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I laughed when I knew I had a terminal illness......

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I laughed when I knew I had a terminal illness......

My name is Li Meng, I am Chinese New Year's Eve years old today, and I am an ordinary office worker. My life was plain and comfortable until that turning point of fate came.

It was a fine weekend morning and I was enjoying breakfast at home with my family. My parents were ordinary rural people, and they supported me silently and never complained. My father was a taciturn man, but his eyes always revealed endless love for me; My mother is the backbone of the family, she always worries about everything about me, hoping that I can have a happy family, safe and healthy. My wife, Liu Fang, is a gentle and kind woman, we met in college, and after years of getting along, our relationship has become deeper and deeper.

We sat around the dining table, laughing and laughing, as if life should be so warm and beautiful. However, I felt a faint sense of uneasiness in my heart. A few days ago, I had a medical check-up and the results were available today. While I was nervous, I tried to hide my nervousness, for fear of revealing a flaw.

"Mengmeng, you look a little wrong today, what's wrong?" Liu Fang asked gently, she was keenly aware of my abnormality.

I forced a smile and shook my head, "It's okay, maybe I didn't sleep well last night." ”

"Don't hide it from me, I can feel something in your heart." Liu Fang held my hand, her eyes full of worry.

I stopped talking, not knowing how to confess to her. After all, it's about our future, and I don't want her to worry about my problems.

"Mengmeng, are you sick?" Mother interjected, her kind eyes full of worry.

I swallowed my saliva and made up my mind to get the results of the medical examination. Looking at the paper in my hand, I felt as if I was standing on the edge of a cliff, and I was on the verge of a touch.

"I ...... I had cancer. I said it in a trembling voice, as if the words carried an infinite heaviness.

Liu Fang instantly turned pale, her hands trembled slightly, and a trace of helplessness flashed in her eyes. The mother had a sad face, and tears could not help but burst out of her eyes.

"This ...... How is this possible? Liu Fang's voice was crying, and her emotions couldn't be controlled.

"The doctor said that it was already at an advanced stage, and the treatment effect was not very optimistic." I tried to calm my tone, but I couldn't hide the despair in my heart.

I laughed when I knew I had a terminal illness......

The father's face also became gloomy, and he was silent for a long time, and finally spoke: "Son, don't be discouraged. Medicine is developing so fast that there may be hope. ”

I smiled wryly and nodded, but I knew in my heart that this was already an irreparable fact. Fate is like a merciless judge, and I can only passively accept its verdict.

"Mengmeng, we will definitely accompany you." Liu Fang grabbed my hand, her eyes full of determination.

I looked at her gratefully, and a warmth welled up in my heart. Although I am seriously ill, I feel that I am not alone with them.

"Yes, Mengmeng, we must be strong in the face." My mother squeezed my other hand, and her eyes showed deep love for me.

I felt the support and encouragement of my family, and the heaviness in my heart seemed to be lightened a lot. I know that no matter how difficult the future holds, I will never be alone because of them.

After some silent reflection, I decided to face cancer and face life positively and optimistically. I know it's not an easy path, but I'm not willing to give up easily. I want to use the rest of my time to enjoy life to the fullest and cherish every moment I spend with my family.

The treatment began, and I had to undergo various treatments and examinations every day, and I felt as if I was an experiment. However, whenever I felt tired and weak, my family was always there for me to give me strength and encouragement, and I was determined to keep going.

"Mengmeng, you have to work hard, you must cooperate with the treatment." Liu Fang was by my side every day and cared for me, and her eyes were full of love for me.

"Yes, Mengmeng, you must obediently listen to the doctor." My mother cooked all kinds of supplements for me, which made me feel the warmth of mother's love.

Although my father was not good at words, he silently supported me and prepared food and drink for me every day, which made me feel the warmth of home.

With the company and encouragement of my family, I slowly adapted to the life of therapy and learned to be strong and optimistic. Instead of dwelling on self-pity and despair, I face each day positively and enjoy the beauty of life.

I laughed when I knew I had a terminal illness......

After a few months of treatment, my condition gradually stabilized and the doctors began to be optimistic about my condition. Although I know that my condition is not optimistic, at least there is a glimmer of hope, and I want to seize this last chance to live a more wonderful life.

I began to think about my life and reminisce about the past, and I was filled with emotion. I understand that life is not easy, but it is only in the face of difficulties and challenges that we can truly appreciate the value of life. I want to thank fate for every precious thing I have given me and cherish every moment with my family.

I decided to use the rest of my time to fulfill my wish and do something that I had wanted to do but couldn't do for various reasons. I'm going to travel, to see the beauty of this world; I'm going to volunteer and help those in need. I'm going to do something I love and make my life more colorful.

I told myself that no matter what the future holds, I want to live my life to the fullest and live my worth. I want to tell everyone that life is short, but it is worth cherishing, and we should cherish every moment with our families, so that every day can be lived meaningfully and live our wonderful life.

My treatment is going well and my physical condition is gradually improving. Although the doctor told me that the cure of cancer will not be easy, I am not discouraged because I know that the support and encouragement of my family will always be with me.

However, fate is always full of unpredictable variables. Just when I thought everything was going to get better, my condition suddenly deteriorated. The doctor told me that I didn't have much time left and that I needed to prepare for the worst.

