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SentimentaL's Xu Maoyong, love is too personal

Xu Maoyong (1910~1977) was a talented, intelligent, and thoughtful essayist and translator. Xu Maoyong learned Lu Xun's penmanship, imitated Lu Xun's literary style, and was even mistaken by the Shanghai literary circles as Lu Xun's pseudonym. Success also Lu Xun, defeat also Lu Xun; Rong also Lu Xun, insult also Lu Xun, Xu Maoyong and Lu Xun are united. Lu Xun is the forerunner of teacher-student love, the love letter holy hand Xu Maoyong, the richness of love, the delicacy of emotion, and the roughness of determination, which Lu Xun, a teacher, cannot imagine.

SentimentaL's Xu Maoyong, love is too personal

Young and amorous Xu Maoyong

Xu Maoyong grew up in a closed clan society, he landed in Shangyu Xiaguan Town, Zhejiang, is the Xu clan for hundreds of years of settlement, the popular Xu clan seven halls are "up and down at night Runshan Hall", "slippers plucked and left yutang", "pick feet to lift the car Tongde Hall", "shoulder the burden of Hongyuan Hall", "pig dung dog dung Gongbei Hall", "Xiucai Dingzi and Xintang", "do official Chongqing Hall". (Memoirs of Xu Maoyong, p. 8) Xu Maoyong belonged to runshan hall, the poorest of the Xu clan. The Xu family was poor, but in xiaguan town, which is known as the "hometown of books" known as "poor people and indiscriminate talents", his father Xu Jinmu still let Xu Maoyong go to school and study. After Xu Maoyong graduated from high school, he became a primary school teacher, and at the age of 14, he could earn 120 yuan a year, which is a very good income in Xiaguan Town, and it is even better among his peers. With literature and ink in his belly and familiar with reading poetry and songs, Xu Maoyong began to praise himself as a talented man and a scribe. Claiming to be a talented man, Xu Maoyong felt that it would be more wonderful to have a beautiful person as a companion.

SentimentaL's Xu Maoyong, love is too personal

Xu Maoyong's hometown is Xiaguan Town, Shangyu County, Zhejiang

Xu Maoyong, immersed in the fantasies of youth, began an early love, this year he was only 14 years old. The lover that Xu Maoyong boldly pursues is Xu Yue of the Xu family's clan. Originally, Xu Maoyong's personality was withdrawn and introverted, and he rarely spoke to his parents. After falling in love with the girl of the same sect, Xu Maoyong did not dare to tell his mother. Once, Xu Maoyong's mother heard the villagers say that their son and the Xu family girl were getting along, and they were very scared and did not know whether it was true or not, so she asked her son if there was such a thing. Xu Maoyong did not speak in front of his mother, who sighed deeply and turned away. Xu Maoyong, who was in love, said in his diary that he and Xu Yue were "ear-to-ear grinding, pillow nicknames, making people lose their souls". What Xu Maoyong did not expect was that his beloved little lover Xu Yue soon threw himself into the arms of his friend Guoxiong. The 14-year-old Xu Maoyong resented Xu Yue's widowhood and his own means were not smart, so he cut off a long black and thick hair to shave his hair to shame Mingzhi. The premature death of his first lover made Xu Maoyong's heart suffer a deep and shallow emotional blow.

SentimentaL's Xu Maoyong, love is too personal

Memoirs of Xu Maoyong in his later years

The failure of early love does not mean that Xu Maoyong's emotional intelligence is low, and he urges himself to go further on the road of literary creation. Since the age of 15, Xu Maoyong has successively published works in newspapers and periodicals in Shangyu and Shanghai, and the style of celebrities in his heart has become more intense, and he is always ready to get closer to the next love goal. In 1927, when he was at Shanghai Labor University, the 17-year-old Xu Maoyong was known to his classmates for his name "Yu Zhi". At the age of 17, the season of youth, Xu Maoyong began to actively pursue love again. At that time, there were many student organizations in Laodong University, and in the research association where Xu Maoyong was located, there was a female classmate He Zhiying who was favored by him, and Xu Maoyong constantly wrote love letters to He Zhiying. He Zhiying did not agree to fall in love with Xu Maoyong, and Xu Maoyong said that she had the mist of little Bourgeois, and that she was sacrificing for the doctrine, and asked He Zhiying to fall in love with him unconditionally. He Zhiying, who has a firm personality, still rejected Xu Maoyong's rough courtship, so that Xu Maoyong was very depressed and depressed, and his face was scorched in the eyes of his classmates, and his spirit was very weak.

