have set up a stage in the palace, and when you are done, you will come to see it." As he spoke, he took my hand, his gaze fell on my delicate fingers, and he rubbed my hand, but I couldn't see the look on his face.

"Auntie, you promised me not to leave me." This sentence of his sudden arrival made me a little uncertain. In other words, he has always been an elusive person.

I said, "Well, don't leave. ”

"Auntie, do you still hate me?" He put my palm to his face and held my hand, from the brow bone to the eye, from the bridge of the nose to the lips, and before I could answer, he said, "I know, you hate me for hurting my sixth brother, and I don't want to." ”

"But I hate you even more than the affection with my sixth brother, Auntie." He took a mouthful of an aunt, but the more I listened, the more angry I became.

He hurt so many people for the so-called love, without any remorse, and even told his bitterness in front of the victim, I did not feel sorry for him at all, I pretended to look at him indifferently and said: "It's all over." ”

Impossible, nothing goes back. I wandered hard around Zhao Jinghuan, had to laugh charmingly and falsely in order to please him, had to deal with the women of his harem, and had to live powerlessly in this deep palace.

Hatred and the family interests of the Shen family spurred me to survive in the harem.

With my beauty and favor, I thought I would win the game, but in the end I became a victim of the harem.

4. Hate is hard to hope for a lifetime

I fell out of favor. Because I accidentally shouted "Ah Cheng" when Zhao Jinghuan was affectionate, he was stunned and kissed me like crazy, I sensed that something was wrong with him, so I rushed to push him away.

He said indignantly, "I'm still inferior to him, am I?" Then he returned to the Yangxin Hall with the moonlight.

For a month afterward, he did not come back. I heard that he had favored several concubines again, and whose rank he had been promoted, and zhuxi, a close palace maid, often whispered in my ear: "Niangniang, the emperor has not come to our palace for a long time." ”

If he doesn't come, I'll bother to please him. Until one day, the doctor put the peace pulse for me, he looked happy, raised his eyebrows, "Congratulations Niangniang, I have been pregnant for two months." ”

I almost fell to the ground in surprise, but fortunately, the bamboo stream eyes on the side were fast and quickly supported me. I didn't even notice that something was wrong with my body, menstruation had always been inaccurate, and what reassured me more was that I would obviously drink the dodge soup medicine every time.

After Zhu Xi knew that his little lord was happy, his face was hard to hide his joy, "Niangniang, the emperor will be very happy." ”

I knew that It was Zhao Jinghuan who had moved his hands and feet, so as soon as my temper came up, I strode towards the Yangxin Hall, and my chest was full of resentment.

"Blessed are the virgin concubines." Gonggong Li did not hesitate to ask me for peace.

"I want to see the emperor." I calmed my mood and glanced at Gonggong Li coldly, worthy of being the person next to Zhao Jinghuan, and did not shrink from the other eunuchs when speaking.

"Concubine Zhen, go back, Concubine Lan is accompanying the emperor, I'm afraid that the slaves are not good enough to disturb the emperor." He said.

I am not annoyed, Zhao Jinghuan is uncertain, since the last time, if he does not snub me for a while, I am afraid that I will be pampered and proud, and I will be even more measured in the future. He was proud of himself, and how could he tolerate others shouting other people's names on the bed?

I deliberated and turned to go back, only to take a few steps before I heard the sound of Lan Concubine coming out of the inner temple. At this time, the voice of Gonggong Li came from behind him, "Concubine Niangniang stopped, and the Emperor passed On Niangniang to enter." ”

I passed by Lan Concubine and saw the resentment in her eyes. I calmly walked into the inner temple, and Zhao Jinghuan sat in front of the temple, turning the wrench on his thumb, and he opened the palace eunuch in the palace and raised his eyes to look directly into my eyes.

"Come here." His eyes were cold as he spoke, without a trace of warmth.

I stepped forward, and before I could stand beside him, he pulled me into his arms, "Do you know you're wrong?" ”

I looked into his eyes proudly, did not answer his words, he stared at me for a moment, leaned down to kiss me, I turned my face sideways, for the first time no longer pretended to talk to him, "Zhao Jinghuan, you make me feel sick. ”

I saw him look stunned, cold all over his face, and I stared at him indignantly and continued, "You are really unscrupulous in order to get me pregnant with a child." ”

After listening to my words, he flashed a trace of surprise in his eyes, and then he smiled, attached to my ear and said, "Auntie, with a child, you will not want to leave me." ”

He was despicable and hypocritical, and I reached out to slap him, and he grabbed my wrist and shouted my name fiercely: "Shen Shuhua! ”

My eyes were full of anger, and I had been disguised in front of him for so long, and finally I was tired and disgusted enough to tear my face with him.

"Give birth to a child, and I'll let you out of the palace." he said.

