On that morning, when the dust had not yet settled, I was awakened by the whispers of my mother, whose voice concealed a premonition of change. The third uncle who entered the house was full of gloom, and his voice was full of depression and hesitation when he talked to his parents. I approached quietly, only to hear the third uncle say: "Fangfang is young, even if she arrives at the Liu family, she is still the blood and blood of our Li family." ”
My heart sank somehow, my parents wouldn't really send my sister, my eldest sister Li Fang, to another home, right? The doubts that welled up in my heart were like hot stones, rolling in my chest.
When my mother saw me wake up, she quickly motioned for me to go back to my room. But how can I act as if nothing happened? I pretended to be casual and went back to the room, my ears pressed against the crack in the wooden door, trying to catch every word that came out.
"Have you figured out the matter of the succession with the Liu family?" The father's voice was heavy, forcing the third uncle to give an answer.
The third uncle sighed: "You know, Liu Wei and his wife's wish is to have a child to inherit the lineage, we have a lot of sisters and brothers, and the Liu family has everything, but there is a lack of a child, Fangfang has passed, at least I don't have to worry about food and clothing." ”
Back in my room, I was alone under the covers, feeling mixed feelings. Thinking that the eldest sister may no longer be a member of our family in the future, my heart is like being hollowed out by something.
That day, I watched my eldest sister Li Fang pack her luggage and be sent away by her parents. Sister Li Fang carried a burden full of traces of old time, and several thick hemp ropes were tied on it, as if to indicate that she was about to take root in her new home. Her parents said to her: "Fangfang, when you arrive at the Liu family, you are their daughter, and we can't lose the backbone of the Li family." ”
I stood at the door, watching the carriage and horses drift away, thinking to myself that from now on, the eldest sister may have to call Liu Wei "father". And will Liu Wei treat her like his own daughter, call her "daughter", and take care of her gently?
After my parents came back, everything was as usual, but the eldest sister's room was empty, and I walked in, and the room still had the fragrance of the eldest sister, and an indescribable sense of loss welled up in my heart.
In the days that followed, there was less laughter and laughter at the family gatherings, and I began to get used to calling the eldest sister more like a guest than my own sister.
I would often squat in the yard, looking up at the starry sky, imagining if the eldest sister would still remember our little brother in the Liu family. Whenever the night breeze blows and gently brushes my ears, I always feel that she is comforting me and telling me that everything is okay.
Life is slowly returning to peace, but the shadow of Sister Li Fang always passes in my heart from time to time. It wasn't until that frustrated 1991 that I failed the high school entrance examination, and just when I thought that everyone would give up on me, a familiar name appeared in the mouth of the family again, and the memory in my heart that was weathered by time was re-solidified.
Time passed quietly like flowing water, and in the blink of an eye, my college entrance examination time came. But I don't know if it was because I was restless or because fate played tricks, I failed the college entrance examination and fell off the list. I remember that on the day the results were announced, there was a dead silence at home. I just felt like the world was spinning and all my hard work was in vain. I wandered aimlessly along the streets, wondering where the road was heading.
When I got home, my parents didn't say anything, just silently served me a bowl of hot food. I was silent, feeling guilty. Seeing that I was worried, my father finally spoke: "Ming'er, failure is not terrible, the key is to see how you face it." ”
Before I could respond, there was a knock on my door. I walked over to open the door, and it was Sister Li Fang, whom I hadn't met for a long time, standing in front of the door, her eyes firm and full of love.
"It's so late, why are you here?" Mom asked in surprise.
Sister Li Fang smiled: "I heard that my little brother is in a bad mood, of course I want to come and see." ”
At dinner, everyone sat together. The eldest sister helped to pick up vegetables for her father, and said sincerely: "Father, you have worked hard. ”
Dad waved his hand: "It's all a family, why be polite." ”
At that moment, I suddenly felt that my sadness and grievances were nothing. A long-lost warmth rose in my heart. Looking at the eldest sister as always, the turmoil in my heart gradually subsided. I raised my eyes to look at her, and my voice was a little choked: "Sister, I failed the test." ”
She reached out and stroked my head: "Brother, there are always ups and downs in life. It's not terrible to fail, it's important to learn from it and stand up bravely. ”
Sister Li Fang talked with me for a long time, she shared her bits and pieces in the Liu family, and comforted me that she would always support me no matter what. We poured out our hearts and expectations to each other, and every word of her was full of deep friendship between sisters and brothers.
