Listening to "Sijun Eclipse", but I don't know where to start, I remember watching the 97 version of tianlong eight many times when I was a child.
At that time, I felt that Xiao Feng was not handsome enough, a coarse cloth coat, not like Duan Yu's jade tree Lingfeng.
At that time, what I watched over and over again was probably starting a little before the tragedy of the Bluestone Bridge, and I didn't know how such a hero who stood tall in the sky and was righteous and cloudy was charged with killing his father and killing his mother.
At that time, I still did not understand why the identities of the Han and Khitans could be so different, and why such a man who should have been open-minded and calm had endless sorrow and finally had to die to redeem.
After so many years of revisiting, I suddenly understood something.
The Qiao Gang Leader who appeared on the scene and confronted xixia Yipintang head-on, the Qiao Gang Lord who was seriously injured but still did not let his brother fall behind, the Qiao Gang Lord who faced the beauty and sat still.
That year in the apricot forest, suddenly, everything became different.
In the past, it was particularly incomprehensible that the Han and Khitan people did not all live in this part of China, but now that I think about it, the background at that time determined that they were two nationalities that could not be tolerated by fire and water, that was an irresolvable national grudge, that was Hu and Han, and perhaps on the surface it was just an identity, but what was behind it was a complete subversion of values.
Qiao Feng, who grew up in the Southern Dynasty, received an education that was completely Han Chinese, loyal to the king and serving the country, barbarians and lowly, but then what? Suddenly, someone told him that he was not of my race, and that it was his former helper who wrote these words as his father, and suddenly someone said that those whom he thought were gracious were the ones who had just directly caused his tragedy.
Wrong, everything is wrong.
The fault lies in fate, can not be rewritten, there is no if.
I had wondered what had caused Xiao Feng's tragic life.
Thirty years ago, that conspiracy? This was natural, and if there had been no Murong Bo's conspiracy to restore the country, there would naturally have been no bloody battle.
If Xiao Feng had once looked at Kang Min, it might not have forced Kang Min to do the next things for Da's revenge. Of course, in that case, Xiao Feng would definitely not be Xiao Feng.
So Xiao Feng must face these, at this time Xiao Feng is an admirable gang leader, deeply loved by brothers, but if the hero is just like this, then Xiao Feng will not let so many people hurt their hearts.
At this time, Xiao Feng was still too smooth in all aspects, there were Shaolin monks who were constantly taught by the high monks, there were former helpers of the gang as teachers, although the family was poor, but he never lacked parental care, broke into the rivers and lakes, made meritorious achievements, and became the first helper in the world at the age of thirty.
Therefore, the heavens will descend on the Si people, Xiao Feng must carry out a self-redemption, different from the education he has received, the values formed, he must have a broader mind, to have a broader world view and nation.
So, that year, Apricot Forest, Xiao Feng left the beggar gang, and here, he met the only one he could not forget in this life, perhaps, the sadness of the first meeting, the sharp turn of the plot, is hinting at the future of this love can not be happy from the ordinary.
In the play, my favorite scene is that Xiao Feng comes to Yanmen Pass, and Arjun waits here for five days and five nights based only on his knowledge of him. When I saw him, I didn't think I was struggling, but I thought, thank goodness you have finally come safely.
At this time, Xiao Feng already carried many lives on his back, but there were still people who were willing to believe that he admired him.
Always remember that when Aju saw the wolf totem on Xiao Feng's chest, she had always had some hope, he was not a Khitan, he was Han, he was wronged, and at this time, both people had to face the reality, and Arjun obviously accepted this reality faster. She stopped him at the edge of the cliff, hugged him, and said even more, if you jump, then I must jump with him, she loves him, pities him, understands him, knows him.
This was probably the most desperate and panicked and helpless day in his thirty years of life, the only bit of warmth, like sunshine, before that, Arjun was still a sixteen-year-old little girl, and she would pestering her eldest brother to listen to songs and listen to stories, and after that, she began to grow rapidly, becoming a woman who could stand shoulder to shoulder with Xiao Feng, she was the most important reliance in his life, the pillar of the most desperate time.
During the time when he was looking for his father's enemy, although there were constantly new grievances for Xiao Feng to bear, he was still calm after all, and he had the person who loved him in the world to accompany him and give advice for him.
This was probably the most beautiful gift given to Xiao Feng by the heavens, however, under one mistake after another, he was wrongly killed, and with that slap, Xiao Feng completed the redemption of hatred, but he also mourned more than died.
I always thought that Xiao Feng's life on the shore of Xiaojing Lake, by the bluestone bridge, was over, and from then on, it was just a walking corpse that promised Arjun to live well. Let go of the hatred and go away from home.
On the Changbai Mountain, hunting and shepherding sheep, but the red face has passed away, the beauty is not there, and the cattle and sheep are stuffed with empty promises.
Arjuna: "Big Brother Xiao, I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid that one day I will leave Big Brother Xiao, then Brother Xiao will be alone, and Arjun will be alone." "In the end, the words came to fruition...
I thought that I was not in the Central Plains, but I finally had to come back, thinking that I could be an ordinary person, but how could Xiao Feng be just an ordinary person, he was yelü Hongji's brother-in-law, he was the king of the Southern Courtyard of Daliao, his righteous and thin cloudy heroism was destined that he would not help anyone when they were in trouble, and he was doomed that even if his heart was dead, it was impossible to abandon others.
Therefore, he eventually returned to the Central Plains, only to save the promise given, and when faced with the leading big brother at that time, he chose to give up revenge and only force the culprit. In the end, when all the truth was revealed, he still had to carry the five lives that had nothing to do with him, and the battle of Juxian Zhuang, the most regrettable thing in his life. Shaolin War, from then on, he really no longer has no worries, no parents' hatred and no common heaven, since then, Aju has completely become the only pain and regret in his heart.
Someone once asked me, do you think Xiao Feng may live in the end? I said, impossible, because death is his only liberation.
Yu Yanmen closed the arrow and killed himself.
In the world, he has righteousness, but in the end it is difficult to resist the original meaning of the nation.
To the lover, he really has no concern.
Perhaps, everything begins at the Yanmen Gate, and everything ends at the Yanmen Gate.
"I've been waiting for you here for five days and five nights."
So, Arjun, now, I have come to accompany you, and I will never leave you and never separate.