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When his luxurious age left a mark on Li Youbin's life, he sat quietly on the old rocking chair at home, staring at the charming scenery of the trees outside the window, and his mood couldn't help but fall into deep thought.
His gaze spans the busy streets and alleys, past the bustling crowds, as if he has traveled back in time to an era many years ago.
That memory was so unforgettable that he never let it go. He thought of his own son, Li Xiaoke, and the eyes full of antiquation and longing after he left.
However, he cruelly abandoned this hard-won father-son affection and gave all his love and care to his stepson.
Whenever he recalls this past, Li Youbin's heart will spring up with a cone of pain. He began to reflect on his decision and began to wonder if he had made the right choice.
However, time flies like a white horse, and everything is destined to be irretrievable.
In order to make up for his past mistakes, Li Youbin has tried his best to try to re-establish a relationship with his biological son. He took the initiative to get in touch with Li Xiaoke and provide financial assistance and care, hoping to mend the rift between father and son.
However, Li Xiaoke's attitude towards him was still cold as frost and expressionless, as if there had never been any family affection between them.
Faced with his son's indifference and alienation, Li Youbin's heart was full of endless sorrow and self-blame. He began to hate his decision back then, and hated himself for severing the family bond with his biological son for the sake of short-term love and selfish desires.
"If I had given Li Xiaoke more love back then, would things have been different?" Li Youbin asked himself, but he couldn't find an answer. He could only sigh deeply, his face showing deep guilt and regret.
Today's Li Youbin has entered old age. He was once heroic, but now he only has endless wandering and regret for the past. He wanted to sincerely apologize to his son Li Xiaoke countless times, and wanted to tell him in person how ignorant and despicable his behavior was back then.
However, his son's resentment towards him seems to have gone deep into his bone marrow and is difficult to eliminate.
Li Youbin felt bitter and powerless to realize that even if he tried his best to mend and redeem it, those parent-child relationships that had long since drifted apart would not be able to be found again.
As a result, he was forced to stay alone at home and live a life full of remorse and guilt.
Fast forward to decades ago, when the young and handsome Li Youbin was actively involved in a prestigious repertory troupe. In that troupe, there is a talented and outstanding-looking actress Zhang Ruiqi, who is undoubtedly the focus of attention and is known as a heartthrob.
Whether it is her unique temperament or outstanding talent, many men are fascinated by it and secretly moved.
However, Li Youbin is very different from other silent crushes, he has enough courage and wisdom to decide to win the heart of his sweetheart. In order to achieve this goal, he seized every opportunity to give Zhang Ruiqi all kinds of small gifts, such as her beloved alabaster cream, sweet candies and so on.
What's even more amazing is that Li Youbin also personally wrote a deep and affectionate long letter for her, confessing his love to her.
In fact, long before Li Youbin began to pursue passionately, Zhang Ruiqi had already developed a deep affection for this handsome, chic, upright and brave young man. Therefore, she accepted Li Youbin's love without hesitation, and the two officially entered the palace of marriage from then on.
Although their wedding was a little simple and there were not many guests in attendance, Zhang Ruiqi was full of firm confidence and ardent expectations for Li Youbin's future. In order to provide Li Youbin with all-round support, she even chose to become a full-time wife without hesitation, devoting herself to family affairs and creating a carefree and warm home for him.
Soon after, a new life came to the newlyweds' home, which was Li Youbin's only blood-related child - son Li Xiaoke. Due to the special nature of Li Youbin's work, he often needs to shoot in other places, so he cannot always be by his family's side.
This situation has led to Li Xiaoke, who has lacked father's love since he was a child, and his heart is full of expectations and longs to be loved by his father. However, Zhang Ruiqi used her selfless maternal love and endless patience to create a happy family atmosphere for her son Li Xiaoke.
Whenever Li Youbin went to another country, she became her son's strongest pillar.
Zhang Ruiqi devoted herself to this warm family with great enthusiasm and dedication, so that Li Youbin was able to devote herself to the pursuit of art without any worries.
It is with this great and selfless dedication and unwavering support that Li Youbin can consistently pursue the path of life and stride towards today's brilliant achievements, however, what is embarrassing is that just as their careers are about to show a critical period of prosperity, there are irreparable rifts in their married life, all the disputes and contradictions, and it is since that moment that it has gradually accumulated and fermented, in order to be able to further realize the glory of his career as an actor, Li Youbin has no hesitation to move towards Beijing, which is known as the source of his dreams, However, this hero who first set foot in the capital is not all smooth sailing, but has fallen into the predicament of life in the bustling Beijing, Li Youbin can only rent in a narrow rental house, the space can only accommodate a bed and a desk, the daily diet is also very simple, in addition to pickles, only steamed buns are left as the staple food, the embarrassment of life is troublesome, but the most painful thing for Li Youbin is the endless miss for his family, his wife Zhang Ruiqi and son Li Xiaoke, all the time in his mind.
