My name is Dajun, I am twenty-eight this year, and I originally planned to tie the knot with my girlfriend Xiaofang, who has been in love for five years. Unexpectedly, on the eve of the wedding, I proposed to regret the marriage.
On that day, I was training in the army, and I kept thinking about getting married. It's not that I'm afraid of getting married, but I just feel that when I go home from the army, I don't know what to do in the future. My parents are farmers, and the family conditions are not good, and my discharge from the army means that I have no financial resources. And Xiaofang, although she loves me, she has too much temper, and I am worried that life will not be easy after marriage.
After dinner, I called Xiaofang and expressed my concerns. Unexpectedly, after hearing this, she immediately burst into a rage and asked me loudly: "Dajun, do you think I am not worthy of you? Or do you have someone outside?"
I hurriedly explained: "No, Xiaofang, I'm just worried about my life after marriage." ”
"Worried, what are you worried about? Let me tell you, if you dare to repent of your marriage, I will not finish with you!" Xiao Fang's voice became higher and higher.
My heart tightened, knowing that her temper had come up, and ten cows couldn't pull it. But I had already made up my mind and said, "Xiaofang, I'm sorry for you, but I really can't get married this time." ”
Xiao Fang screamed: "Dajun, you dare!
Before I could finish, she hung up the phone. I was so distraught that I didn't expect things to turn out like this.
The next day, Xiao Fang actually ran to the army to look for me. As soon as she saw me, she made a lot of noise, which attracted a lot of onlookers. I grabbed her and whispered, "Xiaofang, calm down, let's go out and talk." ”
She glared at me and said with tears in her eyes: "Dajun, if you don't give me an explanation today, I won't leave!"
I really had no choice but to express my concerns in public. When Xiao Fang heard this, she froze in place, and then cried: "Dajun, I love you so much, you actually treat me like this!"
The more she cried, the more sad she became, which attracted the leadership. The leaders learned about the situation, talked to me, and said that because of my personal problems, which affected the stability of the troops, I was discharged from the army early.
I was stunned, I didn't expect things to come to this point. I glared at Xiaofang, and she glared at me with anger and disappointment in her eyes.
When I got home, I was unemployed and depressed. Xiaofang didn't come to me again, I heard that she went to work in other places. My parents sighed and said that I had messed up a good marriage.
During that time, I had a hard time, and I regretted it every day. I know it's all caused by me. I broke Xiaofang's heart and ruined my future.
However, life goes on. I pulled myself together and started looking for a job. I found a temporary job in a factory, and although it was hard, I was able to support myself.
One day, I received a letter from Xiaofang. She told me that she was doing well over there and told me not to worry. At the end of the letter, she said: "Dajun, we are all adults, and we should be responsible for our actions. I hope you can live happily in the future. ”
Looking at the letter, I burst into tears. I knew that the relationship was irretrievable. But I still sincerely wish Xiaofang and hope that she can find her own happiness.
And I will also remember this lesson and cherish my future life.
As the days passed, I worked hard in the factory every day, and the guilt and regret in my heart weighed on my heart like a big stone. The work in the factory is hard, but whenever I am tired, I think of Xiaofang, think of her disappointed eyes, and the words in the letter will echo in my ears: "Dajun, we are all adults, and we should be responsible for our own actions." This sentence was like a sharp knife that cut through all my weakness and hesitation.
There is a master in the factory, named Lao Li, who is an amiable old man. He always saw that I was always preoccupied, and one day he talked to me during a break.
"Dajun, I see that you have been sullen all this time, is there something in your heart?" Lao Li handed me a cigarette and asked with concern.
I took the cigarette, took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled the smoke and said, "Master Li, I have something on my mind. ”
Lao Li patted me on the shoulder: "Manly man, is there anything you can't say? Say it, maybe I can help you come up with ideas." ”
So, I told Lao Li about me and Xiaofang. After listening to this, Lao Li was silent for a while, and then said: "Dajun, life is a long road, who doesn't make mistakes? The key is to know how to correct and make up for it." ”
I looked at Lao Li suspiciously: "Master Li, I know I was wrong, but I don't know how to make up for it." ”
Lao Li smiled and said, "You, since you know that you are wrong, then use practical actions to prove it." Xiaofang is a good girl, she loves you so much that she won't give up on you easily. ”
My heart moved, yes, why don't I go to Xiaofang and apologize to her in person, telling her that I am willing to take responsibility for everything in the past.
I immediately took a leave of absence and bought a train ticket to Xiaofang City. After a bumpy day, I stood at the gate of the factory where Xiaofang worked. When she saw me, she was visibly stunned.
"Dajun, why are you here?" her voice was filled with surprise and confusion.
I took a deep breath and said, "Xiaofang, I was wrong. I used to be too cowardly to face reality and take on our future. I understand now that I am willing to work hard and fight for the lives of both of us. ”
Xiao Fang looked at me, tears rolling in her eyes. She asked, "Dajun, have you really thought about it?"
