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My name is Zhang Feng, I am Chinese New Year's Eve two years old, and I am a designer in an advertising agency. My wife Mengting and I have been married for six years, and we were a happy couple. However, since I stumbled upon one of her friend circles, everything started to change.
It was an ordinary weekend, and I was watching TV on the couch with Mengting. I wanted to share the day's chores with her, but she kept her head down and played with her phone, as if she was completely oblivious to my presence. I couldn't help but feel a little dissatisfied, and I couldn't understand why she always put her phone first.
"Mengting, what the hell are you looking at?" I couldn't help but ask.
She raised her head, smiled, and said, "It's nothing, it's just a look at the circle of friends." "
I scoffed, and silently thought in my heart: "Circle of friends, it's that trivial thing again." ”
She looked at me, sighed softly, and then buried her head in her phone again.
I couldn't help but frown, feeling a little uncomfortable. We communicate less and less with each other, and it seems that the phone grabs her attention more than me. It made me feel a little lost and lonely, and I began to wonder if our relationship was still as strong as it used to be.
"Mengting, you know, sometimes I feel like we're getting more and more estranged from each other. I tried to express my concerns in a calm tone.
She stopped the phone in her hand and raised her head, a hint of dissatisfaction flashed in her eyes: "What's wrong? You're complaining that I don't pay enough attention to you again?"
I was stunned for a moment, I didn't expect her to react like this, I just wanted to communicate with her and make our relationship better. I tried to explain: "I'm not complaining, I just feel like we're a little bit distanced and not as close as we used to be." ”
She sighed, put down her phone, looked at me and said, "Maybe I'm stressed out at work and haven't noticed how you feel." But the relationship between us hasn't changed, and I still love you. ”
I looked at her serious eyes, and my heart warmed. Maybe I'm overly sensitive, I told myself. I should have trusted her more than to make a fuss about some small things.
However, when I accidentally opened her phone and saw a circle of friends called "Ended 6 years of marriage", my heart was completely cold.
The title of Mengting's circle of friends made me confused, and the picture in front of me seemed to be stagnant, and endless questions and uneasiness surged in my heart. How could she have such a circle of friends? Could it be that the problem between us has reached this point? I tried to stay calm and not let myself get carried away by my emotions, but the anxiety inside me was getting stronger and stronger.
"Mengting, can you explain the title of this circle of friends?" I tried to make my voice sound calm, but I couldn't hide the panic in my heart.
She looked at the phone screen, as if she didn't expect me to see it, her face changed slightly, but then she regained her composure: "That... That's just a friend of mine thing, I see it in the circle of friends. ”
It was as if my heart was caught in something, and I had trouble breathing. I tried to trust her explanation, but the title was too shocking for me to accept.
"Mengting, are you sure it's just your friend's business, and what do you have to do with him?" I tried to keep my voice down to avoid making the question even more acute.
She was silent for a moment, as if pondering how to answer. Eventually, she sighed softly, raised her head, and looked at me with a determined look in her eyes: "It's my business, I have a relationship with him." ”
It was as if I had been struck in the heart, and the pain and despair almost consumed me. I struggled to control my emotions and took a deep breath to try to calm down.
"You have a relationship with him? What the hell are you talking about? We've been married for six years, how could you do such a thing?" my voice was filled with disappointment and anger.
Meng Ting lowered her head, her voice a little choked: "I know it's wrong, but I really can't stand the pressure and distance between us, I need to find an outlet." ”
I felt a sharp pain in my chest, as if someone had been stabbed directly with a sharp blade. After six years of marriage, we have spent countless sweet and happy times together, and I never thought we would come this far.
"You need to find an exit? Why don't you tell me why did you choose this way to solve the problem?" I felt angry and helpless, but more of a heartache and disappointment.
Meng Ting raised her head, her eyes full of pain and remorse: "I know it's selfish to do this, but I really can't control my emotions. Maybe there was something wrong with our relationship a long time ago, but I chose to run away. ”
I heard her words as if I had been stabbed in the heart by an invisible knife, I once thought that the love between us was indestructible, but now it is so fragile. I felt my heart completely shattered, unable to put into words the pain and despair I felt inside.
"Mengting, you said you loved me, you said we would be together forever. Have you forgotten the promise we made?" my voice was full of pleading and despair.
Tears welled up in her eyes, and her voice choked: "I know I'm sorry for you, sorry for our marriage. But I can't go back, I need to find my own happiness. ”
I felt my heart hurt to the extreme, and I couldn't express it in words. Six years of marriage, we used to be extremely happy, but now it has become a tragedy. I felt like my heart was completely broken and I couldn't take any more damage.
"Mengting, if you think you can find happiness by leaving me, then leave. I won't stop you, and I won't stay and plead. I only hope that you can find happiness that is truly your own. My voice was low and firm, but my heart was completely broken.
She raised her head, her eyes filled with tears: "Thank you for your understanding, I will leave as soon as possible." ”
I was speechless and could only silently accept this fact. Six years of marriage, we used to be extremely happy, but now it has become a tragedy. I felt like my heart was completely broken and I couldn't take any more damage.
I watched Mengting slowly pack her luggage, and my heart was filled with endless pain and sadness. Six years of marriage, we used to be extremely happy, but now it has become a tragedy. I felt like my heart was completely broken and I couldn't take any more damage.
"Zhang Feng, I will move out as soon as possible. Mengting's voice was full of apology and sadness.
