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When twilight fell, the golden light of the setting sun poured down through the bright and clean window like a pillar of light, sprinkled all over Pan Hong's body. This 70-year-old woman sat silently by the window, staring at the scenery outside the window, as if she was immersed in deep thought.
Although the passage of time cannot turn back the wheel of time and let her regain her youthful demeanor, her deep eyes contain endless vicissitudes and loneliness, which is moving.
Looking back on her life, it can be described as magnificent, full of twists and turns and hardships. Although on the stage of her career, she has made brilliant achievements, won the honor of actress, and starred in many classic film and television works that are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, but in the field of personal life, she has paid a heavy price.
Today, she has no children or daughters, and no relatives at home to accompany her, so she can only face every lonely day and night alone.
She has won the crown of actress and starred in countless film and television masterpieces with good reputation and box office, but when the years passed, she suddenly realized that these honors could not make up for the hollowness in her heart.
She was still alone, empty on her knees, and there were no friends or relatives to share this endless loneliness with her.
Pan Hong's gaze was dim, and her thoughts began to drift to the memories of the past. In the past, she was young and frivolous, devoted herself to the torrent of her career, and seemed indifferent to everything around her.
However, now, she finally understands what a tragic price her original choice has brought her, she has given up love, abandoned her family, and finally left herself alone in this world to move forward alone.
In Pan Hong's young years, her career was like a burning torch, illuminating every corner of her life path. With her excellent acting skills and extraordinary talent, she quickly rose to prominence in the entertainment industry and won praise from everyone.
Pan Hong first attracted public attention in the TV series "Desert Camel Bell" and "The Slave's Daughter". Her superb performance left a lasting impression on the audience and made her name in the hearts of the people.
At that time, Pan Hong not only had a graceful and slender figure, but also a delicate and charming face, and became an idol in the hearts of countless young people.
With the perfect combination of excellent appearance and extraordinary strength, Pan Hong has won a key opportunity in her career and bravely pursued her own love. At the age of twenty-three, she did not hesitate to enter the sacred hall of marriage hand in hand with Mi Jiashan, who was older than herself, despite the many doubts she endured at that time.
In the golden stage of her career, it is undoubtedly Pan Hong's most brilliant moment. With her impeccable acting skills, she starred in acclaimed film and television masterpieces such as "Troubled Laughter", "Du Shi Niang", "Cold Night", "Spark" and so on.
These works not only won the warm love of the audience, but also won her the laurel of the year, Pan Hong's superb acting skills have been shown to the extreme in the play, and every role she has created is deeply imprinted in people's hearts, so she is affectionately known as "mother-in-law professional" by the audience.
At this moment, Pan Hong's career has climbed to the peak of her life. Her acting skills are highly regarded and she has become one of the most outstanding actresses of our time. The advent of each new work will arouse the audience's eager anticipation and fanatical pursuit.
Pan Hong's name has become one of the most dazzling stars in China's entertainment industry during this period.
However, despite her impressive career achievements, Pan Hong's married life has not been smooth sailing. Her marriage to Mi Jiashan is destined to be an unsustainable vow.
The significant age difference between the two indicates that they will face a huge gap in their living habits and values. Pan Hong is young and energetic, with an impatient personality, while Mi Jiashan appears more stable and thoughtful.
They often have fierce arguments over trivial matters, and it is always Pan Hong's side that is injured in the end.
In addition, her busy schedule also made it difficult for Pan Hong to properly handle the marital relationship. She frequently shoots outside and has been separated from her husband for a long time, which makes the conflict between them increasingly serious.
Sometimes, as soon as Pan Hong returned from filming in other places, she received a new notice asking her to start work immediately, and the opportunity for Mijiashan to even meet her became more and more scarce.
In the end, the root cause of the breakdown of their marriage was the problem of having children. Mi Jiashan is old and longs to have a lovely child, but Pan Hong is reluctant to have children easily out of career considerations.
On this issue, the two former friends failed to reach a consensus, and the disagreement intensified, which then intensified into a fierce conflict.
Recalling the heart-wrenching past, Pan Hong still has deep pain in her heart. The ethereal and sad eyes of her former best friend Mi Jiashan were like an incomparably sharp sword, piercing the softest place in her heart.
She knew that if she had been more understanding and tolerant at that time, maybe their marriage would not have come to an end.
However, time flies, time flies, and she was too obsessed with the development of her career, and her attention and investment in her family were seriously insufficient.
Looking back on Pan Hong's life, she has experienced countless hardships and setbacks since she was a child. The god of fate does not seem to have much pity for this woman from an ordinary background.
