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Author: Rui Dianmo
Editor-in-charge|Xiang Wanwan
After a five-year hiatus, Zhang Jingying's music tour finally returned last September, this time responding to fans who have been waiting for years with a new look.
The theme of the tour is "Light", which means to illuminate the soul with music and bring hope of light.
This tour is a return to a musical feast for fans, and for Zhang Liangying herself, it is a declaration of the successful transformation of her role in life.
The misfortune of her childhood and the lack of her father's love have made her rely on others for the past 30 years, but fate does not favor the unfortunate.
The frustration of her career and the betrayal of her lover pushed her into the dark abyss, forcing her to transform and be reborn, to become her own "light", and to shine forward.
01
Face the past and tear through the darkness
In 2020, Zhang Liangying participated in the variety show "China's New Rap", and she wrote all the controversies, black materials and childhood misfortunes since her debut into the song "Dear Jane 2".
The lyrics are real and direct, dissecting themselves in an all-round way and showing them in front of the public, reporting black material and laughing at the past.
There is the courage and determination to completely let go and move forward in style.
But it is very painful to uncover the scars and tear yourself apart.
During the official performance, she fell into anxiety for a while, not only did she not keep up with the rhythm, but also forgot the words many times, and broke down and cried after the singing.
Subsequently, she apologized to the audience on the spot.
The day of the performance happened to be the 15th anniversary of her debut, and I wanted to let go of all the past embarrassments and entanglements through this song.
rushed to the hot search because of a mistake and forgot the word, and then netizens questioned her hype.
It is not easy to let go of the past, and the most embarrassing thing is that new jokes are generated.
But she doesn't care about the ridicule of others anymore, because this is a battle between her past self and her.
Zhang Liangying plucked up the courage to apply for another recording, hoping to present this song perfectly, even if it hurts, it will give the past 15 years an end.
In the lyrics, she laughed at herself for being posted upside down internationally, rubbing the Grammy popularity, and then exporting it to domestic sales.
Dafang revealed that it is the originator of overseas list data, and no longer covers up the black material of the past.
used the lyrics to officially announce that the current lover is the former best man, and the past love bruises are a joke that can be easily talked about.
Regarding the family scandal that her mother once uncovered her scars in public and openly opposed her marriage, it can also be said that the mother-daughter relationship will not be affected.
The lyrics are full of blood and tears, and you can really feel the hardships she has come along the way and the courage to face them.
In 2019, Zhang Liangying participated in the show "Life Choice", and the host Hua Shao mentioned the people and things that had hurt her. Unlike the pretense of strength she had shown at the time, this time she seemed to have really come out of the darkness.
When choosing her life traits on the "Life Choices" program, she gave up family and love, and chose to use optimism, humor, self-esteem, self-confidence, curiosity, and honesty as the strength to fight against adversity.
When Hua Shao asked when she was helpless last time, she mentioned that she had set a three-minute countdown for herself to cry when she was touring in Beijing. She set aside a definite time for the collapse to not let the bad mood overflow a little more.
Because she knows that there is not much time in life for her to stay where she is and cry, she can only choose to continue to move forward with her head held high.
In the show, even if she has the opportunity to live a parallel life again, she is willing to accept the past.
It is these hardships that make her, and she also thinks that the only thing that can be taken away from coming to this world in this life is the feeling of this world.
She is strong enough to face all the adversities head-on, and to remember the past as if it were finished.
When we look back at her past, we will find that she has endured the pain of all kinds of nirvana to have such a brilliant beauty of rebirth.
02
Imprisoned mother's love
In 1984, Zhang Liangying was born in Chengdu, Sichuan. In a family with a strong patriarchal preference, her arrival was destined to be unwelcome.
When she was born, her father's first words were: "Is it the wrong hug", which started her unhappy childhood.
No matter how naughty the other brothers in the family are, grandma still dotes on them, but as long as Zhang Liangying does even a little bit wrong, she will be abused and punished, just because she is a girl.
The family's sentence "Who called you not a boy" made her feel inferior, helpless and hesitant.
Only when she sings and listens to songs can she stay away from the suffocation that life brings, and music becomes her only salvation.
