Do you hate him? Don't you like him very much? Or do you have any bad feelings about him?
No, I didn't hate him, I just wondered why he didn't make a phone call to apologize? Why can't you explain this to me?
Do you no longer like him now?
Between us, it's long over. Now, we're just passers-by in each other's lives, and there's no connection anymore.
What Gillian cares about the most is that Edison Chen never gave an apology or explanation. As for whether she still loves him, Gillian just smiled bitterly and didn't say much.
We don't have anything to do with each other anymore, don't talk about it anymore. ”
[a]
Zhong Xintong, she has two other names, adding up to three names in total.
The first name, let's call her Zhong Dishan, simple and easy to remember.
When she was one year old, her father left, and the family felt that the name "Di" was too chong, so they changed her name to Zhong Jiali.
Gillian, her name is Zhong Jiali, and her journey has really not been easy. When she was in elementary school, she changed schools a total of 7 times, and she got tired of it after that.
I don't think it's necessary to make friends, I have my own path anyway. I don't feel like I need friends, I can live well on my own.
In 2000, Gillian entered the Emperor Company and was favored by Huo Wenxi. She wants Gillian and Cai Zhuoyan and Ah SA to form a combination together and develop together.
Zhong Xintong is really good, even more popular than Zhong Jiali. She's very popular and has a lot of momentum.
In such a daze, Gillian changed back to the name Zhong Xintong. It feels like everything is in a dream, but this is her, the real Zhong Xintong.
She always bears it silently, and chooses to swallow her anger no matter what happens.
When she was one year old, Gillian lost her father, and her mother was only 19 years old and had to work everywhere to support the family. Gillian relied on relatives to help take care of her and lived a life of displacement.
Gillian has been taken care of by different people, she has an uncle who lets the three boys in the family wash first every time she takes a bath, and Gillian can only use the water they have used. Despite this, Gillian is still living strongly.
Gillian has an uncle who likes to knock her on the head every time she is in a bad mood.
Gillian doesn't usually like to laugh much. She always seemed so reserved, and the smile was especially precious on her face. However, whenever she laughs, the splendor and innocence always shines on people's eyes, as if the whole world lights up. Although she doesn't laugh much, every time she laughs, it's impressive.
At the beginning, every time she rarely saw her mother, Gillian couldn't wait to talk to her about these unhappy things, but her mother always didn't believe it.
From my mother's point of view, she became a single mother at the age of 19, and it is not easy for her to pull me and my children to grow up alone, what can she do?
Since then, Gillian has always felt inferior and insecure.
One day when she was in middle school, Gillian suddenly received a call from her mother, saying that she was planning to remarry.
It was so hot that afternoon that it was breathless, Gillian held the phone, and the mother's voice on the other end of the receiver seemed strange and distant in the sound of electricity.
I'm going to remarry, so I'm going to go through the formalities today and start a new life.
Gillian responded a little stiffly, she had never lived with her mother, not even a day. She had a lot of complications, after all, it was a new experience.
Remarrying and not marrying really doesn't have much of an impact on me. I don't care that much. ”
Gillian's childhood was shrouded in alienation, loneliness, and the fear of abandonment, and she always felt that the world around her was strange and chaotic, which made her a sensitive girl uneasy.
Edison Chen is a particularly important existence for Gillian and an important experience in her life.
[two]
Gillian met Edison Chen when she was 19 years old, when she was still young, the same age as her mother when she was widowed.
At that time, Gillian had not signed a contract with Emperor, she was an advertising model favored by talent scouts, and she wanted to take advantage of the holidays to earn some extra money. At that time, she was quite simple, just to earn some pocket money, but she didn't expect to embark on the road of acting later.
Edison Chen is different from others, he came back from abroad because he was invited by the Heavenly King Liming.
Liming and Edison Chen's father are very familiar, when he was shooting a credit card advertisement, he wanted to find a sunny and handsome boy to be a model, and he immediately thought of Edison Chen.
Edison Chen's family is well-off, he grew up in Vancouver, was educated abroad since he was a child, and was a classmate of Nicholas Tse. His casual and uninhibited badboy charm is really charming.
