On the Chinese music scene, there is a singer whose story is legendary, and she is Zheng Xulan. Although she was born into a military family, she became famous at the Spring Festival Gala 41 years ago with her talent and hard work.
Zheng Xulan, who grew up in a musical family, has shown amazing musical talent since she was a child. Her voice is graceful, like a natural sound, so that teachers, classmates, relatives and friends are full of praise for her singing.
Xiao Zheng Xulan seems to be born with a love for the stage, as long as there is an opportunity to go on stage, she is always the first to actively sign up, her eyes flashed with a vision for the future, and she seemed to have seen herself standing in the center of the stage.
Zheng Xulan loves music and has outstanding talent, so she was successfully admitted to the Central Conservatory of Music. Here, she is like a fish in water, constantly honing her skills, and laying a solid foundation for her future musical career.
Zheng Xulan, who sang "Shepherd's Song" on stage at the Spring Festival Gala, instantly conquered the national audience with her beautiful singing voice and unique temperament, from that moment on, her name resounded all over the country, and her career began to advance all the way.
A girl from a military family who has made her mark in the competitive entertainment industry through her talent and hard work. Surprisingly, however, an unexpected turn of events completely changed the girl's musical path.
Zheng Xulan's story is about to open a page of its ups and downs.
Just when Zheng Xulan's career was in full swing and was sought after by tens of thousands of people, fate proposed an unexpected turn to her at a cultural exchange meeting. That day, Zheng Xulan stood on the stage and attracted the attention of the audience with her beautiful singing voice and outstanding demeanor.
However, in the audience, there was a United States man who was deeply attracted to her.
This United States man is very different from the people Zheng Xulan usually comes into contact with. He was cheerful, enthusiastic, and humorous, and soon attracted Zheng Xulan's attention. After the exchange meeting, the bold United States man confessed to Zheng Xulan, whose personality and open-mindedness made Zheng Xulan feel unprecedented attraction.
Soon the two fell in love. Zheng Xulan's eyes showed a happy light, and her face was filled with a sweet smile unique to lovers. However, the relationship was not smooth. Many people are not optimistic about this foreign relationship, and some even accuse Zheng Xulan of admiring foreign flattery with vicious language.
Zheng Xulan was immersed in the sweetness of love at this time, unable to take into account the voices of the outside world. She is full of beautiful hopes for the future, and even made a decision that surprised everyone: she decided to give up her good future at home, follow this United States boyfriend, and cross the ocean to marry and have children.
The decision was undoubtedly impulsive. Zheng Xulan resigned from the position of the "Oriental Song and Dance Troupe", and with full enthusiasm and expectations for the future, he resolutely embarked on a flight to United States.
At that time, did she ever think about how this decision would change her life? Her eyes only have the yearning for a new life, and her heart is full of confidence in love.
Zheng Xulan, who has just set foot on United States soil, is full of expectations for a new life. At first, her life in the United States was relatively smooth. With the popularity and strength accumulated in China, Zheng Xulan began to receive some invitations to perform in the Chinese community of United States.
Her oriental face and gentle singing voice have attracted the love of many United States audiences.
Unfortunately, the good times were short-lived, and Zheng Xulan soon discovered that she was able to receive these performances, in large part because she still used the name "Oriental Song and Dance Troupe", and this group, which she had long since resigned, became her only reliance on a foreign land.
Zheng Xulan began to feel conflicted and uneasy, she knew that it was immoral to do so, but she didn't know what to do.
In the end, the matter was exposed. Zheng Xulan was judged to be an "imposter performance", so she was banned. The scene of the show was once bustling, but now it is silent. The phone no longer rings, the invitation no longer comes.
Zheng Xulan felt unprecedented loneliness and helplessness, she stood in front of the mirror, looking at the once glorious self, her eyes were full of confusion and loss.
After Zheng Xulan lost her performance income, her quality of life deteriorated severely. She had to start adapting to a new way of life, from a high-profile pop star to an unknown housewife.
What she faces every day is no longer flashing lights and applause, but the huge gap in life such as firewood, rice, oil, salt, and housework, which makes Zheng Xulan feel at a loss.
In this strange country, Zheng Xulan began to miss her glorious years in China, often standing in front of the window, looking into the distance, homesick. However, the reality is cruel, and she must face the predicament in front of her and try to adapt to this completely different world.
Zheng Xulan's life has changed a lot. was once a big star, but now she has become an ordinary housewife. Her United States husband's enthusiasm for her gradually diminished, and the contradictions and difficulties of life gradually became prominent.
In this difficult period, Zheng Xulan felt lonely like never before. She lives alone in a foreign land, without even someone to talk to. She begins to regret her impulsive decision, but is powerless to change the situation.
The experience of this period made Zheng Xulan deeply understand the hardships of life, and also made her begin to re-examine her life choices.