After she was forced into the palace, she always drank soup, but the emperor said, "Give birth to a child and let you go."

My eyes were sour, and I finally couldn't help but shed a line of tears, I pretended to be strong, and stared straight at Zhao Jinghuan. I saw his eyes suddenly soft, wipe the tears from my face and say, "Auntie, don't you cry." ”

I struggled to get up, not wanting to hang out with him anymore, coming to the Yangxin Temple to find him, it was my mistake.

"Auntie, if the child is lost, I will let the Shen family accompany the funeral, for the safety of their children, this is not too much." I turned my back on him, as if I could see a triumphant smile at the corner of his mouth.

I clenched my fists involuntarily in my wide sleeves. I guessed that this was the case, since Zhao Jinghuan had the means to let me conceive a child, she would certainly not let me kill the child easily.

I walked out of the Yangxin Hall, physically and mentally exhausted, I beckoned Zhuxi to come forward and support me, and walked back to the Yonghe Palace with difficulty. When I walked on the Yongdao Road in the palace, I looked at the long stone road and wondered in my heart, how can I walk this road to the end.

After more than two years in the palace, I deeply hated everything in this deep palace, and the game with Zhao Jinghuan, I finally took a wrong step.

He is the king of imperial power, hypocritical and cunning, and his means are clever, and I am just a woman who is delusional to fight with his preference, how can I fight?

In the end, I was stupid. It was funny to think that I was involved in this deep palace, the relationship was intricate, and I had too many scruples, how could I get what I wanted from this deep palace that devoured people.

I don't want to fight anymore, I'm tired.

Zhao Jinghuan put me under house arrest in the Yonghe Palace, afraid that the child in my womb would have something to lose, and he made a bet that he would not be able to let me stay in the deep palace and cut off other thoughts.

In addition to not being able to come and go freely, the hospitality of the Yonghe Palace is indeed the best. He ordered people to bring the best supplements, and often invited the drama team to come in to amuse and entertain me, to entertain my sleepiness, and after dealing with the affairs of the government, he came to the palace to talk to me, nothing more than some of his previous stories, and I was tired of listening to them.

"You don't want to talk about this in the future, you've listened to it many times." My eyelids were heavy and sleepy.

"Just want you to know more about me." As he spoke, he saw that my head was lowered and lowered, got up and carried me to the bed, and kissed me deeply on the forehead, "I think, you love me." ”

As the days passed, my lower abdomen bulged slightly, and now that the fetus in my womb was three months old, I couldn't do anything better even if I didn't want to give birth to this child.

I was like a canary in captivity in the deep palace, eating and drinking well every day, and being served to live a life like a god. But this is not what I want, in the tasteless days, my pride and sharpness are gradually smoothed out, and the great harem engulfs my anger alive.

The emperor was very sad to see me like this, and he kissed me on the cheek and said to me: "Auntie, when you give birth to a child, I will take you to see the Jiangnan landscape, you don't have to be low, it's not good for yourself, and it's not good for your children." ”

"Aren't the people in the palace bad for you?" As he spoke, the palace ladies beside him fell to their knees, bowing their heads and making no sound.

"No, it's all fine." I looked at the ground blankly, thought of something and said, "As you said, give birth to this child, you will let me out of the palace." ”

He paused, as if wondering if he had ever said such a thing. "Well, I'll take you to live outside the palace."

No, no, that's not what it means.

"The emperor should not come in the future, but go around with other concubines, or spread the branches and leaves." I said lightly.

He got angry again and waved his sleeve away.

Late at night, I had a dream, I dreamed of the time with Ah Cheng when I was a child, carefree, but the scene flickered, I saw Zhao Jinghuan standing behind me and Ah Cheng, his face was cold, he swung a long sword to stab ah Cheng's back, I saw Ah Cheng's blood.

I woke up and gasped for breath. Late at night, dreams are deep, and dreams cry makeup tears red and dry.

The next day, I threw up badly. The doctor took the pulse for me, saying that I was worried and worried too much, and it was inevitable that I would suffer from heart disease, and repeatedly advised me to take good care of my jade body.

I nodded yes, but didn't pay much attention to it. Zhao Jinghuan had not come to my palace for a long time, and I had long been accustomed to it, and he was a person who would leave me when he was angry, and seemed to hope that I could coax him.

I will certainly not cling to him.

5. Willow dark flowers in the bright place

One day, I heard the little palace ladies in the palace talking about the court, and they didn't want the news to reach my ears, so they deliberately hid away from the inner bed, but coincidentally, I happened to be walking in the courtyard.

Recently, a minister impeached Shen, the father of Concubine Zhen, for private military grain, sold bribes, and presented a piece of evidence of the clause, and the emperor immediately removed him from his position above the imperial court after passing the eyes, and even the family of Concubine Zhen was implicated.

