Sometimes I feel inexplicably uncomfortable, and I want to cry for no reason, but the tears are rolling in the corners of my eyes, but I don't want to fall.
Maybe it's really old, inadvertently it's already forty-five years old, how far away this was in my heart before, now it seems to be in front of me in an instant, I am not ready to grow old, anxious, hesitant, confused, all rushed to the front of me, I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to do, where should I go on the road of life? How I wish there was a voice that could give me a clear answer.
life
Today is Wednesday, our city is adapting to the traffic restriction policy, and my tail number is 8, which happens to be restricted today. I have the habit of waking up early, getting up at half past five and starting to exercise, and now the process is basically five sets of HiiT, then stretching 300 times, and finally 600 skipping ropes, which is just about half an hour after turning the exercise. After exercising and washing, I looked at the time at about 6:45 and told my son to get up and go to school. I went to buy them breakfast, and when I came back, I found that I hadn't gotten up yet, and I was a little unhappy, thinking that the child had no sense of time. After breakfast, he said to wait for me at the gate of the community, but I drove the car to the gate of the community, and I couldn't wait for the right and left, I guessed that I might be waiting for me in the garage, and I ran over to see that it was there. I became angry all of a sudden, criticized him, and the child was also very aggrieved at that time, and he didn't say a word. After sending the child, I calmed down and felt that something was wrong with me, after all, he was still a child. What I experienced when I was a child, he didn't experience it, not to mention that today's children are almost like this, in fact, there is no need to be so demanding. When I think of this, I am a little relieved.
I think I'm an emotional person, and although I live an average life, I can't see others having a bad time. Sometimes when I see some people living miserable lives, I will unconsciously cry, as if it has something to do with me. Maybe people are like this, they like to sympathize with the weak, sometimes although they are also weak. Seeing the elderly picking up garbage in the community, the hawkers selling along the streets, and even the people who sell their coolies to survive, there is always inexplicable sadness in their hearts. Why is this the way a person's life is? Is this the life we are pursuing? I don't know the answer, and I can't give myself a positive answer!
life
We often talk and laugh, ten years less. But that kind of happiness and pleasure seem to be far away. Now that we are faced with all the things in life, we seem to have forgotten how happy we are. Occasionally, I make a show and force a smile, but that's just for show. How many people can be truly happy now? Every day when I open my eyes, there are endless troubles, I don't know what the meaning of this kind of life is? Some people say that making money makes people happy, so let's take a look at Xu Jiayin of Evergrande, is he still happy? Jia Yueting, the founder of LeTV, is still staying in the United States and is afraid to come back for a long time, so is he happy? There are also people such as Wang Jianlin, Ma Yun, and so on, who used to be god-like beings in the minds of our people, but now? Although they are still very rich, do they still have the happiness they once had?
I saw a passage on the Internet and thought it was very interesting. It says that we were poor when we were young, but we were happy, and now we are still poor, but our happiness is gone! Perhaps this is the reason why teenagers don't know the taste of sorrow! When I was a child, I lived in the mountains and lacked food and clothing, but I felt very happy and happy, and I was carefree every day. Go to the mountains to herd cattle, chop wood, or lie on the mountainside with some friends, looking at the blue sky and white clouds. Or standing on the side of the road and looking at the cars driving at the foot of the mountain, like ants, you have to count them one by one, which is also a very interesting thing.
Time
It's not that there are too many troubles in life, it's that you have too few joys in your collection. It is only when we live seriously that we will find that happiness is not difficult to find, but that we are too easy to ignore. Don't settle for comfort and don't stretch the strings too tightly.
Life is long and short, may you live up to every today. Paying attention to one's own health is the premise of everything, cultivating hobbies, finding fun in trivial daily life, exercising positive thinking, observing the beauty in life, truly accepting oneself and stopping self-attack... Everyone has times of sadness and anxiety, but you can help yourself to be happy and live your day well.