As time passed, the contradictions between Zheng Xulan and her United States husband gradually became apparent. After the initial novelty wore off, the problems caused by the cultural differences between them became more and more apparent.
After all, the environment in which they grew up and the education they received were very different, and these differences can be reflected in all aspects of life, causing a lot of disputes and friction.
Zheng Xulan worked hard to adapt to the United States way of life, but deep down, she was never able to fully integrate. Whenever she encounters a culture conflict, she feels extremely lonely and helpless, and she can't find someone to talk to.
And her husband seems to have gradually lost his initial enthusiasm and no longer cared for her as much as before.
The huge gap in identity makes it difficult for Zheng Xulan to accept. She used to be a star in the limelight, but now she has become an ordinary housewife. Whenever she sees herself in the mirror, the once brilliant Zheng Xulan seems to have left her.
This huge contrast filled her heart with a sense of loss and frustration.
The contradictions in life are getting worse day by day, and conflicts are becoming more and more frequent. The estrangement between Zheng Xulan and her husband is getting deeper and deeper, and the former sweetness is gone. She begins to question her decision, but she doesn't know how to face this harsh reality.
Zheng Xulan deeply experienced the unspeakable loneliness and endless powerlessness in this marriage. She appeared in a foreign land, looking back on her life process, and her heart was full of emotion.
The once radiant self can now only seek a trace of comfort in the remaining memories.
In the past few years, Zheng Xulan has suffered a heavy blow in her career and family, which has made her deeply aware of the cruelty of reality. She used to be a bright star in the spotlight, but now she has become a housewife who is rejected by her husband, and the difference in status is too big.
She began to examine her past and wonder if she had made the choice in the first place.
However, reality is always unchangeable. Zheng Xulan's husband under cold violence endures this marriage that has lost its temperature day after day. Her heart is full of conflict and pain, both hoping to save the relationship and longing to be free again.
This marriage has finally become one of the unsustainable tests in Zheng Xulan's life.
After a long period of struggle and pain, Zheng Xulan finally made a difficult decision helplessly, that is, to end this marriage that had long lost its temperature.
She endured her husband's cold violence day after day, feeling that her self-esteem and dignity had been worn away little by little, and now only fragments of the beautiful life she had hoped for.
The moment she decided to divorce, Zheng Xulan's heart was both painful and relieved. She knew that meant an end to her life in United States, but it also meant she could start over.
With regret for the past and confusion about the future, Zheng Xulan packed her luggage and embarked on the journey back to China alone.
On the plane, Zheng Xulan recalled the past experience and looked at the sea of clouds outside the porthole. The glory of the past, the impulses in front of love, the days of struggling in a foreign country, all this is like a big dream.
And now, she is about to set foot on the land of her homeland again, back to the starting point.
However, Zheng Xulan knew in her heart that returning to China did not mean that everything would start again. The road back to China is destined to be full of hardships and challenges. She has lost the aura of the year, and she is no longer the star who is dominant.
Zheng Xulan's United States life in recent years is like a dream that she doesn't want to mention, and her experience in a foreign country has become the heaviest lesson in her life. This experience made her realize that once you make a choice, you can never turn back.
The moment she landed on Chinese soil, Zheng Xulan put an end to the hardships and advantages in front of her, because she understood that at this moment and that time, her life had finally turned a new page.
Although the future is unknown, she is determined to regain her lost self, reorient her life, and spread her wings in a new world.
After returning to China, Zheng Xulan found that she had lost touch with the rapidly developing society, the familiar environment of the past had become unfamiliar, and the old network resources were gone. She wanted to bounce back, but the lost advantage made it difficult for her.
Zheng Xulan's experience has sparked heated discussions inside and outside the circle, and many people feel sorry for him, because of "a good hand of cards played poorly" and because of impulsiveness, he buried a good future. Zheng Xulan is constantly reflecting on her choices.
She has come to realize that she should be cautious in her choice of relationships and careers, because the impulse of the moment may affect the entire trajectory of her life. She is also aware of the importance of cultural identity and values and the need to remain who she is.
Today's Zheng Xulan wants to regain his strength in China, but the road is full of twists and turns. Her experience has become a warning to many people: no matter how glorious the past is, if you don't know how to cherish it, it can be lost overnight.
Looking back on the past, Zheng Xulan has experienced ups and downs from peaks to troughs. From a child of a military family, she appeared on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala with her talent and became a star in the spotlight.
However, an impulsive decision made her give up her good future at home, marry the United States, and finally end up in such a situation.
Zheng Xulan's life experience is like a sonata of life with ups and downs. From the celebrity of the Spring Festival Gala, after the struggle in a foreign country, to return to his homeland and start again. Her story teaches us that every choice in life counts, and how we should find a balance between love and career, personal and society, is worth pondering for everyone.