Honor is the sum of all misconceptions
1. The sun was so good that day, you met me, I met you. You say my new hairstyle looks good, and I'm happy that I ask you to be a guide.
The streets were so lively that day, you were crazy with me, you played with me. I'm happy, but it's not a little trick in your heart.
You know who I am, but I don't know your profession. Fortunately, we don't have a mustard, we take what we take and let our hearts open that day.
How nice it is, the sun is shining in the crowd; How nice it is, the wind and the sun are beautiful on the street. This is exactly what I scarce, what I am not scarce, and it holds me tightly. For the sake of this scarcity, I would like to fall into the mortal world for one day.
My visit is over, thank you for not letting your little trick get its way. Shake hands and we'll drift apart.
The only meeting point in our lives was that Roman holiday.
You are the lamp in the depths of my memory, and as soon as I remember, I light it.
That day, so good, I'm going to savor it slowly. - "That Day Was So Good"
2. A man who has only two eyes, and stares at the filthy things every day, does not see what is clean. People only have one mouth, and they often talk about other people's wrongs, other people's troubles, under one tongue, enough to roll up stormy waves; People's hearts are only the size of a fist, calculating others and slandering others all day long, how can they have time to pretend to dream and ideals.
Wherever the eyes are fixed, the mouth follows, and whatever thoughts are in the heart, the mouth is either kind or mean. There is no certain height in my heart, and I have been chewing my tongue in trivial things all my life, and I have consumed myself internally; With a certain height in my heart, my thoughts are sublimated and my spirit is noble, how can I have the leisure to play right and wrong?
3. At the end of the autumn of 2015, I participated in a literary lecture within the company, and at noon it was a lecture by a famous prose editing teacher. In the afternoon, a teacher talked about the process of writing one of his novels, and talked eloquently about how he went to the temple to experience life, and the more he listened, the more boring it became. A woman near me actually fell asleep, and it was no wonder that she came after the night shift without being sleepy. I was also a little sleepy, so I had to endure it.
In any case, everyone's enthusiasm for learning was very high, and at that moment, I felt that literary creation was really noble and great, and I felt that we were tomorrow's literary stars and literary masters in the near future. During the break, everyone recommended literary books to each other, talked about literature generously, and exchanged writing experiences with a bright face, as if the next Nobel Prize in Literature was themselves.
When I got home that day, it was already dark, and it was raining again, and the autumn rain was cool and cold, but my heart was boiling.
It's been nearly ten years, and most of the people who listened to the lecture together have "closed their pens", and I am also stumbling and practicing, and real life has made our literary dreams no longer boil. Today, that prose editor is still active in the literary world and major events, what about us?
Literary masters, after all, is the point on the pyramid, the literary environment is solidified by the hierarchy today, how many of us who dream of literature in our spare time can have the strength and opportunity to touch the waist of the tower? A dream is a dream, and in the dream, I was holding a large handful of silver taels, and when I woke up, I shook it hard, only to find that my hands were empty. Literature is a big and bumpy sieve, how long can we, the grassroots writers, stand firm? How much weight can you write?
4. One day that year, my mother suddenly called anxiously and asked me, "What do you write in the newspaper?" Why is it that who and who in our village, while saying that you wrote so well in the newspaper, laughed vigorously, that laugh is not funny! I hurriedly said to my mother, "I didn't write anything, I just wrote about some ordinary things." Worriedly, my mother repeatedly advised: "Write well, don't offend people." "After hanging up the phone, I thought about it back and forth, and it was true that I didn't write anything out of the ordinary.
After many years, I understood something: as a country woman, the value in the eyes of everyone, that is, marrying and having children, raising children, and then being filial to the old people on both sides, is a good daughter-in-law, and the best life trajectory of a country woman; As a country woman, the greatest glory is to marry a prosperous husband, to be an official wife or a broad wife, to wear gold and silver, in the eyes of the villagers is a blessing, that is, to return to the hometown; The villagers believe that only those in the village who are admitted to school have a reason to write and publish articles as a matter of course. And I, I have no academic qualifications, and I don't look good, especially in our big family, I have never produced a literate person, if you want to say that I can write articles, who will believe it? (As some of my colleagues used to say, "Just her, can she write?") ”）
What the people in the village didn't know was that I, who had no education, was quietly self-taught and quietly learned to write novels at the age of 20. They don't know how many hardships and failures I have gone through to get through little by little. Many people in the village don't understand that learning is a lifelong thing. If you are not admitted to university when you are young, it does not mean that you have lost the right to study, and it does not mean that you will be wasted for the rest of your life. Moreover, society is a vast university, life is the best classroom, writing is not limited by academic qualifications and age, as long as you want to write, anytime, anywhere, a stroke of paper, is enough.
5. I don't like martial arts novels very much, but for the TV series "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", which was empty of thousands of people, I still read some of them more or less, and remembered the names of some of the martial arts moves.
That year, in front of the school supplies in a supermarket, I saw a set of notebooks of "martial arts secrets", one of which had the name of "Nine Yin White Bone Claw" written on it, and I bought this "trick" first out of curiosity. But,The quality of the book is not up to par.,Love to drop the page.,The rest of the "tricks" won't be bought.。
When the Nine Yin White Bone Claw is used, "the five fingers are strong, unbreakable, pushing the enemy's head, such as wearing rotten soil", if this superior martial arts is not practiced to the evil road, it will definitely win the title of "the first in the world of martial arts".
As for this kind of martial arts routine, I can't learn it, if it is skillfully used in writing, can't I also participate in a "Huashan Sword Debate"?
6. Rilke said: "Honor is the sum of all misunderstandings." ”
When a person achieves a certain achievement, if he or she talks sincerely, he/she who opens his or her heart will pour out many times the grievances and humiliations in addition to saying the good and good things he has met, and even say cynical things.
People are not independent individuals, they live in the sea of people, and they are mixed with the rivers and lakes of people. In the face of complex human nature, there are too few people who wish you well, and when you work hard for a bright ideal, there will be countless pairs of hideous eyes to create trouble for you, and there are countless means to inflict evil, deliberately creating endless dangers and quagmire.
The evil in these human beings, the man-made evil, is the ninety-nine eighty-one difficulties that must be practiced on the ideal road, and he/she must be tempered and tempered by suffering, and if he or she can't get through, he will die, and if he or she gets through, he will "fight to defeat the Buddha".
The reason why he/she became a character and became the focus of the camera is to climb through the deep ditch of humiliation, wade through the sea of anger, and arrive at the dock of honor. Fortunately, there is an honor, so that people have a thought, so that they can have hope and courage to survive those days of shame and humiliation, this is hope.
If you suffer hardship, you are still an ordinary person, and if you don't suffer from humiliation, it is difficult to be a master.