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Text: Northern Lights
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Preface
Can you imagine the tenacity and courage of a girl who was lonely and abandoned by her friends at a young age?
She seems to have been born with music, and the sound of notes is the source of her strength on that bitter path of growth.
Lonely duet in youth
Chen Sisi has had an innate love for music since she was a child.
But who knew that this love had become the source of her spurning.
In that small, conservative and closed county, music was too "modern" and "rebellious" for most people.
Chen Sisi's parents, both traditional farmers, were puzzled by their daughter's obsession with music.
And the neighbors' unusual hobby for her is also secretly judging and pointing fingers.
"That crazy little girl of the Chen family, she knows how to hum all day long, what will she do in the future?"
Such whispers, like invisible hands, scratched scars on Chen Sisi's young heart.
What is even more terrifying is the betrayal and rejection from relatives and friends.
They disliked her eccentricities and refused to be with her.
This made Chen Sisi's situation even more lonely, and she could only huddle alone in a small room at home, facing the wall and mirror, repeatedly practicing singing and playing musical instruments.
Her family was poor, and she couldn't own any other musical instrument than an old piano.
But her love for music was so pure and persistent that she could strike a beautiful and beautiful sound on the worn piano keyboard.
Getting better and having a bad fate
As she grew older, Chen Sisi's musical attainments became more and more proficient, and she began to try to compose.
For this small town with relatively backward culture and education, she is simply a "freak".
But instead of being intimidated by the strange gazes of those around her, she finds the joy of self-actualization in music.
Chen Sisi's attitude towards music is so serious and focused that he almost ignores everything else in life.
She has a high pursuit of songwriting, and always revises and polishes it over and over again until she is completely satisfied.
Her piano teacher often lamented that Chen Sisi has an extraordinary talent and dedication to music, and she will definitely get ahead one day.
Over the years, Chen Sisi has relied on her love and hard work for music to finally get through the most difficult years of her life.
After graduating from high school, she was admitted to the conservatory of music in the provincial capital as she wished, and was finally able to pursue her musical dream away from the familiar but old and depressing life in the small town.
The willows are shady, the willows are dark and the flowers are bright
During her college years, Chen Sisi was like a fish in water, she was immersed in the ocean of music, and her study of tunes and music theory gave her an unprecedented spiritual shock and resonance.
Talented peers from all over the country seem to have some kind of tacit understanding with her.
She eagerly absorbed all kinds of new knowledge, delved into the mysteries of music under the guidance of her teachers, and gained new inspiration when she studied with her classmates.
Her talent gradually blossomed on the university campus, and countless teachers and students came to marvel at her musical works.
In those years, she seemed to have found an unprecedented sense of fulfillment and belonging in her life, as if all the hardships were so that she could embark on this path of life full of flowers and applause.
However, just when Chen Sisi almost touched her dream, fate threw a heavy blow at her again.
His father died of a terminal illness, and his mother suffered from severe depression due to excessive grief.
An originally carefree college student, in just two years, unexpectedly died all of his loved ones.
Seriously injured Lost Music
The death of her parents is undoubtedly the heaviest blow in Chen Sisi's life.
First of all, her father died young, which deprived her of the most intimate support and reliance in her life.
What is even more sad is that my mother completely collapsed because of this, and slept in tears every day, shining and dark on the sickbed.
In the face of such a parting of life and death, Chen Sisi seemed to have been hit hard and could not move on.
Her heart was filled with sadness and despair, and she couldn't help herself with tears.
Music, dreams, ideals, all these were eclipsed in her eyes in an instant.
She even wanted to give up the path of music and go away, to escape everything and her dreams.
The mother's sick gown and painful expression were like a sharp blade, inserting Chen Sisi's growing dream life into a deep wound.
She was on the verge of aberration for a long time, and she fell into deep thought and confusion for a long time.
She is reflecting on her life, examining herself, and feeling at a loss for the road ahead.
Is the music a pain for her, or a supreme joy?
Should she continue to pursue it, or just give up everything? Does she really have the courage and perseverance to keep going?
Think about it in every way and find your way back
After falling into a trough for several months, Chen Sisi was finally soaked in the trauma of this wave impact and began to really wake up.
