4
Even when I sat in the car, I still felt in a trance.
And that's it? I don't believe it.
I sat in the passenger seat nervously picking at the seat, and my brother and sister weren't much better.
Our parents were gone when they were 4 years old, they hadn't eaten a few meals of meat, where had they ever been in such a good car?
The two little ones sat up straight, their butts only touching the seat a little, for fear that their dirty clothes would stain such a good car.
When I came, I told them that I had found a particularly good job, that Jiang Ji was my boss, and that I would be able to have a cake on my birthday in the future.
So when they were young, they were sitting in a precarious position, and even if they were curious, they didn't dare to touch anything in the car, for fear of angering the boss and losing this hard-won job.
They don't want to trouble me.
I tensed up and wondered if it was going too well.
My younger brother and sister were brought together by Jiang Ji, and I was still hesitating whether to tell him about Xiaolan and Xiaochen's existence, for fear that he would find it troublesome and not hire me, but I didn't expect him to mention it first.
How would he know I had a brother and sister? He doesn't know me!
It's over, it can't be a new type of trafficking, right? Want to serve us in one pot?
Thinking like this, a cold sweat began to break out on my back.
I don't know if I noticed my state, Jiang Ji, who was still driving one second, naturally turned up the temperature of the air conditioner the next second. Now, I grabbed the seat under my ass tighter.
So good?
Jiang Ji glanced at me, smiled very softly, and lazily put on the steering wheel.
"Si Ning."
I replied carefully, "What's wrong boss?"
The upward arc of Jiang Ji's mouth was a little obvious: "Don't be nervous."
Before I could answer, Xiao Chen cautiously took over the conversation: "Brother, my sister is not nervous, she is very capable, she can do everything well, don't dismiss her." I'm scared, but I have to help explain.
I was stunned for a moment, I was thinking too much, not even as good as Xiao Chen.
Jiang Ji is not a simple character at first glance, and there are few people who can casually open a million people to Miancheng.
I thought he wouldn't care about a 10-year-old child, but at the intersection of waiting for the red light, he turned around and touched Xiao Chen's head, and there was a little softness in his cool eyes: "Then you tell your sister, take it easy, I don't eat people."
5
Jiang Ji's car drove from the city to the suburbs, and when he stopped in front of a very large villa, my heart really relaxed.
I looked at the big villa with a garden and said, "Boss, your house is really big."
Jiang Ji naturally opened my car door and said lightly, "Fortunately, I bought this place where you can see it."
My mouth opened and closed, good guy he didn't lie, he really got rich.
Jiang Ji walked ahead, and I led Xiaolan and Xiaochen to follow him.
There were a bunch of people waiting at the gate of the garden, it should be said that one person was waiting for us, while the others were persuading her: "It's windy outside, let's go back to the house and wait, the young master will bring the young lady back."
But the man clenched his crutches and stood still, staring straight out with a pair of eyes, and no one could persuade him to do anything with his stubborn appearance.
She is Jiang Ji's grandmother, the old lady of the Jiang Group, her hair is meticulously combed, and she should be a very serious and rule-oriented old man with a face.
The reason why I have this job is completely because the old lady needs her mood and misses her lost granddaughter Jiang Wan.
Before I got closer, the old lady's eyes brightened up a little when she saw me, and she ran in front of me with a few arrows.
I held her up cautiously and called tentatively, "Grandma."
The old lady threw away her crutches and touched my face with tears in her eyes: "Wan'er, grandma's little Wan'er. Grandma is so hard to find you. Have you grown so big? Yes, your brother is 25, and now you should be 20."
Noticing Xiao Lan and Xiao Chen, who were standing next to me with a cramped face, the old lady touched the faces of the two of them with tears in her eyes.
Before I could get out of what I had written, the old lady gave me a good reason.
"This is our wandering friend, right? She looks so much like our Wan'er, so good, looking at grandma's heart melting."
I'm wiping the sweat from my forehead next to me, can I not look like it? Brother and sister.
The old lady carefully painted the eyebrows and eyes of Xiaolan and Xiaochen, and the two little ones were a little shy, which was one of the few people they liked except me since they could remember.
They were all flattered in their eyes, and carefully shouted, "Hello grandma."
