The temperature gradually became colder, but Xiaobai's heart gradually warmed.
Late at night, there was an intermittent sound of steel shelves hitting the ground on the construction site in the distance, which became a light music in Xiaobai's ears at this moment, the tune was sometimes soothing and sometimes turbulent, weaving a web of happiness to wrap him tightly.
Xiaobai's mind is full of Shiping's shadow: under the hazy light, Shiping, dressed in Tujia gorgeous costumes, came from one side of the stage, like a heavenly dragon boat wrapped in a delicate figure, apricot eyes lightly thrown, Zhu humiliation lightly, skillful hands slightly fingered, jade feet slightly raised, instantly the girl's beauty and artistic skillful daylight splashed down.
Xiaobai met Shiping a week ago. It is more accurate to say that they know each other than to get acquainted, because they are still just friends and have never met. Once Xiaobai chatted with his friend's friends in the teahouse, the friends of the friends somehow talked about the topic to their respective chat friends, and the men always wanted to show off their glory when talking about friends of the opposite sex, so Shiping was popular with friends, Xiaobai actually remembered Shiping's QQ number.
There are nearly 300 people in Xiaobai's network, but there are only three or five who can really be regarded as friends, and what can be talked about makes Xiaobai seem to be zero!
Xiaobai is a poet who is curious. But this curiosity suddenly became serious! It turned out that this was the person Xiaobai was looking for.
This is Xiaobai's first impression of Shiping.
casually read a few articles by Jiang Shiping in the space, and Xiaobai exclaimed that who said that beauties are vulgar, and this woman's talent is better than my generation! So Xiaobai couldn't wait, and took Shiping's QQ space and QQ dialog box as a piece of feng shui treasure, where he wanted to build a tent and weave shed, cultivate and sow seeds, and harvest the medicine for loneliness and loneliness here, and pick up the ageless Ganoderma lucidum.
In the following days, Xiaobai stayed by the computer when he had time, and hung QQ on his mobile phone when he went out to do errands. Anytime, anywhere, with a little leisure, the fingers and keyboard will pass through the mountains, rivers and sky to fuse the two currents, and in the sparks, concern and hope, longing and longing, sincerity and openness, concern and heartfelt feelings, will warm Xiaobai's heart on the verge of cold.
Through chatting, Xiaobai learned that Shiping is a college student, a senior, and is preparing for the graduate school entrance examination. But her major is not literature but accounting, which seems a pity to Xiaobai. There is a famous saying: hobbies are half the battle. Shiping must be very fond of literature, otherwise how could she write such a good text? Literature relies on figurative thinking, which may be an innate trait in Shiping; accounting deals with numbers, and focuses on logical thinking. Xiaobai doesn't know if Shiping's logical thinking is also inherently superior, but since she chose this major, it shows that she also has the potential in this area. A girl who combines image thinking and logical thinking is like a rose stained with morning dew and sunshine, standing in the bustling and noisy city, making the world less tacky and more ambitious.
A talented woman is also an amorous woman. This is Xiaobai's second impression of Shiping.
Saying that Shiping is amorous is just a feeling of Xiaobai. Because it may be blasphemous to draw such a conclusion about a girl whom you have never met! In fact, amorous and promiscuous are two different concepts. The object of affection can be limited to one person, and the object of abusive affection is not limited; this can be seen when chatting: if the conversation between two people can be spoken casually without waiting, and the questions answered are also opposite, it means that the other party is chatting with you wholeheartedly and is focused on you; if you send a message that the other party has not answered for a long time or needs to wait for a long time, and sometimes replies with an image, it means that the other party is not in you, and at the same time is dealing with more people, and is perfunctory to you. When chatting with Shiping, Xiaobai must pay full attention, because Shiping is always answerable and serious, no matter which topic always makes people feel relaxed. Talking to Shiping, Xiaobai is like bathing in the spring breeze, like taking a bath in a mountain stream in the hot summer, drinking tea by the charcoal fire in winter; the Chinese characters that emerge from the treasure land of feng shui are transformed into grains of food like pearls, and the stomach is full at a glance; the ticking sound accompanied by the flickering symbols is transformed into the coquettish words of Shiping's warbler, and she is already intoxicated when she listens to it; Xiaobai thinks self-righteously that Shiping is only affectionate to herself. So my heart warmed up, and I felt more comfortable and comfortable than soaking in a hot spring.
But one day, Shiping suddenly said that the graduate school entrance examination is imminent, and she won't go online for a week, Xiaobai if you miss me, self-regulate! Xiaobai felt a little twitch in his heart, and his soul seemed to be going on a trip.
What moved Xiaobai to death was that this time Shiping actually spoke and didn't count.
said for a week, but just two days later, just when Xiaobai's desire was about to shrink, there was a ticking sound in the QQ of the mobile phone, and Shiping's greeting came from thousands of miles away. Xiao Bai's fingers trembled a little, and a layer of fog floated in his eyes, but the words displayed on the screen became as big as a bucket, shining gold and silver, like fireworks, and roasted Xiao Bai's somewhat stiff body soft as cotton all at once.
