What would you think if one day your lover suddenly left the family and handed over all the burdens of the family to you, leaving no explanation, and no matter what you asked, he could not say? What would you think? Besides, if this is 28 years? This is not an assumption, the protagonist of this incident is Ms. Xu Luxi, the wife of Deng Jiaxian, the "father of the two bombs."
In August 1950, Deng Jiaxian overcame all difficulties and returned after obtaining a doctorate from the United States to participate in the construction of New China. In 1953, Xu Luxi married love, and after marrying Deng Jiaxian, the two respected each other like guests, and the young Xu Luxi believed that the future of this family must be full of hope. The two soon had children, and their happy life became the envy of others, but all this suddenly changed one night in 1958.
That night, Deng Jiaxian couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, and the delicate Xu Luxi obviously noticed that her husband had something in his heart tonight. So she took the initiative to ask her husband about it. Deng Jiaxian said, "I'm going to transfer my job", Xu Luxi didn't think so, why don't you just transfer your job, what can you do, so she asked: "Where is the transfer?" The husband replied: "I can't say!" Xu Luxi asked again, "What are you doing", and the answer was still "can't say", Xu Luxi said aggrievedly: "Then you leave a mailbox number, I can write to you", Deng Jiaxian still: "I can't say." ”
Since then, Xu Luxi's husband Deng Jiaxian has disappeared. Xu Luxi believed that her husband must have done a great thing, but after a long time, he was inevitably pointed at by the neighbors, and some people ran to Xu Luxi and asked: "Teacher Xu, where is the child's father?" She could only smile and say: "I went on a business trip."
After a long time, many people think that Deng Jiaxian has abandoned this family, after all, where will he go on a business trip for so long, but Xu Luxi silently suffocated his grievances into his stomach, because he believed in his husband, and she could only believe in her husband.
A year, two years, the days just went by slowly. 1964 year. The successful explosion of China's atomic bomb shocked the world, and at this time, Ms. Xu Luxi vaguely knew what her husband was doing, and for a while she felt that the grievances she had suffered were worth it, and she secretly shed tears.
In 1985, Deng Jiaxian, who had been away from home for 28 years, came back first, but at this time he had advanced rectal cancer. Xu Luxi saw that her husband was still a tall man when he left home, and at this time his white hair was crawling all over his head, and the whole person was slightly sickly, very distressed, and slightly strange. Although Deng Jiaxian has come back a few times in the past 28 years, they are all in a hurry, and sometimes they leave as soon as they meet, and in 28 years, it is appropriate to have a sense of strangeness.
After her husband was hospitalized, Xu Luxi still took care of him without regrets, but because of his serious illness, Mr. Deng Jiaxian passed away a year later. In the years after her husband left, Xu Luxi still maintained the furnishings at home, and kept the furniture used by Mr. Deng Jiaxian, and was reluctant to lose it.
Liang Zhi, who participated in "I Am a Speaker", once visited Ms. Xu Luxi and asked about the story of Deng Lao, and when Liang Zhi and they were leaving, Ms. Xu Luxi said a sentence: I told you about these past events today, and I need to slow down. Some people may find it difficult to imagine what kind of faith she had to use to stick to this love in that special era. For 28 years, her love has been a state secret.