The old lady immediately gave the black card: "It's all grandma's good treasures, take them all, take them to buy toys, buy Barbie dolls."
Xiaolan and Xiaochen couldn't believe what they heard, toys? What they didn't have in their childhood, it was difficult to eat enough.
It was only when they saw that I did not allow it, and they took it carefully.
I don't dare to say it, I also covet that black card.
6
Time flies quickly, and it has been almost a month since I came to Jiang's house.
This month has changed dramatically not only for me, but also for my younger siblings. They changed out of patched clothes and school bags.
The night my sister put on the skirt, she was so careful that she didn't dare to sleep for fear of crumpling the skirt. And Xiao Chen carefully put the new clothes aside, and reluctantly looked at them for a long time before sleeping in the old clothes.
And I'm not qualified to talk about them, because since I was 14 years old, I didn't have the right to wear new clothes, and I made up for old clothes.
I was very happy when my parents were still there, they loved me very much, as if my parents were supporting me when the sky fell.
But after they left, the memory of someone's love was too far away from me. Even if I can eat enough for the next meal, it becomes a problem, and my younger siblings' day has become mine, so I don't have time to be sad.
Life is too hard, and I want to live a hundred times. But when I thought about the home that should have belonged to us, my uncle and his family lived there, and I couldn't swallow this breath again.
The life of the Jiang family is like a dream, and the meat that can only be eaten during the New Year is made for us every day.
The old lady really raised me as her granddaughter, she treated me very well, as if she wanted to give me all the love that I hadn't been able to give Jiang Wan all these years.
But the more love I received, the less I felt at ease. Because I know that this is a love that does not belong to me, this should have been Jiang Wan's. A girl my age is wandering outside, and I'm a dove in the magpie's nest.
I don't know if I was too nervous when I got love, but Jiang Ji told me the story about his sister.
7
Jiang Wan was not lost, and when she was 10 years old, she died at the hands of her nanny.
I was locked up in the bathroom by the nanny and flooded for half an hour.
The nanny went to prison, but Jiang Wan's life could never be saved.
The old lady couldn't accept this fact and fell seriously ill. After waking up, she forgot the fact that Jiang Wan was dead and lived in the memory of Jiang Wan's loss.
And Jiang Ji chose to act with her.
Speaking of this, Jiang Ji paused, his eyes darkened a little. The cigarette between his fingers burned quickly, and it wasn't until his hands were burned that Jiang Ji came back to his senses.
He told me that Jiang Wan's death could have been avoided.
When Jiang Wan was 9 years old, several scars on her arms that were inexplicably burned by cigarette butts appeared. But at that time, she was still young, and the nanny threatened her that if she told Jiang Ji or the old lady, Jiang Wan's fate would be even worse.
So Jiang Wan listened to the nanny's words and lied to the distressed old lady: "This is a hot person in the senior class on the way to school."
The old lady immediately went to settle accounts with the child who bullied Jiang Wan, but Jiang Wan refused to live or die. Since that day, Jiang Wan has had several more bodyguards on her way to school.
If you had paid attention to the babysitter next to you that day, nothing would have happened.
Hearing this, I realized that the cigarette scar specially requested in the original recruitment information was because of this, although the old lady did not remember Jiang Wan's death, she was deeply impressed by the cigarette scar on her arm.
But my arms were full of cigarette scars, and when I lifted my sleeves, the old lady was stunned for a long time, and while feeling distressed, she asked me stupidly, "Why are there more cigarette scars?"
Jiang Ji, who was sitting next to me, propped his chin and looked at me, gently pulled down my sleeve, and explained to the old lady for me: "The house she lived in before was surrounded by gangsters, and these extra cigarette scars were burned by those gangsters."
Jiang Ji's words surprised me, I never told him that the cigarette scars on my hands were scalded by thugs.
The old lady asked me distressedly, "Where do you wander and live?" Why are the conditions so poor? Poor child? Does it hurt? It's burning in you, it's hurting in my heart."
"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore." I was snorting haha, Jiang Ji raised his hand and pinched the back of my neck, the cold touch spread to my whole body, and I could even feel the thin calluses on his hands.
I turned my head to look at him in a daze, and my figure was reflected in his dark eyes. Under the light, his face is good to see unreal.
