Original illustration: Meow Meow Xia, narrator: anonymous, female
Happier than me, Chen Xiaodong
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Official account
01
Leng Fei and Xu Jing's friendship is safflower and green leaf type.
Leng Fei is lively and beautiful, has good grades, has a wealthy family, and wherever she goes from childhood to adulthood, she is always held by the stars and lives in the C position properly.
Xu Jing is quiet and introverted, with mediocre grades and mediocre appearance, her parents divorced when she was in the second grade of primary school, and she was a child with no sense of existence when she was a child.
But it was these two people who accompanied each other all the way from the age of three to their thirties.
And the reason why this friendship can last so long, in the words of outsiders with bad intentions: "Xu Jing is Leng Fei's most loyal lackey." ”
02
Xu Jing is indeed "loyal" to Leng Fei.
The two families live very close to each other and often make appointments to play together.
Leng Fei said that if they met at 9 o'clock in the morning, Xu Jing would definitely wait for Leng Fei at 8:55 in advance.
This was true when I was a child, I was in school, and I was the same when I grew up.
Once, it suddenly rained and Leng Fei didn't come, Xu Jing ignored her mother's dissuasion and insisted on going to the agreed place to wait for Leng Fei.
As a result, Leng Fei didn't come, Xu Jing came home like a chicken in soup, and was scolded by her mother, saying that she was like a fool.
But Xu Jing disagreed: "What if she comes, I can't let her wait for me in vain." ”
Her mother scolded her with hatred: "What's the matter? She can't wait in vain, you can? She is a human being, you are not a human being, what do you owe her?"
03
Xu Jing doesn't owe Leng Fei anything.
She just admired her and felt honored to be good friends with her.
At the beginning, Leng Fei didn't value Xu Jing's friend very much.
After all, a girl like her is never short of friends around her.
However, as the waves swept the sand and people grew up day by day, she gradually discovered that the friendship between other girls and herself was more or less mixed with jealousy.
Many people can be a person with her one minute, but the next minute, they will speak ill of her behind their backs, and even spread rumors out of nothing.
As for the boy, approaching her is more or less ambiguous, vanity.
Only Xu Jing and Leng Fei have good grades, and she is happier than she did well in the exam.
Leng Fei was dressed well, and she sighed sincerely: "Twenty yuan of clothes, you are worth two thousand if you wear them, and two thousand clothes on me are worth twenty yuan." ”
When Leng Fei was unhappy, she wouldn't say anything comforting, just accompanied her every step of the way.
When Leng Fei was happy, she was also sincerely happy for her.
Leng Fei remembers very well that when she won the first place in the district mathematics competition in the sixth grade of primary school, the school held a very grand commendation ceremony during the exercise time.
Leng Fei accepted the award on stage, and inadvertently looked down the stage, and saw that in a sea of indifference or jealousy, Xu Jing, who had always been quiet, smiled so conspicuously, pulled the red scarf in her hand and shook it unconsciously.
It was the most presumptuous and happiest scene Leng Fei had ever seen Xu Jing, and she could see that her heart was warm and her eyes were wet.
At that moment, she realized that there were really people who were happier to see their friends as good than when something good happened to them.
It was from that day on, Leng Fei completely regarded Xu Jing as a dead friend, and formed a friendship with her that she could leave her back to the other party.
04
The two were together in elementary school and junior high school.
When they were separated in high school, Xu Jing entered the general high school, and Leng Fei was in the high school.
Xu Jing rode her bicycle to pick up Leng Fei every day after school.
For the sake of Xu Jing, Leng Fei did not study at school at night.
Instead, he studied with Xu Jing at home, and tutored Xu Jing while learning.
But Xu Jing is indeed not the material for learning, sometimes a math problem is cold and dry, but she does not give up when she listens to it: "Say it again, I will definitely talk about it again." ”
Xu Jing is the one Leng Fei has ever seen, and she is the least good at learning, but she definitely doesn't get tired of learning that.
Leng Fei was able to get better results than expected in the college entrance examination later, and she said that she was inspired by Xu Jing's perseverance.
05
When they were in college, the two were in the same city and different schools.
Leng Fei is 985, Xu Jing entered three books, but she hardly stayed in her own school, and ran to Leng Fei's school every day to eat, sleep, class, and library.
People are not in vain, and from time to time they clean Leng Fei's dormitory like a model room.