When her parents divorced in the first and second grades of primary school, she chose to live with her mother, Zhang Guiying. Her mother loved her, but she didn't give her a little room for her young manipulation.
And she is also accustomed to the life of her mother, and she is a good baby of her mother. She realized early on that life must not happen the way you think, and that everything is out of control.
When she went to get 100 yuan a month for living expenses, the "cold indifference" of her father's new family deeply stung her sensitive and proud self-esteem at a young age.
In order to stop reaching out to her father to ask for money, Zhang Liangying began to sing in bars in high school. She gave all the money she earned to her mother to subsidize the family.
Although it is the money that he earns, when he has no money at the end of each month, he has to "borrow" it from his mother, and then pay it back after receiving the money the next month.
For a divorced mother, Liangying is her whole world. She did her best to raise her with a meager salary, and poured all her care and attention into her.
From childhood to adulthood at home, Zhang Liangying's mother is in charge of everything. Even the money he earned had to be handed over and at the disposal of his mother.
Her mother imprisoned and controlled her in the name of love, and of course she couldn't stand the slightest resistance from him.
This is also one of the reasons why Zhang Liangying insisted on marrying Feng Ke later, and her mother was so angry that she would publicly tear her even if it damaged Zhang Liangying's reputation.
The young Liangying is docile and obedient, and knows that her mother is working hard, so she also works hard.
She likes music, so her mother asked someone to borrow money to send her to the Children's Palace to learn singing and musical instruments, save money, and put all the money into Zhang Liangying after removing basic expenses.
The place where I went to work was far away from the school, so my mother rode a bicycle from the place of work to the school for more than an hour to pick up Zhang Liangying and send her to the Children's Palace.
Music is her salvation, and her mother is her dependence. Her mother has always encouraged her and accompanied her through dark and helpless nights.
At that time, they were the closest mother and daughter, and they were the only ones for each other.
But as Zhang Liangying grew up, she needed another appeal in her life. Lacking father's love since she was a child, she is more likely to be attracted to mature men.
So when she met Feng Ke, who was older than him and had a very mature male charm at the age of 18, she was addicted to it and couldn't extricate herself.
This man is also a teacher and friend, giving her a completely different emotional value from her mother. Feng Ke told her that life can have other directions, and she should raise her head and look to the future.
This encounter with talent, the acquaintance between Maxima and Bole, made the balance in her heart gradually tilt towards Feng Ke.
But his mother is sober and stubborn, he sees the nature of this man's businessman, and he can't accept Liangying out of her control.
This strength pushed her daughter farther and farther, and Zhang Liangying was destined to fall in front of love full of interests because of her innocence.
03
Love full of businessman's interests
In 2002, Zhang Liangying performed in various bars and met Feng Ke, who changed her fate.
Feng Ke sent her to a radiant star journey, but also made her fall into the love trap of being humble to the bottom.
In order to make Zhang Liangying popular, Feng Ke did everything.
He has the vicious vision of a businessman and the means of capitalists to squeeze everything, which makes Zhang Liangying willing and desperate to work for him.
At the beginning, after every bar singing, Feng Ke would warmly accompany Zhang Liangying home, and gradually gained her trust and dependence. Gradually, she took Zhang Liangying to participate in competitions in various places and arranged everything for her.
With Feng Ke's expectation and help, Zhang Liangying wants to prove that she can take the road of singing.
"Super Girl" in 2005 was a great opportunity, and Feng Ke used all resources to build momentum and canvass for Zhang Liangying.
In the end, Zhang Liangying won the national third place and became famous in one fell swoop, in addition to her excellent musical strength, Feng Ke also made great contributions.
After the game, Feng Ke used his connections to sign Zhang Liangying to Huayi, and he himself became Zhang Liangying's agent.
Considering that the company's contract share was too small, in 2009, Feng Ke persuaded Zhang Liangying to terminate the contract. Subsequently, the two jointly established the "Shaocheng Times" performing arts agency, agreeing that they each held half of the shares, and the company provided services specifically for her.
Feng Ke circled Zhang Liangying step by step into a more controllable range, but Zhang Liangying, who was addicted to love, didn't know it and obeyed him.
