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Internet celebrity anchors sink into the sea of poison, recounting their own highlights, depravity and redemption

author:Guangzhou Daily

The reporter learned from the Guangdong Provincial Department of Justice that the Provincial Sanshui Institute recently accepted a new drug rehabilitation officer, he was once a popular, circle of fans countless Internet celebrity anchors, the income is considerable, behind the brilliance but eventually sunk into the sea of drugs, and now he uses his own experience to tell the highlight, degeneration and redemption.

Dropped out of school and got bad

Huang Xin (pseudonym) was born in an ordinary family, his father was in his 50s to have children, and he was very doting; when Huang Xin was 5 years old, due to the divorce of his parents and the disappearance of his mother, Huang Xin could only live with his father. Lack of family care from childhood, neighbors and children often make fun of him, Huang Xin personality has become inferior and introverted, do not like to make friends, academic performance is also very general, can not get the recognition of teachers and classmates, Huang Xin has become more introverted and withdrawn.

Father is usually very busy, not at work, or on the way to work, very little time to manage him, father will only use pocket money to show his love for Huang Xin. When there is no money, he reaches out for money, with money, Huang Xin can buy snacks to distribute to classmates, buy all kinds of "other children do not have things", Huang Xin from the money here, slowly found a little "different" self-esteem.

However, he still felt very lonely. At this stage, Huang Xin, if the school can learn more about his family situation, give more help and attention; if the father can give more love and care outside of the busy, instead of using money to compensate... Perhaps, later Huang Xin will not go astray.

After going to junior high school, Huang Xin, who was accustomed to playing, had no intention of reading, and going to school became "uninteresting", but the world outside the school gate looked more exciting, he began to play with the buddies in society, lack of love, when he encountered the so-called jianghu righteousness, such as drinking Ganquan; they often smoked while humming yellow small sections, giggling and laughing at each other, watching who did not like the eyes to fight, going in and out of Internet cafes, billiard halls, KTV song halls together... Later, Huang Xin, who had no intention of studying, simply dropped out of school, and after his father knew, he scolded Huang Xin, but he had no choice but to accept it.

After that, Huang Xin was already a veritable "social person", at this time, he was only 15 years old.

Children who lack attention and love at home and school will get it from other places, "the child becomes bad", parents and schools must first conduct self-reflection.

Becoming a popular anchor has seen a significant increase in revenue

Later, no longer studying, his father no longer gives money, Huang Xin, who has no financial resources, in order to mix some "achievements", he has also done a lot of hard work, worked on construction sites, carried ice on the docks, and worked as a helper in a regular company for a period of time... But because I can't bear the hardships, I can't work long every time.

Sometimes, Huang Xin feels like a child who is constantly forgotten, standing alive on the bustling street, but feeling abandoned on a lifeless island.

By chance, with the boom of online live broadcasting, Huang Xin's singing talent came in handy, and he became a popular anchor in just a few months after the start of the broadcast, becoming a popular anchor, plus finding a job singing in a bar, and his income increased significantly. Suddenly, Huang Xin's scenery is infinite, the praise and praise of relatives and friends, and the enthusiasm of fans make him a little fluttery.

I took my first sip of drugs

In the summer of 2015, Huang Xin was sick, singing badly, depressed he even drank a lot of wine, a "friend" took the drunken him to a secret place, took out a pack of "crushed rock candy" and a glass cigarette pot, pointed to the "crushed ice candy" and said: "You take a few sips, this thing can make you get better immediately, you can also unwind the wine." Under the temptation of "friends", Huang Xin sucked the first bite of drugs in his life, and soon felt that from the scalp to the toes were numb, after taking the drug, Huang Xin seemed to no longer have difficulty in singing, and the more he sang, the more excited he became. After returning home, he didn't have to sleep for two days and two nights and didn't want to eat, and he always wanted to take a few more sips, so he fell into the trap of the poison demon.

What's worse is that later Huang Xin took more and more doses of drug addiction, also smoked K powder, and often hallucinated, obviously standing, thinking that he was sitting, always hearing someone shouting at him, turning his head and no one, and often felt that someone wanted to hurt him, and someone outside the door wanted to arrest him... After contacting drugs, Huang Xin's world has become turned upside down, his personality has become sensitive and irritable, grumpy, he does not answer any phones, his father has repeatedly called him to eat, he is annoyed, and scolds his father loudly; often quarrels with fans in live broadcasts, slowly his popularity is gone, the bar also dismisses him, and he goes farther and farther on the road of drug use.

New drugs are extremely confusing, and have great biological toxicity, after taking can have toxic side effects on various human organs, especially on the brain central nervous system stimulation, causing mental problems, there will be extreme excitement, restlessness, hallucinations... Even problems such as aggression.

There is no source of income for him to take drugs, he can borrow, can not borrow cheat, the father also knows about Huang Xin's drug use, hate iron and steel father pain and disappointment, tears flowing, begging his son to wake up quickly, do not sink again; but at this time, Huang Xin, in addition to drugs, has no feeling for anything else, just think about how to find money to buy drugs, when the drug addiction attacked, he even stole the low security deposit of his elderly father, pushed the old father to the ground, and went away.

Until one day, he was arrested and detained by the police, and ordered to participate in community drug rehabilitation. Huang Xin promised his father that he would not take drugs again in the future, and his father forgave him.

After relapse, he was forcibly isolated for drug rehabilitation

Coming out of the detention center, Huang Xin's body suddenly became very fat during the community drug rehabilitation, coupled with the temptation of "losing friends", Huang Xin quickly forgot all his promise to his father and relapsed again; when the drug addiction came, he could not sleep all night, and even sometimes hit the wall with a quilt wrapped around his head and washed his hair with ice water... In the days that followed, Huang Xin's world was like a walking dead, and there was nothing to arouse his interest except drug use, until he was arrested again and sent to the Sanshui Compulsory Isolation Drug Rehabilitation Center in Guangdong Province.

Internet celebrity anchors sink into the sea of poison, recounting their own highlights, depravity and redemption

Photo caption: The police are educating and guiding Huang Xin.

These days when he entered the strong detention center, Huang Xin's heart was extremely painful, his emotions were very unstable, and he felt that he was completely finished.

To this end, the police of the brigade specially developed a personalized education and correction plan for him, carried out individual psychological counseling, helped him vent his negative emotions, and guided him to face his past and regain his confidence in life. At the same time, he is encouraged to give full play to his strengths, participate in the training of the band of drug rehabilitation personnel, actively participate in various auxiliary education activities, give him timely affirmation and encouragement, effectively stimulate his confidence and hope, and let him rekindle the hope of life.

Internet celebrity anchors sink into the sea of poison, recounting their own highlights, depravity and redemption

Photo caption: Huang Xin is undergoing rehabilitation training.

"Preventing the harm of new drugs to teenagers" is China's anti-drug theme this year, anti-drug education is not by one or two times of study and publicity can be effective, we must continue to improve the self-protection ability of adolescents and the awareness of prevention and vigilance, but also need the family, school and society Trinity to work together, with love to pass on, together to help adolescents grow up healthily and safely.

Text/Guangzhou Daily • New Flower City reporter Wei Lina correspondent Yue Sixuan

Photo / Guangzhou Daily • New Flower City reporter Wei Lina correspondent Yue Sixuan

Guangzhou Daily New Flower City Editor: Zhang Yu

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