I nodded firmly: "Yes, Xiaofang, I love you, and I am willing to spend my life to make up for my previous mistakes." ”
Xiaofang finally couldn't help crying, she ran over and hugged me, and said excitedly: "Dajun, I love you too, I've been waiting for you." ”
At that moment, I knew that my life could start again. Xiaofang and I hugged each other tightly, and our hearts were closer. I know that as long as we work together, the future life will be full of sunshine.
After that, my relationship with Xiaofang took on a new look. We started planning for the future and talked about what we wanted to do together in the future. I decided to stay in her city and start a new life. Xiao Fang's eyes flashed with happiness, and she said that she was willing to face the ups and downs of life with me.
I found a stable job that didn't pay much, but it was enough for us to live a simple and happy life. Xiaofang also performed well in the factory and was praised by the leadership. We started saving, planning to buy a tiny house, and get married.
One day, Xiaofang ran home excitedly with a piece of paper, and she said that it was a colleague in the factory who introduced her to the decoration team, with fair prices and good craftsmanship. I took the piece of paper, which was densely filled with details and quotations for the renovation.
"Dajun, what do you think, can we start decorating the house?" Xiao Fang's eyes were full of antiquity.
I looked at the numbers and hesitated. Our savings are not enough, and renovating the house means that we are in debt. But I looked at Xiaofang's excited appearance, and I couldn't bear to dampen her enthusiasm.
"Xiaofang, I think we can save money for a while longer, so that the pressure will be less. "I tried to persuade her.
Xiao Fang frowned, then said with a smile: "Dajun, I know what you're worried about. However, I am not afraid. As long as we are together, we are not afraid of any difficulties. ”
I was infected by her optimism and nodded: "Okay, then follow your wishes." We worked together to get the house renovated as soon as possible. ”
The process of renovation is much more complicated than we thought, but it is also full of fun. Every day after work, we would go to the building materials market together to choose materials and discuss which tiles were beautiful and which furniture was practical. Although tired, our hearts are full of hope.
One night, we came home to find a large patch of graffiti on the wall of the living room. When Xiao Fang saw it, her face instantly turned pale. I put my arm around her and comforted her, saying, "Don't worry, we can clean it up." ”
Xiao Fang nodded, but tears still flowed down her cheeks. I knew that the wall, to her, was like our future, and suddenly it was poured cold water on the unforgiving reality.
I picked up the detergent and started cleaning up the graffiti. Fang joined in, and we worked silently until all the stains on the walls were gone.
"Thank you, Great Army. Xiaofang hugged me, her voice full of gratitude.
I gently stroked her hair: "Fool, we are a family, don't be so polite." ”
That night, we slept in each other's arms, filled with each other's love and vision for the future. I know that as long as we hold hands, there is nothing we cannot overcome. Our story, in such mutual support and efforts, becomes more colorful day by day.
As the days passed, our house took shape with our joint efforts. Although there were some difficulties during the renovation process, we all overcame them together. Looking at this little nest that belongs to us, our hearts are full of happiness and satisfaction.
"Dajun, what do you think of this lamp?" Xiao Fang held a minimalist-style chandelier with anticipation in her eyes.
I looked at the chandelier and nodded: "Yes, simple and atmospheric, very suitable for our home." ”
Xiao Fang smiled and put the chandelier on, and the room suddenly brightened up a lot. She walked up to me and hugged me: "Great, we finally have our own home. ”
I gently stroked her hair: "Yes, Xiaofang, this is the result of our joint efforts. ”
Soon after, our wedding took place with the blessings of relatives and friends. The wedding was simple and inviting, and we held hands and pledged to stay together for the rest of our lives. At that moment, I knew that this was the life I wanted, with love, home, and hope.
After marriage, our lives are sweeter. Xiaofang's performance in the factory is getting better and better, and she even gets the opportunity to be promoted. I also continue to work hard in my work and work harder for our future. Our little home is full of laughter, and every day is full of happiness and warmth.
However, life is never easy. One day, I came home from work and saw Xiaofang sitting on the sofa, her face pale and her eyes full of worry.
"Army, I'...... I'm pregnant. Xiao Fang's voice trembled slightly, with a hint of fear.
I was stunned, and then hugged her tightly: "Xiaofang, don't worry, I will be by your side." ”
Xiaofang leaned on my arms, tears sliding down: "Dajun, I'm so afraid, I'm afraid that I can't give my child a good future." ”
I gently patted her on the back: "Xiaofang, we will work together to give the child a happy home." ”
From that day on, the focus of our lives shifted to the little life that was coming. Together, we learn about parenting and prepare for the arrival of our children. Although the pressure is greater, our hearts are full of anticipation and joy.
Finally, the child was born, and it was a lovely daughter. We named her "Hope" and hoped that she would thrive with our love and expectation. Looking at her little face, I know that this is the whole meaning of my life, and I will work harder for them to make a better life.
As the years passed, our daughter grew up and became a lively and lovely little girl. And Xiaofang and I have also become more mature and strong in the baptism of the years. We face the ups and downs of life together and share the bits and pieces of life together. I know that as long as we hold hands, there is nothing we cannot overcome. Our story, in such mutual support and efforts, becomes more colorful day by day.