That night, the moonlight was like water, softly sprinkled on my bed. I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling for a long time. I was nervous, and the scene that had just happened kept coming to my mind.
Here's the thing, it's been a while since I broke up with my boyfriend and I've not been in a good mood. In order to relieve the stress, I asked a new boy out for a drink. After a few glasses of wine, I relaxed a little and we came to my house as a matter of course.
At home, we had a good chat, and after some drinks, the mood became a little excited. I don't know if it was the effect of alcohol, but our relationship suddenly became intimate. I didn't expect anything to happen, but on the spur of the moment, we had a relationship.
I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, thinking it was just a random experience. But the next day, when I woke up, I was shocked to find a blood stain on the sheets. I panicked and quickly checked my body and found signs of bleeding in my lower body. I didn't know what was going on, my heart was filled with panic and anxiety.
I quickly called the boy and asked if he had noticed this. He was silent for a while, and then told me the shocking news: he was not as ordinary as I had imagined, but a man with a family, and he was just out looking for excitement. When I heard the news, I had a heartbreak, and I didn't know how to deal with it.
I felt that I had been deceived and taken advantage of, and my heart was filled with anger and remorse. I understood my ignorance and stupidity, but it was already too late, everything had already happened. I felt physically and mentally exhausted and didn't know how to face the future.
I learned a lot after going through this. I learned that there are some things in life that cannot be predicted and controlled, but we need to learn to protect ourselves and cherish our bodies and dignity. I've also learned that men aren't all what they seem, and that some people may be hiding a lot more than we think.
I hope that my experience can serve as a warning to other women not to trust others easily and to learn to protect themselves. In the face of difficulties and challenges in life, we need to keep a clear head and a strong will, and face everything bravely.