Its prime location in the beautiful coastal city of Pattaya in Thailand makes it a popular tourist destination around the world, but beneath the bustling city lies a small, much-beaten fishing village on an island with a beautiful but little-known landscape.
Back in 2001, in this small fishing village, an ordinary fisherman's family ushered in the birth of a new life - Duan Kamo. His arrival seemed to indicate that his life would be different.
In the face of this newborn child, the parents of a poor family showed deep helplessness in their eyes, and in this small fishing village, the only way to escape poverty is to rely on fishing for a living.
The father knew that if he could not change the status quo, his son's future would be trapped in poverty, just like them. Duan Kamo has shown a lively and active personality since he was a child, he has a fiery heart, full of curiosity and longing for the unknown world.
When night falls, he always looks up at the stars and imagines how wonderful his future life will be.
During the day, he would follow his father out to sea to fish, gazing out at the city in the distance from the vast ocean, with the hope of a future where he would one day leave and live a completely different life.
However, when Duan Kamo was four years old, his family suffered a sudden change. The mother became pregnant again and gave birth to a baby boy, but behind this joy was heavy pressure, and the family's financial situation became more and more difficult.
A small fisherman's income, which was already difficult to support a family of four, has now added a baby waiting to be fed, adding to the family's plight.
Just when their parents were worried about this, an unexpected turning point quietly came, and a nearby school specializing in training shemales extended a helping hand to them, promising that as long as Duan Kamo was willing to enroll, the tuition fee would be free of charge, and there would be a monthly living allowance.
In the face of her son's innocent smile, the mother was full of reluctance, but reason told her that this may be the only way to solve the family's predicament.
With tears in her eyes, she hugged Duan Kamo tightly and said affectionately: "Child, you must study hard, only in this way can you change your destiny I firmly believe that you are a promising child."
After entering the shemale school, Duan Kamo's life has changed drastically. This seemingly ordinary campus is actually a special institution that specializes in cultivating "feminine men".
At this moment, Duan Kamo is going through an unprecedented journey of physical and mental challenges - not only does he need to be educated in traditional women's courses such as dancing, makeup, and walking posture, but more importantly, he needs daily injections of estrogen to maintain estrogen levels in his body, and gradually shape the female body characteristics.
For a boy born masculine, this is undoubtedly a huge physical and mental torture. In the early days, Duan Kamo often burst into tears, and the abnormality of his body made him feel painful, and the pressure of playing a female role made him suffer from his heart, and even had the idea of quitting many times.
However, whenever he thought of his long-awaited family, Duan Kamo firmly told himself that no matter how difficult the road ahead was, he had to grit his teeth and hold on.
For the sake of his family, he had no choice but to persevere.
Sure enough, as time passed, the magical effects of estrogen began to gradually appear, and Duan Kamo's figure became more and more slender and shapely, and his facial features became softer and more charming.
When he reached the age of 18, his tall and bright figure, graceful figure, and gorgeous makeup were simply made in heaven!
After graduating, the school's teachers quickly arranged a dream job for Duan Kamo, and he was introduced to a prestigious local ladyboy song and dance troupe.
On stage, he became the center of attention, the audience applauded, and at the end of each performance, there were always selfless tourists offering a lot of money to show their appreciation.
However, this did not satisfy Duan Kamo's extreme thirst for wealth. Living in poverty since childhood, he longed for a privileged life, and at the same time hoped to earn more money and be filial to his parents.
Therefore, he resolutely chose a path that seems to be full of risks, but in fact is very rewarding - the sex service industry. Although deep down he was full of endless pain and low self-esteem, Duan Kamo had no choice for the sake of his family.
Since then, this skillful ladyboy has quickly risen to become the hottest star in the red light district, with a thriving business and a lot of money.
During the ten years of his golden age, with his outstanding appearance and delicate figure, Duan Kamo accumulated considerable wealth. However, just as his road to making money was in full swing, the spring of youth was quietly drying up.
