I was preparing dinner at home when I heard my wife Liu Xingwang say that he received a call from his son's colleague saying that his son had been hit and that we should rush to the hospital.
The spatula in my hand fell to the ground on the spot, and I was stunned.
My son also called me at noon and said that he would leave work early in the evening and let me go out early to buy groceries and cook. It's only been half a day, why did he have an accident?
Liu Xingwang saw that I was still in a daze, and quickly tore off my apron and pulled me out of the house quickly.
When the two of us hurried to the hospital, the doctor let us go into the operating room to see Liu Qian for the last time.
But I couldn't move my steps, it came too suddenly, and I was not mentally prepared, and I didn't want to believe that my son was just leaving.
For a few days, I didn't know how I got here.
After some time, the results of the accident investigation came out, and the driver who caused the accident was fully responsible and compensated 1.2 million.
The funeral was done back to my hometown, and after everything was done, I put away all the things related to Liu Qian in the old house. But I never imagined that I would accidentally discover a big secret.
Liu Qian was a teacher before his death, and he usually liked to read and write, and he had several large boxes of books just to pack them.
As I kept them, I saw a few diaries, and because I missed my son so much that I couldn't help but open them.
However, this opening made my world completely disillusioned. Because my grandson, Lele, is not born to my son.
My name is Sun Meiying and I am 66 years old. When I was younger, my first two pregnancies were unexpectedly miscarried.
It can be said that my son Liu Qian was earned by me with great hard work. From the time I was pregnant, I took care of him with care, and I was relieved until I gave birth to him.
I thought that the hardships I should have endured and the hardships I should have endured have passed, and Liu Gan would definitely be safe, but I didn't expect that fate always likes to joke with me, and only gave Liu Gan 30 years to stay by my side.
Now that my son is gone, I am glad that he left his grandson with me, but God told me that my grandson is not my own.
I didn't want to accept this fact in my heart, so I privately took my grandson Lele's hair and took it for a paternity test.
When the certificate arrived, I suddenly didn't want to open it. At this moment I just want to escape, my heart hopes that this thing is fake.
Liu Xingwang saw that I was so entangled and painful, so he took it upon himself to open it for me, and directly told me the results of the identification: Lele is not biological.
At this point, even though I covered my ears tightly, I could still hear the result.
I couldn't hold back any longer, and I cried bitterly while holding the certificate.
At this time, daughter-in-law Yang Ziyi came back. I took my diary and identification book and questioned her. originally thought that she would refuse to admit it, but I didn't think that she would admit it directly.
She explained that Lele had it before she met Liu Gan.
At that time, she was too sad because she broke up with her ex-boyfriend, so she went to the river to end her life. Unexpectedly, he was rescued by Liu Gan. Liu Qian was like a light, giving her the strength to live. They were in touch every day, and after a month they decided to be together.
When they were together for a long time, she found out that she was pregnant, so she broke up with Liu Gan frankly, planning to give birth to a child alone. But Liu Qian was reluctant and said that he would raise the child with her. She couldn't resist Liu Gan, so she had no choice but to agree.
But I don't believe that how could such a filial child as Liu Qian do such an unfilial thing, it must be Yang Ziyi lying.
At that moment, I was carried away by anger. I asked Yang Ziyi to take the child away and never appear in front of me.
Before leaving, Lele didn't know why I was so angry and wanted to drive them away.
He hugged my thighs tightly and refused to let go, crying heartbreakingly and asking me, "Grandma, why are you driving us away, don't you want us?"
My heart was like a knife, I didn't know how to face him, so I opened his little hand and turned back to the room and closed the door. Leaning against the back of the door, I covered my face and choked.
The crying outside grew quieter and quieter, until it was gone, and I cried.
Thinking of the bits and pieces of life with Lele over the years, I have mixed feelings in my heart.
Liu Qian and Yang Ziyi were busy with work after giving birth, so Lele was raised by me since he was a child.
He is very sensible and well-behaved, and never let me worry about dressing and eating. Especially when he has to go to school, other people's children need their parents to wake up, but he doesn't need to, he gets up and cleans up when he arrives. After breakfast, he would wait for me to take him to school.
