The mother-in-law sneered, "I told them the same thing, because I still want faces!" Yes, this figure, this action, can only be said to be like you. But you can fool others, you can't fool me. The headband on the girl's head in the photo, the color matching is not the Givenchy headband I sent you. How many young girls here can afford such a headband? ”
When I looked, I could really see that it was given given the Givacci headband. I secretly blamed myself, nothing to do stinky beauty, that day out of the door without this headband will die?!
Heck, now everyone has a cell phone, and even an old man and a woman can work part-time as a Sherlock Holmes.
In the face of ironclad evidence, I was dumbfounded.
The mother-in-law cried, "The more you know about this, the more you know about this?" ”
I said, "I don't know, I told him to go to relax, and he believed it." ”
The mother-in-law said in her mouth, for so many years, where is their Xu family not good for me; all kinds of ugly words are constantly heard, what I did not add a son and a half daughter to their family, what I did not observe the way of women. Vaguely, in my mother-in-law's complaint, I heard a sentence, "The more I am sorry for you, you want to do this to him?" ”
Maybe I will keep that secret for too long, maybe because I am too depressed, for the first time in the years of marriage, I can't control myself and my mother-in-law: "Because he can't do it!" No way! No way! ”
When I finished, I burst into tears.
The mother-in-law froze and asked tentatively, "The more... What's the problem? ”
I nodded, "To be precise, for so many years, we once... None of them worked out. Taking advantage of the mother-in-law's shaking of god, I added: "And Mom, that day, I went to the ancient town, but nothing happened, because I can't be sorry for Xu Yue." ”
The mother-in-law listened to this and was quiet for a long time. Suddenly, she patted her thigh, "Oh, you should have told me earlier!" If there is a disease, it is cured, and it is not a serious disease! ”
Xu Yue heard the movement, pushed the door in, and asked us what was wrong.
The mother-in-law looked disgusted: "Thanks to Yan Yan who told me the truth today, I said how I can't always hold my grandson!" Your problem, not a big problem, cure the disease! Tomorrow you both take a leave of absence and go to the hospital! ”
Xu Yue's face brushed red.
I accompanied Xu Yue into the examination room. The andrologist on the other side was elderly and said slowly: "So the symptoms are: short time, not hard enough, less than a minute can't work?" ”
Xu Yue's face turned red again: "At least two minutes." ”
The doctor turned a deaf ear and held up a finger, "For a minute, it's just that married life is not very pleasant, and it should not affect pregnancy." ”
"What then?"
"It is recommended that both husband and wife do a comprehensive examination."
"Isn't it okay to drink Chinese medicine alone?"
The doctor came up with an advertising slogan, "The combination of traditional Chinese medicine and Western medicine has a fast effect." ”
I had a gynecological exam again. It is also strange that since going to the ancient town, the gynecological examination is not so painful. The results of the examination, I have no problems, and Xu Yue, not only has obstacles, but also weak sperm.
In the words of the doctor, in this case, my probability of natural pregnancy is too low, and test tubes are recommended.
I heard that the test tube process was particularly painful, and I started to struggle again.
5
When my mother-in-law learned of our examination results, she persuaded me that the words roughly meant that women would pass this hurdle. The test tube is crying, but compared to giving birth, that kind of pain is nothing. She also blamed Xu Yue, saying that I had suffered, and if I gave birth to a child, I would be the hero of their family.
The mother-in-law let the two of us eat at her place, "Anyway, The Place in Kaili is small, and it will be half an hour for you to go home after eating a walk, just to facilitate pregnancy." ”
So Xu Yue and I went to my mother-in-law's place to rub rice after work.
In the past week, roasted yellow eels, sea oyster tofu soup, scrambled eggs with leeks and shrimp, and lamb stew with yam have appeared in turn, changing every day. Xu Yue almost wanted to vomit, and I secretly quipped, "You let your mother simply give you a plate of fried small tadpoles, simple and direct, medicine to get rid of the disease." ”
I often go to my mother-in-law's house, and one day in the community, I met Liu Ya. He and Zuo Fei were holding a child alone, and when they looked at it, they were walking after eating. Zuo Fei saw her mother-in-law and me and greeted me warmly. I deliberately teased her children and said, "They look like their fathers." ”
Liu Ya and I tacitly pretended not to know each other. When I got home, I did receive a message from Liu Ya on the music app: "You and Xiaofei are colleagues?" Did you always know that? ”
I replied, "I know, but I can't forget you." From now on, let's not see each other again. ”
Liu Ya sent me a long confession, saying how he missed me and why I was so cruel.
He and I hadn't seen each other privately in a long time. Many times, I still can't help but think of that rainy afternoon, like a dream. Since that chance encounter, Liu Ya later looked for me again and again on the music app, and I turned a blind eye. Not because I didn't want him, but because I decided to do test tubes in order to preserve this complete family. The reason for this is that after the doctor explains the start of the IVF process, it is emphasized that it is best to avoid x life so as not to cause unnecessary damage to the body.