"How come? It is well known that the emperor favored Concubine Zhen, and now that Concubine Zhen is pregnant, the Emperor has disposed of Shen General in this way, which is not good. ”

"The thoughts of the official family are again what you and I can guess, all right, I just told you that there is this matter, and now the imperial court is in chaos, you must not say that you have leaked your mouth in front of your mother-in-law!" The palace maid who took the lead in provoking the conversation said.

When I heard that Zhao Jinghuan had disposed of my family, her legs were weak, and she fell to her knees on the ground, and the two palace women heard the movement, turned around to look, were shocked, and quickly helped me up, calling out to the other palace women to go to Xuantai Doctor.

The Yonghe Palace was dead silent, and the two palace ladies had been dragged to the staff and killed, and three generations of people had been connected. The doctor anxiously protected my fetus, but because I was always in a low mood and my body was not well nourished, this kneeling was considered to be a fetal gas.

Zhao Jinghuan sat in the main hall of the Yonghe Palace, his eyes were red, and several Taiyi doctors went in and out of the inner bed one after another, facing Zhao Jinghuan with worry and contemplation.

"Emperor, the virgin concubine's mother's fetus, I'm afraid I can't keep it." Moreover, the virgin concubine is depressed, and if she does not cheer up, I am afraid that the adults will also be implicated. ”

Zhao Jinghuan roared angrily on the spot, saying, If I have an accident, I will let everyone in the Yonghe Palace accompany me to the funeral.

As my consciousness gradually blurred, I heard that familiar voice shouting in my ear, "Shen Shuhua, if you cheer up, I can not dispose of the Shen family!" ”

Maybe subconsciously trying to save my family, I ended up walking before the ghost door closed.

After I woke up, Zhao Jinghuan personally took care of me, fed me a large soup medicine, and gradually made my face rosy.

Zhao Jinghuan's bet was lost, and it was no longer possible. I have lost the ability to procreate forever, and I don't know whether to laugh or cry when I think about it.

Fortunately, I did not give birth to Zhao Jinghuan's child.

And I will never be able to walk out of this deep palace.

Zhao Jinghuan's slackness in government and government caused dissatisfaction among the officials of the imperial court, but he ignored the criticism and stayed in the Yonghe Palace to watch me drink the soup medicine at ease, and I changed from a tough warrior's daughter to a medicine jar, which was really fate.

"Zhao Jinghuan, if you go to the court, I will take medicine." I didn't want to be disciplined by him every day, and I didn't have the will to fight with him, and now I was like a puppet, living the walking dead.

He hesitated for a long time, but finally went up.

In the spring, the branches in the yard bloom buds, and the bright sunlight hits the ground, reflecting the budding branches. I ordered someone to put a chaise longue in the courtyard and lie lazily on the bed to bask in the sun.

Until, after a long absence, the empress dowager came to my palace.

Her eyebrows were smiling, and her complexion was more rosy, and she had heard that she had recently been interested in favoring, and the emperor often stayed in her palace.

I looked at her and remembered what I looked like when I first entered the palace, and I was sad again.

"Is my sister feeling better?" She stood next to me, and I waved zhuxi out a Taishi chair and brewed a pot of tea.

I knew that she wouldn't come to my deserted Eternal Palace if she didn't have anything to do, so I asked her not to go around the bend and say anything straight.

She laughed heartily and said that I was really happy as the daughter of a warrior.

The empress dowager sat aside, picked up the teacup, and took a sip.

"We are people in a boat, after all, my sister still hates the emperor."

What she said surprised me, and her eyes were a little more cautious.

"Sister, if I say that His Highness the Wise King has not been martyred, can you believe it?"

My irrepressible emotions were all in her eyes, and she smiled affectionately, didn't say much, and left.

The next day, the news of His Highness the Wise King's return to the palace spread throughout the deep palace, and I heard it in the empress dowager's palace, and the other concubines covered their mouths in surprise, while I and the empress looked at each other and did not speak.

"Didn't His Royal Highness the Wise King be martyred two years ago?" How come? Qin Guiren's tone was extremely exaggerated.

"When His Highness the Wise King returned to the palace, the imperial court did not know how much waves it would stir up again." Lan Concubine said lightly.

The empress dowager sat on the phoenix seat, and her brow sank, "Concubine Lan, the harem is not allowed to interfere in politics." ”

"That's what the lady said." Lan Concubine Nunu mouthed and stopped talking.

I felt some of the concubines' eyes involuntarily projected on me, and I smiled shallowly and didn't say anything.

After the concubines dispersed, I stayed in the middle palace, and the empress dowager looked at me kindly and said, "Now it's time to believe me." ”

"Yes." I nodded, trying to find out what was going on, but it was not good to ask directly, and it was not good for people to grasp the handle.

