Hu Jian came home drunk late at night, and shouted to me angrily: "If you don't want to get a divorce, other women can bear it, but you can't bear it?" I hugged my sleeping daughter and escaped from the home I once thought would shelter me from the wind and rain in this dark night. After I got married, I found out that all the wind, frost, rain and snow were brought by him. In addition to taking care of my paralyzed mother-in-law every day, I also have to take care of my sick daughter, and my life has become a mess, which is not what I imagined at all.
Thinking back to my original family, although it was a little complicated, the appearance of Lao Zhao made my brother and I feel the warmth of father's love. He was my stepdad and didn't talk much, but was always so nice to us brother and sister. In his memory, he was always busy, and his mother always nagged him, but he never cared. Every time he eats, his mother never waits for him, and he never cares, he eats the leftovers by himself. His hard work, I have seen it in my eyes since I was a child, and it hurts in my heart.
Since I was a child, I felt sorry for Lao Zhao, and felt that he was like a long-term worker in a book, who had paid too much for our family. The people in the village talked about him behind his back, saying that he was a big wrongdoer, but I knew that he was the one who loved me and my brother the most. In junior high school and high school, he rode his bicycle and carried food to send us all the way to school. Every time, they would buy me baked cakes and mutton fried buns, and watch me finish eating before going home with confidence. He sent my brother and me to school, giving us a chance to change our fate.
After graduating, I stayed in the city and met Hu Jian. At that time, I was confused by his sweet words, thinking that he was my life's dependence. My mother was also full of praise for him, only Lao Zhao, and he advised me to observe and observe again, and not to rush to get married. His words were heard by his mother and scolded by him. I didn't listen to Lao Zhao's words, and finally married Hu Jian.
After marriage, Hu Jian was okay with me, but as time went by, his attitude became worse and worse. He refused to ask a nanny to take care of my mother-in-law, but asked me to quit my job and go home to take care of me. I quit my job, and every day I faced my paralyzed mother-in-law and all kinds of discomforts during pregnancy, but Hu Jian disliked me more and more. My brother's son did a full moon wine, Hu Jian refused to go, I dragged my 7-month pregnancy, and Lao Zhao came to pick me up. When he saw my haggard appearance, he was so distressed that he helped me wash my hair.
Looking at Lao Zhao's expectant eyes, I suddenly thought that my brother and I are both with the surname of our biological father, and Lao Zhao has no real offspring in his life. The son of his brother's family should be surnamed Zhao. But the mother insisted on letting the child's surname Xu, and I saw Lao Zhao put down his chopsticks and take a sip of wine. At that moment, I had mixed feelings in my heart, feeling unfair for Lao Zhao and helpless for my marriage.
Today, although I am in a difficult situation, I believe that as long as I am strong in the face, I will one day get out of this haze. I will remember Lao Zhao's kindness, and I will work hard for the future of myself and my daughter. As for Hu Jian, if he can't cherish me, then I will also bravely leave him and find my own happiness.