I was burned by his eyes, hurriedly looked away, and scolded in my heart: Damn, this is the legendary affectionate eyes of dogs?
Jiang Ji looked at my series of reactions, and called me in a deep voice, "Si Ning."
I didn't dare look him in the eye: "Huh?"
He smiled very softly: "If it hurts, you have to say it, otherwise the person who loves you can't feel sorry."
The old lady slammed the table, angry and angry: "Quick, quickly send someone to buy it there and build the cemetery, how great the little gangsters are, I will take their nest."
I hurriedly waved my hand, "No, no. Strange to say, a week before I left there, I don't know why, all of those thugs suddenly disappeared, and they couldn't be found anywhere."
The old lady became interested: "So mysterious?"
Jiang Ji next to him suddenly coughed and drank the soup uncomfortably.
8
The Jiang family's villa is really far away from the city, and the university I studied at is just the southernmost part of the city, and the distance between them makes me feel cold.
The old lady knows the university I studied, because Jiang Ji was also a student at that university before, and he can be regarded as my senior brother.
I was in a special situation, because I had to apply to the school not to live in school because of the need to take care of my younger siblings. So as long as there are classes, I have to rush to school.
But the distance between the Jiang family was too far, so in order not to be late, I got up before dawn and got up earlier than the chickens in the backyard.
But I stopped before I could step out of the garden, and there was a familiar figure standing at the door, it was Jiang Ji.
He wasn't wearing a suit, and his hair was a little messy, as if he had just woken up. The tip of his hair was slightly damp, and he didn't know how long he had been standing outside.
Is this waiting for me? I don't dare to think about it.
Jiang Ji's temperament is cold, which is the breath that can only be found in a high position for a long time. But when his gaze touched me, he seemed to unconsciously soften a little.
As I walked past him without squinting, he reached out and grabbed my backpack, and his lazy voice fell, "Okay, pretend you didn't see it?"
He was so close to me that the faint smell of tobacco took up all my breath, and what to do, it was unexpectedly addictive.
I hurriedly stepped back and distanced myself from him, "Are you waiting for me? I thought my boss was standing here early in the morning doing sports."
Jiang Ji's eyebrows raised slightly, and he took my backpack casually: "Call my brother at home, go, I'll send you to class."
I squirmed and stood in place, life here was really good, I was already not at ease, and I really didn't want to trouble him anymore.
A big hand fell on my neck, Jiang Ji put one hand in his pocket, and pinched the back of my neck with the other hand to carry me forward: "Don't think about it, your brother and I will go by the way."
Way? Does he, the CEO of a company, need to go to work so early?
I don't believe it, but it's rude to ask again.
There was still some distance from the school, so I immediately shouted to stop, I have to make headlines on campus for such an expensive car, right? After all, I'm notoriously poor.
Jiang Ji's dark eyes looked at me: "What, I can't take it?"
I hurriedly explained, "No, it's the boss, your car is too high-profile, I'm afraid of attracting onlookers."
Jiang Ji leaned back in the chair casually, and his tone was careless: "Okay, next time I'll drive a low-key one." Call me after class and I'll pick you up."
9
Normally I would have to trot all the way to catch up with class, but this was the first time I walked into the classroom.
In the past few days, I have been evaluating candidates for foreign school exchanges, and my grades are very good, if there is no related household, it must be me who goes.
But this kind of good thing has never been my turn, and the place was given to the boy in the end, and his grades were behind mine, but he had a father who started a company.
Even if he wasn't interested in that school abroad, he just wanted to make his resume stand out a little more than anyone else.
I wasn't too surprised to know the result, I didn't have a tough backstage, there was no one to support me, just trying hard was useless.
I've been used to this kind of thing since I was 14 years old.
So I didn't tell anyone about it, and I didn't even show any sadness.
But just two days before the boys were about to leave, a big man suddenly came to visit the school. The principal and teachers stood in a row to greet them.
I never paid attention to that, picked up the book and ran to the library.
When I came out of the library, the school was still boiling.
I gradually realized that the school really seemed to have a real person. Looking at the girls' spring-hearted faces, I also knew that this character should be very handsome.