When I heard the news, the despair and fear in my heart almost consumed me. I felt as if I was in a dark abyss from which I could not find a way out. I didn't know how to deal with this sudden change, and my heart was filled with endless sadness and despair.

"Mengmeng, you must cheer up." Liu Fang grabbed my hand, her eyes full of firmness and determination, "We will definitely be by your side, no matter what happens, we will not leave you." ”

I looked at her gratefully, my heart filled with emotion and gratitude. I know that although I don't have much time left, I am not alone, because I feel that I am not alone because of their company.

"Mengmeng, you must be strong." The mother's voice was full of tears, and her tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, "You are the pride of our family, and we all love you." ”

The father stood silently aside, his eyes filled with endless sadness and helplessness. Although he is not very good at words, I know that his heart is also full of love and concern for me.

With the encouragement of my family, I slowly accepted the reality and began to think about how I should spend the rest of my days. I decided not to run away from it, but to face life with strength and cherish every moment with my family.

I laughed when I knew I had a terminal illness......

I told myself that although my time was running out, I was not alone and I felt full of courage and confidence because I had my family by my side. I want to cherish every moment with my family and let them know that I love them and will always love them.

With my family in my company, I had a calm and welcoming time. Although his body was extremely weak, his heart was full of gratitude and satisfaction. I know that no matter what the future holds, I will never be alone, because I feel that I have endless happiness by the side of my family.

However, fate is always full of helplessness and bitterness. Just when I thought everything would calm down, a sudden turn of events pushed me into the abyss again. On an ordinary day, I suddenly felt a sharp pain hit me, and I knew that my time was running out.

"Mengmeng, what's wrong with you?" Liu Fang asked in horror, her voice full of panic and helplessness.

"I ...... I didn't know, it hurt all of a sudden. "I could barely squeeze out a few words, but my voice had become indistinct.

"Quick, hurry up and call an ambulance!" Liu Fang anxiously shouted to her mother, and then hurriedly picked up the phone and dialed the emergency number.

My mother, on the other hand, looked panicked, and she hurriedly brought me a quilt, hoping to ease my pain a little.

"Mengmeng, you have to hold on, the ambulance is coming soon." Liu Fang held my hand tightly, her eyes full of anxiety and worry.

I managed to squeeze out a faint smile, then closed my eyes and prayed silently.

The ambulance arrived quickly and the doctors rushed me to the hospital. After some examinations, the doctors told me that my condition had reached the point of no return, and that I could leave this world at any time.

I was silent for a moment, then nodded slowly, knowing that this was my destiny and that there was nothing I could do to change it.

"Mengmeng, you must cheer up." Liu Fang grabbed my hand, her voice was full of firmness and determination, "We will definitely be by your side, no matter what happens, we will not leave you." ”

I laughed when I knew I had a terminal illness......

I looked at her gratefully, my heart filled with emotion and gratitude. I know that although I have little time left, I am not alone, because I feel that I am not alone because of their company.

"Mengmeng, you must be strong." The mother's voice was full of tears, and her tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, "You are the pride of our family, and we all love you." ”

The father stood silently aside, his eyes filled with endless sadness and helplessness. Although he is not very good at words, I know that his heart is also full of love and concern for me.

With the encouragement of my family, I slowly accepted the reality and began to think about how I should spend the rest of my days. I decided not to run away from it, but to face life with strength and cherish every moment with my family.

I told myself that although my time was running out, I was not alone and I felt full of courage and confidence because I had my family by my side. I want to cherish every moment with my family and let them know that I love them and will always love them.

I was admitted to the hospital room and the doctor told me that my condition had reached the point of no return, and that the only way to alleviate my pain was to try to alleviate it. I looked at my family around me, and my heart was filled with endless gratitude and guilt. They gave me so much that I couldn't pay it back.

"Mengmeng, you must cheer up." Liu Fang held my hand, her voice was full of sadness and helplessness, "We will always be by your side, no matter what happens, we will not leave you." ”

I nodded slightly, tears blurring my eyes, and I felt like my heart was about to break. How I wish I could spend more time with them and do more meaningful things, but the reality is so cruel.

"Mengmeng, you have to be strong." The mother's voice was crying, "You are our pride, and we all love you." ”

I felt my mother's deep love, and I couldn't stop crying. I knew that I couldn't live up to my family's expectations of me, and I wanted to be as strong as possible so that they didn't worry about me.

"Mom, Dad, I'm sorry." I uttered these words with the last of my strength, tears blurred my eyes, and I felt like I couldn't control my emotions anymore.

"Mengmeng, don't say these words." The father's voice was full of sadness, "You are our pride, and we are all proud of you. ”

I laughed when I knew I had a terminal illness......

I felt my father's deep love, and my heart seemed to be wrapped in a warm current, which made me feel extremely warm. I know that no matter what the future holds, I will not be alone, because I feel blessed to have my family by my side.

With my family by my side, I slowly got through the last moments. Although his body was extremely weak, his heart was full of gratitude and satisfaction. I know that I don't have much time left, but I'm not alone, and I feel blessed because I have my family by my side.

When I closed my eyes and left this world forever, I felt that I had no regrets left. Because I know that I have had a happy and wonderful life, and I am already very satisfied with the company of my family. Although I am leaving this world, I believe that my love will always remain in their hearts forever.

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