The life of the disgusted pine nut
01
The life of the "disliked" pine nut
(Spoilers involved)
If there is one word to describe Matsuko's life, it is "disliked".
Although Matsuko was born into a wealthy family,
My father works at the city hall and is cute and lively.
But she wasn't happy.
Because, Matsuko has a sister who was born sick in bed,
The father gave all his love and attention to his sister.
No matter how much Matsuko tried to please her father, it was to no avail, and she got no response.
When the father, who was working outside the home, came home with a beautiful gift box,
7-year-old Matsuko reached out to pick it up with hope,
The father only threw the purse to Matsuko, turned around and went upstairs with the gift to his sister.
"My father only loves the weak Kumi (sister), and I am always alone."
This is all the voice of Xiao Songzi.
When the pine nuts gradually grow,
The childhood of "no love" and "no response" was like a time bomb buried on her life path.
Matsuko became a music teacher, friendly, welcoming, and had a "good relationship" with all the students.
The student stole the money and cried to her for mercy,
Matsuko took the blame for the student.
However, the school blamed him, and the pine nuts were speechless, and the students bit back.
In the end, Matsuko lost her job, afraid that her "dishonorable" self would not be accepted by her father.
So, she chose to run away from home.
After that, Matsuko's life began to take a sharp turn.
Matsuko has met five lovers in her life, but all five of them have brought her deep hurt.
Matsuko's first man beat her and abused her;
The second man never cared about her;
The third man forced her to sell her body to earn money, and brought her eight years in prison;
The fourth man gave her hope but no end;
The fifth man ran away irresponsibly after domestic violence......
From a wealthy rich girl and a beautiful teacher, beaten, abandoned, and disliked,
In the end, he became a sex server, a murderer, and the last person died alone.
In the end, the pine nuts really became - the disgusted pine nuts.
02
The life of Matsuko who doesn't want to be disliked
In fact, since the movie "Pine Nuts" came out, it has caused widespread discussion.
It has a Douban score of 8.9 and is still one of the most prestigious masterpieces of Japanese geek director Tetsuya Nakajima.
But there are many people who don't understand when watching this film:
Why did Matsuko take the blame for the students?
Why don't you leave when you encounter domestic violence?
Why do you want to live your life like this?
Absurd, ridiculous, and infuriating......
Some people even say that all the tragedies of Matsuko were "made" by her own hands!
But as the saying goes, there must be pity for those who hate them.
When you really start to get close to the pine nuts, understand the pine nuts,
You will understand the story and have great compassion and shock.
Why did Matsuko live her life like this again and again?
I remembered the sentence:
For people who are psychologically bitter, as long as a little sweetness is enough to fill her heart.
Pine nuts that never got love in childhood,
As long as a little love, a little care, it will go like a moth to a fire.
It was what she craved the most, something she had spent her whole life pursuing.
The man who abused him would occasionally whisper softly to the pine nuts;
Little White Face also had a good memory with Matsuko......
Because of this, Matsuko received all the violence and harm to her.
Because if there is no little bit of love,
She could only watch herself, swallowed by the endless black hole in her heart.
As human beings, we can all aspire to be loved and to have a good life.
May we all grow into more confident, self-loving, and courageous people,
They can all be loved and have a good life.