The empress screen withdrew from the palace maid beside her, leaving a close one. I glanced at Zhuxi, who had been with me for more than two years, and was the only person I could speak to herself during these days, and I still believed in her.

"When the Emperor sent someone to assassinate the Xianwang, His Highness was seriously injured, and was accidentally rescued by a rural family, and he recuperated for two years, waiting for this day." The empress dowager said.

I don't quite understand.

"My sister doesn't know it yet, but the person who wanted to pass the throne to the throne was His Highness the Xianwang." As soon as she said it, I was stunned, it turned out that Ah Cheng was going to be emperor.

I couldn't help but wonder from what position the Empress Dowager had spoken to me about this. She understood my doubts, and then said, "His Royal Highness the Wise King has saved me, he is my savior, and I naturally want to repay him." ”

It turned out that the empress dowager was the one who was the wise king in the harem, and she continued, and I roughly understood.

After Ah Cheng was injured, he ordered his own people to report the news of "martyrdom" to the palace, one was to fake death as a bystander to watch the general situation in the DPRK and China; the other was to let Zhao Jinghuan let down his guard and give himself more opportunities for tempering.

The day Ah Cheng returned to the palace was shortly the time of rebellion.

"It's just a rebellion, but it's just to get what you deserve." Empress Dowager Niangniang said contemptuously, "People like Zhao Jinghuan, who mutilate loyal subjects and favor traitors, have long been criticized in the DPRK, he is suspicious and vicious, and his means are even more cruel to the extreme." ”

The empress dowager's intention to plot favor some time ago was also for Ah Cheng.

"When King Xian heard that Zhao Jinghuan had included you in the harem, he was indignant in his heart, he had treated Zhao Jinghuan not thinly, but he ended up in such a hateful situation."

I listened carefully and didn't say a word. Because I didn't know what the odds of rebellion were, and besides, I clearly knew that Zhao Jinghuan's methods were treacherous, and I was afraid that Ah Cheng would be hurt again.

"Sister, in a dilemma, the wise king must break the ship."

I nodded and dragged my heavy body back to the palace. Seeing Zhao Jinghuan sitting next to me, his eyes full of red blood, I couldn't help but pause.

"Have you gone to the Queen?" There was surprise in his tone, and I stepped forward and replied, "Yes, the past few days my health has been not good, even the queen's wife's invitation to annunciation is not much, recently the weather has warmed up, and my body has improved a lot." ”

Zhao Jinghuan looked at me, and I hid a hint of panic in my heart with a smile. He stood up, rested his chin on my shoulder, put his arm around me and said, "Auntie, you heard about it." ”

It is obviously clumsy to pretend not to know anything at this point. I responded softly, and he hugged me tighter, as if trying to embed me in his bones.

"Don't go." He said.

I thought a lot along the way, and the only thing I can help Ah Cheng now is to get Zhao Jinghuan's trust and love.

"Concubines don't leave." I rarely called myself a concubine, and after feeling his body stunned, I raised my hand to stroke his back, "The concubine said that everything was over. ”

On that day, I had a rare harmony with Zhao Jinghuan, and my long-dead soul seemed to be rejuvenated.

Seeing Ah Cheng, it was the palace banquet of the emperor to celebrate the return of General Changsheng, his face was the traces left by the vicissitudes of the years, but those eyes were still bright and radiant, I was not good at seeing clearly, but the bottom of my heart was full of bitterness.

I felt as if he could feel his gaze flowing over me, and I drank uncomfortably, slightly drunk after a few drinks.

When the emperor saw me drinking like this, he was angry and uncomfortable, and after finishing the palace banquet early, he returned to the palace with me.

He personally fed me decoction soup, and I looked into Zhao Jinghuan's eyes, smiled foolishly, and said, "Zhao Jinghuan, you panicked, Ah Cheng is back." ”

Zhao Jinghuan's face darkened, and after placing the bowl on the table, he watched me play drunk with self-care.

"However, he and I can't go back. There is no going back, Zhao Jinghuan, you have won, I have become your person. I pointed at Zhao Jinghuan and smiled happily.

"I'm not going to run away again."

Zhao Jinghuan listened to this, his face softened, and kissed my forehead. At night, he fell asleep buried in my back, and I slowly opened my eyes, and tonight I didn't know how much he would believe in the words of the drunk, and I did my best to go along with him, just to be able to get some of his trust.

Suddenly, I felt the person behind me breathing heavily, only to hear him calling my name, a mouthful of an aunt, I did not dare to move, knowing that he was muttering dream words, I was relieved again.

The night is quiet and silent, and the two people on the bed have their own thoughts, deep in the palace, after all, they can't withstand the unpredictable hearts. (Original title: "Lock Palace Deep (Part 1)")

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