In this case, I certainly can't see Liu Ya. After all, Xu Yue was good at everything but being softer.
My mother-in-law learned that I had decided to test tube, and the money was immediately in place. In addition, she specifically greeted the leader of our unit, asked him to arrange less work for me, to be late for my leave, and to turn a blind eye. At this time, I felt that our city was small and had small benefits. I often go to work after checking and treating in the hospital, and I don't delay at all.
However, such a thing cannot be hidden. I didn't tell everyone the reason I did the test tube, how to gossip about acquaintances, I just bit to death and said, we want to have twins, so test tubes. But Zuo Fei exclaimed in surprise that the drought died of drought and the death of waterlogging, "My baby is up, I can't stop it, we haven't done anything, just once, who knows that I won the bid....".
It turned out that this time, when I met her in the gynecological clinic, she had come to make an appointment for miscarriage.
I recalled Liu Ya's appearance of checking the small raincoat, and secretly thought, it turned out that Liu Ya and his wife were not so careless?
Examination, medicine, injection, induction, egg retrieval, once the sin was suffered, I think this time the good villain can have a result. Unexpectedly, the doctor informed me that there was not a single embryo that could be transferred.
The doctor's tone was rather calm: "Of the 12 follicles that were retrieved, 10 fertilization failed, and neither sperm nor eggs could fuse." Only 2 embryos were matched, but the development was not good, and none of the embryos met the conditions for transfer, so you failed this time. After two months of rest, the woman can urge the rehearsal again. Next time, try a second-generation tube, where the lab picks good quality sperm and eggs to pair. ”
I asked the doctor, "Will it be successful next time?" Is there any guarantee that there will never be a first time? ”
The doctor gave me a blank look: "How can this be guaranteed!" Pregnancy is a very complex physiological process that can be successful or may root for the first time with the same outcome. ”
Xu Yue asked, "What if the second-generation test tube still fails?" ”
The doctor said, "Then you can also consider sperm supply." Like the case that the woman has no problems, even without doing test tubes, artificial sperm on the line. ”
I covered my lower abdomen, and this time the egg retrieval was still faintly painful. Listening to the doctor's words, I made a decision at the moment: "I don't want to do IVF anymore, no matter what!" Even if I face divorce From Xu Yue, I don't want to do it anymore! If you are divorced, you can also find a boyfriend and enjoy the fun of women. And with Xu Yue, from marriage to now, at most two minutes. What can I do in two minutes? It's just a slab support, enough to nibble on half an apple, and there are too few things to do in two minutes. I really don't want to be a married woman for two more minutes, I know, damn it, I cover my face!
I told Xu Yue that I would never test tube.
He thought for a moment and said, "We don't try, let's artificially inseminate!" ”
I still disagree.
Xu Yue said, "I'm talking about sperm offerings. ”
I said, "I know."
Xu Yue was particularly surprised: "I agreed to the artificial insemination of sperm, but you actually disagreed?" ”
I said word for word, "Yes." I, no, with, with. ”
6
Xu Yue couldn't figure it out, he said: "I can give up having a child of my own, why don't you want to accept sperm?" If you don't do TEST tubes, if you do artificial insemination, you will be less guilty. ”
I thought to myself, you're willing to give up because you actually know you can't do it, but you never admit it, and I still have to take care of your damn male self-esteem - why should I go to artificial insemination with joy?
Xu Yue began to slowly peel up the fruit. I looked at him with an innocent look and couldn't help but burn with anger. The happiness that I have not enjoyed for many years, the pain of flesh and skin that I can suffer unnecessarily, the acquaintances sneer at me because of the problems of children, all the unwillingness and bitterness, twisted into a huge force, making me angry and blood rushing straight to my face:
"Why should I be willing? Why would I want to? Do you know who donates tadpoles? Think about it yourself, how short and poor men will sell tadpoles? But how can any man who can find a girlfriend and marry a wife be reduced to selling tadpoles? You know what kind of person I am, I eat beef powder, if the boss puts coriander, I will pick out one by one. Do you even think that I am the kind of casual woman who can put any crooked little tadpole into the body? In your heart, I am so mean? ”
Xu Yue was stunned, looked down and said, "I didn't think about it that much. So what to do, the sperm donor man of the sperm bank can't choose..."
I burst into tears, feeling that the problem that life has given us is really unsolvable: "So, then we only have to divorce." ”
Xu Yue also cried, "Yan Yan, can you not divorce?" Do we have to divorce just for the sake of a child? What about the Dink families, aren't they childless, aren't they still doing well? Why can't we live like this?