Gillian fell in love with each other as soon as she met him, and later became lovers.
Ah Sa and Huo Wenxi both felt that this relationship was unreliable, and Ah Sa even bluntly said that this relationship was enough to choke.
I don't think people can be very good. There may be some aspects of them that don't quite meet my expectations and make me feel like they're not good. But then again, everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, and we have to learn to be tolerant and understanding.
"Not very reliable." "It doesn't feel very reliable." "This thing is a bit suspenseful, not very reliable." "Sounds a little unreliable, you have to be careful." "I don't really believe it, I don't feel reliable." "It's not reliable, we have to reconsider." "It doesn't feel credible, it's a little unreliable." "It's a bit unreliable, I'll have to think about it again." "It's not reliable, we have to find a more reliable way." "It's not going to work, it doesn't look reliable."
Gillian is very devoted, as long as she receives Edison Chen's text message, she is very happy; If she didn't receive it, she felt lost. Text messages became a barometer of her mood.
After Edison Chen fell in love with Gillian, he told her frankly about his past.
Edison Chen rarely saw his father before he was 9 years old, and he thought that everyone in the family was almost like this.
Edison Chen didn't find out until he was 14 years old that his parents had divorced a long time ago, which felt like he had been cheated, making it difficult for him to trust others anymore and becoming a little defensive about his friends.
Edison Chen was similar to many children from divorced families when he was a child, and he was quite rebellious. He didn't listen to his parents much, he didn't like to go to school, and he always played until 5 a.m. before coming home.
In order to compensate him, his parents gave him a lot of money every day, and Edison Chen had at least $1,000 in his wallet. If he doesn't have enough money to spend, he will even steal money from his family. They wanted to satisfy him in this way, but it wasn't really good.
A pair of boys and girls, both from broken families, left a shadow in their childhood. But despite this, they bravely came together and fell in love.
But this love is full of suspicion and suspicion, coupled with all kinds of obstacles from both companies, and so many new and old friends they have met in their careers, they really can't cope with it.
After more than four years of separation and reunion, Gillian's feelings for Edison Chen have always been the same, but unfortunately, the love between the two finally came to an end in 2005.
After the breakup, Gillian's career soared all the way like a hanging, unstoppable.
The Twins are definitely a super gift in Hong Kong at the Millennium and everyone loves them.
In 2005, Gillian was successfully shortlisted for the Best Actress Award at the Hong Kong Film Golden Bauhinia Awards for her role in the film "Princess Revenge". It's amazing that her outstanding performance has been recognized by everyone!
In 2006, Ah Sa and I won the Hong Kong Most Popular Singer Award at the MTV Asia Awards, and everyone was super happy!
In 2007, Gillian appeared in "Snow Mountain Flying Fox", and her appearance directly stunned Nie Yuan, who had seen many beauties. Nie Yuan, who is usually very proud, has also become very intimate this time, accompanying Gillian throughout the whole process.
Gillian returned to Hong Kong after filming, but Nie Yuan and Liu Yun broke up because of this matter. Hey, it's unpredictable!
In the same year, Gillian was fortunate to play the girlhood of Mei Lanfang's wife Fu Zhifang in the movie "Mei Lanfang" directed by Chen Kaige.
In the movies of the great director Chen Kaige, Hong Kong and Taiwan actors are rare. Gillian got this opportunity, it was like picking up a treasure, and she cherished it very much.
After Edison Chen and Gillian broke up, their development was still good. His career has been moving forward steadily, and he has always been positive and forward-looking.
Edison Chen was the most potential newcomer in Hong Kong when he first debuted, and his acting skills and expressiveness were excellent, which made people shine.
Jackie Chan, Yang Shoucheng, and Liming, the big names in the Hong Kong circle, often come to his house as guests, and they are old friends of his family.
His background, looks, and keen insight into art are among the top in the circle. With both appearance and talent, he is definitely a leader among artists.
When Nicholas Tse first debuted, he was booed for four or five years, and Edison Chen became a big hit as soon as he debuted. The experiences of the two are really different, one slowly boils out, and the other soars.