Moreover, Xu Jing's cooking skills are also good, she went to the small market to buy some meat and egg dishes at every turn, ran to the small kitchen of the supermarket next to the dormitory, burned a table of home-cooked food for everyone, and baptized their stomachs tortured by the canteen.
There were a total of four people in Leng Fei's dormitory, and they were originally four sisters.
Xu Jing relied on hardships and hard work to become the fifth.
06
After graduating from university, the two returned to the second-tier city where their hometown is located together.
Leng Fei entered one of the three major telecom operators and became an authentic white bone spirit.
Xu Jing first joined a private company, and later jumped to a German-funded foreign company to do product testing.
At a marriageable age, Leng Fei should not have too many suitors, rich, powerful, and beautiful.
In Xu Jing's words: "It's not good if people are too good, it's easy to choose." ”
Later, Leng Fei chose Chen Bin, who was above average in appearance, had a good family background, and had been pursuing himself since junior high school.
Her own family background is very good, and her income can be ranked among the top five in this second-tier city, so she thinks that if she wants to marry, she will marry someone who loves her with all her heart.
07
At the age of 28, Xu Jing worked during the day and made up German at night school, and her monthly income did not even realize the freedom to take a taxi.
At this time, Leng Fei lived in a small villa, drove a BMW X5, and steadily entered the middle class and above.
But this did not affect the friendship between the two in the slightest.
Leng Fei thought about helping Xu Jing financially, such as letting her live in her own idle three-bedroom apartment, so as not to live with her mother and suffer from her mother's low pressure every day.
Xu Jing resolutely refused, she would unceremoniously take away Leng Fei's eliminated clothes, bags, and shoes, and every time she went to Leng Fei's house, she would even take food with her, but Leng Fei lent a good house and occasionally secretly stuffed the money into her bag, she would not ask for it.
She will comfort Leng Fei in turn: "I am the turtle in the tortoise and rabbit race, the wealth that belongs to me, it will come, but it will be slow." You wait for me. ”
Leng Fei couldn't bear to see her work so hard, and once tried to introduce the men in her circle to Xu Jing, but Xu Jing didn't see it: "Those people in your circle, I don't want to humiliate myself and slap you in the face." Don't worry, I can get married, there is always a unique taste. ”
08
At the age of 31, Leng Fei's daughters were all in kindergarten, and Xu Jing finally had a good thing.
She is married to a colleague, a native of Jiangxi, an authentic science and engineering man, who is more introverted than her and thinner than her family.
Leng Fei didn't agree and said, "You two are together, I'm afraid you can hear a needle at home." ”
Xu Jing said: "He doesn't have anything to say to others, and he talks to me a lot." It's him, he is down-to-earth, maybe it's a high-performance stock. ”
A few days before Xu Jing got married, Leng Fei cried uncontrollably and felt sorry for her.
They couldn't even afford a decent wedding banquet, so they only invited Leng Fei and both parents to have a meal, which was considered a wedding ceremony.
The meal was eaten at noon in a very small restaurant.
In the evening, Leng Fei set up three tables in the five-star hotel, and invited her classmates in her hometown who had a good time with Xu Jing since childhood, as well as the other three sisters in the university dormitory.
She wants to make Xu Jing's lifelong event a little more beautiful, and she also wants everyone to know that she is Xu Jing's most solid backing.
09
However, life is changeable.
Who would have thought that one day, Leng Fei and Xu Jing's lives would also have such a big change.
When her daughter was four years old, Leng Fei's husband cheated.
Where can such a proud person accept this betrayal?
So proud people, where can they let others know that they will also be cheated?
As a result, Leng Fei continued to play the role of the quiet years in front of the people, but she had a lot of trouble with her husband in the future.
The marriage is not divorced, but it is no different from divorce, Leng Fei and her husband are separated, and they scold him when they see him, sometimes they don't understand their hatred when they scold, they throw over and smash what they have at hand, and the things at home have to be changed every once in a while.
There are also children, in this environment, who are also becoming more and more disobedient.
Leng Fei's days suddenly became golden and ruined.
She didn't tell anyone, including Xu Jing, she couldn't bear her bright life, and she also had such a dirty side.
10
The middle-aged woman's heart doesn't say anything, but her eyes and posture are spoilers.
After Leng Fei hit there, he gained hopelessly weight.