The school's post bar was blown up.,I clicked on it.,It's a photo that has been exaggerated.,It's just that I'm too familiar with the man on it.,It's Jiang Ji in a suit.。
The photo should have been taken secretly, Jiang Ji is very tall, and he does not lose his momentum when he stands in front of a group of school leaders.
He stared ahead, his eyes faint, giving a sense of politeness and detachment.
The message on the post bar is still increasing: "Oh my God, this is Senior Brother Jiang, the real person is so handsome!"
"Senior Brother Jiang is so cold, I like it so much."
"Help, what happens when such a cold person falls in love? Will it be called a baby?"
"Back upstairs, I want to marry him! At the age of 25, I sat firmly in the position of chairman of the Jiang family, I don't love his money, I love his talent."
"Back upstairs, I also want to marry him, just because he is so handsome that people and gods are angry."
"I want to marry +1."
……
"I want to marry +99."
10
I clicked on the picture, and I was stupid for a long time, and I was really handsome.
Suddenly, someone behind me called my name: "Si Ning."
When I turned around, Jiang Ji came over with a group of school leaders.
I looked at him dumbfounded, but he walked up to me and took my bag with one hand and carried it on his back.
The slightly childish schoolbag didn't match his black suit, but Jiang Ji didn't seem to care. He lowered his eyes slightly to meet me, and his tone was relaxed and lazy: "Is class over?" I'll take you home."
The school leaders looked at us with surprise in their eyes, and they couldn't believe that Jiang Ji at this time was the same person as Jiang Ji, who was not close to Fang Cai.
But they didn't dare to express any objections, because the school building was still looking forward to Jiang Ji's funding.
A teacher boldly asked, "Mr. Jiang, do you still know Si Ning, a classmate from our school?"
Jiang Ji hooked the corners of his lips and bent down to hold my wrist very lightly: "My family is stupid and hard, and I have to trouble the teachers to take care of my children."
At that time, I didn't understand what Jiang Ji meant, and I was attracted by the word child, and my cheeks were uncontrollably hot.
That night, I received a message from the school on my phone.
"The school has reviewed again and found that Si Ning's grades are excellent, and she is more suitable to represent the school for overseas exchanges."
I was in a daze with my phone for a long time, it turned out that Jiang Ji was supporting me, this was the first time someone had been my backer.
11
Jiang Ji's high-profile appearance, and the next day of the school's post bar, someone spread the scandal between me and him, and it intensified on the day I set off for foreign exchanges.
Maybe it's because people like me can know people like Jiang Ji, everyone is too psychologically unbalanced, and all bad words are thrown at me.
I have everything to say, it turns out that I don't fight or grab, and others will not show kindness to me.
Even if the words on the post bar were quickly sealed by Jiang Ji, he couldn't stop uploading rumors.
On the one hand, I was worried that the news would reach the ears of the old lady, and on the other hand, I was clearly aware of my identity.
In the end, liking will make people feel inferior.
They are right, I am far from Jiang Ji.
The life of the Jiang family is like a dream for me now, and I have learned from others that Jiang Ji is a ruthless and ruthless person.
Everyone was afraid of him, and even the aunt who worked in the Jiang family called me, "Don't make the young master angry, otherwise the end will be miserable." Staying away from him is the best option."
Jiang Ji looks a little fierce when he doesn't smile, but he is the gentlest person I have ever met.
He knows all my preferences and all my habits, and I can be well taken care of by his side. He seemed meticulous enough to pay attention to every detail of me, including my emotions.
My hair didn't dry, and I was reminded that even when I didn't want to eat and lose my temper, he could patiently coax me for a long time.
No one has ever spoiled me like this except my dad.
But he is Jiang Jihe, the boss of the Jiang Group who talks about hundreds of millions of business, and the president of Jiang who is held by countless people wherever he goes.
But Jiang Ji's eyes when he looked at me were really not innocent.
I carefully told him, "Boss, I'm your fake sister, you don't have to be so nice to me."
He slowly peeled the shrimp for me, looking nonchalant: "Eat some more food, whether it's real or fake, I have the final say."
I also asked him, "Boss, why are you so nice to me?"
He replied strangely, he said, "Because I am Jiang Ji, you are Si Ning."
I was confused, but looking at his serious expression, I didn't continue to ask.