Ryosuke Takahashi in the 2005 "Initial D" is so popular that the limelight has overshadowed Jay Chou!
In 2006, after the release of the "Dog Eat Dog" movie with Chen Xiaochun, everyone recognized his acting skills and dedication, and felt that he was really talented and dedicated.
Edison Chen started his own multimedia company in his twenties, and if all goes well, his company may be able to compete with Nicholas Tse's "PO Chaoting". This young man is really far-sighted, young and promising!
Edison Chen's trendy brand CLOT is the originator, which opened as early as 2004, nearly ten years earlier than the current stars who play trendy cards. CLOT has always led the way, which is really impressive!
He is quite business-minded, and he is very good at dealing with people, and he has strong communication skills.
Alas, Gillian and Edison Chen were originally expected to get together at the pinnacle, but unfortunately, the turmoil in 2008 made both of them fall behind.
[three]
In January 2008, in the Chinese community, everyone was spreading a document with hundreds of ultra-clear pictures.
These photos are all true portrayals, unretouched, high-definition and shocking, and it is really uncomfortable to watch.
All the big names involved in this matter are big names in the entertainment industry, and all of them are first-line stars.
Gillian was the first to stand up to everyone. She and her agent Huo Wenxi both took tranquilizers, and the whole person was wooden, and then appeared at the press conference.
The press conference was originally scheduled for half an hour, but Gillian only spoke for two minutes, and the scene was instantly embarrassing and quiet. Huo Wenxi saw that something was wrong, so he hurriedly took Gillian away and ended in a hurry.
This press conference is really a bit "silly and sweet", and the whole process feels like saying "so simple and naïve".
Looking back now, those five words are actually fine, but Gillian has been scolded for many years. This thing is really unjust, and it makes people very uncomfortable.
Hong Kong media suggested that Ah Sa develop independently and stop being influenced by Gillian. Ah Sa should have his own stage, don't be bound by Gillian anymore. Hong Kong media called on Ah Sa to spread his wings and fly high, and stop dragging his feet with Gillian. Ah Sa should pursue his dreams and not be dragged down by Gillian. Hong Kong media hope that Ah Sa can break out independently, and don't let Gillian affect her own development.
Gillian became the object of everyone's dislike, hiding at home for a whole year, like a street rat that everyone shouted and beats.
Her career suffered a heavy blow and once fell into a trough, but Gillian bluntly said that she has now started again.
Understand your concern, you agree to take pictures for fear of losing him. In fact, I just want to leave a beautiful moment with him and make the memories more profound. Don't be too nervous, just cherish the present and enjoy every moment with him.
What upset me the most was that he didn't even apologize. I really think he should at least say sorry to me, but he doesn't realize it at all. It made me feel uncomfortable, and I felt like he didn't care about my feelings.
The reason why she seems "a little stupid and innocent" is not because she took those photos, but because she regretted that she saw the wrong person and loved the wrong person.
At the most difficult moment, Gillian even thought about leaving and no longer endured the pain.
If I hang up, can we stop talking about it? Really, it's going on and on.
I can't hold it anymore at that moment, please save me some face! Don't embarrass me too much.
It is chilling to be a victim but to fall into an endless abyss, to be ridiculed and trampled on.
Edison Chen is actually quite miserable, and the real culprits are those who peek at other people's private photos and deliberately spread them. This kind of person is really hateful!
Many years later, Gillian and Edison Chen unexpectedly reunited on the plane, and the two were still seated next to each other.
Gillian hurriedly asked the flight attendant to change seats, and after getting off the plane, she received a long letter, which turned out to be Edison Chen's letter of apology, although it came a little late.
That letter made her finally let go of the burden in her heart and relaxed a lot.
In 2018, Gillian and Taiwanese doctor Lai Hongguo quickly got married. She chose the way of flash marriage and decided to spend the rest of her life with Lai Hongguo.
As soon as the news came out, it instantly caused a sensation on the whole network, and everyone was shocked.
Gillian later explained that she chose to marry Lai Hongguo mainly because she fell in love with the atmosphere of their home and found it particularly warm.
