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She became popular by relying on the role of Zhao Min in the 84 version of "Yitian Slaughtering Dragon", and was known as the drama version of Zhao Min that best matched the original work.
After becoming famous, people only saw her superficial brilliance, but behind this, there was a tragic experience that Liu Yupu did not know.
Unlike the reasons why most artists enter the show business circle, Liu Yupu entered the entertainment circle just to escape.
Liu Yupu was born on May 3, 1963, to a military family in Taiwan.
My father was a soldier with a very short temper.
When the career is not smooth, the father will vent his temper on others, and Liu Yupu has become his punching bag.
It is precisely for this reason that Liu Yupu when he was a child did not feel at all secure, and his daily life was cautious.
She was afraid that if she accidentally did something wrong, she would be beaten up by her father.
But even if Liu Yupu was careful, he still couldn't escape the doom after all.
At that time, her father never allowed Liu Yupu to close the door when she was taking a bath, and would even run in at any time to scold her.
In the face of his father's scolding, the young Liu Yupu did not dare to resist at all.
Because she knew that rebellion would only make her father's behavior worse.
Every time in the face of her father's destruction, Liu Yupu could only pin her hopes on her mother, who fantasized that her mother could help her.
But this was only a fantasy after all, every time her father beat her, her mother just stood by and watched coldly.
This dark childhood time left a lingering shadow in Liu Yupu's heart.
When they saw their friends around them see their father, they were full of joy, but they were terrified.
For the title of "father", Liu Yupu never felt a sense of security.
At that time, Liu Yupu only had one idea: hurry up and grow up and leave the family.
But will leaving this family really make Liu Yupu happy?
When I was in college, Shaw Films came to Taiwan to recruit actors.
Because Liu Yupu is handsome and has an outstanding temperament, she attracted the attention of scouts.
At the invitation of the scouts, in 1982, 19-year-old Liu Yupu starred in the first movie in his life, "The Pawn Draws the Car", in which he played the role of Ah Xi.
Although her acting skills are not outstanding, her outstanding appearance has left a deep impression on the audience.
After this film, Liu Yupu went on to shoot "The King of Thieves", "Three Breaks into Shaolin", "Shaolin Descendants" and other films.
Although most of them are only inconspicuous small supporting roles, Liu Yupu has honed her acting skills through these films, and her potential has slowly emerged.
Slowly, Liu Yupu also gained some fame. It was also at this time that the crew of the 83rd edition of "Yitian Slaughtering Dragon" found and beat her.
Although the living environment from childhood is not good, Liu Yupu's temperament is very outstanding, which is also the reason why the crew of the 83rd edition of "Yitian Slaughtering Dragon" decided to let him play the role of Zhao Min in the play.
The role of Zhao Min in the play is bold and straight, eccentric and strange, and it is not easy to play.
However, Liu Yupu relied on her youthful, fresh and vulgar, and cold and arrogant image to vividly interpret Zhao Min's temperament and love and hatred.
Therefore, Liu Yupu is also known as the Zhao Min who is most in line with the original work.
As soon as the 83rd edition of "Yitian Slaughtering Dragon" was released, it was well received, and Liu Yupu also became popular overnight by relying on the role of Zhao Min in the play.
Although fame has brought wealth to Liu Yupu, the trauma brought to her by her original family cannot be repaired for a long time.
After entering the entertainment circle, the pressure that came to the face made Liu Yupu worse.
Under the influence of various factors, Liu Yupu even suffered from depression.
Because the pressure is too great, Liu Yupu will often go to church to pray. After coming and going, Liu Yupu and the pastor of the church, Zhang Jianzhong, gradually became acquainted.
After learning about Liu Yupu's situation, Zhang Jianzhong was very concerned about her. When Liu Yupu encounters troubles, Zhang Jianzhong will also patiently comfort her.
Zhang Jianzhong's thoughtfulness also made Liu Yupu feel warm, which was very satisfying for Liu Yupu, who had lacked care since childhood.
At the peak of his career, Liu Yupu made a very bold decision: to return to his family.