But this dream will eventually wake up.
12
During this week of foreign exchange, I began to avoid Eki.
I don't answer his phone calls and I don't reply to his WeChat.
Jiang Ji was in a hurry and sent me several text messages:
"Why don't you answer my call?"
"Did I you off? Is it because of those words on the post bar? Don't listen to their nonsense."
"It's my fault, I shouldn't have been in your school without thinking it through. I'm sorry, it won't be like this next time, don't be angry."
Jiang Ji kept looking for the reason in himself, and I couldn't help but reply to the message:
"It's not your fault, it's me who is angry with myself, boss, don't apologize."
After a pause of two seconds, another message came: "Wait, I'll come to you."
Jiang Ji is coming? How can I let him see a dog like me!
I hurriedly messaged: "You are not allowed to come, I am in a very bad state, I want to be alone."
It took a long time for the message to come back again: "Okay, I'll wait for you in the country."
After a minute, Jiang Ji sent another message: "Si Ning, be patient, don't cry secretly to Lao Tzu, otherwise I will never let you go abroad in the future."
Is he worried that I'm crying? I typed a few words back to him on my phone:
"I won't cry."
13
When I returned to Jiang's house, it was already night, and I didn't tell anyone.
Tiptoeing back to my room, the figure at the door startled me, I turned on the light of my mobile phone and saw that it was Jiang Ji.
He pulled me to the balcony, reached out and touched my eyes, and his voice was hoarse, "You're back, why don't you call me and ask me to pick you up?"
"As soon as I got out of the airport, I met a taxi and sat straight back."
Jiang Ji's voice was muffled: "Are you in a good state now?"
I didn't dare to look at him, I myself was embarrassed to say how hypocritical I was, and I started emo for some reason.
"It's in good shape."
Jiang Ji pinched my face, and was reluctant to exert force, "You are good, you have the ability, you don't answer a single phone call." Do you know how I've been here these days?"
Listening to Jiang Ji's voice of gritting teeth, I noticed that his eyes were actually red.
I asked him carefully, "Boss, you're not going to wipe your tears alone, are you?"
Jiang Ji didn't answer my question, but looked at me very seriously: "Si Ning, don't do this next time, just tell me if you're uncomfortable, don't overestimate my reason, it's hard to quit this thing about feelings, and I'll be useless as soon as I encounter it."
Jiang Ji looked at me with stubbornness in his eyes from the beginning, I don't know why he can understand me so well, how much difference between my identity and him, I don't want to think about these, I just want to follow my heart at the moment.
I mustered up the courage to take his hand: "I won't do this again."
My initiative instantly made Jiang Ji feel like a chicken blood, and his eyes lit up a little: "Do you want to be with me?"
I nodded solemnly, "Yes."
I didn't dare to shout loudly, Jiang Ji looked at me like a big wolf dog, who believed that this was President Jiang's private appearance?
I made out with him on the balcony for a while, and I pushed him away, afraid that the family would find out, so Jiang Ji gasped and let go of me.
As far as the balcony was from the balcony to the door of my room, he had to see me off himself, and we were both startled by the figure standing at the door of my room.
When I turned on the mobile phone light, it was the old lady, standing at my door on crutches.
The hand I held with Jiang Ji hurriedly let go.
The old lady glanced at us and said, "Together?"
Jiang Ji was stunned for a moment, and raised the corners of his mouth to admit calmly: "Hmm."
The old lady looked at me lovingly, "Then treat Si Ning well."
I froze in place, and the old lady knew my real name.
"Grandma, so you know I'm not ......."
The old lady looked proud: "The Jiang Group was supported by me single-handedly, grandma, I haven't seen any storms and waves?" I saw through your little trick from the beginning. And Ah Jiang Ji, there should be no less confessions, flowers, and ceremonies, I'm staring at you."
Jiang Ji's eyes lit up: "There must be."
14
Jiang Ji and I were together openly, but a phone call from my aunt tore up my cowardly past.
By the way, I still have important things to solve.
My aunt's phone came into Jiang's house, and when I answered, a sharp voice rang from the other end of the phone:
"Yes, Si Ning, it's on the Jiang family's thighs. Where are you worthy of Jiang Shao? My daughters Song Lei and Jiang Shao are more suitable, but you just took the lead. But since you have become Jiang Shao's girlfriend, help your uncle pull the root line and let your uncle expand the business market. Also, give us another villa, your parents are tired of living in the villa."