This is a wise girl. Xiaobai was sincerely admired. She knows what men need, she knows what it is, she knows what it means to be hot, she knows what is right in men's inner world, she knows how to distinguish between different men, she knows what it means to be indulgent.
It is true that Xiaobai believes that this is by no means Shiping's city. This is the nature emanating from Shiping's bones, and it is the instinct of a naturally wise person to deal with the world. Once such a girl is attentive, she is easy to become a stunner, and she becomes a stunner who makes men willing to be slaves.
Xiaobai didn't dare to think about it. Twenty years ago, the teacher-student love made the stunner bite and the scar left by the scar is still there, the years can't peel off, the wind and rain can't be cleaned, if the old injury adds new pain, wouldn't it be a phoenix nirvana??
The emotional struggle is the saddest struggle in the world.
At this moment, Xiaobai suddenly fell into this struggle. He can't forget the pain he once had, and he can't refuse the temptation in front of him: this is a girl who can't be had and can't be parted with. Beauty, wisdom, and kindness are the three elements that Xiaobai has always used to measure a good woman, and whether Shiping is beautiful or not? Xiaobai is still unknown. But Shiping's talent, romance, and affection have already made him unable to give up, and with a lot of wisdom, he hesitated and didn't dare to move forward.
Perhaps this is the weakness of human nature! Weakness adapts not only to cowards, but also to warriors. Throughout the ages, Chinese and foreign warriors, there is no weak side, such as the overlord of Chu to Yu Ji, Wu Sangui to Chen Yuanyuan and so on.
The chat record with Shiping Xiaobai is well kept, and every layer of meaning between the lines is carefully studied. Then the spiritual world became fresh and vigorous.
This is not a girl with a city. Compared with those filthy and vulgar and insatiable women, Shiping is indeed an unstained hibiscus. Of course, this is only Xiaobai's view at this moment, the so-called seeing the essence through the phenomenon is just the wishful thinking of philosophers, and the cruel reality and distorted human nature often make philosophy worthless.
Once upon a time, the alliance of the sea with the afterglow of Meiyan was just a dream haunting memory; the cloud covenant of Wensong Weibai was just a joke of the old world; the taste of the bitter lotus chrysanthemum dew, and the Xia Zhijun of Qi Pei Yuxiong, although they were always lovesick and nostalgic, but all of them were fleeting clouds that could not be kept, and the reverie of facing the wall was sad in vain!
But the mind is still unstoppable! What was once had, what is being had, and what is expected to be possessed activates the mind of yesterday, today, and tomorrow. In the face of Shiping's imminent departure, Xiaobai's thoughts are more concerned about Shiping. In fact, if you think about it carefully, it is not so much about attachment as lovesickness, but it is definitely unrequited love. A kind of acacia without roots and support, like a ghost.
Thinking of this, Xiaobai shuddered.
Suddenly, there was a non-stop car whistle outside the window. It was the owner of the car who triggered the parking remote control, and the whistle screamed hysterically, for a long time, knocking on the night that was about to sleep, and also pulled Xiaobai's thoughts back from the memory.
The moonlight in early winter does not have the slightest chill, and warmly takes care of the mountains and rivers that love it. Silver light poured into the study like water from the huge bay window, projecting the bookcase, the computer, the square table, and Xiaobai's body into a painting. The shadow is still and comfortable, the quality of the picture is like ink, the shades alternate, but as Xiaobai's body moves, the image becomes flexible, long or short, far or near, like paste, paint, roll, like comfort, suddenly, a blazing car light shines in through the window, the image is cut off from the waist, and the room suddenly brightens. But this is only a moment, everything is back to the same, Xiaobai is still, the image is frozen, Xiaobai moves, the image is lively. Xiaobai suddenly remembered an idiom: follow you like a shadow.
What is a shadow? Acacia is like a shadow?
Acacia like a shadow. Right. If there is a shadow, there is a shadow, and if there is a shadow, it will be shaped. If you follow the form, you will not forget, if you don't forget, there will be hope, there will be motivation, and if you are motivated, you will have gains.
It's just that this kind of harvest only needs to wait for a thousand years to wait for a hundred years of reincarnation in order to achieve the tragedy of flying geese fighting fire and the glory of breaking out of the cocoon into a butterfly.
It is true that although the bones are broken, there is no resentment, and although the nine deaths have no regrets.
The moonlight is like water, and everything is silent. The street lamps in the neighborhood were still on, but they looked a little haggard in the white moonlight, and Xiaobai rubbed his stiff fingers repeatedly, and a thought was born in his heart: go buy a bag of biscuits tomorrow, and if it's not cold, go and bask in the sun.