Beautiful appearance and delicate figure are not eternal after all, with the passage of time, the youth of the past will eventually fade, and the new generation of ladyboys in the industry have gradually emerged and begun to replace his position.
What's even more striking is that his long-term dependence on estrogen has caused irreparable damage to his body, and since the age of 28, his appearance and temperament have gradually declined.
Time flies, Duan Kamo has passed the watershed of his life at the age of 35, and he can no longer rely on his handsome face and strong body to survive.
The glorious image of the past has faded, replaced by a wrinkled face and a bony figure.
Recalling the bitter journey of being forced to embark on the path of shemales since childhood, Duan Kamo felt unprecedented despair. As a man, he longs for the nourishment of love and the life of ordinary people deep in his heart.
However, the harsh reality mocks him mercilessly, and in this world, he is destined to never be a real man, let alone have the happiness of love and family.
In addition to the physical and psychological torture, social discrimination and misunderstanding also made Duan Kamo often feel ashamed. Customers who once flocked to him now turn a blind eye to him, even with contempt and ridicule.
Under tremendous pressure, Duan Kamo always thinks of his family's expectations, and they are the only motivation to keep him going. In order not to disappoint them, in order to live a comfortable life one day, Duan Kamo could only grit his teeth and continue to struggle with poverty and pain.
Indeed, after all these years of transformation, he is no longer the immature teenager he was back then, but a ladyboy who is physically and psychologically mature.
The fathers and villagers in his hometown couldn't accept this fact, and their eyes were like sharp blades, piercing Duan Kamo's heart, leaving him mentally devastated.
In the company of his family, Duan Kamo managed to maintain his last dignity.
Time flies, and when Duan Kamo crossed the threshold of his life at the age of 35, he gradually realized that it was time to "unload his armor and return to the field". Traditionally, he would stop using drugs that altered himself, and over time, his body would gradually revert to masculine features.
So, what will life be like after retirement? Duan Kamo fell into deep thought. After years of hard work, he has accumulated a lot of wealth, enough to live a more comfortable life.
That's right, it's love! As a man, how strongly I desire to be baptized by love, hoping to use it to nourish my soul. Marriage and family, this is the most valuable pursuit in life!
Faced with a major decision in his life, Duan Kamo took a deep breath and resolutely decided: no matter what the cost, he must do his best to remove those feminine traces on his face and body.
He didn't hesitate to undergo surgery even when it was needed.
He longs to regain his manly demeanor and show his masculine beauty as a way to attract the attention of the opposite sex.
Years of hard work and accumulation were not in vain, and Duan Kamo finally underwent surgery to restore himself to his original state at a top plastic surgery hospital.
The moment he walked out of the hospital, he was overwhelmed with emotion, because he had finally become a "real" man again.
After the operation, Duan Carmo became more active in contacting friends of the opposite sex, and he looked forward to finding the woman who made him feel good among these friends, and then enter the palace of marriage hand in hand and live an ordinary and happy life.
At first, due to the constraints of his past image, he often felt inferior and lonely, and it was difficult for him to take the initiative to get closer to the opposite sex. But as time passed, through constant social activities, his heart gradually became open-minded.
On a hot summer afternoon, Duan Kamo met the love of his life. It was a young and beautiful girl, and the two resonated as soon as they met, and quickly chatted happily.
After months of passionate love, their relationship quickly warmed up like wildfire.
In the end, with the warm congratulations of relatives and friends, they entered the palace of marriage.
On the occasion of the newlywed Yan'er, Duan Kamo was as happy as a child. Every morning when he woke up, he could touch his wife's warm body, and his heart was filled with an unprecedented sense of satisfaction and happiness.
The loneliness and pain of the past seem to have vanished.
However, at this moment, a bad news hit Duan Kamo's heart like a thunderbolt from the sky. The doctor diagnosed that due to long-term use of hormone drugs, his reproductive ability had been completely lost, and it was almost a luxury to have a child of his own.