Dream of chasing stars, Yang Lijuan's dream and awakening
1. The revelation in the girl's dream
In a distant and mysterious dream, 16-year-old Yang Lijuan met the lover of her dreams, Andy Lau. This is not a simple dream, but a projection of a girl's inner desire and fantasy when her love first opens. In the dream, Andy Lau's deep eyes and gentle smile seemed to open the door to another world, allowing Yang Lijuan to experience the taste of heartbeat for the first time.
This dream, like a mysterious prophecy, predicts the fate of Yang Lijuan in the next ten years. Since then, her life has been closely linked to this dream lover. In her room, Andy Lau's photographs gradually replaced all other decorations, as if only he could fill the emptiness and longing in her heart. Whenever night fell, she would sit quietly on the edge of her bed, gazing at the pictures, fantasizing about every encounter with the lover of her dreams.
2. The heaviness and blindness of father's love
Yang Qinji, the middle-aged father of a daughter, loves his daughter almost to the point of doting. After learning about his daughter's dream of chasing stars, he not only did not stop it, but became her staunchest supporter. In order to fulfill his daughter's wishes, he did whatever it took and even made many incredible moves.
He ran around collecting all kinds of information and photos of Andy Lau for his daughter; He cut back on food and clothing to buy expensive concert tickets for his daughter; He even had extreme ideas such as borrowing loan sharks and selling kidneys, just so that his daughter could get closer to her idol. This kind of fatherly love, although great, is so blind that it is heart-wrenching.
In the process of Yang Lijuan's star-chasing, Yang Qinji has always been with him, and he has used his meager strength to support his daughter. However, this unconditional support also invisibly exacerbated Yang Lijuan's madness and paranoia, making her go further and further on the road of chasing stars.
3. Crazy star-chasing journey
As her obsession with Andy Lau deepens, Yang Lijuan's star-chasing behavior has become more and more crazy. She set out from Lanzhou and traveled to many places just to be able to see her idol with her own eyes. Every disappointment made her more firm in her beliefs, as if only seeing Andy Lau could she find the meaning and value of life.
However, fate always plays a joke on her at critical moments. When she finally posed for a photo with Andy Lau at an event in Hong Kong, she found that it didn't satisfy her deepest desire. What she wants is not just a photo, but a deeper communication and understanding with her idols. When this craving could not be satisfied, her emotions began to collapse and she fell into endless pain and struggle.
At this critical moment, a tragedy occurred that shocked the entertainment industry. Yang Qinji committed suicide by jumping into the sea at the Star Pier in Hong Kong, leaving a 7-page suicide note. In his suicide note, he expressed his resentment towards Andy Lau and his guilt towards his daughter, as if he used his life to commemorate his daughter's crazy star-chasing journey. This tragedy undoubtedly brought a huge blow and shock to Yang Lijuan, and also made her begin to reflect deeply on her behavior.
4. Remorse and self-blame when you wake up from a dream
The death of her father made Yang Lijuan realize the absurdity and ignorance of her crazy star-chasing behavior as if she had just woken up from a dream. She began to destroy all posters, tapes and other items about Andy Lau, trying to sever ties with the past and start a new life, but the deep self-blame and remorse in her heart followed her like a shadow. In the dead of night, she would cry silently alone in her room, missing her father who had given her everything and the irretrievable past.
However, life did not stop moving forward because of her remorse, Yang Lijuan also had to face the cruelty and challenges of reality, in order to make a living and busy, she began to try to integrate into society and find a stable job to support herself and her mother's life, but due to the long-term star-chasing life led to her lack of necessary life skills and social experience, her job search road was full of ups and downs and setbacks, and finally she could only find a job as a shopping guide in a supermarket in Lanzhou, although this job has a meager income and is very hard, But it allowed her to gradually regain her self-confidence and dignity, and also made her begin to cherish her current life and learn to be grateful and giving.
Fifth, the difficult road to rebirth
After experiencing a series of blows and setbacks, Yang Lijuan began to re-examine her life and values, she realized that only by letting go of the past obsession and madness can she embrace the beauty and hope of the future, so she began to work hard to integrate into the society and make new friends, and gradually found the once optimistic and cheerful self, and slowly learned the skills and methods of communication and communication with others in work and life, although she still can't forget the pain and regret caused by her father's death and that crazy star-chasing experience, But she has learned how to face and accept this reality, and in her own way to remember her father and the lost years of youth.