I wiped a handful of tears: "The Dink family... Which of our acquaintances do you see? It was in the big cities, and people were not surprised. In a small place like ours, who will tolerate you Dink? Over the years, in the light and in the dark, how many people have knocked on the side and asked the question of who the two of us really are, haven't you had enough?! I'm so fed up, let's get a divorce. ”
Xu Yue did not speak. When he spoke again, he said in a loud voice: "I don't want to divorce you, you go find someone to borrow some small tadpoles." ”
I was stunned and thought I had heard it wrong: "This is not borrowing money, is it so easy to borrow?" ”
Xu Yue said: "In this world, it may be more difficult to borrow money. ”
I seriously thought about Xu Yue's proposal, if I really want to borrow tadpoles, then you can't borrow them casually, or it is better to find tadpoles of men I know and like, and my subconscious and body are more receptive.
Liu Ya's name came out at the right time. I told Xu Yue my thoughts, "Unless it is someone I choose myself, I can't lie down." If you can't accept it, let's get a divorce. ”
Xu Yue was very serious: "You have a candidate?" ”
I kept an eye on him, so I said, "No, you have to pay attention to it slowly--actually, it still doesn't work." ”
Xu Yuehu doubted, "Why?" ”
I said, "Mom can't accept it." ”
Xu Yue's nose breathed deeply: "I can't stand my mother forcing me to drink yellow eel soup, she said yesterday that dry pot beef may be useful, let me eat more." My nose was bleeding, and I didn't want to toss it anymore, so be it. ”
We reached an agreed decision: to the mother-in-law, not to tell her the truth, only to tell her that we continued the test tube.
I went to a music app again to pick up Liu Ya, and I confided in him that I hadn't seen him in months. Naturally, he believed it and asked me out again. I said, "But Carey is too young and the risk of meeting is too high." ”
He understood what I meant, "Why don't we go on a business trip at the same time?" Strive to be elected to the same city. ”
I thought about it, and there was really only one way to do it without knowing it. To Xu Yue, I didn't tell the truth completely. I told him that for safety reasons, I would still find a man who was geographically farther away, so as not to have a child give birth to a child and entangle us.
Xu Yue also added several requirements: First, the tadpole father must have his own family, so as not to entangle us. Second, pay attention to safety, do not leave photos and other evidence. Third, find a way to get the tadpole father's physical examination report, so as not to be infected with the disease is not good for the child.
I thought to myself that he had a point. The first and second Liu Ya can be satisfied, but how can I get his medical examination report?
I pondered Liu Ya's physical examination report, and suddenly remembered that he already had two children, and Zuo Fei had accidentally conceived them again. What did she say when she came back from that miscarriage? She said: "They all blame me for being pregnant, I am so annoyed and hungry."
Someone quipped to her: "Actually, your child's father is strong, hahaha." ”
If the object of cooperation is Liu Ya, what physical examination report do I need, and his tadpole quality will definitely pass.
The unit arranged for people to go to the provincial city to do things, and I volunteered to sign up. Liu Ya and I are in the provincial capital, and the high-speed rail is only 38 minutes away from our city. I told Xu Yue that I found a netizen and inquired clearly in all aspects. On that day, Xu Yue also took a leave of absence, saying: "What if you are sold?" To be on the safe side, let's go together. ”
Xu Yue waited for me in the hotel where I was staying, and I finished all the chapters with the fastest efficiency, finished the work of the unit, and went to the hotel where Liu Ya lived to meet. When I got to the door of the hotel number he had sent me, I knocked on the door with a nervous feeling.
The door opened, and sure enough, it was Liu Ya, who grabbed me in as soon as he pulled it in, and I pressed the back of my head against the back of the door, only to hear him whisper in my ear: "I haven't seen it for a long time, I want to die." ”
I actually miss it too. Thinking of the way Liu Ya looked like walking on thin ice the last time he checked the small raincoat, I was extra enthusiastic today, hoping to make him forget about wearing the small raincoat.
As soon as he stepped at the door, he stopped, "Wait a minute. I knew he wanted to wear a little raincoat, but I definitely couldn't let him wear it today, and I whispered, "It doesn't matter, I'm taking my medicine." ”
He still insisted on wearing it.
I cried bitterly in my heart, that is, Liu Ya's tadpole quality passed again, but after putting on a raincoat, the combat effectiveness was estimated to be greatly reduced. I stressed, "I'm really taking my medicine, don't worry. ”
Liu Ya suddenly became sensitive: "This medicine needs to be taken for a long time, why didn't you hear you talk about it last time?" ”
I hesitated, "I forgot to tell you last time." ”
Maybe it was my nervousness that betrayed me.
Maybe it was my impatience that betrayed me.
Maybe it was my unusual firmness that betrayed me.