She quit the show business circle and entered the palace of marriage with Zhang Jianzhong.
But here in Zhang Jianzhong, can Liu Yupu really feel the warmth?
In 1984, 21-year-old Liu Yupu and Zhang Jianzhong married.
At first, the two were very happy and spent a happy time together.
By 1990, Liu Yupu also gave birth to two daughters for Zhang Jianzhong.
After having a daughter, for the sake of the happiness of the family, Liu Yupu completely withdrew from the entertainment circle.
She worked in the church with her husband, a pastor, and listened to the confessions of the faithful every day.
But such a happy and happy life did not last long, and for a person with depression, working in a church is not a good thing.
Listening to many negative energy stories every day will only make Liu Yupu more sensitive.
Perhaps affected by depression, Liu Yupu began to commit suicide.
She tried to cut her wrists, jump off a building, and even swallow more than 200 anm pills at a time, but fortunately she was rescued by her friends.
There is a saying that "blessings are like doubles, but misfortunes are not alone"
At this time, Zhang Jianzhong's temper also gradually became grumpy. The two gradually developed contradictions and often quarreled.
In those days, people didn't have the pressure to buy a house and a car now, and depression wasn't as common as it is now.
Because of depression, Liu Yupu often went to the mental hospital for treatment.
His wife often goes to the mental hospital, and she can't help but be greeted with some gossip from others: "Look at the pastor, his wife is a neurotic."
Once or twice Zhang Jianzhong can still endure, and the long time has also made him feel very faceless.
For this reason, Zhang Jianzhong will yell at Liu Yupu at home if he is not happy. Later, Zhang Jianzhong would even punch and kick her like Liu Yupu's father.
In 2005, after some consideration, Liu Yupu knew that the marriage could not be managed anymore, so he and Zhang Jianzhong filed for divorce.
In the divorce agreement, Liu Yupu did not have any requirements for property, but hoped to see her two daughters regularly.
Even though the world was so unfair to her, she still wanted to bring as much love to her daughter as possible.
Liu Yupu and Zhang Jianzhong made a decision, but there was a problem on the other side.
Because of her daughter's divorce, Liu Yupu's parents felt very faceless, and they were sneering at Liu Yupu who returned home after the divorce.
Liu Yupu's father still did not change his violent personality, and took this opportunity to beat her up again.
The mother on the side did not dissuade her father's behavior, but also advised Liu Yupu to learn to be patient.
Liu Yupu once said, "My father loves face very much and feels that divorce is very humiliating, and my mother wants me to continue to endure life." ”
In this way, Liu Yupu once again fell into darkness.
However, Liu Yupu has never given up on his life. In 2007, Liu Yupu also made a comeback filming the movie "I See the Beast".
Even with such an experience, Liu Yupu is still full of love for life and acting.
On the road of trying to overcome depression, Liu Yupu also summed up some experiences from it.
She found that painting was helpful for depression, so she opened an oil painting class to help people with depression, and she only charged a little fame.
In addition, Liu Yupu also wrote a book about his own experience - "Open Your Heart to Fly":
"There are still many beautiful places in life, and there are many moving corners, so live, live to experience, live to share." Open your heart and let your soul fly freely! You will be shocked to realize that life, which turns out to be a flower that is blooming, is smiling at you. ”
At a time when depression was not widespread, Liu Yupu always declared that depression could be controlled.
But Liu Yupu's kindness did not make her fate better, and in 2009, Liu Yupu, who lived alone, was found dead in a rented house by catholics.
After testing, it was found that Liu Yupu had been dead for 3 days.
The trend is that Liu Yupu is only 45 years old and has anti-depressive drugs next to him.
And because Liu Yupu also has heart disease, the specific S cause is not known.
From a rising star in the entertainment industry, to the peak of his career, he chose to return to calm.
For Liu Yupu, perhaps she was full of yearning for life at that time, but things did not develop according to Liu Yupu's imagination.
Liu Yupu's life has experienced too many injustices, and perhaps passing away is more like a relief for her.