Ten years ago, I almost married him. That man, named Chen Jun, is handsome and chic, has a successful career, and is the object of many girls' dreams. However, my mother threatened me with her life and refused to let me marry him.
That day, my mother called me into her room and said earnestly: "Xiaoya, you can't marry Chen Jun! That man is not a good person, my mother is a person from the past, and she will not be mistaken." ”
I looked at my mother with a puzzled expression: "Mom, how can you say that about Chen Jun? He is very good to me and respects you." Besides, we both love each other, so why can't we be together?"
Mom sighed and said, "Xiaoya, you are still young and don't understand the sinister hearts of people. Let me tell you, Chen Jun looks like a dog on the surface, but in fact he is very scheming. If you marry him, you will only suffer. ”
I was anxious: "Mom, what evidence do you have to say that? What did Chen Jun do to make you hate him so much?"
Mom shook her head: "Well, there is no evidence." It's just a woman's intuition, mom can't be wrong. You listen to your mother, break off with him, and find an honest person to live. ”
My eyes widened and I couldn't accept what my mother was saying. In my opinion, my mother is unreasonable and interferes in my marriage. So, I decided to fight my mom to the end.
That night, I went on a date with Jun Chen. He saw that I was worried and asked me, "Xiaoya, what's wrong with you? Is your mother against us being together again?"
I nodded, and couldn't help but cry. Chen Jun hugged me in his arms and comforted: "Don't cry, we will find a way to make your mother accept us." After all, our love is genuine. ”
Just as we were hugging each other and crying, my mother suddenly appeared in front of us. Her eyes widened, and she pointed at Chen Jun and said, "You bastard, you have made my daughter so miserable, I will fight with you today!"
As she spoke, her mother took out a knife from her bag and put it on her neck: "Xiaoya, if you stay with this man again, your mother will die in front of you!"
Frightened by my mother's actions, I hurriedly stepped forward to grab the knife. Chen Jun also said nervously: "Auntie, don't be like this, we will separate, please don't hurt yourself." ”
After some persuasion, my mother finally put down the knife. And I, for the sake of my mother's safety, promised her not to meet Chen Jun again.
However, the power of love is immense. During the time that Chen Jun and I were separated, our thoughts about each other came flooding back. We decided to elope, go somewhere mom can't find it, and start a new life.
On the day we were about to leave, my mom suddenly had a heart attack and was admitted to the hospital. I panicked, quickly canceled the trip, and rushed to the hospital to take care of my mother.
Chen Jun also followed, and he said guiltily: "Xiaoya, it's all my fault that put you in such a situation." I'll get out of here and don't embarrass you anymore. ”
Looking at the back of Chen Jun's departure, I burst into tears. I know that the love between me and him is still lost to reality after all.
After my mother was discharged from the hospital, I followed her arrangement and married my current husband. Although he is very good to me, I always have Chen Jun in my heart.
Now, ten years later, my mother has passed away. And I became a mother of two children. Occasionally, I think of Chen Jun and that unforgettable love.
Perhaps, this is fate. Some people are destined to only accompany us through a certain distance, but they cannot reach the end. And those beautiful things can only be hidden deep in the heart and become eternal memories.
Time has passed, my children have grown up, and my life is calm and stable. My husband is a good person, and although there is no vigorous love between us, he takes good care of me. Until that day, a strange letter shattered the silence.
The familiar handwriting on the envelope shook my heart, it was Chen Jun's. Trembling, I opened the envelope, which said he was coming to the city for a concert. My heart was racing, and the bits and pieces of those years were coming to my mind.
On the day of the concert, I hesitated for a long time, but finally decided to go. I sat in the audience, looking at the familiar figure on the stage from afar. His piano sounded like a voice, and every note touched my heartstrings.
After the concert, I was standing at the exit, and Chen Jun saw me with a surprised and delighted smile.
"Xiaoya, it's you! I didn't expect you to really come. His voice was still so warm.
I smiled, not knowing what to say.
"How are you doing after all these years?" he asked.
"Pretty good, how about you?"
"I'm not bad either. Over the years, I have always wanted to find an opportunity to tell you that I left not because I gave up, but because I felt that it was better for you to do that. ”
I lowered my head and said softly, "I know, thank you." ”
The two of us were silent for a while, and Chen Jun suddenly said, "Xiaoya, I came this time and wanted to tell you that I was about to immigrate abroad." Perhaps, this is the last time we will see each other. ”
My heart tightened, I didn't expect this to be a farewell. Holding back tears, I smiled and said, "Then I wish you all the best." ”
He nodded and turned to leave. I watched his back until I disappeared into the crowd.
That night, I had insomnia. Memories of those years and Chen Jun flashed through my mind like a movie. Tears soaked the pillow towel, and I knew that this time was really goodbye.
The next day, I received a courier with a photo of us sent by Chen Jun, as well as a letter. The letter reads: "Xiaoya, I have always carried this photo with me, and it has accompanied me through countless days of missing you. Now, I'm leaving, and I hope you can live happily. ”
I carefully put the photos and letters in the drawer, deep into the untouchable past.