Every time there were cola chicken wings at school, he would keep two for me to take home. Lele said that his favorite food is Coke chicken wings, and he wants to leave his favorite food for his dearest and favorite people.
Once I fell my leg and had to recuperate for more than half a month. After Lele found out, he actually went to ask the teacher for leave, saying that he would take care of me at home, afraid that his grandfather would not be able to take care of me alone.
Now that I think about it, he was such a stupid boy. It's a pity that fate loves to play tricks on people.
A month has passed in the blink of an eye, and my heart has been empty since they left.
Every morning, I would unconsciously walk to the gate of the community, looking forward to the scene of the school bus coming to pick up the students to go to school. In the afternoon, I still go to wait for the students to get out of school, and habitually look for them.
At night, passing by the room where Lele used to stay, I always involuntarily stopped and stayed there for an hour or two.
Every time I go grocery shopping, I always buy chicken wings that Lele likes to eat. During meals, I habitually wash his dishes and chopsticks as if he was still by my side.
I gradually realized that Lele was already integrated into my life and could not disappear from it.
Liu Xingwang was very worried when he saw my situation, and he persuaded me: "If you really can't let go of the child, then take him back." ”
Although he said so, it was not easy to actually take it back. It's a fact that I can't let go of my heart, because that hurdle can never be crossed.
Because of Liu Gan's death and Lele's departure, I was hit double hard and became thinner and thinner. During that time, I often couldn't eat, and my physical condition deteriorated severely, leading to a recurrence of stomach problems and ending up in the hospital for two weeks.
During my hospitalization, Yang Ziyi often secretly took Lele to see me while I was asleep. Once, when they came, I pretended to be asleep, but my heart was full of contradictions.
Lele quietly approached the bedside and carefully slipped something under my pillow. I could feel his presence, his breathing close at hand, and I deliberately remained asleep.
He whispered to me, "Grandma, I miss you, get better quickly, I really want to eat the Coke chicken wings you made." ”
In an instant, tears flowed down the corners of my eyes. I didn't dare open my eyes because I knew that once I saw him, I couldn't control myself.
They stayed in the room for a while and then left. I waited for their footsteps to fade away before I dared to reach in and take out the thing.
It was the peace charm I used to give him, with his name written on it, but now it has been replaced by mine. Tears unconsciously filled my cheeks again, and an inexplicable emotion suddenly grew and spread in my heart.
Half a month later, I was discharged from the hospital, which happened to be my birthday.
Liu Xingwang asked me, "How are you going to spend today?"
In the past, I used to have a big family with me on my birthday. Now that Liu Qian is gone, Yang Ziyi and Lele have also been kicked out by me, it doesn't matter if this birthday is over.
I replied to him with a gloomy expression, "How else can I live, just two people can have a meal quietly." ”
Liu Xingwang stopped talking, I knew what he was thinking. He wanted me to bring the child back, but he was afraid of being stimulated by my state, so he didn't bring it up.
When the two of us returned downstairs to the complex, it was getting late. However, just as he was about to walk to the door, he saw a small figure sitting cross-legged in the hallway, with a cake next to it.
Hearing our movement, he raised his head, saw that it was me, got up and threw himself into my arms and said, "Grandma, this time, can you not drive me away again." ”
At that moment, the wall in my heart was broken, and all the pent-up emotions in my heart exploded.
I hugged him tightly and choked up, "Okay." The tears flowed no longer.
After dinner, I made a decision.
I called Yang Ziyi and said, "During this time, I have thought a lot, and I have let go of a lot of things in my heart, and I plan to take Lele back to live again." I will continue to treat him as my own grandson and treat him as I used to. ”
Yang Ziyi wept silently over there, expressing respect for my decision.
Lele stayed with me for the night, and I watched TV and chatted with him, as if I had returned to the warm days before. It made me feel a long-lost happiness, the kind of warmth and companionship that only relatives can give.
There is a kind of love that transcends blood, is not biological, but more like biological.
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