He began to question whether he had made the right choice, whether he should give up the seemingly unattainable dream, return to his family, and live a plain and happy life, fate does not seem to favor Li Youbin in the long years, all he can get is some insignificant roles, the audience can't even remember his face in the face of career confusion, Li Youbin can only grit his teeth, persevere, and wait for the opportunity that belongs to him.
Just when Li Youbin was about to germinate the idea of leaving the showbiz, the 2003 TV series "Jiangshan" successfully led the leader's life direction to a new chapter. It was in that passionate crew that the leader met Shi Lanya, who later became his life partner, and they spent that time full of tacit understanding and love together, and thus formed a deep emotional bond.
At this moment, those who are looking forward to the leader's return home from their hometown are his former beloved wife Zhang Ruiqi and son Li Xiaoke. This superstar, who is destined to belong to the entertainment industry, is so precious every day in the crew, showing us his endless love for the film and television industry.
Since the day he met Shi Lanya and cherished each other, Li Youbin began to spread his wings and soar on the road of acting, and achieved unprecedented brilliant achievements. All this glory is inseparable from Shi Lanya's silent dedication and selfless support behind the scenes.
It is with the help of Shi Lanya's rich network resources and strong influence that Li Youbin is fortunate to play the pivotal role of Li Yunlong in the high-profile satellite TV drama "Bright Sword".
For him at that time, this was undoubtedly a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to change his fate.
However, in the face of this coveted role, Li Youbin's heart was full of joy and fear. He is ecstatic that he finally has the opportunity to achieve his dream, but at the same time he fears that he will not be up to the task and thus live up to everyone's expectations.
After all, this is the first time that Li Youbin has played such an important protagonist, and the requirements for lines and acting skills are far higher than he expected. During the filming process, he was often stressed by the heavy task of writing lines.
At this time, Shi Lanya was always by his side, giving him endless encouragement and comfort, making him regain his self-confidence.
It is with Shi Lanya's firm support and encouragement that Li Youbin can interpret the role of Li Yunlong vividly and deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. Since the broadcast of the show, "Bright Sword" has quickly become popular across the country and has become a well-known classic.
To this day, the popularity of this drama on the Internet is still unabated, and it is warmly sought after and loved by the majority of young audiences.
In the eyes of many people, Li Youbin is undoubtedly the ultimate winner of this competition between love and career. However, for himself, he became the biggest loser. Because, while winning the success of his career, he also lost the most sincere family affection - the relationship with his biological son Li Xiaoke is gradually on the verge of rupture.
In order to be able to enter the palace of marriage hand in hand with the beautiful and moving Shi Lanya, the talented Li Youbin made an incomparably huge sacrifice and sacrifice! At that time, Shi Lanya had already entered the age of knowing the destiny of heaven, and was 13 years older than Li Youbin, who loved her deeply.
Not only that, but she also experienced two heart-wrenching marital setbacks, and even more sadly, she lived alone with a son who was not yet a minor.
However, it was such a scene that could not shake Li Youbin's unwavering feelings for Shi Lanya. He did not hesitate to accept Shi Lanya's past and current situation, and even left all his property to his ex-wife Zhang Ruiqi.
Since then, Li Youbin's life path has undergone earth-shaking changes.
While Li Youbin's career is thriving, their family situation is also rising. However, his alienation and neglect of his biological son Li Xiaoke gradually accumulated every day, making this child, who was once eagerly looking forward to his father's love, full of endless resentment in his heart.
When Li Youbin poured all his love and care into his stepson, Li Xiaoke's once hopeful eyes had long been replaced by indifference and hatred. All the misfortunes stem from Li Youbin's disregard for his own son.
Whenever Li Xiaoke longs for his father's love, Li Youbin always turns a blind eye and ignores it, and whenever he looks forward to sharing a good time with his father, Li Youbin devotes all his time and energy to his new family.
Once, when the family was having a warm dinner together, just because of a trivial matter, Li Youbin actually spoke wildly, accusing him in front of Li Xiaoke that he was far inferior to his stepson.
These words were like a sharp blade, ruthlessly piercing the last trace of expectation for his father in Li Xiaoke's heart, and he could no longer bear this father who had never given him fatherly love.
From that moment on, Li Xiaoke completely expelled Li Youbin from the bottom of his heart and locked him out of the door of his life forever. He began to be cold and expressionless to this father, as if the two had never met.
It wasn't until today, many years later, that Li Youbin began to reflect on his mistakes and try to re-establish an intimate connection with his biological son. However, after decades of indifference and estrangement, Li Xiaoke's attitude towards Li Youbin is still the same, ruthless and unwavering.
The rift of family affection, after the baptism of the years, finally transformed into an abyss that cannot be crossed. As the old saying goes, "Those who cannot obtain it will always be in turmoil, and those who ignore it will be lost."
However, Comrade Li Youbin, out of short-sighted personal desires, went so far as to personally cut off the emotional ties with his own flesh and blood, and the root of all these evils stemmed from his deep-seated selfishness and indifferent attitude.