She realizes that she is losing her mother, her music, her dreams, and that she will have nothing left if she is allowed to be consumed by despair.
What is even more distressing is that she learned from the doctor that her mother's condition is increasing day by day and has reached a critical point.
She couldn't just give up on her mother, nor could she give up on the dreams she pursued when she was young.
These two thoughts alone were enough to give her courage back.
Her mother's support and encouragement for her was the biggest motivation for Chen Sisi to go through those dark years.
The transience and impermanence of life taught her to cherish the present in time.
Under the explanation of her mother, she completely walked out of the confusion and saw the hope and direction of re-pursuing her ideals.
The mother said, "Son, I don't want you to give up on me, but I hope you don't miss your own opportunity."
You're young, you have dreams, and you should go and achieve them.
These words were like a ray of warm sun, warming Chen Sisi's wounded heart and making her regain her courage.
From that day on, Chen Sisi once again devoted herself to her music career.
She still visits her sick mother from time to time, but she hasn't given up on her musical dreams.
With the selfless support of her mother and her own firm pursuit, she gradually regained her fighting spirit and passion.
Transform and regenerate and bloom purple
After going through that low ebb period of her life, Chen Sisi learned valuable lessons from it, and she began to become more resilient, steady, and at the same time more aware of how to cherish everything in front of her.
She has tempered her indomitable willpower in the midst of suffering, and she has also become more aware of the importance of music to her life.
She began to look at music and herself with a new vision and mind, and found unprecedented creative inspiration.
She wrote a song that expresses her heart directly, telling the ups and downs of life, all of which bring tears to people's eyes.
These sincere music works seem to reopen the haze of life in her, and make her heart bloom with dazzling brilliance again.
Music is not only Chen Sisi's most sincere hobby, it is also an outlet for her to relieve psychological trauma.
Through the sound of notes to tell the sadness and hope in her heart, she finally walked out of the dark period of her life and regained her vitality.
Success leads to the pinnacle of life
Since then, Chen Sisi's music career has been smooth, and she has made a name for herself in the Chinese music scene in just a few years, and is known as the "Folk Queen".
Her singing voice is penetrating, and the emotions that flow naturally when singing can always resonate with the audience from the bottom of their hearts.
What's even more amazing is that she married a powerful singer at the peak of her career, and the two complemented each other musically and also had a lovely daughter.
This is undoubtedly a great happiness for Chen Sisi.
On Chen Sisi's 46th birthday, her family and friends celebrated a grand birthday party for her.
Everyone can't help but sigh that the little girl who was once unknown and looked down upon by others has now completely transformed and become a household name.
With a beautiful face, a touching singing voice, and wisdom and kindness, she is all a representative of a perfect life.
Who would have thought that Chen Sisi, who was once ridiculed and cornered, could eventually become a superstar in the music scene and the pride of his mother?
And Chen Sisi that night was full of joy, with a happy smile in front of relatives and friends.
She couldn't help but cry in her heart, if it weren't for the loneliness and tempering of her youth, and later suffered a heavy blow to fate, how could she have today's achievements and happiness?
Along the way, although it has been difficult, it has also paved the road to success.
Chen Sisi stroked her daughter's little face, and her heart was full of emotion.
She hopes to pass on her life's experiences and lessons to future generations, so that more people can understand the preciousness of life and cherish the present.
Carry forward the indomitable spirit of hard work, strive to struggle and pursue, and finally sow the brilliant world in the future life.
epilogue
Time flies, time is like an arrow.
In the blink of an eye, Chen Sisi has also reached the age of 46.
But her mental outlook is no different from that year, her bright eyes are still shining with smart light, and her slender figure is still full of youthful vitality.
This is due to her unwavering dedication to music and her devotion to life.
In her, we see the perfect combination of tenacity, courage, kindness, and wisdom.
She has used her life to tell us that the true meaning of success is to be fearless and indomitable.
Life is an arduous journey, and only those who have dreams and never stop can finally reach the pinnacle.
May Chen Sisi, a legendary woman, be forever young, and may her music always be fragrant!