Life goes on, I am still the good wife and mother, but I have more blessings for Chen Jun in my heart. Some people, even if they can't spend their lives together, will become an eternal concern in our hearts.
As the days passed, my life seemed to return to its former peace. However, the deep concern in my heart can never be erased. Whenever I was alone in the dead of night, I would always take out the group photo and Chen Jun's letter, quietly recalling the bits and pieces of our past.
A month later, I received a letter from abroad. The postmark on the envelope told me that the letter was from the city where Chen Jun now lives. I excitedly tore open the envelope, and inside was a ticket to a beautiful concert and a letter.
In the letter, Chen Jun told me that this was his first concert abroad, and he wanted me to attend. He said, "Xiaoya, I know it may be difficult for you, but I still want to invite you. I want you to know that you have been a source of inspiration for my music over the years. ”
My heart was deeply touched and I couldn't resist the invitation. I decided to go, to see the person I once loved so much, blooming in a foreign land.
I confessed my decision to my husband, who was silent for a long time, and finally just said softly, "Go ahead, go find the answer in your heart." ”
The plane flew through the clouds, and my heart rose and fell with the bumps of the plane. I arrived in that strange city and found the theater where the concert was taking place. When Chen Jun appeared on the stage, the familiar sound of the piano sounded, and I couldn't help but cry.
After the concert, I was standing at the door of the backstage, and Chen Jun saw me with surprise in his eyes.
"Xiaoya, you're really here. His voice trembled a little.
I nodded and said with a smile, "I'm here, your concert was a success." ”
We looked at each other and smiled, and at that moment, all words seemed superfluous.
During those few days, Chen Jun took me on a tour of his life and introduced him to his friends and colleagues. I saw what he had achieved in a foreign country and I was proud of him.
The day before parting, Chen Jun and I took a walk by the river. He suddenly stopped, looked at me seriously and said, "Xiaoya, these days, I've been thinking about what it would be like now if we hadn't been separated back then. ”
I was silent for a moment, then said softly: "Maybe, we will be another happy couple, but maybe, we will also quarrel over the trivialities of life." Who can tell?"
Chen Jun smiled and continued, "Yes, there are no ifs in life. But at least, we've all found our own happiness now. ”
We stood by the river, looking at the sunset in the distance, and our hearts were full of emotion.
When I said goodbye, Chen Jun hugged me tightly, and I felt the reluctance in his heart. I told him, "Jun Chen, wherever you go, I will bless you." ”
He nodded and turned to leave. I looked at his back and knew in my heart that this goodbye might really be never seen again.
Back home, I rededicated myself to my role as a good wife and mother. Life is still peaceful, but I know that that corner of my heart will always belong to Chen Jun. That innocent love, although you can't have it, is always worth remembering.
Time has passed, my children have grown up, and my life is calm and stable. My husband is a good person, and although there is no vigorous love between us, he takes good care of me. Until that day, a strange letter shattered the silence.
The familiar handwriting on the envelope shook my heart, it was Chen Jun's. Trembling, I opened the envelope, which said he was coming to the city for a concert. My heart was racing, and the bits and pieces of those years were coming to my mind.
On the day of the concert, I hesitated for a long time, but finally decided to go. I sat in the audience, looking at the familiar figure on the stage from afar. His piano sounded like a voice, and every note touched my heartstrings.
After the concert, I was standing at the exit, and Chen Jun saw me with a surprised and delighted smile.
"Xiaoya, it's you! I didn't expect you to really come. His voice was still so warm.
I smiled, not knowing what to say.
"How are you doing after all these years?" he asked.
"Pretty good, how about you?"
"I'm not bad either. Over the years, I have always wanted to find an opportunity to tell you that I left not because I gave up, but because I felt that it was better for you to do that. ”
I lowered my head and said softly, "I know, thank you." ”
The two of us were silent for a while, and Chen Jun suddenly said, "Xiaoya, I came this time and wanted to tell you that I was about to immigrate abroad." Perhaps, this is the last time we will see each other. ”
My heart tightened, I didn't expect this to be a farewell. Holding back tears, I smiled and said, "Then I wish you all the best." ”
He nodded and turned to leave. I watched his back until I disappeared into the crowd.
That night, I had insomnia. Memories of those years and Chen Jun flashed through my mind like a movie. Tears soaked the pillow towel, and I knew that this time was really goodbye.
The next day, I received a courier with a photo of us sent by Chen Jun, as well as a letter. The letter reads: "Xiaoya, I have always carried this photo with me, and it has accompanied me through countless days of missing you. Now, I'm leaving, and I hope you can live happily. ”
I carefully put the photos and letters in the drawer, deep into the untouchable past.
Life goes on, I am still the good wife and mother, but I have more blessings for Chen Jun in my heart. Some people, even if they can't spend their lives together, will become an eternal concern in our hearts.