Just now (Tuesday at 6:10 p.m.), taking the No. 9 bus, from Yihe Park to Huafang Hospital, a man with an obscene image came up from Jingtai Panlongwan Station, walked heavily and staggered to the seat behind me.
I was suddenly shocked, I felt that this person was so familiar, and he must have crossed paths in a certain year and month.
Then he pulled down his baseball cap to cover his head, reminiscing and recalling, reminiscing and recalling, I haven't seen it for many years, but I am more impressed by it.
When I met it, it suddenly rained in my world.
I spent years trying to forget it, but reminiscing memories and memories jumped out of my heart and encountered it.
Special love gives special it, and its dreams are always illusory.
It is an old friend of Ju - a certain world.
I wanted to further confirm the identity of the other party was the down-and-out man in front of him, but an unpleasant smell of alcohol came to my face, spreading all over the carriage, and the other passengers covered their noses one after another, and their eyes were full of anger.
Well, just with this smell, then there is no need to verify, getting drunk every day into a mess of mud is its business card for walking the world.
Brother Shihuan, who has been divorced three or four times, has done countless projects, and owes a few debts.
In the rain, we met unexpectedly, which was unexpected.
Apparently it didn't see me clearly under the baseball cap, and even if it was drunk, it still pretended to be famous.
I haven't seen him for ten years, he has gone from a big boss to today, from drinking when he wants, from doing whatever he wants, from driving whichever car he wants, to now he has fallen into the dust and mud, returning to the basics of bus travel, and showing his senior citizen card.
The former model, the example of the Ju people, around sixty, finally succeeded in losing into a disgusting image that was unwilling to be mentioned in the acquaintance circle.
The old man has a saying from generation to generation, "Fat when you are young, not fat", which has been the most profound verification of this tired man's journey of more than 60 years.
One day in a certain month last year, on a solemn occasion, someone suddenly mentioned this brother Huan, I was stunned, and I didn't dare to ask which one it was, so I passed by.
It seems that Brother Huan has become the top card on the list of Lao Lai, leading a large group of red men and green women who are not as good as him, dominating the screen every day.
At that time, I felt that their mouths were full of ridicule, and the old man who had no respect was similar to the brother Huan I knew.
Or rather, the resume is infinitely close.
I secretly knew in my heart that when it divorced its second daughter-in-law, we kindly reminded it that "I have failed in this life, and I have to repay it with three lives."
At that time, it was on the cusp of the most turbulent limelight, and it couldn't listen to any kind words of persuasion, and those warnings, words, and words of the awakening world could not enter its ears at all.
And its daughter-in-law, who was married for the second time, was both beautiful and virtuous, and gave birth to a son, and her eyes were always full of resentment.
Perhaps in that sister's heart, after the simplest truth of "marrying a man, marrying a man, dressing and eating" was ruthlessly subverted, she felt deceived by the whole world.
This Brother Huan's scenery finally fell to the dust, it didn't look like a winged angel, it was just a man from the extremely down-and-out Ju country.
It is even more immersed in the anesthesia of alcohol, and it must be drunk three times a day.
It has a severe dependence on alcohol, and only alcohol can keep it alive in the false glory of the past.
The eyes that it had deceived countless people could no longer drip, and the whites of its eyes were terrifyingly yellow after long-term alcohol immersion, infinitely close to the eyes of dead fish.
It does not deserve the sympathy of the stars, and any sighs or regrets about its current situation are crocodile tears.
Its end has come, it is to win the world by flickering, and then flickering its own statement in all kinds of mess.
Even a few of its children are not human ghosts, and they suffer with them, which is the most suffocating part.
Cigarettes are dusty at the end, and people are piled up at the end.
The precocious brother Huan was less than thirty when he understood this truth.
I used to hear others say such things, and I always felt that they were too pessimistic, but in fact, this sentence is just Brother Huan's free and easy after seeing through life.
Life is like a journey, it is also a pedestrian.
In the end, I realized that the most important thing in life is to eat, drink, and play.
Everything else is puffy clouds, including the body.
The former staggered plots, the former calling friends, the former void and the wronged, although they are all in the past, still feel angry when I think about it.
Thinking of the past, Brother Huan's old face that was hollowed out by wine suddenly had a radiant brilliance.
Those who have come have come, and those who have gone have gone, no matter how magnificent the feast of life is, there is also a time when the song is over.
When Brother Huan first entered the rivers and lakes, there were countless fox friends and dog friends, and the interpersonal relationships were complicated after building a flickering circle.
There have also been the loss of the building suddenly falling, and there have also been people who have the feeling of going to tea and cooling.
Until now, Brother Huan has accepted it calmly, even if he becomes an old man, it is not the same hangover.
There was a debt to each other, and we never saw each other again.
Some life is death.