SentimentaL's Xu Maoyong, love is too personal

Xu Maoyong's family photo

Classmate He Zhiying rejected him, and Xu Maoyong fell in love with a classmate who was studying science. The female student who was preparing to study abroad believed that there was no future in reading liberal arts and that liberal arts students had no value to society, and urged Xu Maoyong to change to science. ("Xu Maoyong's Memoirs", p. 53) Xu Maoyong desperately learned foreign languages for this female classmate, he successively taught himself French, Japanese, English, and Russian, but the science major was simply more difficult for Xu Maoyong than ascending to the sky, and later I don't know whether it was a professional barrier or a different ideal, Xu Maoyong's love affair with this science student's female classmate suddenly collapsed. This was a very heavy emotional blow to Xu Maoyong. In order to commemorate this lost love affair, in order to remember the lover, the amorous Xu Maoyong integrated 12 sentimental seven poems from the famous lyricist Naran Zhide's "Drinking Water Words" in the early Qing Dynasty, and also published one of them in the "Declaration" literary supplement "Free Talk". This poem is absolutely seven: "The small trunk is silent outside, a sad painting cannot be achieved; the hardest pity for the heavens and the moon, leaving the color to comfort the sentimentality." (Memoirs of Xu Maoyong, pp. 203-204)

SentimentaL's Xu Maoyong, love is too personal

Lu Xun's essay against Xu Maoyong is included in this book

On the beach how thin affection, amorous should laugh and multi-lover. Xu Maoyong's love affair is in shambles in Shanghai. The Labor University was dissolved, the lovers flew alone, and what was the point of leaving a lonely Xu Maoyong? At this time, Lu Hanwen, a Chinese language teacher at Laodong University, wanted to return to Linhai, Zhejiang to establish Huipu Middle School, and through the introduction of Lu Hanwen's wife and sister Chen Shuqing, Lu Hanwen hired Xu Maoyong as a third-grade Chinese language and world history teacher at Huipu Middle School with the highest salary. The 20-year-old Xu Maoyong rushed to Huipu to start a middle school teacher.

SentimentaL's Xu Maoyong, love is too personal

In 1928, Xu Maoyong's association with Lu Xun began

Lu Hanwen valued Xu Maoyong, and Xu Maoyong also fought for Lu Hanwen's face in class lectures. An old teacher in his 60s looked down on Xu Maoyong and said that he did not understand "reverse cutting", and Xu Maoyong used pinyin characters. , let the old gentleman bow to the wind. The class is well taught, the knowledge is rich, the knowledge is deep, and the students take Xu Maoyong as the center, which makes him very proud. In the beautiful Huipu Middle School, Xu Maoyong fell in love again, this time with Liu Yunwen, who graduated from Linhai Shangwen Primary School. Liu Yunwen has an older sister who is very beautiful, and the amorous Xu Maoyong is also in love with his wife's sister. Xu Maoyong, who claimed to be the Holy Hand of Love Letters, wrote many love letters to Liu Yunwen's sister, and these love letters fell into Liu Yunwen's hands. While in Shanghai, Xu Maoyong, Liu Yunwen and his wife and writer and journalist Cao Juren were friends and neighbors, and Liu Yunwen handed over the love letter that Xu Maoyong wrote to her sister to Cao Juren for safekeeping. Cao Juren read the love letter written by Xu Maoyong and said that it made people numb. (Cao Juren's "Three Memories of the Literary World", p. 134) Xu Maoyong recalled that he voluntarily resigned from Huipu Middle School, but from the perspective of Xu Maoyong falling in love with Liu Yunwen's sisters and was morally detrimental, Xu Maoyong should have been dismissed by Lu Hanwen on his own initiative.

SentimentaL's Xu Maoyong, love is too personal

Xu Maoyong and Liu Yunwen took a group photo

In 1937, the 27-year-old Xu Maoyong went to Yan'an to report to Chairman Mao Zedong on the origin of the dispute with Lu Xun, and Mao Zedong was very satisfied with Xu Maoyong's report. Mao Zedong saw that Xu Maoyong was so young and asked him if he was married? Xu Maoyong said that he was married and had a daughter, and his wife Liu Yunwen was in his hometown of Huangyan, Zhejiang. Mao Zedong immediately instructed Xu's wife and children to be escorted to Yan'an for reunion. Soon, Xu Maoyong's family arrived in Yan'an. His wife Liu Yunwen gave birth to five children for Xu Maoyong, the eldest daughter Yezi grew up to 17 years old and died of a violent illness, and gave birth to a son in Yan'an to give to his compatriots in northern Shaanxi, and after liberation, he went to look for his son, and the villagers said that smallpox died. In 1942, Liu Yunwen, who was pregnant, returned to Yan'an from the Taihang Mountains with his daughter and died heroically while passing through the Japanese-Kou blockade line. Less than a year after Liu Yunwen's sacrifice, Xu Maoyong married the literary youth Wang Wei. (Memoirs of Xu Maoyong, p. 118)