Others say that she is happy fat, but she knows in her heart that she is self-defeating.
and talking, who used to be so popular and exquisite, is now a bar.
In the past, the class reunion was unhappy without her.
But later, after a few class reunions, everyone tacitly agreed not to call her anymore.
Why?
Every time and place, Leng Fei asked her to book it in person.
When ordering, if she hadn't ordered it, she would have bitterly accused the color and flavor of being so meaningful.
Classmates at this age will inevitably talk about children's education, and when it comes to children, Leng Fei will interrupt arrogantly: "Can you have a little self, as soon as you talk about children, it proves that we are old and decadent." ”
In short, the former heartthrob now has signs of annoyance.
11
On the contrary, it was Xu Jing, who began to run after entering middle age.
She and her husband resigned from German companies and started their own businesses.
Little by little, the mom-and-pop shop has expanded into a well-known enterprise in the industry.
The husband is responsible for product research and development and technology, and Xu Jing is responsible for sales outreach, and the husband and wife cooperate seamlessly.
I have a car, I have a house, and my children are praised for their education.
The important thing is that Xu Jing, who was once lost in the crowd, became more and more pleasing to the eye, speaking and doing things, she exuded a mature warmth, she was very comfortable, and others were like a spring breeze.
Especially middle-aged women, there are a few who are not in good shape, but Xu Jing, who used to be baby fat and easy to gain weight, has become more and more compact and stylish after middle age.
That's the result of perseverance in aerobic and anaerobic exercise every day.
12
Class reunions are often very worldly and cold.
Slowly, everyone began to like the gentle Xu Jing and hate Leng Fei who bites the tip of everything.
Even a few female classmates set up a small group separately, just to exclude Leng Fei.
There were a few class reunions, and everyone tacitly agreed that they were not called Leng Fei.
Leng Fei was not present, and everyone would inevitably say something about her.
Xu Jing listened to it and would defend Leng Fei.
Some people say too much, Xu Jing will not turn her face with others, but will pretend that she has something to do and get up to leave.
Some classmates joked with Xu Jing about this: "You are still the same as when you were a child, you worship Leng Fei brainlessly, and Leng Fei's fart is fragrant." ”
Another classmate chimed in: "Really, now you talk about economy, body type, personality, and achievements, why don't you crush Leng Fei, why are you still licking her like this? ”
Xu Jing was not angry, and showed her position: "No one can grow up with me from childhood to now, Leng Fei and I cherish it very much." Don't say this kind of thing in the future, in the future, I will come to the party that Leng Fei attends. She didn't come, and I didn't attend. ”
13
But there are always people in the alumni association with various purposes.
Later, because of Xu Jing, everyone called Leng Fei.
is also because of Xu Jing, silently endured Leng Fei's hypocrisy.
Leng Fei is so smart, of course she can feel that she needs to rely on Xu Jing's face now.
Therefore, occasionally she would say a few words to Xu Jing's yin and yang, but Xu Jing never contradicted her, and she laughed at what Leng Fei said.
At a party, some classmates suggested that Xu Jing organize everyone to play badminton, and it was not interesting to eat and drink all the time.
Xu Jing invited everyone to the small gymnasium in her company.
The gymnasium is not big, but the badminton court is professionally built.
On that day, Leng Fei specially bought very expensive rackets, professional badminton uniforms, and shoes for this purpose.
You know, when she was in school, she not only studied well, but was also very athletic.
But she didn't expect that all the limelight that day was robbed by Xu Jing.
Xu Jing learned badminton from her coach and played for an hour at noon almost every day.
Therefore, both posture and physical fitness crush everyone.
In the last singles game, Xu Jing actually defeated the male classmate in the class who also played the ball well by two points.
The game was particularly exciting, and the students watched it explosively, and they made an appointment to meet again in the future, and see you on the court.
That day, Leng Fei left early without saying hello to everyone.
Xu Jing called her, and Leng Fei said coldly: "I really don't know when you became so showy?" ”
Xu Jing was not annoyed, and replied to her with a smile: "Okay, okay, everything you said is right." ”
14
After that time, Leng Fei also found a badminton coach and prepared to start exercising.
But she didn't expect badminton to be so boring to learn.
Just one serve move, two lessons.
Then there are all kinds of decomposition actions such as swinging the racket and stepping up, how boring and boring it is.
