My name is Wang Lili, an ordinary woman living a seemingly ordinary life. I was born in an ordinary family, and my parents were ordinary workers, hardworking and simple. When I was a child, my family was not wealthy, but my parents always tried to meet all my needs and gave me endless love and encouragement. I am grateful to them and love them.
When I grew up, I married Gao Jie, a man who looked perfect. He has a successful career, a privileged family, and takes care of me in every way. Soon after we got married, we had a lovely daughter, and I thought I had found happiness in life.
However, the happiness did not last long. Over time, I discovered another side of Gaojie. He became irritable and irritable, and his attitude towards me and my daughter gradually became cold. I tried to endure and tried to change him, but it was all in vain. Our relationship was on the verge of collapse.
Eventually, I made the decision to divorce. It wasn't an easy decision because I was scared of what would happen if I left him. I was afraid of being alone, of facing an unknown future, and even more so of not being able to live on my own.
On the day of the divorce, I stood at the door with my luggage on my back, my heart full of uneasiness and fear. Gao Jie looked at me, his eyes full of helplessness and disappointment: "Are you really leaving?" His voice was choked with a hint of choking, and it made my heart ache for a while. But I knew I couldn't go on like this.
"I'm sorry, Gao Jie, I've already tried." I whispered, tears quietly rolling down. I turned away from the home that once made me feel safe.
In the days since I left Gaojie, I have experienced a lot of struggles and pains. The lonely night made me constantly reminisce about the past, and made me feel extremely lonely and helpless. But I also know that it's all temporary, and I can't give up my choice out of fear.
Slowly, I began to adjust to being single again. I worked hard, took care of my daughter, and also learned to live independently. With the company and support of my friends, I slowly came out of the shadows and found my happiness again.
One day a few years later, I met Gao Jie on the street by chance. He looked a little haggard, and there was a hint of regret and guilt in his eyes. We looked at each other and smiled, although we have embarked on different paths in life, there is no resentment in my heart, only gratitude for the past and hope for the future.
I was overwhelmed by the fear of divorce, but I believe that as long as I face it bravely, I will always have my own happiness. Now I am no longer afraid of the future, because I know that no matter what happens, I have enough courage and strength to face it.