The unreasonable request was justified by her, and she could imagine her face just by listening to the voice.
Xiaolan and Xiaochen pulled the corners of my clothes tightly, afraid that if I agreed to her request, then their current lives would be robbed again.
I patted their hands and said in a cold tone, "You're really a chicken feather stuck in a telephone pole, you're amazing. Since you are tired of living, give me back the house. Otherwise, we'll see you in court."
The voice on the other end of the phone immediately increased: "You dare! It's really a little white-eyed wolf, you go and sue, your uncle's business is so big, and he is still afraid of you?"
Before I could speak, the old lady snatched the phone: "Laugh to death, our Jiang family has no one who can't be broken, see you in court, don't look down on you." After speaking, he hung up the phone, and let his aunt please him fail to say anything.
On the day of the lawsuit, my uncle's family was already bankrupt, and although Jiang Ji didn't say anything, there must be his handiwork in it.
My parents' house became the only thing they had left.
Jiang Ji wanted to accompany me, but I refused. After so many years of cowardice, this time, I stood in the courtroom with my back straight.
In the face of my uncle's family hysterically scolding me for being a white-eyed wolf, I just looked at them with cold eyes, revealing my scarred hand to the judge.
While giving evidence, I told the story of what my uncle's family had done, which was my cowardly past.
But in the end, my tone was steady and powerful: "I have only one demand, please return all the property of my deceased parents."
It was almost late when I came out of the courtroom. I counted the stairs as I walked briskly down.
At the end of the stairs, Jiang Ji was leaning against the car door and waiting quietly. He lazily played with the metal lighter, lit it, and extinguished it.
The street lamp behind him lit up, and the halo fell on Jiang Ji's body wantonly, and the light stretched his figure.
As if sensing something, he looked up, and when he saw that it was me, Jiang Ji's dark eyes softened.
His thin lips opened and closed slightly, and the evening breeze brought his voice to my ears, knocking on my heart again and again.
He's saying, "Welcome to Triumph."
15
In fact, I failed to tell him that the beginning of this story was not what he thought it was, and that my story with him began earlier.
When I was 17 years old, to motivate myself, I went alone to visit the college campus of my dreams.
I was knocked to the ground by a group of people who were in a hurry, and those people helped me up and told me with bright eyes: "I'm sorry, classmate, Senior Jiang Ji's speech is about to start, we really can't miss it, I'm really embarrassed to bump into you!"
From their adoring eyes, I probably knew that Jiang Ji should be a very good person.
The devil sent the gods, and I followed.
The auditorium was packed, but it was quiet the moment the spotlights came on. Jiang Ji walked up with the manuscript.
It's obviously just a simple white T, but that wanton and flamboyant seems to be revealed from the bones.
Jiang Ji's expression was lazy and careless, he bent down slightly, and tapped the microphone with his knuckles. For a moment there was silence, and his voice was too good.
"Hello everyone, I'm Jiang Ji."
I stood in the audience like so many people who looked up to him, and I covered my heart in a daze. At that moment, I can't forget the hustle and bustle in my heart.
Jiang Ji on the stage was still talking, which was what Lin Qingxuan wrote.
"Even though the sun and the stars and the moon are cold, and the mountains and plants are gone, the glimmer of the incense burner is still in the first memory of memories, burning warmly in any visible and unknowable corner."
I remember that year very clearly, it was the height of summer, the cicadas were singing, but the flowers were blooming just right.
End of text.
Extra: Jiang Ji Chapter
1
My name is Jiang Ji, and I am Jiang Ji who has loved Si Ning for two lifetimes.
I didn't tell Si Ning, but my story with her began much earlier than she knew.
That's right, I've seen her in my last life, but Si Ning in my previous life took the initiative to appear in my life.
The weather was exceptionally fine that day, and the laughter in the normally lifeless home suddenly made me stunned for a moment when I first entered the door.
People in Cotton City say that people like me should be lonely and old, because I am a cold-blooded businessman by nature, and I have always only measured it by profit.