In 2015, Zhang Liangying, who is 30 years old, is still full of desire for love and marriage, and she wants to have a partner with whom she can spend the rest of her life and be blessed by the public.
So, after singing "Finally Waiting for You" at the Changsha concert, she cautiously shouted on stage: "I'm 30 years old, I think I've thought it through, I don't want to live alone anymore, if you want to marry me, you can come up." ”
In the middle was a silent empty field that lasted for several minutes, and Zhang Liangying was left alone on the stage with tears streaming down her face. In order not to let the embarrassing situation last too long, Feng Ke finally stepped onto the stage.
But he didn't reply clearly, just said: "Thank you Liangying, the marriage proposal should be done by men." ”
After the concert, the topic of Zhang Liangying's humble marriage proposal topped the hot search, and her mother became the biggest opponent of their marriage.
After Zhang Liangying's mother Zhang Guiying learned the news of her daughter's upcoming marriage from the media, she used an open letter of "I don't want my daughter to be wrong again" to tear Feng Ke apart for so many years of constantly embezzling Zhang Liangying's shares in the company, controlling her property, and always using her as a tool to make money.
But Zhang Liangying, who was immersed in the joy of marriage, turned a deaf ear to her mother's accusations, insisted on being with Feng Ke, and held a wedding in Rome in August 2016.
But the reality is cruel, and the feelings tied up by interests are destined to not stand the test. After entering the world of marriage, the problems and challenges faced are far more complex than Zhang Liangying expected.
The core is the property issue, when checking the company's accounts, Zhang Liangying found that she had become a small shareholder with only 35% of the company's shares from the company's major shareholder, and Zhang's mother originally held 20% of the company's shares, but now she was kicked out, and she realized that her mother's complaint was right.
Secondly, after marriage, Feng Ke still regarded Zhang Liangying as a cash cow, and after marriage, she didn't even have a honeymoon, so she was arranged with a full work schedule. There is no such thing as a happy life at all.
The exhaustion of work and the chaotic division of property made her feel more disappointed and helpless than ever.
21 months later, in August 2018, Zhang Liangying posted on Weibo to end the signing of a contract with Feng Ke's personal agent, which also ended the 15-year entanglement.
Nearly 600 million assets since his debut have all been assigned to Feng Ke.
In the past 15 years, her youth, love, career, and assets have all belonged to Feng Ke, and she is only covered in bruises.
Family affection and love are what she once valued the most, but they also hurt her the most.
04
Be reborn from the fire and be your own sun
When the pain reaches its peak, the last moment of unbearable is the awakening moment, Zhang Liangying was 34 years old, and finally completely awakened.
She realized that in the darkest part of her life, the only one who could pull her out of the abyss was herself. Her mother is the support of her childhood, and Feng Ke is the Bole of her career, but only she is the one who controls her life.
As early as 2005, Huawei boss Ren Zhengfei spent 80 million to buy the copyright of "Dream It's Possible", when he chose Zhang Liangying as the singer at a glance, and adapted it into the Chinese version of "My Dream" as Huawei's theme song.
This song is like customizing Zhang Liangying in the dark, singing about her life.
She is just like what is written in the song: "Face the pain and hand over all the dreams in your eyes to time, and keep moving forward in this crazy world." ”
As Haruki Murakami said, "When the storm is over, you don't remember how you survived, and you're not even sure it's over." But one thing is certain, by the time you make your way through the storm, you're not the same person you were. ”
After experiencing the storm, Zhang Liangying decided to live a different life.
After leaving Feng Ke, she put all her energy into her career and made great progress all the way.
In 2019 and 2020, she won awards such as the "Best Female Singer of the Year" and the "Most Popular Female Singer of the Year in the Mainland" at music ceremonies on different platforms.
Her extraordinary musical talent and strong and unyielding personality charm have attracted and inspired countless people, and everything that failed to defeat her has become a force that makes her stronger.
She is still the girl who believes in love and beauty and bravely chases love. Only this time she blindly relied on other people's lights, but chose to be her own sun, shining on herself and warming others.
The light boat has passed the Ten Thousand Mountains, and her future is bright.