Every once in a while, Yi Nengjing will always come up with a new topic, you may not like her, you may not know her, but you must know her.
Now 56-year-old Yi Nengjing has debuted for 38 years, from an idol talent to a female star with polar evaluations, the changes in the middle are enough to write an autobiography with ups and downs. Of course, with Yi Nengjing's talent and desire for expression, it is likely that we will see this work in a few years.
At present, Yi Nengjing, who is active in the public eye, is blooming vigorously in the Nth spring of her career, and will not stop, looking back on this wonderful first half of her life with satisfaction and leisure.
Therefore, as a viewer, the author can only dig out what I want to know and describe it from Yi Nengjing's words and mixed information headlines related to her.
01
For individuals, childhood is an existence that cannot be escaped or transcended. When Yi Nengjing was still Wu Jingyi, the background of her life picture scroll had been paved.
In 1968, Wu Jingyi, who was born as the seventh daughter, brought no joy to her family, only a heavy blow. Yang Shuwan, the mother who gave birth to seven daughters, could no longer have children, and her patriarchal father Wu Min chose to abandon his wife and daughter, and the two divorced soon after.
Since Wu Min left home, Yang Shuwan said the most to Wu Jingyi: "It's good if I don't have you, my mother will live a little better." ”
Guilt planted a bitter seed in the young girl's heart. "Ever since I was a kid I had a sense of guilt that I shouldn't have come into this world. ”
Even if she was born and couldn't help but choose, Wu Jingyi still felt that she was burdened with crimes and punishments that did not belong to her, and even though she later became an idol sought after by thousands of people, she still could not reconcile with herself.
Wu Min abandoned their mother and daughter while leaving behind debts, and Yang Shuwan had to put her in foster care with relatives in the countryside. Wu Jingyi's first love came from her adoptive parents who were not related by blood, and this temporary loan of love was beautiful and short-lived.
When she was six years old, Wu Jingyi was picked up by her mother. Soon, Wu Jingyi was sent to her eldest sister's house in Hong Kong, where her grumpy brother-in-law often bullied her, and the years under the fence exacerbated her misfortune.
Emily Dickinson has a poem: "I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the sun." But the sun has made my desolation a renewed desolation. ”
In the decades that followed, the successful Yi Nengjing was still obsessed with love, and continued to live in a kind of doubt about whether she was worthy of love and the fear that love would suddenly disappear.
02
While the years gave Yi Nengjing a tragic starting point in life, they also gave her beauty lovingly, so that she could get a chance to turn her life around.
When she was in the first grade of junior high school, her mother remarried the wealthy Japanese Ino Xiangmitsu, and Wu Jingyi followed her mother to live with her stepfather and changed her name to Ino Shizue.
On the one hand, the excellent educational conditions nourished her talents, and on the other hand, the difficult situation of her mother prompted her to be independent.
In order to get her mother back to life, 16-year-old Yi Nengjing began to work part-time to earn money, and her first job was washing dishes.
In 1984, Yi Neng Jingjiang, who returned to Taiwan to visit relatives, took a ID photo in the photo studio, which was accidentally seen by the singer and musician Liu Wenzheng.
When they met for the first time, the precocious Yi Neng Jingjiang tried his best to seize this opportunity, but pretending to be old and carefully dressed up was self-defeating and returned home.
For the first time, fate was on her side. Liu Wenzheng gave her a second chance, flew to Japan in person, and saw that Yi Nengjing, who was combing her sister's hair, finally reversed her mind and decided to sign a contract with her.
Ino Shizue, who is not yet an underage, wants to sign a contract with a guardian on her behalf, but her mother flatly refuses the opportunity. The seemingly weak little girl is brave and resourceful, quietly leaves a letter for her mother, sneaks back to Taiwan, finds her biological father Wu Min and gets his support.
In 1986, Yi Neng Jingjiang took the stage name Yi Nengjing and successfully entered the showbiz. and Qiu Haizheng and Fang Wenlin formed a youth idol girl group to debut "Flying Eagle Sanshu". The story belonging to Yi Nengjing officially began.
03
Today's post-90s and post-00s generations have no impression of Yi Nengjing, and they don't hear that she has been a smash hit.
"Flying Eagle Sanshu" formed a team in 1986 to open up its popularity, and became popular in 1987. At that time, there was a popular saying: women love Xiaohu, men love flying eagles.
After the team disbanded in 1991, Yi Nengjing's solo album "The Last Day of 19" became popular all over the Taiwan Strait and captured a large number of fans.
In 1994, 26-year-old Yi Nengjing starred in the film "Good Men and Good Women" directed by Hou Hsiao-hsien, and was nominated for Best Actress at the Taiwan Golden Horse Awards in 1995 for the first time in the film. In 1999, he starred in "April Day in the World" as Lu Xiaoman, which successfully opened up the popularity of the mainland film and television drama market.
After becoming famous, she also published many books, selling 400,000 copies at its peak. As a singer, she wrote her own lyrics for many songs, two of which are the most moving and widely sung, one is "Stray Child" and the other is "Spring Mud".
Singer, actor, host, writer, in the first half of Yi Nengjing's acting career, every identity has done a remarkable job.
Fame and fortune are the purpose of her entry into the entertainment industry, but not the purpose of her life. She has more important things to do than her career: seeking to love and be loved.
Therefore, she could be the heroine of Hou Hsiao-hsien's film "City of Sadness" because of a phone call from her rich boyfriend, which later won the Golden Lion Award at the Venice International Film Festival.
