I feel so tired every day, and when I receive a call from my child from school, the anger almost burns my sanity
I get up quite early these mornings, and there is a saying in our local area: get up early for three days to work, purely literally, because it is cool to work in the morning, many people get up early to seize the golden time to work, and people suffer less crimes.
I still went out quite early today, yesterday the sun was big, I didn't shoot the purple green beans clearly, today I deliberately photographed again, it seems that after a night the green beans have grown a little more, so tender and tender to eat the best.
The mandarin orange has grown to the size of a small yellow bean grain, and the owner of the last year's knot said that he had never eaten one, and the green one was picked up, and I don't know whether to eat or throw it away, if it was thrown away, it would be too hateful!
When I came to the field, I didn't pick much tea before the phone rang, and it seemed that the caller ID was from Ya'an, and there was no note of the name, so I picked up the big girl and cried over there and said, "Mom!" My feet hurt! ”
I hurriedly asked what was going on, and the girl cried and said, "The teacher on duty asked me to run and it hurt." ”
I said, "Didn't you go to a doctor and get a certificate that you can't do strenuous exercise?" ”
The girl said: "The teacher on duty doesn't listen, so he has to let me run!" ”
I was angry and painful, so I had to comfort her: "Mom is now picking tea leaves in the field far, far away, and I will send the medicine to you to school at noon, and you can spray and wipe it, okay?" The girl choked up and agreed.
Some people may want to condemn me, the child's feet are hurting, why don't you hurry up and find her, what kind of tea are you picking? Are people or money important?
There may be people who don't know my child's situation, her old injury caused by this exercise recurrence, even if I go, it is impossible to relieve the pain for her, only a good rest, plus a little medicine spray, as long as you don't engage in strenuous exercise and slowly recuperate.
And these two days are really hot, work all rely on one morning, besides, I have climbed to the mountain and walked so far, even if I go back to ride to school will not do anything, but also delay my time to pick tea, now I rely on this morning to earn a little money, for the whole family expenses, a delay will be nothing.
Rich people can't understand the hardships of being careful in everything like me, and they have to plan from time to money in hand, and how to arrange their time reasonably in order to be able to do more work; How can you buy more of what you need with the least amount of money?
After hanging up the child's phone, I immediately called the homeroom teacher's phone and explained the situation to the teacher.
I just remembered that people are 9 to 5 office workers, as long as they go to work on time, although it has been dawn for a long time, I have been working for a while, but it is normal for people to still sleep in bed, I feel embarrassed to delay the teacher's sleep time, and apologized to the teacher, and the teacher said that she will report the situation to the school.
Although I had the teacher's promise, but thinking about my daughter's foot pain, my heart hurt even more, and tears flowed out unconsciously.
1: I don't know which is the teacher on duty, my doll is a ten-level disability, can't exercise vigorously, you want to prove that I will go to the hospital to spend money to give you a certificate, and forced my daughter to run so that her leg disease suffered, the child called me early in the morning to cry, how pitiful! It's not your children, you don't know that I understand that I feel sorry, but please don't hurt! I went to school at noon today to ask for an explanation, if the child is okay, forget it, if it is serious, the school must be responsible! The school doesn't care if it's managed by the Education Bureau!
2: My child's life was picked up under the wheel, as a mother, I don't have too high requirements for her, I just want her to live well! Why, why? Teacher on duty, you want to force my child to relapse from an old disease? What's in it for you with my child's pain? Doesn't your conscience hurt?!
The homeroom teacher reported the situation to the school in a timely manner, asked people to see the child and sent me a message, saying that the child's current condition is very stable, and she will see the specific situation when she arrives at the school and then give me news.
It's no wonder that I'm angry, because I went to the hospital to find a doctor for examination and then issued a certificate and handed it over to the school, my child can't engage in strenuous exercise, and the teacher on duty still wants to force her to run to cause old diseases, can I not be angry? If they don't force the child to run, can the child's feet hurt?
Big girl, she is not only my daughter, the continuation of my life, her birth not only carries my hope, but also carries the heavy responsibility of Yixue ten years ago!