When she was ten years old, her father unfortunately passed away, and she had to carry his father's ashes alone and return to her hometown in the northeast. Since then, poverty and hardship have been a shadow in her life.
In order to raise her two younger sisters and reduce her mother's burden, Pan Hong often had to go out to work in her spare time to earn money. Despite her young age, she has already felt the harshness and ruthlessness of life in advance.
During those arduous years, Pan Hong was thin and dark-complexed, but she always supported herself with firm faith and bravely faced all kinds of challenges in life. Whenever she saw her eyes shining with determination, her mother would always burst into tears, feeling sorry for this child who should not have been under such heavy pressure.
However, it is these hardships and hardships that have shaped Pan Hong's perseverance and perseverance.
Fortunately, the god of fate still smiled at Pan Hong after all. With her diligent and studious spirit, she was successfully admitted to the Shanghai Theater Academy and embarked on a new journey in her career as an actor.
During her time at school, Pan Hong worked harder to study her acting skills and never let any opportunity slip away easily. In her spare time, she actively participated in the filming of various crews, played role roles, and continued to learn and accumulate valuable experience in practice.
It is no exaggeration to say that it was the bumpy and tortuous struggle that Pan Hong experienced in her early years that paved the way to the peak of her career and enabled her to finally win today's brilliant achievements.
Just imagine, if it weren't for the tempering of those years, how could she put down her body and chase her dreams with all her heart?
Soon after the divorce, Ms. Pan Hong starred in many widely acclaimed films such as "Red Dragon", "The Last Queen" and "The Last Aristocrat", and the release of these works not only won the enthusiastic pursuit of the audience, but also won high praise for Ms. Pan Hong's acting skills.
Many critics have not hesitated to call her one of the most outstanding actresses of our time, and her superb acting skills and rich emotional expression are breathtaking.
Whenever Ms. Pan Hong appears on the screen, she always exudes a unique charm that attracts the attention of all audiences. She is able to accurately interpret and show the inner world of each character, and there is a deep connotation in her delicate expressions and eyes.
The audience was all fascinated by his acting skills, and praised it as a "school of acting" in the true sense.
However, despite the great success of her career, Ms. Pan Hong has always been haunted by a trace of melancholy in her heart. She knows that behind today's achievements, she has paid a heavy price.
She often regrets that she was so preoccupied with her career that she neglected the importance of family life.
Whenever she sees that her relatives and friends have happy families and lively and lovely children, Ms. Pan Hong always feels envy and jealousy in her heart. She has tried many times to find new emotional sustenance, but all of them have failed, making her feel extremely lonely and lost.
In order to seek comfort for her soul, Ms. Pan Hong gradually slowed down the pace of her career. She realizes that at this age, it no longer makes much sense to desperately pursue money, fame and fortune.
She should cherish what she has in front of her, rather than dwell on the glory of the past.
After numerous emotional setbacks, Ms. Pan Hong finally realized that she might never be able to have a complete family again. So, she chose to take refuge in Buddhism and started a new journey in life.
During her time in Buddhist retreat, Pan Hong experienced a spiritual realm that she had never experienced before. She learned compassion and tolerance, and completely let go of the obsessions and regrets that once plagued her.
Although she occasionally recalls the glory days of the past, she no longer has any burden or struggle in her heart.
Pan Hong devotes herself to the responsibility of caring for her elderly mother. She tried her best to fulfill her last obligation as a filial daughter, and to fill in the neglect and absence of those years through her own practical actions.
Every time she stares at her mother's kind eyes, Pan Hong touches the deepest pain in her heart, and she deeply regrets her willfulness and impulsiveness.
If she had slowed down her pursuit of her career a little, would she have been able to seize the golden age of starting a family? If she had better understood Mi Jiashan's feelings at that time, would she have been able to avoid the failure of this marriage? These questions often emerged in the depths of Pan Hong's heart, causing her to reflect deeply and ask questions.
However, over time, she gradually learned to let go. She understands that there are many things in life that can never be undone once you miss them, and regret them is in vain. It is even more important to start valuing what you have in the present rather than dwelling on the glories of the past.
Therefore, Pan Hong devoted all her energy to studying the Dharma. She immersed herself in the vast world of scriptures, nourishing her once dry soul with the wisdom of monks.
Slowly, she began to realize the true meaning of life, and in the process, she found her lost self.
Although she has lost the warmth of her family and missed the growth of her children, she is ready to live with this loneliness.
She will spend every moment of the rest of her life to be kind to herself and care for her family and friends, instead of clinging to the resentments and regrets of the past.