My name is Li Wenwen, I am 25 years old and I am a primary school teacher. Half a year ago, I met my fiancé Zhang Lei, who is a programmer. We met, got to know each other, fell in love, and everything was so beautiful.
"Wenwen, you are really the biggest fate in my life. Zhang Lei often said this to me. Whenever he looked at me affectionately, my heart was filled with happiness and anticipation.
We agreed to get married this year, and the preparations have been in full swing. "My dear, what kind of wedding dress do you like best?" Zhang Lei asked me one day. I thought about it for a moment and said, "I like the long trailing wedding dresses the most, like the ones I wore in my dreams when I was a kid." "
"Okay, no problem, we'll pick the most beautiful wedding dress for you. Zhang Lei said with a smile. Looking at his gentle eyes, I felt happier and safer than ever.
Together, we picked out wedding dresses, suits, flowers, cakes, ...... Every link is so full of anticipation and sweetness. We also invited friends and family to the wedding, and they were all happy to hear the good news.
"Wenwen, you two are really a natural pair!" My good friend Xiaohong said, "I can't wait to see you in your wedding dress." "
"Thank you, Red. I replied with a smile, "I dream every day now, dreaming that I am wearing a white veil, Zhang Lei is wearing a black suit, and we are exchanging rings in the church." "
The thought of the upcoming wedding fills my heart with sweetness. I started picking out dowries and buying all kinds of groceries. My mother bought me a full set of kitchen utensils and said, "Wenwen, you have to learn to cook food for your husband." "
"Okay mom, I will definitely study hard. I said solemnly.
Just as we were about to get ready for great joy, a disaster struck. On the day of the engagement banquet, Zhang Lei suddenly said to me: "Wenwen, let's break up." "
I felt like the world was spinning, and I couldn't believe my ears. "What? What did you say?" I asked helplessly.
"I'm sorry, Wenwen. I found that there were some problems between us and we were not quite a good fit. Zhang Lei lowered his head and avoided my gaze.
I looked at him, tears rolling in my eyes. "But, we're ready to get married!" I choked up and said, "Why are you doing this to me?"
Zhang Lei was still silent. Tears finally welled up in my eyes, and I ran out of the ballroom crying. The guests looked at each other, and the scene was chaotic. I cried alone in the garden and felt hopeless than I had ever felt before.
My mom and friends came to comfort me, but I couldn't accept it. "Why? Why did he do this to me?" I asked over and over again.
Xiaohong put her arms around me and said, "Wenwen, maybe there are really some problems between you, maybe breaking up is the best choice." "
That night, I was lying in bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. My eyes were swollen from crying, and I replayed Zhang Lei's words over and over again in my mind. I felt pain like I had never felt before, as if a sharp blade was cutting my heart.
I looked at my mother, tears welling up in my eyes again. "But Mom, I love him so much, we're ready to get married!"
My mother hugged me into her arms, patted me gently on the back, and said, "Wenwen, life is like this, it often surprises us. It's normal for you to be sad right now, but you have to learn to accept the reality and pick yourself up again. "
Mom's words were like a warm current that moistened my wounded heart. I know she has a point, I can't live in the past forever, I have to face the future bravely. So, I wiped away my tears and decided to start again.
That day, I put on my most beautiful dress and said to the mirror, "Wenwen, you are a brave and good girl, you will be able to overcome all this!"
After much deliberation, I finally understood that what I wanted was not just a wedding, but a relationship of mutual respect and understanding. If Zhang Lei really doesn't love me anymore, it will only be a disaster for us to be together.
So, one day, I called Zhang Lei and said, "Zhang Lei, I forgive you." From then on, we didn't owe each other, and we were all right. "
Zhang Lei was silent for a while and said, "Wenwen, I'm sorry to make you sad." I bless you with being able to meet someone who truly loves you. "
"Thank you. I said, "I also bless you to be able to find your own happiness." Bye. "
I hung up, relieved like never before. I know that I will be able to get out of this haze and welcome a better life. After all, the world is still so vast, and there is still a long, long road ahead.
After hanging up, I took a deep breath and felt like my mind had finally been relieved of its heavy baggage. I figured out a lot of things and relieved a lot of obsessions.
I got up and freshened up and decided to go for a walk. The spring sun is warm and the wildflowers bloom on the roadside. I took a deep breath of the scent of spring and felt a sense of peace in my soul.
In the park, I saw a young couple smiling at each other, their eyes full of sweetness. Seeing this scene, my heart was no longer filled with the jealousy and pain of the past, but instead of heartfelt blessings.
"I hope you will be happy forever. "I bless them in my heart.
Seeing this scene, my heart couldn't help but ache. I remembered my despair and pain, so I stepped forward and sat down beside her.
"What's wrong with you, Auntie?" I asked softly.
"You can tell me, Auntie. I said gently, "Sometimes, it's better to talk about it." "
She looked at me, as if hesitating to confide in me. Eventually, she spoke: "My husband is cheating, and he's leaving me and the kids." "
My heart was pounded hard again. I remembered what happened to me, the pain of being betrayed, the confusion and helplessness of the future.
So, I sat closer, patted the back of her hand, and said, "Auntie, I can understand how you feel right now. I've been through something like this when I felt like the sky was going to fall. "
"But, you see, I eventually came out. Auntie, you will be able to get through this too. I continued, "You may feel like you're lost right now, but believe that one day, you'll regain your love and expectation for life." "
The woman looked up at me in amazement. Although her eyes were still filled with tears, there was already some hope in her eyes.
"Thank you, young man. She said, "yes, I can't just give up on myself." I want to continue to work hard for the sake of my children. "
I nodded, smiled and said, "That's right, Auntie." Believe that in the future, there are always good things waiting for you. "
And just like that, we chatted for a while, encouraging each other. At last, the woman stood up to take her leave, her face full of life again.
"Thank you for your understanding, young man. "I'm going to cherish what I have now and live it well." "
I looked at her back and felt extremely relieved. I am glad that I was able to inspire others with my experience and give her confidence in life back.
When I left the park, I was in a particularly happy mood. The sun is shining, the wildflowers on the roadside are blooming enthusiastically, and everything looks so beautiful and vivid.
I thought, maybe life is like this, there will always be some setbacks and tribulations. But as long as we never give up, we will be able to overcome them and embrace a better future again.
When I got home, I turned on my computer and started updating my resume. Yes, I decided to quit my current job to look for new opportunities and challenges.
I told myself that a new life had begun. Although the wounds of the past cannot be erased, they have become the nourishment of my growth. I will re-embrace this unknown and possible world with a new look.
Just then, my phone rang. I picked it up, and it turned out to be Xiaohong's call.
"Wenwen, how are you doing?" Xiaohong asked with concern.
"I'm fine, Red. I laughed and said, "Actually, I'm about to quit my current job and look for a new opportunity." "
"Really? That's great!" Xiaohong's voice was full of surprise, "It seems that you have completely come out of the haze and regained your strength." "
"yes, I finally understood that life has to go on. I said, "I'm going to fight for myself and for a better future." "
"That's great, Wenwen. Xiaohong said sincerely, "I'm happy for you." You deserve the happiest life possible. "
"Thank you, Red. I said sincerely, "It's a blessing to have a good friend like you." "
And just like that, we chatted for a while and finally hung up. I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
Yes, I've completely let go of the gloom of the past. Now, I want to embrace a more brilliant life with a new look. I believe that as long as I work hard, a bright future will surely await me ahead.