If I could, I would rather trade my legs and feet for a healthy and healthy child, but no!
Although my two children and I have the same love, the meaning of the big girl is always different for me.
Decade! Because I couldn't have children after ten years of marriage, I suffered how much white eyes and unfair treatment my mother-in-law's family had!
And those ill-intentioned people outside, who kept spreading my gossip and gloating, and even made me unable to raise my head without a place for ten years! Whether it is my mother-in-law's family or outsiders, I am determined: I can't have children! In the end, even I believed myself - I can't give birth!
When the big girl lived in my body, looking at the two conspicuous red bars on the early pregnancy test paper, I still didn't believe it! I can't believe God will open his eyes! Will allow me to have my own children! And what about all the torture I have endured in the past?
She tossed me to death, couldn't eat anything, vomited so darkly, and vomited all the yellow bile, I didn't blame her at all, but looked forward to meeting her as soon as possible.
I was uncomfortable and happy to feel her growing in my belly day by day, her first fetal movement made me extremely excited, my child, she was able to interact with her mother!
Seeing my already bloated body even heavier and ugly, I didn't care at all, and I was completely immersed in the joy of welcoming a new life.
I prepared small clothes, small quilts, small shoes and socks for her early, and all the things that children can use, I started to prepare them one by one in advance, for fear that there would be a lack of this and that.
No one knows how hard I have endured for nearly ten years, and no one knows how much hope I have for this child.
She was still in my belly, and I began to fantasize about when she would be able to call me Mom, and what a wonderful sound it must have sounded in my ears to those two words that I thought I would have no chance in this life! It must be a hundred times more beautiful than the most beautiful natural sound, right?
On the operating table, I listened to the sound of the doctor cutting my stomach, and after a while my daughter came to this world crying loudly, looking at such a small group of people, my heart was soft, and tears couldn't stop falling, so good! I finally have a loved one who is connected to me by blood!
The big girl was very difficult to take when she was a child, she always cried when she was upside down, and the doctor couldn't say anything wrong with taking it to the hospital, her height and weight were over-the-top, but she loved to cry and sleep not at all like what a baby should be.
It wasn't until a hundred days later that I slowly stopped and had the consciousness of being a baby, the big girl was relatively smart when she was a child, she didn't let me wait too long, she would call her mother for more than eight months, the first time I heard her call me, I cried, all the effort and hard work was worth it at this moment.
She had a car accident that year, and I almost lost her, I can't imagine if I really lost her, would I have the courage to live! Fortunately, God is still merciful, although the child is a little disabled, but it does not affect life, she can still be by my side, I should be content.
So the child is my reverse scale, no one can touch it casually, but she is on good duty and the teacher forced her to run, causing her old disease to recur, and I can't bear the pain of the child!
At that moment, I was swept away and almost suffocated by anger and sadness, and I waited for the answer from the homeroom teacher with the last shred of reason.
Later, the teacher took a picture of the child in class, saying that the child seemed to be in a stable mood and would talk to her after class.
I slowly calmed down, and after talking to the child, the teacher said that her feet were not as painful as they were in the morning, and asked me to send her the medicine at noon, and she watched her wipe it well.
The homeroom teacher said that when the school first started, she reported the names of everyone in the class who could not participate in the run, but the time interval was too long, and the teachers forgot that it was their negligence, and repeatedly assured that such a thing would never happen again, and the breath in my heart disappeared.
Originally, I wanted to go to the school to make a big fuss, find the principal, find the teacher on duty Zhou to calculate the general account, if they have a bad attitude, I still want to find the Education Bureau! This time the flag died down.
I was supposed to rest for a while after going home for lunch, but thinking that the child was still waiting at school, I went non-stop to deliver medicine to the child.
Along the way, I still think about it, I really owe my children in this life, I gave them life, but I didn't let them live a good life, fortunately, my children didn't dislike this poor family, didn't dislike me, an old and ugly mother......#农村寡妇的日常心声#