In a hurry, she didn't learn a few lessons, so she added a badminton group and played against others.
She was holding back a lot of energy in her heart, and she couldn't let Xu Jing, who had always been a green leaf, compare.
As a result, something went wrong.
Because she didn't warm up before the game, her playing movements were not standardized, and her weight was overweight, Leng Fei participated in the group activity for the second time, and just played two balls, she heard a "bang", she felt that her calf was smashed by a shot put, and the whole person was unstable and sat on the ground.
Leng Fei's Achilles tendon was broken.
15
During the time when Leng Fei was in the hospital for surgery and recovery, Xu Jing accompanied her every step of the way.
Leng Fei refused to let her husband take care of her, she thought he was dirty.
The company is in the peak sales season, and 10,000 calls a day to find Xu Jing, Leng Fei also urged her to return to the company: "If you have money, you don't make money, are you stupid?"
"Can money be as important as you?" Xu Jing said.
During the days of hospitalization, Xu Jing changed her tricks to make food for Leng Fei.
I know that she is very particular about her daily use, and the bed sheets and pillowcases are all brought by her own home.
Every day, he is also responsible for picking up Leng Fei's daughter, taking her to the hospital to talk to her mother for a while, and then sending her back.
The child ran away at school for a day, and her hair was scattered, so Xu Jing asked the child to talk to her mother, and she combed the child's hair, which was not the same every day. Every time I finish combing, I will look at the child seriously: "I look as good as your mother when I was a child, my little princess, it's so cute, the more you look at it, the cuter it becomes." ”
Leng Fei saw it in her eyes, and her heart was wet.
Another night, before going to bed, Xu Jing soaked Leng Fei's feet in hot water, and still helped her rub and massage her for a while without disgust.
Leng Fei suddenly cried: "Jing'er, do you know that seeing that you are living better than me now, my heart is very unbalanced." "I learned to play like a madman in order to compare myself to you, and I broke my Achilles tendon. It's really embarrassing to say it. "Jing'er, I hate myself now, why do you keep being so nice to me? ”
16
The movements of Xu Jing's hands stopped for a moment, but soon regained their previous strength and gentleness.
After washing her feet and pouring out the water, Xu Jing, who had finished washing, did not sleep on the marching bed of the escort, but lay down next to Leng Fei.
She said: "Since I was a child, you have always been my role model, your looks, your achievements, your way of dealing with people, you have all the qualities I yearn for. I've been standing by your side, telling myself that I can learn a tenth of what you do. I am here today because of you. ”
She also said: "I don't know what kind of trouble you encountered, I just want to tell you that it is because you have always been too good and too smooth, so you are not suitable for such unsatisfactory, but I know that with your intelligence and heart, you will handle it well, you just need time." No matter what happens, you will always remember that you have shone on Xu Jing's life, and you have always been her idol. ”
Two middle-aged women, in the hospital late at night, burst into tears.
At the cost of breaking an Achilles tendon, Leng Fei knew that he was actually spoiled by life, so when he encountered a little trouble, he would be rotten, complain, and be vain, but fortunately, he had a friendship that could surpass jealousy, a great friendship.
Xu Jing said that she was seeing the light of her life, and it was not until this day that she knew that Xu Jing, who has now become the sun, was silently taking her out of the shadow of life.
She recalled to Xu Jing that in the sixth grade of primary school, she stood on the podium, and Xu Jing sat down pulling a red scarf, "smiling brightly, looking like an idiot." ”
Xu Jing said: "Yes, I have thought since I was a child that the better you live, the more I will learn from you." I'm not good at math, but I can still understand this little ninety-nine. ”
The two of them, covered in the quilt, chattered, and traveled back to their childhood and girlhood.
This night, this friendship has crossed thousands of mountains and rivers and gone straight to the end of life.
17
Soon after being discharged from the hospital, Leng Fei divorced and broke up peacefully.
In addition to work, Leng Fei is either exercising, or reading, parent-child books, self-growth books, and all kinds of idle books.
I also saw that the former resentful woman in the mirror had the shadow of the former school flower.
Leng Fei likes her current self, not so beautiful, but her heart is constantly strong, open, content, and grateful.
Xu Jing had nothing to do with her rainbow fart, Leng Fei smiled and was moved by gentleness.
Good friendship can alleviate half of the suffering in life and prevent you from riding on the vulgar road.
Do you have such girlfriends?