Lai Hongguo has become very attentive to Gillian since he met her, he often puts down his work and plays with her everywhere, which is very good to her.
He took Gillian home, Lai Hongguo's parents are both literate people, and they are very good to Gillian, like their own children.
Gillian has always longed for family warmth, and after meeting him, she immediately decided to marry him. Because he is like her ideal parents in her heart, he gave her long-lost warmth and support.
It's really sad, because I longed for the warmth of other people's families, so I hastily decided on my own marriage.
Gillian always has the little girl who lives in someone else's house hidden in her heart.
This marriage is really difficult, because the relationship is so deformed, and it is difficult to walk every step of the way.
When picking a diamond ring, Gillian took a fancy to one, but the price was too high for Lai Hongguo to afford. Under the pretext of going to the toilet, he quietly called the clinic and asked them to transfer a cheaper payment.
Gillian also expressed it later, she said,
I especially like to buy bags that cost a lot of money, but he always feels like I never think about the price when I shop. He's right, I'm really the kind of person who wants to buy when I like it, and I don't really bother with the price.
Lai Hongguo's friends later revealed that there seemed to be some distance between Gillian and Lai Hongguo, and Gillian seemed reluctant to get close to Lai Hongguo.
Gillian may have been hit hard by what happened in the past, making it difficult for her to have that kind of real intimacy with someone now.
Lai Hongguo began to become more and more impatient with Gillian, and felt that she was a little annoying.
She just wanted her husband to hand over a towel, but Lai Hongguo threw it directly, and the towel smashed into Gillian's eyes impartially.
This marriage only lasted two years, and the two barely met in the last year, and even broke up on the phone. It's like a farce, starting and ending in a hurry.
I'm sorry, I know I might have feelings for you when I get married, but I really can't do it right now. I will try my best to adjust my mentality, but please understand my difficulties.
After the divorce, Gillian confessed:
The most unbearable thing for me was that I couldn't hold back my tears at the thought of leaving his parents. Really, I can't bear them.
This scarred girl struggles to find her own home after the divorce. Gillian said that she tried her best to find a warm home.
"I won't step into the palace of marriage again, after all, I've already experienced it once, and it's good to be like this now!"
[four]
Recently, Jing Tian's matter has been quite hot, and everyone is discussing it.
Some people said that they had this video in their hands, and some people pretended not to care and said, "I just want to see the evidence." "It's such a mess, I don't know who is telling the truth.
A lot of girls commented under those accounts,
"I'm standing guard here today to see who dares to offend [jiàn]."
It is the responsibility of each of us to protect girls. We have to work together to make girls feel safe and respected.
They voluntarily defend their fellow citizens, block malicious comments, do not accept insults, and fight back against those who commit violence. Everyone is united and will not let the evil forces succeed.
Seeing the strong firewall that the girls had built together, I remembered Gillian's face full of loss at the beginning, and the heavy tone she said when she talked about the future was really distressing.
I think that when encountering this kind of thing, the most important thing is that the other party can be generous, don't worry too much, and being tolerant is the most important thing.
What did she do wrong?
It's not just those who spread the photos that are wrong, but even worse the guys who continue to humiliate, evaluate, and even chatter and talk about it after it has been disseminated. They're the real problem.
Gillian has now moved to Shanghai to live and is living quite well.
Anyway, Taipei doesn't have any family background, or let's go to Shanghai to break through and see what opportunities there are. ”
Recently, it has been rumored that Gillian gave birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses to the "Shanghai Emperor" Qin Fen last year. This thing shocked everyone, but we don't know if it's true or not, so let's listen to something new.
In 2022, Gillian will be busy non-stop, filming three film and television works, and also participating in the popular variety show Sister Lang, spending the whole year in a busy and busy manner, with almost no time to rest.
When did she give birth to the child, and where did she make time?
In fact, Gillian has said a long time ago that she just wants to have a baby, and she won't think about getting married. She thought very clearly in her heart, children were what she really wanted, and as for marriage, she didn't think it was so important.
If this is true, then I sincerely express my respect and blessings.
It's not easy for a beauty to live in this life.