In short, Liu Ya saw that I was different from the past and asked me what was wrong. At first, I wanted to be vague, but he was very vigilant, and his tone began to become cold, "You'd better tell the truth." ”
Speaking of which, I simply confessed, "You know, my husband can't do it." We failed several times in the test tube, and I really didn't want to do it. My husband and I are really short of a child. You can rest assured, we are borrowing a small tadpole from you, you don't have to care about all kinds of obstetric examinations in the future, and you don't have to care about all kinds after the birth of the child. My husband and I have a good relationship, and I'm not going to come and destroy your family. You really don't have to take any responsibility, just use a small tadpole, please help us. ”
Liu Ya looked at me, his eyes going from hot to cold, and he quickly got dressed.
His movements made me panic, and I went over to hug him, and he squeezed my wrists, which were hot five minutes ago and my hands were instantly cold.
"Why?" I couldn't figure it out, "I'm not afraid of getting pregnant, I really don't have to be responsible for you." ”
Liu Ya threw away my hand, and snorted heavily in his nose, "I already have a son and a daughter, and I still need you to have a child?" It's not a woman who wants to have children for me, a woman who wants to have children for me, first I have to marry her. ”
I still couldn't figure it out, "You don't have anything to lose." ”
Liu Ya hand: "I don't want women other than my wife to have that kind of hook, trouble." Besides, you're far behind my wife. My wife said that she would not betray the pillow person at all, and if I didn't want you to be free, I wouldn't be interested in you at all. ”
I was stunned and held my arm on the bed.
Liu Ya was already dressed, and he said coldly, "You'd better dress faster, I have no interest in you at all." Knowing that was the case, I wouldn't have gone on this trip at all. ”
I walked out of the hotel door, and a cold wind blew through, and I unconsciously wrapped my trench coat tightly. The little tadpole didn't borrow it, so what should I do? Back at the hotel where Xu Yue and I were staying, I opened the door, and Xu Yue leaned back on the bed with a sluggish gaze, and the hotel TV was playing boring news programs. The first time I saw him, I rushed over, hugged him tightly, and cried out" "Wow".
7
Yes, after going through this, Xu Yue and I have thought twice that artificial insemination for sperm is indeed our best choice. What we told my mother-in-law was to do test tubes. Where does the mother-in-law understand so many twists and turns in this, she only when we try again.
The reproductive department of the hospital is very humane, and artificial insemination is to mix the sperm in the sperm bank with the husband's sperm, and then inject them into the female body during the female ovulation period.
I said to Xu Yue, "So it could also be the children of both of us." ”
Xu Yue said, "Don't worry, it was our two children." ”
Maybe God had mercy on us, and I got pregnant the first time I did it. After I became pregnant, Xu Yue treated me better, and it was obvious to all. Now, Xu Yue not only learned to cook, but also accepted me to commute to work every day.
Acquaintances and friends feel reasonable, so many years of hard to have children, of course, the wife as a treasure.
The good news kept coming, and after a period of ultrasound examination, it turned out to be twins. The mother-in-law secretly looked for someone to see the gender, not only twins but also dragon flying tires. The twins were mostly born prematurely, and I was born in less than nine months. The mother-in-law couldn't help but be overjoyed, she intimately booked me a confinement center, and out of the confinement and seamless docking to ask for a nanny. Because it was two babies, I simply hired two babysitters, and one babysitter was responsible for one.
On the first birthday of my family's dragon and phoenix fetus, my mother-in-law held a very grand birthday party to entertain relatives and friends. Colorful balloons were tied to the walls of the hotel, and one of my sons and daughters were wearing the same yellow and red New Year's greeting clothes, like a pair of fortune boys. Xiaowa is learning to walk, a nanny is holding one in her hand, walking bumps and falls, laughs when she sees people, and will give up her hands to do Wishing you prosperity movements.
And I, on the other hand, actively exercised after childbirth, controlled my diet, and almost returned to prenatal. Everyone is full of envy and blessings for me, and they all wish me both children and daughters and a winner in life.
I said reservedly, "Really? And Xu Yue wasted no time in putting his arms around my waist, "My wife will give birth." ”
After the jubilant Dragon Flying Tire Birthday Party song finally dispersed, Xu Yue and I returned home with our children and nanny. As soon as they got home, the two nannies went to sleep with their children separately.
In front of the bedroom door, Xu Yue gently stamped a kiss on my forehead, said goodnight to me, and said that he went into the small bedroom opposite. I went back to my large bedroom, closed the door, checked the lock carefully, and used the key to open the dresser drawer. I pulled open the drawer, and in the deepest part of the drawer, a rectangular box was packed in an extremely delicate package. I exhaled softly, and with a solemn and sacred feeling, opened the package and opened the box.
And inside the box was a small thing that I didn't want anyone to find, absolutely, and never wanted anyone to discover...
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