With the passage of time, Yang Lijuan's mentality has become better and better, she began to actively participate in various social activities and public welfare undertakings, with her own actions to convey positive energy and warmth, she also gradually found that there are many things in life that are worth pursuing and cherishing, such as family, friendship and those simple and beautiful little blessings, which make her feel extremely happy and satisfied, and also make her more determined in her future direction and goals.
6. Looking back on the past and looking forward to the future bravely
Now looking back on the crazy star-chasing experience in the past and the pain and regret caused by her father's death, Yang Lijuan has been able to face and accept this reality calmly, she has learned to let go of the past obsession and cherish all the beauty and happiness she has now, although that experience brought her irreparable pain and loss, but also made her grow and become stronger and braver, and she is also full of confidence and hope when facing the future path of life.
Now Yang Lijuan is no longer the crazy star-chasing girl, but a mature, steady, positive and optimistic woman, she uses her own efforts and sweat to create her own beautiful life, and uses her own actions to influence and help more people towards positive energy and a better future, her story also tells us: only cherish the present, bravely face the future in order to harvest true happiness and success!
In this glamorous entertainment industry, Yang Lijuan's story may be just a small episode, but her experience has brought us a profound enlightenment: on the road of chasing dreams, we should keep a rational and sober mind, cherish the people and things around us, and don't let crazy behaviors hurt ourselves and the people around us, only in this way can we go further and more stable on the road of our dreams, and harvest our own beauty and success!
7. From a star-chasing girl to a life coach
After experiencing the ups and downs of life, Yang Lijuan is now standing at a new starting point. She is no longer the girl who simply chases her dreams, but has become a woman with a profound understanding of life. Her story, although tortuous, also has a unique value. She began to be invited to various lectures and activities to share her story, hoping to use her own personal experience to remind young people who are also on the road to pursuing their dreams.
Whenever she stands on the podium, Yang Lijuan always tells her story affectionately, from that dreamy beginning, to the later loss and struggle, and then to the awakening and growth now. Her language is plain yet powerful, and it touches the hearts and minds of her listeners. After listening to her sharing, many young people said that they were inspired to re-examine their lives and values.
In addition to giving speeches, Yang Lijuan also actively participates in various public welfare activities, using her actions to influence and help more people. She is well aware that her experience has been painful, but it has also gained valuable lessons and lessons. She hopes that through her own efforts, more young people can avoid the detours she has taken and better face the challenges and opportunities in life.
8. Spiritual healing and growth
After experiencing a series of changes, Yang Lijuan began to pay attention to her inner healing and growth. She understands that only by truly facing her past can she embrace the beauty of the future. Therefore, she began to try various methods to heal her psychological wounds, and gradually regained her inner peace and tranquility.
In the process, Yang Lijuan has discovered many effective ways to help herself grow and improve. She began experimenting with meditation and yoga to relax and nourish her mind. She also read various psychology books and attended counselling courses to gain insight into her inner world and learn how to better handle emotions and stress.
These efforts not only allowed Yang Lijuan's soul to heal and grow, but also made her stronger and more confident. She began to understand that every experience in life has its own unique value and meaning, whether it is success or failure, it is an opportunity and motivation for growth. This positive mindset also makes her more calm and determined in the face of future challenges.
9. Yang Lijuan's new life and future prospects
Today's Yang Lijuan has completely stepped out of the shadow of the past and started a new chapter in her life. Not only has she made new progress in her work, but she has also found her own happiness and joy in her personal life. She and her mother depended on each other and spent warm and beautiful times together; She also made many new friends and confidants, sharing their joys, sorrows, and life insights with them.
Facing the future, Yang Lijuan is full of expectations and longing. She hopes that she can continue to grow and progress and achieve greater achievements in work and life; She also looks forward to meeting more interesting people and things to make her life more colorful; At the same time, she also plans to write a book about her experiences and insights, hoping to inspire and help more people to succeed and be happy.
In short, although Yang Lijuan's story is tortuous and bumpy, it is also full of hope and strength; She used her own personal experience to tell us: no matter how many difficulties and setbacks we encounter, as long as we maintain a firm belief and a positive attitude, we will be able to overcome all challenges and reap our own beauty and success!