In the dead of night, the eldest sister stood up and wanted to say goodbye. I suddenly realized that my eldest sister was not only here to care for me, but she also brought me a sense of strength. I held her hand, and although there were no words, the gratitude in my eyes was stronger than words.
At the moment when Sister Li Fang was about to step out of the house, I suddenly mustered up the courage to say, "Sister, can you stay for a few days?" I...... I want to stay with you a little longer. My voice was slightly expectant and uneasy.
The eldest sister stopped, looked back at me, and smiled: "Of course you can, I also want to accompany you more." ”
That night, Sister Li Fang stayed. There is more happiness and warmth in the home again. Although the disappointment of falling off the list has not faded, with the company of my eldest sister, my confidence has doubled, and the hidden power in my heart has quietly germinated.
The arrival of Sister Li Fang gave the family a new vitality. Although she is in the Liu family, she has never forgotten her roots, our Li family. One day, we were sitting in the courtyard, and the eldest sister suddenly talked about the past.
She looked at the sky and whispered, "Although the second father is very good to me, I always feel that there is a vacant place in my heart. That belongs to this family. ”
I listened silently, with mixed emotions surging in my heart: "Sister, don't you regret leaving in the first place? ”
The eldest sister smiled and shook her head: "People will always take different paths, but the direction of home will never change." For me, no matter where you are, you will always be my dear relatives. ”
We sat there, talking about our lives, exchanging our views on life. In this warm conversation, years of doubts and estrangements seem to have vanished. There are no complaints in the eldest sister's narrative, only the acceptance of life and the deep attachment to the family.
I told her about my frustration and inner confusion, and my eldest sister listened carefully to me, and her eyes were always encouraging and understanding. "Brother, life is like mountaineering, how can you see a rainbow if you don't experience wind and rain?"
I can't help but think of the countless lonely nights I spent meditating alone in my room. Now that my eldest sister is by my side, I feel a convergence of strength. Yes, the power of the family, silent but powerful, it gives us the courage to move forward.
In those days, my eldest sister and I often helped with housework, talked and laughed with my parents, and the home was full of warmth and joy. One night, my eldest sister and I were walking on the ridge of the field, and the fireflies in the distance flickered in the night.
"Sister, no matter where we go in the future, I hope we don't forget the warmth here and the family affection here." My slightly vicissitudes of words cut through the silence of the night.
The eldest sister gently held my hand: "That's natural, no matter where we go to the ends of the earth, I will always remember that we are a family." ”
In that moment, I felt an inseparable connection between my family, which was blood, emotion, and our roots. My heart finally found a sense of belonging, and on that seemingly ordinary night, the years of estrangement in our hearts completely dissolved, and each other's hearts were more closely connected.
With the passage of time, every moment of Sister Li Fang's days at my house was full of meaning and emotional exchanges. She and I talked about the future, about dreams, about how to persevere and face the difficulties of life. Her words, every one of them, seemed to be my strength to move forward.
During that time, I saw my eldest sister and Liu Wei talking on the phone many times, and although she is with us now, she never forgot to keep in touch with her second father. In a conversation, I heard her gently tell Liu Wei: "Second father, thank you for your nurturing grace all the time, I understand everything you are considering." Please don't worry about me. ”
From my eldest sister, I learned what gratitude is, what responsibility is, and what is the inseparable emotional bond between families. The scene of the eldest sister communicating with Liu Wei made me understand that no matter where we are, our roots and hearts are still in this family.
She told me: "Li Ming, no matter what difficulties you encounter, don't forget that this family is your most solid backing. Home will always be your harbor. ”
I was deeply touched inside. With the encouragement and care of Sister Li Fang, I regained my strength and was full of confidence and expectation for the future road.
Finally, the eldest sister proposed to go back to Liu's house, and she said, "Brother, I'm going back." I also have a lot of things to deal with with my second father. ”
Our family felt reluctant, but we also respected her decision. Mom and Dad firmly told her, "Fang'er, this will always be your home." The door is open for you at all times. ”
The departure of Sister Li Fang left a deep impression on me. Home is not only a place, but also the sustenance of the soul and the invisible support. Through this time together, the relationship between my brother and sister has become closer and our hearts have become more connected.
In that small courtyard, I deeply understood the meaning of home. Home is like a light on a night sailing ship, guiding the way; It is like a harbor in rough waves, giving warmth and shelter.
From Sister Li Fang, I learned a lot: bravely face the challenges of life, stick to my dreams, and cherish the family relationship between my family. Her return is not only a family reunion, but also a precious experience for me on the way to growing up. Her firm and warm gaze will become the most beautiful scenery in my memory, the eldest sister who will always support me.