After Ah Feng learned that Zhang You was relieved because of his friend's AIDS suicide, he had a feeling of pity for the disease, or he thought that Zhang You could understand him. Zhang You also took the opportunity to say: "Go to the CDC to check it, confirm it, believe in science, and give yourself a chance, in case it's okay."
In mid-September, the two came to the CDC in the district, standing at the door of the center, Ah Feng hesitated, the emotion of fear came to him again, he couldn't help but shiver: "I don't go, now I haven't checked, I can still hold on, in case I find out, what should I do, I am only 30 years old, how will I live in the future?" He turned his head to Zhang You and said, "Come another day, I'm not ready." Zhang You was anxious and dragged him, Zhang You knew that if he didn't go in today, I was afraid that he would be in the Year of the Monkey. "Then live in suspicion and fear all your life, you are still so young, the people around you ask you to go out to play, you go or not, there are girls you like to chase or not to chase." 」 You are not responsible for yourself, you are not responsible for others, men take a little courage and face reality."
Ah Feng finally accepted the blood sample collection, and after going out to dinner, Ah Feng looked at the river and said to himself: "You said such a beautiful scenery, do I still have a chance to see it?" Zhang You was worried, and she told him about various things that were happening around her in order to change the subject. The night is already very deep, Zhang You wants to take a taxi back, Ah Feng looked at her and said: "Stay with me again, just accompany me for a while" Ah Feng's helpless eyes, like the way his girlfriend was found to be AIDS. Maybe everyone looks the same when they are weakest. In this way, under the street lamp, they sat all night on the steps by the river.
Ah Feng, who has not closed his eyes all night, is still surprisingly good, perhaps only the moment he gets the inspection report, no matter what the result is, can he relax this breath! "Thank you Zhang You, for being with me when I was most helpless, no matter what the result of today, I will face it calmly."
At 9 a.m., the two came to the CDC again, waited for a while for the staff to hand them the report, Ah Feng took the report when his hands trembled, opened the report, HIV-1 negative. It's okay, a one-night stand didn't ruin Ah Feng's life, he experienced the thrill of being sentenced to death to acquittal. Ah Feng looked slowly at Zhang You, "Thank you." Then he instantly became radiant: "Let's go, eat a big meal, the most expensive restaurant in France, Italy or the city, pick it at will, the brother has money" The two laughed happily.
One day in October, Zhang You was still working in the volunteer team, and a familiar voice said to her: "Teacher Zhang, need your help" Zhang You could hear that it was Ah Feng, "Queuing" and "Okay". Ah Feng told Zhang You that he also wanted to volunteer during the break, and he could talk about the copywriting planned by his company to help more people learn the company-related skills. He said that he was the one who walked through the ghost door once, and he wanted to face life with a healthier and more positive attitude, while also helping people in need.
In fact, he also wanted to say: "Zhang You, thank you for your help in the desperate situation, I want to use my own clean self-love, wash away the past unbearable, I don't know if I can enter your heart........"
Luck has given many of us the opportunity again and again, but don't live up to luck, because luck can't take care of you all your life, promise me, protect yourself, do the necessary protective measures, don't let embarrassment hurt yourself. Tanabata is coming, be a safe couple.