In order to avoid the pain of a long-distance relationship with Yu Chengqing, she can also give up her thriving acting career in Japan and return to Taiwan to develop.
And this bitter love did not become her driftwood as she wished, saving her from the bitter sea of life.
04
In 1987, 18-year-old Yi Nengjing and 25-year-old Yu Chengqing fell in love. is obviously a talented woman and a good match, but the two avoid the camera, and their relationship is hidden. On February 14, 2000, Yi Nengjing and Yu Chengqing secretly registered their marriage in the United States, and they remained silent after their marriage.
Rumors and speculations from the outside world came and went, and finally ended with Yi Nengjing's hand-holding door incident and the blame of another party, Huang Weide. In March 2009, Yi Nengjing officially issued a divorce statement, so far her image plummeted and her career was frustrated.
Before the divorce, Yi Nengjing's reputation had already begun to decline. In 2007, Yi Nengjing released a new song "Nian Nu Jiao", and the audience immediately discovered that "Lu Fan (Guan) Towel" was sung as a Lupine Scarf, even though she later re-recorded "Nian Nu Jiao" and tried her best to retract the first version of the album, the label of a talented girl is no longer stable.
In the years after the divorce, Yi Nengjing's career has not improved much.
The failed marriage has caused great damage to Yi Nengjing, who longs for love and love, and she seems to have returned to her childhood of being denied by her mother, falling into endless doubt, pain, and anxiety.
05
In 2013, fate favored this woman who was rubbed in love for the second time.
45-year-old Yi Nengjing and Qin Hao met at a party. In getting along, the two are abnormally at the same frequency, they can talk about life from movies, from poetry and songs to life experiences, and love sprouts because of understanding.
When Qin Hao pursued Yi Nengjing, she was timid, and even wrote a small essay, listing her disadvantages in a clear manner: divorced, with a son, ten years older, and the pressure of external public opinion.
But this time, she met the firm and resolute Qin Hao.
"Come over tomorrow and I'll talk to you about getting married. "There is no need to wait fourteen years, love or not, there are people who can give you a clear answer in the moment.
Soon, the two confirmed their relationship. After a year of love, Qin Hao successfully proposed to Yi Nengjing. In March 2015, Yi Nengjing and Qin Hao held a wedding in Phuket, Thailand. In 2016, Yi Nengjing gave birth to a daughter in the United States.
It's like making up for some kind of regret, and it's like a stress reaction to some kind of injury, how low-key the first marriage relationship is, and how high-profile the second marriage and love relationship is.
From marriage proposal to marriage, both of them have generously made it public, and their married life has been constantly brought to the screen.
As a powerful actor, Qin Hao may not like to be public, even if he is often maliciously interpreted because of the editing effect of variety shows and Yi Nengjing's personal language, he only distinguishes occasionally, and most of the time he is silently cooperating with Yi Nengjing.
If it is to become famous, in fact, the frequent appearance of variety shows is not beneficial to actors.
He just loves Yi Nengjing purely, loves her talents, feels sorry for her experience, understands her desires, and tolerates her requests.
The two may not have met at the best time, but they have become the most suitable appearance for each other. Yi Nengjing's life has finally blossomed.
06
Did Yi Nengjing, who had fulfilled her wish in love, gain inner peace?
The hurt of her original family and the grinding of her emotional experience have been deeply implanted in her blood and bones. Thus, we saw that Yi Nengjing, the "essence", kept making long speeches in front of the public.
She needs to ask again and again with words and deeds, do I deserve to be loved, until she gets a positive answer again and again, she can get temporary peace of mind, and show off this answer, as if to prove that she is loved, she is worthy of love.
Seeing this, do you feel like an older woman who is in love with a brain possession, chattering and annoying. Not really.
With a well-cared for but a little distorted girl's face, holding a girl's heart with a complete and independent sense of self, she tries her best to maintain the princess dream that she couldn't ask for when she was young, such a woman seems to be delicate, but in fact she is strong.
If she is really a man who lives and lives, and calls for love in the center of the universe every day, any man with a clear mind will go away.
Not to mention the glory of the early years, but now Yi Nengjing can still be active in the public eye without relying on her works, with constant invitations to variety shows, remarkable results in live broadcasts, and contributions to some topics from time to time, she seems to have a steady stream of energy to support her to open up.
Putting aside her career and love, her wife, mother, daughter, daughter-in-law, every identity she has still done well.
If the success of the early career depended on talent and luck, then the happiness of life today is supported by infinite energy and faith.
The girl's heart is just the superficial desire and pursuit in her heart, in fact, Yi Nengjing's body contains an unshakable belief - to live this life the way I want.
postscript
Living the way I want to live, what an ordinary but difficult thing to achieve, Yi Nengjing can.
Looking for crystals and lace to fill the house, she still prefers princess dresses when she is nearly sixty years old, even if she is questioned and ridiculed by the public, she still insists on sweet dress and delicate way of speaking, she is not pretending to be a princess, but using her own way to fulfill her princess dream.
Every other three forks and five shows of affection, three sentences are not separated from Mr. Qin, the genuine harvest of love is still insufficient, and she needs to beat gongs and drums to preach everywhere, she is not doing, but doing her best to meet her spiritual needs.
Yi Nengjing is like a Sailor Moon who always wears a princess dress, bravely defending her dreams. Even if this dream is flashy and unrealistic, people can't agree with it, but her posture is firm and upright, and it lasts long enough to make people awe-inspired.
Is it important whether there is a princess's life or not? Destiny can be written by hand.