But that day, I could clearly see at a glance that she was a liar, but her smile in the sun was bright and sincere, which really attracted me.
So that day, I didn't demolish her, I saw her dodgy gaze, but I acquiesced to her presence.
I don't believe in love at first sight, so I gave myself an awkward reason: I'm just a liar, the old man is happy, and I have money anyway.
2
In fact, I should have seen my mind clearly, but I was too cowardly to step forward and not take the initiative, so I only silently prayed that God would favor me, and I completely lost the decisiveness in the mall.
I ignored the strangeness in my heart, and was polite and detached from her. The businesslike and cold attitude made me miss a lot of time.
I obviously wanted to get to know her.
But luckily, the little girl was much braver than me.
That day, she was wearing a gown and nervously saying that she liked it.
She carefully apologized, "I'm sorry, I can't hold it back, but I won't bother you. I know you're only going to be my brother, I'm only going to be your sister."
I didn't speak, and only after she had fled did I dare to raise my hand to touch my chest, my heart beating uncontrollably, something I had never felt before.
I didn't dare to tell Si Ning, I had thoughts about her from the first time I met. People like me, everyone is afraid of me, but she says she likes it.
3
My Si Ning, a fool who obviously has cigarette scars all over his wrists, but can still smile and say that it doesn't hurt for a long time.
He is a fool who thinks about how to feed his younger brother and sister every day but never thinks about himself.
It's a fool who changes his tricks all day long to please his grandmother and wants to repay this kindness.
It's a fool who came to see me in the company but died at the hands of the thugs......
It's a full 10 cuts, and it must be very painful.
That day, I picked up the food scattered on the floor and ate it clean.
The assistant next to me carefully told me, "Mr. Jiang, these meals are dirty."
I didn't listen to the dissuasion, and stuffed the food into my mouth: "I have to eat, this is what Si Ning made for me."
My Si Ning died, and she died before she could hear me say she liked it.
My surroundings were quiet again, and I went to work as usual, but my feelings were revealed in the night.
It stacked more and more, and finally smashed at me. For a while, it seemed like she was the only one left in my life.
For all the rest of the time, even the moment I closed my eyes, I missed her like a fish misses water.
My Si Ning, she is very kind. Because even someone as bad as me, she wants to like it.
Although I don't know when she started liking me.
4 (Rebirth)
In the dark room, the aroma on the cabinet is still exuding.
I woke up in bed with a little blankness in my eyes.
Someone opened the curtain next to it, and for a moment it was bright. The harsh sunlight filtered in and hit my messy hair, so warm.
A voice unfamiliar sounded, "Still sleeping? Can you find me my little granddaughter before I die?"
I sat on the bed and was stunned for a moment, looking at the person who spoke, it was my grandmother. I looked at the calendar in disbelief, afraid that in the blink of an eye it would become a dream.
I was reborn, and I went back to the beginning of the story. For a moment, the emotion of loss and recovery occupied all my thoughts at once.
At this time, Si Ning and I didn't know each other, but I couldn't wait to get closer to her.
The first thing I did was deal with that group of thugs, and I won't forgive them, they dehumanize bad guys who deserve a taste of the darkness I've experienced.
The cage of freedom is best suited for them.
5 (New Beginning)
I thought about the beginning of me and Si Ning, and finally I sent someone to send a job posting to her sight.
I sat in the car and watched as she dialed me with her phone.
When the bell rang, my heart skipped a beat. I clicked it with a trembling hand, and it took a long time for my mouth to open and close before I could find my voice: "Hey?"
The voice of my heart sounded: "Hello......
When I heard her voice again, my heart seemed to come to life again. At this time, the sun seems to favor her a little, and the crooked eyebrows and eyes look unreal, that is the light I miss.
The little girl introduced herself to me earnestly, while I watched her greedily from where she could not see.
Suddenly, I interrupted her abruptly, "You turn back."
Si Ning turned around, and I got out of the car.
The moment they looked at each other, I carefully called her by name, "Si Ning."
"Sir, you say."
I raised the corners of my mouth: "You have been hired, my name is Jiang Ji, and you are the brother who plays the role."
Actually, I want to say: Si Ning, everything in the future will be supported by Jiang Ji.
[End of this story]