I held back my tears and tried to stay calm: "I understand that you should pursue your own happiness. I will also go through the divorce process as soon as possible. ”
She didn't speak, just silently packed her bags, but I knew the pain and helplessness in her heart. I used to think the love between us was indestructible, but now it's so fragile. I felt my heart completely shattered, unable to put into words the pain and despair I felt inside.
"Mengting, I hope you can find happiness that truly belongs to you. "I tried to keep my voice calm, but my heart was completely broken.
She stopped what she was doing and turned around, her eyes filled with tears: "Thank you for your understanding, I will always remember your kindness to me." ”
I was speechless and could only silently accept this fact. Six years of marriage, we used to be extremely happy, but now it has become a tragedy. I felt like my heart was completely broken and I couldn't take any more damage.
Meng Ting finally packed her luggage and turned around and walked to the door. I stood there and watched her back, filled with endless pain and sorrow. Maybe there was something wrong with our relationship a long time ago, but I chose to run away. I felt like my heart was completely broken and I couldn't take any more damage.
"Goodbye, Zhang Feng. Mengting's voice was full of apology and sadness.
I didn't answer, just silently watched her walk out the door. Her loss left me with endless pain and sorrow, and I felt my heart completely shattered, unable to express the pain and despair in my heart.
I sat alone on the couch, thinking about our happy times, and tears flowed uncontrollably. I used to think the love between us was indestructible, but now it's so fragile. I felt my heart completely shattered, unable to put into words the pain and despair I felt inside.
Mengting's departure left me feeling lonely and helpless, and I didn't know how I was going to face the future. After six years of marriage, we have spent countless sweet and happy times together, and I never thought we would come this far.
I closed my eyes and tried to control my emotions, but the tears still flowed. I felt like my heart was completely broken and I couldn't take any more damage.
In the days following Mengting's departure, I fell into a state of endless pain and despair. Whenever I was alone, that feeling of loneliness and helplessness pierced my heart like an invisible knife. I didn't know how I was going to deal with this, and I felt like my heart was completely broken and I couldn't take any more damage.
During the day, I worked hard trying to distract myself, but every time I was alone, the feeling of loneliness and helplessness hit me again. At night, as I lay in bed, tears flowed uncontrollably, and I felt my heart completely broken, unable to express the pain and despair in my heart.
"Zhang Feng, are you okay?" my mother asked, looking at me worriedly.
I smiled reluctantly and nodded, "I'm fine, just a little tired." ”
My mother seemed to see through my thoughts, and she patted my hand gently: "Son, don't blame yourself too much. Every marriage comes with challenges, and it's important how to face and overcome them. ”
I bowed my head and was silent, filled with endless pain and despair. I didn't know how I was going to face the future, and I felt like my heart was completely broken and I couldn't take any more damage.
"Son, no matter what happens, we will support you. The mother's voice was full of love and kindness.
I felt my tears flow uncontrollably, and I wanted to confide everything to my mother, but I couldn't. I felt my heart completely shattered, unable to put into words the pain and despair I felt inside.
"Thanks, Mom. I whispered, tears streaming uncontrollably.
My mother held my hand tightly, her eyes full of love and kindness: "Son, no matter what happens, you will not be alone. ”
I felt a little warmth in my heart, and I knew that my mother would always be there for me. I tried to keep myself calm, but the pain and despair in my heart could not be concealed.
With my mother's encouragement and support, I gradually began to come out of the shadows and try to adjust my mentality. I know the past can't be changed, but I can choose the direction of the future. I decided to work hard to regain my joy in life and make myself stronger and more mature.
Slowly, time slowly healed my heartbreaks, and I began to re-examine my life and future. I know that even if Mengting leaves me, I have to live better and make myself stronger and more confident.
Gradually, I adapted to life as a person and tried to become stronger and more independent. I got back into my work, tried my best to do every task well, and tried to improve my abilities. I feel satisfied and proud of the improvement in my work performance, and I gradually regain my joy and motivation in life.
Outside of work, I have also begun to re-examine my life and future. I realized that even if Mengting left me, I couldn't give up my hope and pursuit of life. I began to replan my life and strive to pursue my dreams and goals.
"Zhang Feng, you seem to be in a lot of energy. My friend Xiao Ming looked at me and smiled.
I smiled and nodded, "yes, I feel like I've found a direction in my life." ”
Xiao Ming smiled and patted me on the shoulder: "Yes, keep working hard, the future will definitely be better." ”
I felt confident and motivated, and I knew that I had come out of the shadows and found joy and motivation in life again. Even though the pain of the past is still there, I choose to face it with strength and optimism to make myself stronger and more confident.
Slowly, I began to re-establish my social circle, partying with friends, traveling, and filling my life with joy and energy. I rediscovered the joy and motivation of life, and felt the beauty and hope of life.
"Zhang Feng, you seem to be getting happier and happier. My colleague Xiaoling said to me with a smile.
I smiled and nodded, "yes, I feel like I've regained my joy and motivation in life." ”
Xiaoling smiled and patted me on the shoulder: "Come on, Zhang Feng, you will definitely get better and better." ”
I felt confident and motivated, and I knew that I had come out of the shadows and found joy and motivation in life again. Even though the pain of the past is still there, I choose to face it with strength and optimism to make myself stronger and more confident.
Mengting's departure hit me hard, but I did not give up my hope and pursuit of life because of this. On the contrary, I was more determined to move towards the future and rediscover my direction and purpose. I believe that even if I have been hurt in the past, I can still live a happy and fulfilling life and meet the challenges and opportunities of the future.
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